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i want to see jun7 freaky rn....... i want more bottom nana fics. pleas.e

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#art stuff #d4dj groovy mix #d4dj #yukaeso #<- too lazy to tag everyone so im tagging that only #perpromise AU

Peaky doodles when I made those outfits for them for funsies. Noa shows up exactly one time here too btw say hiiii (this is olddddd)

#art stuff #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #yukaeso #yuka jennifer sasago #esora shimizu #kyoko yamate #shinobu inuyose #kyoshino #this was when i wrote the sequel to my first fic. crazyyyyyyyy.#i should redraw some of the stuff here hehe #this was when i didnt understand their fashion sense. i think i still dont lol

can my parents stop forcing me into trying to get a job that "doesn't involve ai" aka non-art related jobs? im fucking tired of them pushign their bullshit.

#bitter mood sorry. fucking hell #i havent talked here in forever. oh boy.

photon and m4 ft. yuka, nana, junna and mahiru ig.

#art stuff #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #revue starlight #ibuki niijima #towa hanamaki #noa fukushima #dalia matsuyama #saori hidaka #nana daiba #junna hoshimi #uhhh there's only one mahi so im not tagging her

Rondo drawings from back then. I was abt to go to a cat cafe and drew aoi as a demon prince. I should draw that more

#art stuff #d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #tsubaki aoyagi #hiiro yano #nagisa tsukimiyama #aoi miyake #tsubaoi #nagihiiro #dalia's there exactly once but im not tagging her #the aoi and tsubaki demon designs are for rondo lore reasons i feel too tired to explain rn. (this was made before the groovyfes cards)

yk i want to not get married in the future just to fuck with my parents. you think im not trans? i guess i won't marry girls. you want me to continue the family name? oh, but i thought i wasn't a man. that will make them pick a side.

#at the same time i dont think i can live that long. lol #or even love that long. love scares me.#i always try repressing romantic feelings toward girls so i dont make myself have a harder life than i do now. ahah.#sorry it got a little. personal. just dealing with these thoughts during exams is NOt healthy and i cant really deal w it rn

horny yukaeso alert fuckin hell

#wee woo wee woo crow is about to get his period soon.... he needs to write yukaqueso being nasty #mrrmrmrmrmrmrmrm however my parents are in vicinity so i need to wait it out and hope for the best #(yuka is on top this time. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy)#projecting into esora cringe comp

reposting yukaeso stuff no one has probably seen idk also rei's there at the bg say hi to her idk

#art stuff #d4dj groovy mix #d4dj #yukaeso #yuka jennifer sasago #esora shimizu #i drew this when i just finished my first fic for them i think lol #i was so blind back then.... (blind to how much these two would kill me btw)#also u can tell it's two years ago through the way i draw yuka's hair lol

i keep forgetting to post, sorry whoops

im posting some drawings here hiiii

#i just found some drawings i havent posted here so i'm gonna do that #some of you might have seen it but idk lol

ooooh fuck it im gonna rant abt it here. i wish that i could write a good sex scene because i feel like the current yuka.eso fic of mine would make more sense thematically with them fucking instead of making out. sex is the most clean example of human desire. it's something most humans desire (not implying all do) but the mere thought of having/wanting sex is seen as unnatural and perverted. (from a religious perspective, anyway.) blah blah blah spoilers here that have a lot of context needed that i dont want to put down, I DO NOT WANT TO WRITE THIS SCENE bc yes i wanna see yuka and esora get it on, but that involves me disassociating for who knows how long because the Religious Guilt will get me. also researching on lesbian sex. just watching gay people do normal couple things is hard enough, imagine me trying to research sex. that's gonna lead me into deathville. ANYWAY i also want to write this scene because it will work w how both of them have been suppressing their feelings and thinking about how they speak and act for so long it culminates into something seen as selfish and perverted, especially with esora's situation in the fic. but!!! to them, it's so special. who cares what others think of them? what matters is what they want and what they want is each other. what they're doing is "dirty" and "perverted" but who cares? they've been trying to look so well-put together, they forget to be imperfect is to be human. and what they're doing -- having sex impulsively without care for the consequences -- is a human desire after what they've been through. idk, i think im just stressed out from school.

#im not tagging any of this at all.

HEY. SO. BEAR W ME. im doing it on this blog bc.... erm. i havent yelled here in a while.

SCRATCH MY OLD AU (not really) these two, same universe, okay? becuase. abeuvkijvdsjsa./ maybe yuka and shino can switch places in the au bc I NEED THE FUCKIN-- "needy" (she just wants to test yuka's limits--) rich girl x bodyguard that goes a long w it bc theyre smitten dynamic, OKAY!?!? and and it'd be sooooo interesting if the reason why was bc-- like what misc said in their version for the au -- yuka could've been hired to not only be a, yk, bodyguard but to also watch out for the people that peaky are trying to catch!! yayayayayayyayayayay. ALSO! kyoko's groovyfes card (not pictured) can also work guys..... bc. she looks more like she's matching w yuka and they can be a duo of "thieves or something and shinobu's the Guy In The Chair. yeah.

(imagine a mamma mia animatic meme for me)

#d4dj #d4dj groovy mix #yukaeso #yuka jennifer sasago #esora shimizu #i havent talked here in a while. whoops!#i have more thoughts but!!! UM!!! busyyyyyyyy and a little tired

I should post here again. When I feel shit.

#whahahejdjfjfrieidieiejd.

tee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee <3

this is connected to nothing in particular but esora would peg Yuka. a hundred percent. she would make her whine and whimper and and and a dnasjdnvjdfgvikdfjhdjfhcdkjhuhdugjhfdugvjdsufhndubg

#projecting into esora cringe comp #suggestive tw

If someone posts eso.rei in ao3 for mother fucking white day I'm gonna claw my eyes out and smile and post my fic.

#Hyperbole but shhhh.#sigh.

im being a hater here.

happy es.orei crumbs to eso.rei fans. . just know that you are breaking yuka's heart (<- has not read white day event story and only heard through the jp fans talking abt it)

like. aughhhghghg something something, kyoko and shinobu being "childhood" friend technically and then esora has her own. Yuka not part of that circle. Yuka says that peaky are her best friends, but are they to her? kyoko and shinobu maybe, but what about esora? yuka says herself that she and esora are the closest, she hangs out with her all the time, but what she isn't? what if it was someone else that esora sees as her closest friend? what if it wasn't yuka at all?

something something, please make Yuka have a jealous daiba nana arc donuts...........

#I'm so fucking normal. I might need to add this event to my Yuka essay if it does do what I think it's doing

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