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Hearing his real name coming from the elder male had Key wanting to whine for more, but he kept quiet in the meantime. He really did love it when Jonghyun called him by his real name. It made him feel so close to the other… Almost as close as when they actually kissed. Key moaned in relief against Jonghyun’s lips, his arms moving forward to snake their way around the elder’s neck in an attempt to keep him close. He couldn’t help but return the kiss with such fervor and desperation, even as Jonghyun had kept pausing to whisper to him. He wanted this so badly. Having to play ‘keep away’ from Jonghyun while out in public was such a taunting task and he was honestly surprised he could ever hold out for so long.

Now, nothing like that seemed to matter. Key had completely lost himself against the other and however many days of pent of sexual frustration was definitely going to be released that night. His breath hitched slightly at the feeling of a knee being pushed between his own legs. “I know I’m attractive and all… but maybe I shouldn’t be the only thing to occupy your thoughts.” He couldn’t help but chuckle in a low and teasing voice.

Key groaned quietly when the other pulled his lips away in favor of trailing them along his jawline instead. He pushed his body against Jonghyun’s rather desperately, showing off to the other how much he wanted him by pressing his clothed bulge against the other and letting out soft noises of pleasure into his ear. He smirked once more upon hearing Jonghyun speak so naughtily to him in that low and sexy voice of his. It was quite an interesting turn on to hear how badly Jonghyun wanted him in that moment. So badly that the other couldn’t even wait long enough to get back to one of their homes. Key bit his lip harshly to keep from becoming a moaning mess.

“If that’s all it takes to get you on your knees, I’m excited to see how easy it would be to get you to do other things for me too.” Key reached a hand up to grab a fistful of Jonghyun’s hair and tugged back a bit so that the elder male would look at him again. “We can’t do this… out in the open. I’m pretty sure it’s illegal.” He smirked for a second before taking a quick glance around then grabbing Jonghyun’s hand and quickly dragging him towards the small alley around the side of the building. “Much better,” he murmured before pushing the other against the wall this time and crushing his lips against Jonghyun’s. Key nipped at the elder’s bottom lip as he pressed his hips tightly against the other’s, swiveling his own just a bit.

“You’re so naughty, you know that? Can’t even hold out long enough to get some privacy… You must be into some really kinky stuff if you’d much rather be out here where anybody could possibly walk by and see us… Or hear us.” Key whispered his last words before claiming Jonghyun’s lips with his own once more, this time shoving his tongue inside the other’s mouth to explore the hot, wet cavern. He swiveled his hips again and his hands came up to rest upon Jonghyun’s well-toned chest.

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Key pursed his lips and furrowed his brows at the other’s rebuttal question. Sure, Jonghyun had the right to be upset and jealous but he didn’t had to be so harsh back in the club. As a result, the younger male had decided that he was the one who deserved to be more upset and he wasn’t about to change his mind no matter how much the other tried to guilt him into thinking otherwise. But then again, it was indeed Key’s fault all of this was happening. He wanted so badly to get Jonghyun jealous without even thinking of how drastically the other would react. He was being stupid.

Honestly, he wasn’t sure how to feel. What with his bad mood mixed with how Jonghyun was saying he was his… That’s what he wanted to hear. This was what he wanted, wasn’t it? His whole goal this evening was to make Jonghyun jealous so that he could have some fun later on. He just had to accept that there would be some consequences to the games he wanted to play. Had he fucked up this evening and ruined whatever chances he had to play dirty with the other? Would he have to give up and try to reconcile this in a different way?

His heart skipped a beat as two warm hands came up to cup his face, his gaze softening to a more confused yet hopeful one. Key let out a small shaky breath he didn’t realize he had been holding at Jonghyun’s confession. Yes. This was definitely what he wanted. He wanted to be wanted. Every inch of his body warmed at the other’s words as if Jonghyun had lit a flame within him. He kept his eyes locked with the hard brown ones staring back at him and he hadn’t even noticed the two of them were moving until he felt his back being pressed against the cold wall. His eyes widened slightly when he remembered where they were and that it was possible for people to pass by and see them like this. Jonghyun’s anger was going to get them in trouble if they kept this up outside.

