; love you, goodbye

❝ and i said; "that's fine", but ( y o u ' r e ) the only one that knows i lied. ❞

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( * . TOBIAS JANG ) ▬ tw: none

ok im rlly excited for this bae he’s an oldie of mine but im bringing him baCk from the death

he’s 21 yrs old and born in perth - australia, he’s the youngest out of four, having three older sisters who are all like, at least 7 years older than him, he was lowkey an accident but that’s a word that won’t be used in the jang household!! see: miracle baby

seeing as his parents are also born n raised in australia tobias is very westernized u kno and like also obvs western name he goes by, but he has a korean name and that’s dongsun (: 

wheN tobias was 2 years old his family moved back because his father got a job opportunity in seoul so that’s where he was living ever since

as a kid it was already p obvious that tobias was a bit special as most boys his age would play with cars n stuff and instead he rlly liked dressing up with his sisters and playing with barbie dolls honestly when his parents asked him what he wanted to be he answered princess 9/10, but his parents accepted it bc he was always super bright and lovely fr he LOVED being around people an rlly always lighted up an entire room

but then u kno as he got older people started to get less accepting and being a bit different than other boys he was a great target for bullying which he has been dealing with all the time he was in school tbh ?? until like uni

so that kind of made him p shy and taken back a little and it takes rl long for him to get comfortable around people but once he does he’s rlly his old self again no worries also he’s hella naive, easy to fuck over

knew he was gay p much since forever but came out to his parents when he was like 14 which wasn’t a surprise to them tbh i mean that kid liked one direction and dancing to snsd, his ult group tbh

oK anyway ever since a kid he was hELLA good friends with doyoon like honestly did everything together and they sort of got in a relationship once they were older but it was hella secret bc doyoon wasn’t out yet help, his dad hella homophobe and well he found out abt them and it wasnt rl fancy, latER doyoon’s father died and he left town and it broke tobias fr he felt miserable bc of it bc not only was that his boyf but also his best frieND

so eh yeah tbh he was 17 back then and still hella young and time passed and he lowkey got over it but also not rlly and started dating this 32 year old with a kid, he even moved in with him atm #goals

as a kid tobias showed tru passion and talent in playin the piano and he wants to pursue a career in that too tbh so he studies sound engineering rn but he waNts to become a composer tbH , he sometimes plays at like art galleries but lowkey has stagefright so eh he doesnt rlly like to but he needs dat $$$

he also works at lush, he’s v soft dont break him but also pls do

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▬ celvstials ;

❝ ONE OF HER hands quickly sneaked its way up to rest against the nape of his neck, while she played with the hem of his shirt with the other hand. alice has shiny eyes from the alcohol in her system, and this made her even more reckless. she licked her lips once, looking at ronwoon “ what do you want, daddy? ” she knew well of the effect of those words to him – she loved it. an eyebrow raised as she kept her voice soft, the hand that was in his shirt now played with the band of his briefs. “ you still have time to make your new year’s wish. ”

( *. a smirk was set on rowoon’s lips as he looked down at the girl, hands wandering downwards as he shamelessly grabbed for her bum, squeezing in them ever so slightly.  ❝ why tell when i can make you guess for it? where’s the fun in that, babydoll? ❞ he licked his lips before bringing his head down, tugging on her earlobe with his teeth,  ❝ why wish whilst i have everything i want right now, standing in front of me? ❞  

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▬ celvstials ;

❝ SHE GIGGLED softly, empty glass finding a corner to be deposited. alice was a lightweight, and even though she tried to play it cool, the alcohol was already affecting her badly. “ i just want to know, ” she rose her eyebrows, tossing her hair over her shoulder, “ if you’re going to be my midnight kiss, or if i should look for another potential candidate. ”

( *. eyes fixated on the girl infront of him, rowoon wrapped an arm around her petite waist, tilting his head slightly as he took the girl’s appearance in. cheeks rosy, pupils slightly delated and her hair falling down her back ── she was tipsy to say the least, just how rowoon liked his girls.  ❝ hmm, baby girl, let me think...─ ❞ he started off, tensing his muscles a little, tightening his grip around her, ❝ what’s in it for me? ❞  

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❝ ▬ cvstellandum ;

          A SAD sight for sore eyes was all bora was tonight. she didn’t want to be here and had somehow still managed to find herself getting dragged out of the comfort of the house whilst almost falling asleep over her textbooks. she was currently seated in a corner by herself, a notebook in her lap as she leaned over it in the dimly lit room, trying to make out her own notes she had just scribbled down. 5 classes took its toll, not to mention time that the girl did not have. «do you think i can write this essay… drunk?» she asked the person approaching her, frustration evident in her tired eyes.

