Ultranerd Films

I rise again, given flesh by sin.

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life goal.

I want to charge money for a completed project.

The future will belong to me.

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I wanna get back into my tabletop rpg projects so badly.

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wish i were allowed to have hobby and/or passions without being pressured into burying it.

wish the main hobby and/or passion that i have had through basically my entire life was not proof that i hate the people around me.

Wish i never buried it for people who decided by obeying them and destroying myself that I hated them.

tired of people pretending they can stand me and guilt-tripping me into destroying myself.

Two evenings away from the group so that i can clean the house and prepare for a big change is not proof that i hate you. It is definitely not "avoiding" you and it is also not "never spending time" with you or "never interacting" with you.

But what would I know? I'm just an abusive scumbag, the worst of humanity.

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Alright. Trying my hand at making some mods for Dark Souls Remastered.

Replaced the Heater Shield texture, i'll get a better one later, it was just for a test.

Replaced the death splash message.

Added a big .. rod.. as a high-power melee. Needs its own model, but i keep failing at that step.

Added a Featherweight Ring, which does what it sounds like. Lets you breathe underwater. Prevents fall damage, like Fall Control. Also got its menu icon.

Just gotta place the new items in their special spots. Once my buddy returns i can ask him for help with the models. Probably.

Before this i was messing with L4D2 and managed to mod it a decent bit, mostly sound files, text, and images though. Failed at the models again lol.

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Was looking back through some of my subclasses i made as part of my big Project, for tabletop stuff. Had a subclass for the rogue that was really neat, i think. Going through them again helps me appreciate the projects, hopefully i can get back into them without being made to feel guilty about it. If i didn't bury the projects in like, December or January, i'd probably be halfway finished already with it.

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I threw away and buried so many parts of myself and it wasn't enough, it was for nothing. They threw away the rest of me. How many times must i rebuild this?

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Was rewatching Bonds Beyond Time and was looking through my deck, as one does, and figured it could easily take out Paradox. Once Paradox fuses himself with his Malefic Truth Dragon, what's to stop me from playing Black Illusion Ritual to ritual summon Relinquished, and equipping the Paradox/Malefic Truth Dragon onto Relinquished, then tributing it to summon Dark Magician Girl (sending Paradox/Malefic Truth Dragon to my graveyard)? I mean, like. He's dead, that's it. That's game. (and them using Premature Burial to special summon Paradox to my field and having him attack his own life points to add further insult)

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I will not let this world undo me.

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Wait, no. I was wrong.

No projects, back to our regularly scheduled punishments.

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yay, bought some cards.

Got a Red-Eyes Black Dragon and a Red-Eyes Black Chick for 5.77. Found a booster pack while unpacking some books, added some more cards to my deck (most of them did nothing for my tiny collection) so now i reach the 40 card limit for a proper deck (even though i can't use several).

Now I will save the world.

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haha yes. I have begun slowly slowly getting back into my projects also my face feels too tight i'm not sure its mine

I will become king of games.

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yay, bought some cards.

Got a Red-Eyes Black Dragon and a Red-Eyes Black Chick for 5.77. Found a booster pack while unpacking some books, added some more cards to my deck (most of them did nothing for my tiny collection) so now i reach the 40 card limit for a proper deck (even though i can't use several).

Now I will save the world.

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watching some movie last month and this scene happened right as my buddy was texting me about edibles. Ate spicy stuff this morning and had bad heartburn and this guy's in my head like "Let's take omeprazole together" or some shit.

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hmm just need to select two (2) more characters for the Torment Nexus . . . i have a plan

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i should change my last name to Stuff.

ya know, for the whole, "I'm Stuff" joke.

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been reading the King in Yellow and it is viciously obvious how stupid i am

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Just remembered I have an Ao3 account and immediately messaged by buddy, and i quote: "who are. some characterr you would like to see. suffer (n a fun and enriching way becayse you like the character a whooole lot) :)

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