𝓭𝓲𝓪𝓶𝓸𝓷𝓭.

[vldhyojin-blog]

hellooooo ! i’m ellie (she/her) and this is my son and first muse hyojin - a mon:star main vocalist and (flop) child actor!! pls bear with me i have not rped on tumblr in a hot minute and my dashboard/tags be looking real weird 👁👄👁 most of his pages are still a wip (esp the connections page that i swear i will do !) but pls feel free to hmu or hit that ♡ if u want to plot !! also some things abt my babe under the cut 🤘😔🤘

his parents wanted him to become an actor and whilst he enjoyed acting he didnt vibe with it 100% and didn’t want to something just bc he was good at it and ended up naturally being attracted to the #idollife

did some work as a child actor under a small company before joining atlas but nothing really came out of it (also something he cringes at a lot and ppl tease him for sad times,,)

tldr wanted to become an idol cos when he studied at sopa he had a lot of friends who would talk about how they were gonna bcome idols and he wished he could relate.. also wanted to #rebel his parents wishes and do something he wasn’t perfect at so he could get the fulfilment of seeing himself improve

has a bit of a jealousy problem which is not the best thing to have in this industry but his self-awareness has grown a lot in the past few years and he’s generally able to put it aside most of the time

and he hates that part of him a lot bc he rly wants to be someone that younger idols will look up to + has the desire to have a lot of friends bc he didn’t have many growing up

talks about fighting netizens a lot, he says that he doesnt care what they think/say which is partially true bc what they say does affect him but more in a way that he gets angry bc thinks he’s right all the time.. holds his tongue a lot he really sits there pondering posting passive aggressive insta stories for a long time before he backs out

thrives off of people validating him a lot,, flattering his ego is always welcomed, if u do he’ll be ur bestie maybe he’s a big pushover so

im ~bad~ at intros i type as i tell myself i will add more 2 this one day

[jaemtens]

shua x 1st look (💪 version)