unknown.

[unknowndeadgirl]

the pain of the blade slicing my skin is so nice. it makes me feel like ill be okay. is that so bad?

[unknowndeadgirl]

im so heartbroken. i thought u loved me

[unknowndeadgirl]

id rather be anyone else in thee fucking world than myself.

[unknowndeadgirl]

im the love of ur life until i make u mad

[unknowndeadgirl]

u have my head fucked and i hate that u have that power

[unknowndeadgirl]

im so torn. i love u more than myself. im gonna be so lost and hurt without u

[unknowndeadgirl]

fucking binge eating away my feelings

[unknowndeadgirl]

im at my lowest point

[unknowndeadgirl]

boba on the rocks

[unknowndeadgirl]

r u ok

no

[unknowndeadgirl]

my bpd is completely eating me alive. the intrusive and violent thoughts never go away. it's so tiring. i wish i could explain it. the smallest things will send me into a down spiral. i swear im not being dramatic. something as simple as you not replying will affect me so fucking much. i will convince myself of the worst things you could possibly do to me and convince myself that you are doing those things. but theres always a small voice in my head telling me its not true and telling me to stop. but its always a back and forth game that i never win. i end up having an entire mental breakdown and either break something or hurt myself. this happens EVERY FUCKING DAY.

[unknowndeadgirl]

i ended up cutting yesterday. im not proud of it but it made me feel better

[unknowndeadgirl]

i could scream and scream and no one would hear

[unknowndeadgirl]

[bring-me-to-neverland]

One day I'll be dead.. and you'll just think I'm offline..

[leaxavr]

You got this...

[unknowndeadgirl]

the only thing that calms me down is cutting myself. i don’t understand. then i look at my scars and i feel ashamed and disgusted which makes me cut even more.