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It’s a beautiful day outside...

save? reset?

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leeroythelusterror replied to your photoset: “He cried for you, but you never came.” (part 1;;...

((Oh dear stars - does this fallen know about other worlds?))

( Yeah, that’s the assumption I’m making anyways. I mean -- chara did say something about deleting the world and moving onto the next right? So it just fit for how I saw this happening. xwx )

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‘Things will get better.’ (part 3;; last)

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(part 2;; last|next)

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“He cried for you, but you never came.” (part 1;; next)

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leeroythelusterror replied to your post: leeroythelusterror replied to your post “(...

((Especially considering how much meeting a Papyrus like his own means to him, and what Lust/Lush’s acceptance of him has already meant to him))

( He will hold the capability of recalling certain phantom memories/feelings. He’ll probably instantly adore Leeroy but not know why. He will most certainly try to avoid him for this very reason lol. )

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swcctsxcrxt replied to your post: ( Thread list for when this blog is archived....

Let the suffer begin.))

( I’m always ready to suffer. 

*casually draws lusts death for the kicks* )

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leeroythelusterror replied to your post “( Thread list for when this blog is archived. These are all threads I...”

(I'm up for carrying our thread over if you are, but I'd be just as happy starting a new one if that'd work better :3))

( Carrying it over would be awesome. OR finishing it enough for Leeroy to meet Papyrus. Only to have their friendship be ripped apart by the reset. >:3c )

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( Thread list for when this blog is archived.

These are all threads I really want to keep, and would like to move to the new acc. They either haven’t gone on long enough for his changes to affect interaction or I just like the way they’re going enough that I really don’t want his reset to come into play. Please contact me if you’d like that to be the case however, I would be totally okay with that!

James/Lust @hannah-the-small

Null/Lust @irrtvm

Sly/Lust @slyfont

Phthalo/Lust @punassailable

Mew/Lust @oongxku

Dutchess/Lust @hcrttuatar

Berry/Lust @bluebcnes

Doggo/Lust @dontmoveaninch

These are threads I’m unsure about whether to put into the reset or not! It could be interesting, but it’ll be up to the person(s) I’m threading with!

Akuma/Lust @fxllenhope

Thalessa/Lust @butchacanttunafish

Beast&Lost @the-country-of-the-mad

Leeroy/Lust @leeroythelusterror

And finally those I’ve discussed playing a reset into our muse’s relationships. Those know who they are, so no need to tag them! But generally if we haven’t threaded enough, or if I just maybe forgot about our thread in the midst of all the others, sorry! Please message me if that’s the case. Otherwise feel free to message me if you have questions or want something to change/have an interesting idea for us!  I’m gonna be making a closing post for this acc and then will be changing to the new one. c: It’ll be at sincadaver if anyone wants it now. )

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Sans was confused for a moment, up until Lust started shifting. He was dazed by the flow of emotions that had been engulfing him, that when the panic rose above all else, he became tense, suddenly. Hadn’t Lust wanted this as well?

“Wait, Lust, calm–” He let out a strangled noise, eye lights going out from his sockets, at how the connected was severed, though not fully. It was painful, and Stars above, it had nearly dusted him at the sudden pain and emptiness he felt. His hand went to his SOUL, grasping it and holding it close to himself, shaking. 

Why.

He couldn’t muster any strength to look at Lust. He was panting, his breathing labored. His mind racing quickly, as he could still feel it, the small twinge of lingering connection his SOUL desperately clung to.

He felt betrayed. Used.

Just like a toy.

“I c-can’t..” He wheezed, tears pricking into his eye sockets. Swallowing thickly, he managed to look at Lust with pain, his left eye starting to glow a soft blue, as he activated his magic. He couldn’t stay here, he couldn’t.

It hurt so much. Everything came crashing out on him, and without warning, and without taking Lust with him, Sans teleported himself out of the other’s home, and timeline.

The only thing that echoed out as he left was the painful cry of a heartbroken skeleton.

       "Sans- wait-!!" He had felt it. Oh boy, had he felt it. There was still that lingering sensation of their bond, and he knew exactly what the other was feeling.        Using him? No..! He wasn’t!        Lust would never have...        He wouldn’t, right? He wasn’t just some selfish, greedy monster who only wanted what was his name sake. But then again, how would he know...? In such a disgusting world, how could he be any different then everyone else? How could he had expected Sans to think any different of him...?

       He was sick. He was disgusting. He never felt so ashamed of himself, and he didn’t even try to run after Sans, simply curling up onto his side with stuttering breaths. He cried-- he fucking wailed. He couldn’t understand the itchy, crawly feeling running all over his bones, but he knew why it was happening. Why did he have to be this way...? Why couldn’t he let himself be happy...?

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With a big grin, Fresh just stands there, looking around at the bright world he'd had to wander through. Not without his cargo, a giant slice of funfetti cake, topped in light blue frosting. "Yooo?"

