your local hallnere dealer

i do not choose the hyperfixation 😔 main: lludo.tumblr.com

[trxsh-mxuth]

call me ludo

nature, nurture, heaven & home on AO3

♤ hallnere - sfw

chapters: 🪻1 🪻2 🪻3

if heaven does exist, it's in my lover's kiss on AO3

♤ hallnere - nsfw oneshot

xin loi on AO3

barnes/elias - sfw (for now)

chapters: 💫 1

[trxsh-mxuth]

not to be a truly insane RPFer but i've been watching deadliest catch (latest season) and may i just say.... the albinio and jake dynamic on the cornelia marie is enticing

[trxsh-mxuth]

considering a pacific au where jay and eugene are corpsmen

[cuppydogshane]

i love my pervert mutuals #mypervertmutuals

[bobdylanyaoi]

plans for the summer

JERK IT

WRITE RPF

DRINK ALCOHOL

BLOG LIKE IVE NEVER BLOGGED BEFORE

job ?

LISTEN TO RECORDS

[unholyblissafterdark]

[lludo]

whoa, thought it was a nightmare lord, it's all so true they told me, don't go walking slow the devil's on the loose // thought i heard a rumblin' calling to my name two hundred million guns are loaded satan cries, "take aim"

[trxsh-mxuth]

hoping to get the next chapter of xin loi posted on my birthday (sunday) as someone with severe procrastination issues and in a current creative block (wish me luck) 🫠

[trxsh-mxuth]

yeah so this is Not Happening

[lypsys]

"Write character relationships that are normal" WRONG ☝ CODEPENDENCY BEAM 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

[jackiedeer]

Sketch

[failchild]

i have to do stuff to get results

[trxsh-mxuth]

hoping to get the next chapter of xin loi posted on my birthday (sunday) as someone with severe procrastination issues and in a current creative block (wish me luck) 🫠

[teh-nos]

this fic is so good i hope i write it

[spookyboywhump]

Guy who never feels like his problems are “bad enough” to be taken seriously: what if I hurt the character so horrifically that everyone around them could not possibly deny the severity of their pain even if the character themself tries to downplay it.

[trxsh-mxuth]

having semi-delirious primitive war thoughts about ryan baker and his beautiful newbie leon who he will protect with his life, fiercely, always and without question

[paperplateprose]

not now kitten. daddy's realizing that the scene he invested 1000 words into could be significantly improved but only if he started over from scratch

[trxsh-mxuth]

listen, logically i understand what he means by this HOWEVER the way my brain SCREECHED TO A HALT when i read that line was comical