( * . drinks. many drinks were in the boy’s system, making him twirl around on the music that was playing, a half empty glass weakly in his hands as he had just taken some fresh air outside. for most people this would be a mindblowing party, yet for rowoon this was like his average tuesday night. drinks, music, getting drunk,.. drunker. a bit of alcohol was all it took for rowoon to feel alive and making him conquer the world again. ploffing down in a seat, somehow ending up with another drink in his hand he looked up at the girl infront of him.  ❝ is that.. bora ─ my dear, princess ── has daddy never told you that the only thing you make at parties is love and not essays? ❞ he cleared his throat,  ❝ i think you could do a whole lot drunk; getting a tattoo, grind against a stranger and maybe if you’re in luck, lose your virginity too. ❞

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▬ svnderisms ;

─ ☆ the boy was clueless as to why he was such a fan of parties like this, or at least he claimed to be - the truth was that he knew exactly why, he just refused to admit it. if there was anything he hated to admit it was that he resembled his father in any kind of way, when truly he knew he was just following the path his dad had created for him. shaking away the depressing thoughts, he grabbed another beer from the kiddie pool jaehyun had conveniently placed. ‘ all this night is missing right now is some company, reckon you could change that though. ’

( * . the girl wasn’t sure as to why she had made her way to a party.  maybe it was her father who had told her to let out some stress and dance, see; drink, her heart away. she had never been a fan of crowded places or loud music and the weird feeling in the pit of her stomach intensified every second. she had always been a lightweight, something she had inherited from her mother. just as she made her way out, her eyes crossed over someone she wished not to have seen, a groan leaving her mouth and tiptoeing her way out, hoping to leave unnoticed until the certain boy’s voice filled her ears, turning around and stumbling over her own feet --- she fucking hated wine.  ❝ me? oh, you’re talking to me? ❞, she asked, looking around her, before pointing at herself,  ❝ did you run out of girls in your elite club that you’d consider talking to, let me quote, someone as uninteresting as me? pity.. ❞

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( * . ROWOON NAM ) ▬ tw: none

random muse i jsut really really had to fuckin do this o my god 

rowoon is twenty-four and born and raised in england, not the posh side he has that cockney accent is from london bla bla bla

his father moved to england to start a korean bbq restaurant in lodnon and it’s p fuckin succesful!! so like, half his fam lives in korea still whilst the others are hella westernized and just live in england, rowoon’s summers would’ve been spend in korea mostly

he’s from a p normal fam u know, got siblings, lovin parents but also p damn strict and always after him as a kid bc they wanted him to score hella grades

went to an all boys private school up in york somewhere with all the fancy kids bc his fam just wanted what was best for him

one summer he was kind of like casted on the streets by ur fave management; sm and they told him he should audition and he thought it was a fake so he didnt

later on he regretted this and signed up for a global audition and he got thru!!! 

he didnt tell his parents any of this so when they found out they were hella pissed but he told them he would become famous and get hella $$$$ and would buy a new loft for his father’s restaurant and tbh they just let him g then

so he went to seoul!! i think he got casted like what around 2010 ish, so he couldve been part of exo but obviously that didn’t happen lol and time went by and it took SO damn long that rowoon kind of started losing hope but then luckily he got asked to help with producing a song and thats kind of how he rolled into that world ??

sm kind of turned him into one of their producers and he was a daMN quick learner and hella skilled so that’s where he is now!!! produces loads of shit for sm and kept his promise with his dad who he bought a new loft

he’s hella rich $$$$, proper daddy fr he got hella cash bc of his work and knows how to spend it

tru party animal, likes to flirt but knows his boundaries tbh but also he’s a lil filthy, also yes 100% got a daddy kink for sure johnny knew what that meant in that interview thnx to rowoon

likes to cook he can be v soft but is p embarrassed abt it and wont let it show tbh 

give him some lovin

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( * . RHEE HYERI ) ▬ tw: death (??)

