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adult, queer, she/her, b+ student of life

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figure i should do a lil intro post just some basic stuff about me!! so here you go

my name is Ana (yes really) (pronounced like Ah-nuh) and i’m 31 (too old to be here)

I’ve had mental health issues my whole life, but have had disordered eating for about 7 or 8 years now.

here you’ll find personal/diary type posts as well as ED-related vent stuff (but I don’t post thinspo/tips etc)

I love to read, write, do arts & crafts, play video games, see live music, and garden. I will often post about these things as well

also i live with my wife and our 3 cats.

i don’t really do “dni” or whatever but will say i am anti-fatphobic, politically left, etc.

i’m friendly & asks are always open!! ty for reading

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see what i look like & my cats if you want under the cut

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the kind of autism where you read the room just well enough to know when you kill the vibe

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wife recreated the frozen pizza that got discontinued for me since i’m grieving it but it sucks that i had to get sick the day she made it 😭😭my wife is amazing

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i was probably 12 or 13 when the movie Juno came out and i remember my mom renting it from blockbuster for me. i watched it so many times while we had it rented that my mom wouldn’t let me buy it after we returned it because she didn’t want it playing all the time lmaoo. idk why but i loved that movie sm

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being sick makes it very easy to not eat

but wife gets very concerned if i don’t eat even when i’m sick and it can cause problems

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napped for almost 3 hours, still so tired and trying to fight the urge to do chores or something

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entire sleeve of ritz crackers give me strength

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omg i submitted my outline for my final yesterday and was really worried it was weak and thin/flimsy bc i did it while sick and tired. but my instructor gave me full points and said my outline was “powerful and well structured” yaaaay

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i’m getting worse so just decided to take my last sick day even though i wish i didn’t have to!!! now i’m set up on the couch, dayquil coursing through my veins, got my cats and plushies and space heater and books and sitcom on tv so i’m ready to couch rot all day

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i’ve upgraded from sore throat to sweaty and tired and coughing, not sure yet if i’m going to go to work or take my one last sick day

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i’m kind of angry bc i have two different coworkers who came in sick over the last week and a half without masking and now i’m pretty sure i’ve caught it but i had no idea anyone was sick until i came in wearing a mask and they go “oh yeah we had that last week it’s going around” like excuse me??? can we not do our part to keep it from “going around” like i do NOT want this??? ugh honestly i’m sick of peoples lack of consideration

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doing a little messy outline work for my assignment tonight, one thing about me is i’ll do as much stuff on company time as i possibly can

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ooh i’m hungry

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throat hurts i hope i’m not getting sick :( i don’t have a lot of sick time rn and i hate that it’s limited bc my body doesn’t care about sick time when it gets sick. ugh idk i’m so tired and i have a big assignment due tonight that i haven’t started yet and i just feel like it would be easier to die!!

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chocolate cherry pb oats today

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one thing about dusty is he really is a mama’s boy

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feeling really tired and burned out right now i haven’t had my two days off in a row for a while bc i kept taking/switching shifts and right now i just want to quit my job and disappear forever