“I did it on purpose,” he finally forced out, swallowing his previous feelings of regret and sadness. “I wanted to make you jealous. I wanted the excitement that would come from your possession over me. I thought that if I got you all riled up out here at the club, it would only make things more fun later on.” Key felt his cheeks heat up at the confession of his actions, but he made sure to keep his breathing steady as well as keep his gaze locked intently on the other. He was reverting back to his old ways of not wanting to show weakness to the elder male. He needed to come off as confident and strong like this was all a part of his plan.

“I know exactly what I’ve done, Jonghyun.” Key lifted a hand and placed it over one of the hands that was cupping his cheeks. He leaned into the other’s touch, a smirk tugging at his lips. “There were a few bumps on the way, but I did what I did because I want you. I want you to want me with every fiber of your being.” His feline eyes narrowed seductively as his gaze traveled down to the elder male’s plump lips. He wanted to kiss them, bite them, suck them… But he’d have to wait until the time was just right.

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It wasn’t unusual for Key to have visitors approach him while he was out at one of the many clubs he frequented considering he was a dealer and all, but he certainly wasn’t prepared for the woman who walked into his VIP room. He quirked a brow at her limp and gave her a quick once over, certainly appreciating her attire and body type. Was this woman really there to make a deal with him? Maybe she just needed to score something good. There was no way she was there to have fun.

A small smirk tugged at the corner of his lips at her words. She was bold, that much he knew for sure, and whatever it was she wanted must need to be said in private. Normally Key wouldn’t send away his company just for some business trade, but something about this girl made him want to oblige to her unspoken request. Giving a quick few taps on the bum of the girl seated beside him, he nodded his head towards the door as a signal for them to leave. They all politely and quietly stood up from their spots seated around him and exited the room, though one managed to snag a bottle on her way out. Key merely shook his head with a smile at her actions.

“That girl... Such a drinker.” He let out a small laugh before returning his attention back to the new woman in front of him. “Please, have a seat.” Key gestured to all the seats situated around the little room then to the remaining bottles of liquor and mixers on the table. “Feel free to partake if you’re interested, as well.”

After having grabbed his own drink off the table and sitting back on the couch, he stared intently at the other with his intense feline gaze. “To what do I owe the please, Miss... I’m sorry, I don’t believe I ever caught your name.” He softened his gaze and even gave a more welcoming and warming smile to make the woman feel at ease.

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Key knew Jonghyun was going to be upset by this but he didn’t expect the other to get quite so pissed off by his little game. His smirk faltered a bit and his eyebrows furrowed slightly until he had a look of slight offense and shock plastered across his face. Being yelled at by the guy he liked certainly wasn’t something he enjoyed and definitely wasn’t something he wanted to get used to. They were still in public and Key truly wished this all to be just an act to put on for show, but something in the way Jonghyun spoke and his choice of words and body language had him under the impression that this was no joke.

He was definitely not drunk enough for this.

He had to bite his tongue to keep from saying anything stupid, plus Jonghyun seemed to be doing a good enough job on his own with that. It really did hurt to hear such toxicity coming from the other, but Key had to keep his front up even if Jonghyun wasn’t faking this. He had to play along as if Jonghyun was just getting up in his face to insult him as a part of some gang rivalry things. That meant that as much as Key wanted to avert his eyes and show how upset this was making him, he couldn’t. He had to hold that gaze and refuse to show any weakness. His eyes narrowed and he forced out a somewhat angry and annoyed face.

“How funny. You’re a lot angrier than I’ve seen before, Kim Jonghyun.” He growled with a small sneer. In truth, Key had hardly ever seen Jonghyun really angry before, but people were watching. Most everyone in the immediate area of the dance floor had turned their heads to watch and listen to the little faction brawl that appeared to be taking place. He had to let them keep thinking this was all just a heated argument over something dumb like business rivalry. “What’s the matter? Business been slow? Girls not flocking to you as much as usual lately? You don’t have to be jealous that I’m getting dance partners and you’re not.” Something. Anything to make this seem like a silly little spat and not a fight of two people in some secret relationship.