she’s 22 atm and pretty fckn bi tbh, but she isn’t one to sell her body to the first fuckboii around the corner, she likes to play hard to get and is a rl feminist.

was born in ulsan to like rl loving parents and they were hella excited to get children god like her parents were actual soulmates?? they were sO in love and then they heard that they were expecting child and not just one buT twins so it was one big party and everyone was happy

but i love drama so things didnt stay like that sO right before labor came around hyeri’s mom was diagnosed with preeclampsia, leading her to go into labor in order to save her own life and that of her babies.

sadly things didnt go as meant to be and the chance of premature babies under thirty weeks surviving is small, hyeri her twin sister, hyolin, died at birth, her mother, not long after due to blood loss and the preeclampsia getting to her.

so after that, it was just hyeri’s father taking care of the only thing he had, a baby, that to him was the cause of the death of his one and only and love of his life. but however, the moment he saw the tiny doll lying in a small crib in the hospital, the hatred he had for her faded away, noticing how much the tiny girl looked like her mother and becoming the one thing he lives for.

this didn’t make hyeri’s childhood easy, having no mother figure around in her life was hard whenever little kids asked where she was or why her mother wasn’t there when the children had to show what jobs their parents had. it was always just her and her dad, but as time went on that turned into more than enough for her. her father became her rock and her best buddy.

around the age of nine she moved to seoul bc her dad wanted to start his life over and not constantly be reminded of what was in ulsan. he has a girlfriend now and is happily engaged and hyeri is p damn happy for him bc all she wants is for him to find happiness,. 

since a young age hyeri has liked cooking but mostly baking and she’s pretty skilled, she always used to bake stuff and bring it to school for kids to try out.

she went to culinary school and graduated!!

once she was done with that she decided to start a new chapter in her life and open something she always wished for which is a bakery, she makes lil cupcakes and cakes, cookies but also tiny lil breads and stuff, it rl cute!!

anyway she’s like super friendly but also fucking naive and very willing to give second chances to people, she forgives, but doesn’t forget, she’s curious af and always wants to find out new things, a perfectionist, she talks so so much it can drive you crazy tbh ??

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( * . JACE KIM ) ▬ tw: death, depression and just some fucked up shit tbh.

he’s 19, so like smol

boii was born in amurica, new jersey to be precise, his mom’s canadian however but u kno, his parents met at uni and fell in love. 

jace’s an only child and always lowkey wishes he had siblings, however he was born through ivf so he was p much the wild card for his parents, this is why they treat him like a lil kid at all times.

jace’s childhood was chill af. his dad is a scientist, they got loads of cash and live in one sICK af mansion. jace always being spoiled to the bones, like that kid got whatever he wanted, whenever but rlly he stayed super humble and modest. he didn’t like to let people know he was rich bc he wanted people to like him bc of his personality, not the shit on his bank account

jace loved to paint like it was his biggest hobby ever and he was p skilled, that’s where he met his ex girlfriend!! they both took art classes together and like jace became so in love he was always with her but boii oh boii he shouldnt have bc she had some crazy psycho ex boyfriend

one day after school jace and his ex just like, they were painting together u kno ?? suddenly this guy marches in and he fuCkING KILLS his ex girlfriend bc like if he cant get her than no one can and he was psycho, like i said and haTED the way jace looked at his ex so he THREW ACID IN HIS FACE!!!!!!!! so yes that fucked up jace’s eyes and he’s blind now.

so obviously jace spend loads of time in the hospital after that shit went down and when cops asked him if he saw who the guy was he couldnt bc ?? u kno he got other things to worry bout.

either way he’s lowkey hella depressed these days bc he can’t see anymore and he needed his eyes to paint. his parents got way more protective over him than they already were. so yeh he takes some meds, p sure he goes to a therapist as well for that

he has a lil labrador dog with him wherever he goes to help him out with

ever since he became blind he has gotten heLLA touchy and he’s like real observant, he’ll hold someone’s hand and can already tell who they are all that. 

dont put him in spotlights he hates that he likes to be in the background.

these days idk he sits around a lot, he’s a great listener tbh.

idk what he does in school i’ll get back to that later.

