your local hallnere dealer

i do not choose the hyperfixation 😔 main: lludo.tumblr.com

[trxsh-mxuth]

call me ludo

nature, nurture, heaven & home on AO3

♤ hallnere - sfw

chapters: 🪻1 🪻2 🪻3

if heaven does exist, it's in my lover's kiss on AO3

♤ hallnere - nsfw oneshot

xin loi / miss you (like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky) on AO3

✫ barnes/elias - sfw (for now)

chapters: 💫 1 💫 2

[bedpissercastiel]

what's an episode of psych without lassie manhandling shawn? ╰⪼ 1x03

[waldos-art]

Don't they look slick together?

Yes

Also yes

[ozziyo]

posting my mash fanart please be kind (ref under the cut)

[coldarena]

pavuvu is no place for a love nest

[trxsh-mxuth]

i want more barnes x elias but i want more of MY barnes x elias which unfortunately means i gotta write it if i wanna read it but i don't wanna write today i just wanna READ

why must i be cursed so

[trxsh-mxuth]

yes barnes is very tiger-coded we can all agree on that and i am aware of the deer-coded elias take that the script pushes however i believe that elias is heron-coded

[trxsh-mxuth]

do you see the vision here or am i insane

[trxsh-mxuth]

yes barnes is very tiger-coded we can all agree on that and i am aware of the deer-coded elias take that the script pushes however i believe that elias is heron-coded

[trxsh-mxuth]

i'm normal about teeth and biting i promise

[trxsh-mxuth]

@superbratjesser this is your fault 🫡🥃

unedited mildly nsfw snippet under the cut

Dimly, Barnes is aware that he should at least try to stay in control of his faculties, but he's too far gone now to be alert, to be able to move away in an instant. His back is to the entrance of the bunker in a display of carelessness that he would normally never show.

But—but.

Elias is in front of him, painted in gold relief against the dark wall and saying his name in the reverent litany of a confession and Barnes doesn't give a fuck about the danger of an open doorway right now.

He thinks, slow like molasses through the haze of fever-pleasure, that he wouldn't be able to tear himself away from Elias anyway if someone were to come across them. He thinks, between the waves of white-hot static, that he would fight like an animal possessed to keep this vision under his hands, in his grasp.

Elias digs his fingers into Barnes' scalp and he growls at the feeling of it. His hips stutter and jerk as he leans in and presses the flats of his teeth against the column of Elias's throat because god. He wants to bite.

He wants to sink his teeth into the tempting golden flesh and taste blood, then kiss it away afterward until it fades into bruises and scars. But he can't. He can't he can't he can't.

He can't show the world that he is the one who worships at the shrine of this pleasure, this holiest of sins. So instead he presses his lips against the shell of Elias's ear and beseeches, low and rumbling, "Come on, 'Lias."

And Elias, who knows damn well exactly why Barnes presses his teeth to his pulse, knows why Barnes surges forward so insistently like a man possessed, laughs breathily.

"You'd like that wouldn't you, Barnes?" His words do little to disguise the hitch in his breath, the tremble in his voice as he moves against Barnes.

"You know 'xactly what I'd like." Barnes murmurs and presses his wicked grin into the side of Elias's neck.

[whimsymascara]

Hacksaw ridge (2016) | Desmond Doss and Smitty Ryker

I learned how to hate quick. I learned how to judge people quicker, and I got you very wrong.

[trxsh-mxuth]

the hubris i possess when i think no one is paying attention to me versus the humility i am burdened by when someone does acknowledge my existence should be studied

[averagemoderncitizen]

my mans for the hbowartournament steals (if i'm not too late!) @hbowartournament

modern au chuck for those who care. he likes cars, fishing, the water boys, hiking and mario kart. and his boys. and tab. who said that

[trxsh-mxuth]

torn because i want to post a snippet of the barnes x elias smut that possessed me briefly but also i wish to covet it like gollum until it's actually finished

also i gotta decide if i'm going to include it in xin loi or if it's gonna be a standalone oneshot like my hallnere fic

i am leaning toward just including it in xin loi in a later chapter idk

decisions decisions

[trxsh-mxuth]

"simon the convict is an engineer all he has to do is read the manual to be able to pilot the hail mary"

WRONG that bitch would never read a manual and only fixed the computer in the sub because the mutated monster he was hallucinating showed him how to

[willgrahamscock]

if you see me liking contradicting headcanons for the same character just know it's because I do not give a fuck and I have an active imagination #hewouldsaythat

[alysmond]

THE LONG WALK (2025) dir. Francis Lawrence