as a genderhoarder, i view my gender alot like a garden in the middle of a forest, where it mostly grows genders related to nature, typically alot of trees around it, flowers, herbs, spices and the like, but it has the surrounding scenery too, the river nearby, the fauna scrambled around, the florish of fresh air, but it isnt just limited to one space in a forest, i see it as alot of things, the space, the sky, the stars, otherworldly. those aspects may be far away from such garden, such as the void, other planets, stardust, the likes, but theyre all somepart close to the forest, which then inhabiats the garden. but i dont feel its just limited to physical things, i also feel like my complicated relationship with gender expands as well to what happens with the garden. spices and herbs being plucked gently to make meals, feeding local animals, general beauty, word of mouth of the garden in the woods, others coming to it, human or not.