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( * . SHIN YOONJAE ) ▬ tw: murder, alcohol abuse, physical & mental abuse. 

yoonjae is 21 years old, probs has like a sister or bro so idk. he isn’t an only child. i want to drag siblings into the shit life he gave em.

he’s a professional swimmer like he’s hella good look at his abs,, praise him. he’s p cocky too like he knows he’s good looking. 

moved to seoul when he was like what idk 12 something like that bc his father lost his job back in daegu bc he was a fucking alcoholic.

so yes !!! they moved towns and his dad found a new job after living in poverty for shit long.

his dad always blamed yoonjae’s mother for the state they were in bc ‘if you hadn’t given me troublesome kids like these, i wouldn’t need alcohol to make me fall asleep at night’, like yo he’s a proper dICK. (or was)

so like, yeh, every single night there was a lot of shouting in the household and yoonjae’s mom’s skin was covered in bruises and if things got hella bad tbh it would result in yoonjae and his siblings gettin a few hits too bc they didn’t try good enough in school and their grades were shit, all that crap.

so yoonjae lived with this for many many years and u kno one day he was just so SICK and TIRED of it and yeh he couldn’t take it anymore and he felt like someone had to end it so when his father was yellin at his mother again tbh he just grabbed a knife and stabbed him in his back like repeatively until well,, u kno, his father was ded. 

yoonjae turned himself in @ cops bc he knew that what he did was well wrong, but he never showed remorse or anything. the cops probably asked and he simply answered, ‘would do it again if needed’. so yeh that was enough to send him to juvie for a couple of years but he got let out early bc his lawyer put shit on self defense but also good behaviour.

rn he’s unemployed and looking for a job but i mean lol he got a p awful criminal record so good luck

as u can see yoonjae reaLLY comes up for people who need it and is sort of... destructive. he’s naive too and likes to help out in need. oh and yeh he’s rl calm of nature but don’t play him too much bc he builds his anger up n just explodes. 

bc his dad’s dead obvs the fam doesn’t have a lot of cash so he’s p damn poor. 

idk thats prob it, he’s just a puppy that needs some lovin

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( * . PARK JISOO ) ▬ tw: mental illness, drugs, alcohol abuse.

jisoo is 20 years old & has a younger sister, hyelin.

at the age of 3 jisoo was diagnosed with adhd after long therapy sessions. doctors prescribed meds for him, something he still takes up ‘til this day. 

during his early teen years, jisoo’s parents got divorced. because he was a troublesome kid, this is something he blames himself for. he’s still p damn troublesome he probs has spend a day or what in jail bc he did some underaged drinking and forgot his fake id back in the day. 

after his parents’ divorce, something collapsed in the boy’s mind --- the one moment he could be happy, the other starting screaming and yelling. at first his parents blamed it on the fact that he wasn’t taking his medicine properly, but doctors told differently, labelling him with borderline.

graduation came, barely making it and days have been filled with therapy sessions and group meetings ever since. meetings jisoo never bothers to go to, instead filling his lungs with nicotine and his mind with the hallucinations drugs give him. 

he hardly ever takes his drugs bc he doesn’t like the effect it has on him and tbh he just should, he’s a piece of shit and hates his life. if someone shot him he wouldn’t care and probably just say ‘thanks’. 

jisoo’s parents decided for him that it’d be better to take a gap year and focus on himself instead of taking up a major. 

jisoo abuses the fact that his parents are divorced now, telling his mother he’s at his dad’s place, whilst in the meanwhile he’ll be out wandering in the streets!!! thug life, you know it. 

jisoo’s like p hard to become friends with because overall he’s pretty damn rude but if you do get close to him he’s a keeper, he’s very protective over the people he likes.

he works at a record store selling music n shit. 

likes to fool around a lot with girls, has a great pull out game as he’d like to say it but tbh he’s shit. can be labelled as fuckboii

thinks he’s tough shit but wouldn’t hurt a fly tbh he’s better with trash talking and crap but he knows he ain’t got the muscles to fite someone