Just a pos who doesn't know their purpose @tremoring-prince - Tumblr Blog

I love how I can't make anyone happy

*wakes up* what the fuck

I know it was you you pathetic piece of shit

Everything feels so cold and I dont think its gonna get any warmer

I dont want to feel this anymore and I wont

Cigarettes belong on my skin

The sting and smell of burning flesh is what I've sentenced myself to

Once it numbs I've know I've played my roll here and the next one will burn me to the bone

I want my fucking head bashed in I'm so fucking disgusting I cant do anything right anymore I'm impure

Self care is buying things to make you feel better when your sad

Like fuzzy socks

And some new toys to tear open your arms with

I cant tell if I'm being delusional or if I'm too high

God I want him to love me again

I want a gentle kiss

Or a punch in the face

Anything from him to make me feel real again

Why don't you darken your clothes and strike a violent pose and maybe you'll calm down

I dont see how people just fall out of love but ig when it's w me I can see it lmao

I wish I would have died the other night

I honestly dont see the point in living anymore

No one fucking likes having me around

My family fucking hates me

I dont have any actual friends

I'm just a disgusting pos

I want to slit my wrists open and bleed out

I want to be strangled to death I want to drown

I want to be hit by a car

I want to overdose

I want all this pain to stop

I cant be alone again

I've never wanted to die more than I do rn

I miss feeling genuinely wanted. Like people want to be around me and dont just ask to see me bc in going through a hard time and they pity me.

Just a pos who doesn't know their purpose