طَيْف

Excuse my random thoughts mate.

[unknownpanthom]

How can I escape this pain

[unknownpanthom]

[unknownpanthom]

My heart and soul are drained and exhausted from all this pain

[unknownpanthom]

I miss you so much it aches my soul

[unknownpanthom]

You were the only one who truly understood me and I lost you

[unknownpanthom]

Why you? Among all of the people I could've lived with them not being around it had to be you the one to leave?

[unknownpanthom]

All the rage and sadness inside me is eating me and the people I love alive, oh how I wish I wasn't me and that wasn't my life

[unknownpanthom]

But I know I deserve this anyways

[unknownpanthom]

[unknownpanthom]

و لكني قليلا ما انهار بالرغم من كل هذا الحزن

[unknownpanthom]

انا على طول حزينه و مش مبسوطة

[unknownpanthom]

It has been almost 8 years since you left and I still can't get over you or the fact that I have lost you, I still miss you and there is not a single day that passes without me remembering you and mentioning your name in my prayers, the life you gave me was so good that I can't even believe living a life that decent or the thought of you being that amazing human

[unknownpanthom]

My heart aches for the feelings I know I will never experience

[unknownpanthom]

[unknownpanthom]

I am no good to anyone at all. I am defeated and I acknowledge that.

[unknownpanthom]

كسم حياتي

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الأغاني التي بيننا.