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I’m going to be starting a new role at work with a better paying salary before the end of this year mark my words!!

i think it’s me

i need to make more positive content here

For years i’ve been somewhat unhappy in my relationship. Things can be good but somehow I play the biggest factor. I know this last time this was me bc I did attack my partner when I was intoxicated but I was triggered and I blacked out.

What triggered me is my partner steady getting my family involved in OUR problems, I feel it’s not everyone’s business but he tends to want to make it others business just for me to continued to look like the bad person. So yes, I did attack him while I was drunk bc I got triggered but I honestly just remember talking to my mom and sister after everything. I do remember taking it a step forward and saying something hurtful to my partner due to me being angry.

I hate that I attacked my partner bc that is nothing i’m proud of. He didn’t deserve that bc I’m too old to not know how to control my emotions better but he also needs to understand i’ve told him nicely what I don’t like and I can’t keep doing that.

Ugh, it’s like I want to be with him then I don’t. I’m stuck bc it’s deeper than us bc we have a child but it’s ALWAYS been up and down throughout these 4 years. I don’t think i’m the best partner but i’m trying to be the best for myself, my daughter, my relationship, my family. It’s just hard when you are easily provoked.

i’m not trying to be controlling. i don’t like it when we talk abt one thing and the plan changes to another. i really don’t like that shit. i’m irritated bc the plan was to meet in houston on tuesday and the plans have now changed. i’m just annoyed im ready to see my baby this is the longest w out my baby. yes i wanted less than 24 hours to decompress but not 72 hours. i miss my daughters laugh, her smile, just her little personality in general and im ready to see her

i’m so tired of everyone

im always getting mistreated and it bothers me so bad

i’m such a good person and don’t deserve to b treated like this

everyone is rude to me

i hate that i have a baby with a man that secretly hates me.

this is my life and i will be okay.

the Lord has me

i see why people stop talking to their parents for real. i’ve endured something traumatic and i’ve asked for grace from my mom and she told me no.

i’m not her peace and i just like to fuss her words.

i have a daughter and don’t want her to feel like my mom has made me feel.

all in all i do have a good mother but i don’t like how she talks or treats me at times.

i want a new man. mine isn’t it

im abt to have a baby and i just want it to be quiet. lol, i want to ask for things and get them and it not b no rebuttal. like damn, im putting my life on the line and its just simple stuff. my boyfriend has been so annoying

everyone is annoying asf

i’m trying so bad but i’m at my lowest

honestly i need some more money. everything evolves around money. i’m just tired of not being where I would like to be financially 😞

i’ve been applying for jobs since july and only have received we regret to inform you. now i’m down to my last and i just don’t know what to do. i want to have a little more financial stability before I have my child.

no one understands me.

honestly i’m not sure. i’m super nervous abt all of this. i don’t even know 😔 im gonna just keep praying and trying to be positive and have peace. I just want peace

so update on me

head space is a little better

relationship better

and i’m having a baby!

i’m so annoyed ngl. i think it’s just my cycle coming but idk what it is. it’s the simplest things for me and i just can’t send men. i just want to love but then i don’t. i’m hurting myself, i’m frustrating myself. i’m so over loving someone more than i love myself. i need to snap out of it and get myself together fr fr.

i’m treating people how they’ve treat me and i feel as if i’ve been truly disrespected and unappreciated these past few months. i never thought this is how my first rodeo would go down but i’m so deeply invested and confused it hurts. i’m hurting me bc things aren’t going my way. i’m hurting me bc things are continuously bothering me.

no matter how many times i express how i feel he continues to do what i do not like. you can give this bitch time of day but me it’s not the fcking same. i’m grieving and he yelled he didn’t care. lmfaoooo this is bs

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