       “Hello...?”       Ah, what was this then? Certainly not a skeleton from his world. And he was rather adapted to pointing out alternates to other random skeletal monsters by now.       “Well - certainly haven’t ever seen another version of me look so... bright...? I like your style, hun.”

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* he already told me * this stuff doesn’t really apply in my timeline so i don’t really know what it means * so i’ll help him the best i can.  * i understand not being able to talk with him yet but i encourage you to do it relatively soon. 

* and hey, get yourself some help too, okay? or call me later and i’ll see if i can make some time. 

* I’m not... even sure what he’d have told you. * I know he thinks I betrayed him. * I’m not sure what happened myself. * But -- you know, it doesn’t matter. * I think I just want to be alone. * And then I’ll... message him... or something.

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* okay well * that’s not really telling me what happened  * look, what happened happened. and i think it’s safe to assume you feel pretty shit about it * on top of that, my brother feels pretty shitty and he’s blaming himself * you two not talking to each other is obviously, from an outsiders perspective, not the solution 

* converse, my boys * flourish 

* I’ll be frank. The vagueness is on purpose, and I appreciate you not pressing for anything else. * My reasons are spotty at best anyway... it’d hardly make a difference in the long-run, I think... * Anyway... thanks for.. that. * Of course I’ll try talking to him. Sometime. * I just can’t do it now. * I really, really can’t.

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     Sansdy listened, albeit a bit confused with everything, but he could sort of understand what happened. Lust didn’t want it at that time–he was scared–a soul bond could do that to a person he supposed–especially to one that was broken.

     But it didn’t happen to his Sans, no, his Sans clung to the soul bond the moment their souls intertwined with one another. So did that mean that Lust was even more broken than his husband? That was something that Sansdy was worried about. From what he knew, his husband was on the verge of death when he met him–his soul broken with cracks until they were together. So in turn, if Lust was worse off than his husband–what did that say? 

          “Just–calm down, take a breath Lust.” He was walking over to a chair for a moment and patted it. “Have a seat, you’re alright.” He didn’t want to make his friend worse off than he already was, he was here to help after all. 

       In all honesty, he didn’t see why Sansdy was even listening to him. As much as he appreciated the attempts at kindness, all it did was serve to make Lust feel even guiltier. He didn’t deserve it -- he didn’t deserve Sans either, and yet he had been the one to cross multiple thresholds between them. But then he had thought that maybe he could get over what happened to him in his past -- because he knew Sans, and trusted him so deeply. It had all felt so right...        But Sans thought he was using him -- he had been so fast to feel that way. he didn’t trust Lust, did he? Not that Lust blamed him but -- he’d be a liar if he said it didn’t contribute to the feeling of tightness in his throat. And Lust knew how Sans felt. He knew - because fuck, he could still feel the other male. Even now. And that was the worst part.        He didn’t deserve having this piece of Sans with him.        His gaze never ventured far from the floor even as he obeyed the others gentle coaxing by sitting down with his hands gripping his knees. He stared down at them and tried to just b r e a t h e, but the more time he had to think, the more anxiety bubbled up in his chest. “I can’t explain everything. I just can’t. It would involve talking about more then I’m ready for. And... it’s not that I don’t trust you...” It’s just that he had never told anyone. And he promised he never would. He didn’t want to be the victim, especially not now. “You can think what you want. I promise I wouldn't hold it against you. Or anyone else for that matter."

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     Sansdy watched Lust for a moment and frowned before standing his ground and glared up at the other. 

          “No, you’re both my friends and I want to be there for the both of you!” He huffed for a moment as he looked at his hands. There had to be something he could do, right? “Just–talk to me–I know from the things I’ve heard that you love him–so–there had to be a reason.” 

     Soul bonds only happen when both parties want it–so–why wouldn’t Lust want it when he loved Knight? 

       He really didn’t want to cry anymore--.        At least not in-front of his friend.        “I just -- uhm...” He shook his head, clearly he was forcing himself to say something. Sansdy wanted an explanation, but what was he to say? He didn’t even really know anything about soul-bonds. Hell -- if you told him the name, he wouldn’t know what you meant at first.        “How do you explain what it feels like to turn into a different person...?” His brows knit, struggling to come up with a description of how it had felt. In that moment - he had felt so much love. But how had that turned somehow into feeling only LOVE? “I didn’t want it. Not in that moment. Suddenly, I felt trapped. I didn’t feel like it was Sans touching me anymore. I felt dirty. But I love him. I swear to God I do... I’m just...        ---Damaged.        I shouldn’t have dragged him into this... I did this.”

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It was always good to get both sides of the story..right? "So--I heard what happened--with you and Kni--er--Sans." Sansdy didn't want to cause trouble, he just wanted to hear Lust's side of the story. "What happened--exactly? Um--only if you want to explain, you don't have to..heh.."

       “---whatever you heard is probably true... I’m sorry. I wish I had an excuse... But he’s hurt, and it’s all my fault. But you should go talk to him... He needs people right now...”