roan

[they/them] relapsing, MDNI, 20

[tzwq]

at least i know im losing weight. i go to work and i come home and im fucking starving the whole time. i wish i was fucking dead.

[tzwq]

its never ending. the pain never stops. no matter where i am or what im doing. i feel like a piece of shit i feel so guilty. my obsessions eat me up inside. constantly thinking everyone hates me, my girlfriend doesn’t love me, she wants to break up, she thinks im annoying and heartless because im so depressed, my sister wants me to leave, im a burden to her, my dads gonna die in the woods and i’ll never know, im an evil person, im gonna die, everyones gonna die, people are getting killed every day, she wants to cheat on me, her ex is gonna kill us, her brother’s gonna hate me, im ugly, im too fat for people to like me, i give nothing, im useless, it goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on