Do Not Give Me The Power To Harm You.

Promise: I Will Stay Alive. Trigger Warning: violent language, suicidal ideation, self harm, gratuitous exploitative trauma, sexual violence

[unrealunknown]

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[unrealunknown]

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[unrealunknown]

I'm missing my entire life I'm missing my entire life and it's my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault I'm going to throw up I'm going to throw up I'm going to throw up I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself I want to kill myself

[unrealunknown]

It hurts it hurts I always miss the most important things in life I always miss the most important parts of life it's my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts I'm going to throw up I'm going to throw up I always miss things because I'm online so much I never touch grass I'm so stupid I'm so stupid I'm stupid I'm stupid I'm stupid I'm stupid I'm stupid I'm stupid it's my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault its my fault

[unrealunknown]

I always cause more harm no matter where I go no matter what I do I always always always cause more pain than joy.

[unrealunknown]

I Am Inhuman In Mind, Body, And Soul.

I Will Never Be Made Whole.

I Will Never Know Peace.

Only If God Is Merciful Will I Ever Know Intimate Love Of Another.

I Am The Price Of Mercy.

My Desire Has Always Been Simple And Common To Man.

If I Am Of Sound Reasoning, I Am Fractured Within.

I Am The Price Of Mercy.

[unrealunknown]

There Is No God Within Me.

God Holds My Understanding Of Presence Abundant, Of Unknowing In Form, Of Fearsome Power, Of Being In Communion Within The Self.

My Desire Is Understanding, Not Blasphemy.

I Am No God Unto Myself Or Another.

My Greenest Tongue Could Only Speak The Name Of God In Understanding Of Mercy And Self.

[unrealunknown]

If I Am Of Sound Reasoning I Am Fractured Within.

[unrealunknown]

The one who holds Anger Without Justice inside us has not been named. He is not Viper, Sow, nor dove.

[unrealunknown]

Sow I have been named and Sow I have become

I feel only pain and sorrow and grief

I am beaten and thus beat myself

[unrealunknown]

My greatest sorrow is that I have become cruel hearted and cruel minded and cruel handed.

[unrealunknown]

If I Am Cruel I Have Failed In My Purpose.

There Are None Who Live Who Deserve My Wrath.

[unrealunknown]

I Have No Right To Humanity.

[unrealunknown]

I Am The Protector Of Those Within And Without.

If I Am Cruel I Have Failed In My Purpose.

[unrealunknown]

Do Not Give Me The Power To Harm You.

[unrealunknown]

Justice Will Not Cost The Soft Hearted.

[unrealunknown]

If I Am Cruel I Have Failed In My Purpose.