However the last line that Jonghyun threw at him hurt to the point where it felt like someone had grabbed his heart in his chest and squeezed it tightly. Key was shocked at being called a fucking whore by the other male and it was quite evident in how he had no witty comeback and his angry façade was faltering. God, his heart hurt so much and he wasn’t sure what to do. Luckily, or perhaps not, Jonghyun had grabbed his wrist and began to pull him away until they had exited the Serpentine.

“Wha… what the fuck was that?” he finally managed to squeak out once they had made it outside and out of range from the front door to the club. Key yanked his wrist out of the other’s grasp and looked up at him with a mix of hurt, confusion, and anger on his face. He honestly didn’t know what to say. He had done all of this on purpose to make Jonghyun jealous for the sake of having some fun with him later, but nothing could have prepared him for how severely the elder make had reacted to his little game. Key felt so dejected and stomped on. So much for his fun little game.

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Not receiving a text back from Jonghyun certainly displeased Key, but he wasn’t going to let something like that ruin his night. The elder male was probably just busy… or the picture had bothered him so much that he was trying not to kill someone or something at the moment. Either seemed highly likely, to be honest. He knew Jonghyun was jealous and he could only imagine how his temper would be when presented with such a situation. It was almost amusing, really.

Shrugging it off, Key pocketed his phone and continued his grinding and dancing with his two partners, letting the music flow through him and move his body against the others. He loved dancing. He truly did. It was such a lovely way to express himself and release his inner inhibitions without being judged. As long as he kept moving his hips the way he was, everyone would be pleased with him. That had always been his big desire as a kid when he was in grade school. Key just wanted to please people, make them happy so they would like him and befriend him. Now, he still enjoyed pleasing others but there was one person he didn’t care so much to please all the time. In fact, he’d much rather tease that person to get a good reaction

And a good reaction he got.

In the midst of his dancing, he felt emptiness behind him suddenly which had him stopping his dancing to turn and look around at what had happened. His previous dance partner was on the ground some feet away attempting to get up. Key’s eyes widened at the sight and he turned his gaze towards the taller male who now stood before him instead. His heart pounded hard in his chest to see Jonghyun there and he felt a suddenly rush of excitement. It took him a few moments to regain his composure and he quickly had to decide if he wanted to play angry or coy and seductive with this man. The decision was made with such quickness that it almost seemed like Key hadn’t even weighed out either choice.

“Well I was having quite a bit of fun, actually. Didn’t you get my text message?” Key asked with a smirk, knowing full well that Jonghyun had received the message, otherwise they wouldn’t be dealing with this situation right now. “You know you’re not supposed to approach me so possessively, Jonghyun. We could get into some serious trouble.” Part of him wanted to cease the distance between them to really get Jonghyun going, but he knew he wasn’t actually drunk enough for that. He wasn’t allowed to drink as much while on his medication unless he wanted to die anyway.

“I’m glad to know I amuse you… But I have a funny feeling you’re being sarcastic right now. Otherwise you probably wouldn’t have tossed my friend halfway across the dance floor, right?” He gestured back towards the guy who had been helped up off the ground by a few people and was coming a little closer to the two again. Key had to hold his hand up in front of the random male to keep him from potentially starting a fight with someone who could and would definitely kill him.

“Perhaps we should take this conversation elsewhere before you do something stupid, huh Jonghyun?” He narrowed his feline eyes towards the Cottonmouth male, certainly hoping the other would take a hint and not start something in the middle of the dance floor where everyone could see.

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It was dark but the lights were so bright. So many people were screaming and running around. There were bodies everywhere littering the path and the sound of gunshots could be heard in the distance but everything was muffled as if there was cotton in his ears. What was going on? Why couldn’t he hear anything?

However, as if out of nowhere, he could feel the ground rumbling beneath him and all the screaming progressively began to get louder and louder until his ears were ringing from the volume. He lifted his hands to cover his ears in an attempt to block out the noise, but it was no use. It seemed as though the sound was in his head.

He closed his eyes and yelled, not sure what else to really do until suddenly everything was silent All the screaming and gunshots had ceased leaving him standing there in what felt like nothingness with his eyes closed.

After a second, he finally peeked his eyes open and his mind barely had any time to register what he was looking at before the bomb before him exploded.

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It was no secret that Key loved to drink and go out to have fun every once in awhile. There was plenty of stress in his life what with his job, friendships, and even secret relationships so he had every reason to go out and just let go. While sober, Key would usually keep to himself in the corner of the bar at a club just sipping a drink and eyeing at other people... But once he tipped over that line of intoxication, it was as if he was a whole different person. He danced, jumped around, and acted like a drunken teenager.

Tonight was no different. He had lost himself some time earlier in the night shortly after sending a vague text to his ‘secret lover’ of sorts saying that he would be enjoying himself tonight. The two weren’t together, they never could be what with the lives they both live, but Key still loved to have fun with the other. After having accepted and exposed their feelings for one another, Kibum and Jonghyun had come to a kind of mutually beneficial agreement. Secret friends with benefits. Sure it was cliche, but what else could they do?

However, the fact that the two weren’t officially together left plenty of open space for Key to play around. For instance, on the dance floor that night, he found himself conveniently situated between a man and a woman, grinding bodies with the both of them shamelessly. Key knew Jonghyun would show up after a text like that and he certainly knew the elder male wouldn’t be too pleased to see Key dancing so intimately with these two clubgoers... And that only brought a smirk to Key’s face. He wanted Jonghyun to get jealous. He loved having that kind of power over the other. He loved how possessive Jonghyun was over him... Hell, if he could push the other far enough to the edge, Key could possibly have quite a bit of ‘fun’ later on...

But for the time being, he would definitely keep up the fun he was currently having. Sandwiched between the man and woman, one of Key’s hands resting low on the female’s hip in front of him while his other hand had reached up to hook the neck of the man rubbing up behind him. He went on dancing like this for a few minutes before getting an idea. Releasing the girl in front of him, Key pulled out his cellphone and snapped a picture of himself with the guy he was dancing with. He made sure to give off a very sensual look for the picture before attaching it to a text message for Jonghyun.

[ mms; Jonghyun ] IMAGE ATTACHED

[ sms; Jonghyun ] Come find us? ;)

He knew Jonghyun was there... He knew it wouldn’t be long before Jonghyun saw them and got quite upset... But he also knew Jonghyun wouldn’t do anything about it so publicly. Key smirked at the thought. The elder male was smart enough to not do anything to make a scene and endanger their ‘relationship’. Key would just get a hell of a kick out of knowing Jonghyun was getting more and more frustrated.

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Key felt his heart sink when Jonghyun confirmed that he was being a burden and an inconvenience. Even though the other was smiling and Key could see that clearly on his face, he still felt his bottom lip quivering and his eyes welling up with more tears. How could Jonghyun possibly joke around right then when Key’s life was on the line? The younger of the two was just trying to make peace and amend things between them in case there wasn’t a positive outcome at the end of the night… and Jonghyun was just there making light of everything. It almost angered him, but he had no energy to feel angry or act upon it with a punch to Jonghyun’s chest or something.

Once he was finally placed very carefully inside the car, Key had to force himself to let go of Jonghyun long enough for the other to buckle him in and go around to the driver’s side of the car. He was incredibly thankful that the elder male had been thoughtful enough to make sure he was comfortable enough in the seat of the car what with all his injuries and everything. The seatbelt did feel a little constricting, but he needed it. The last thing he needed was to be ejected through the windshield on the off chance that they got into an accident on the way to Jaerim’s makeshift emergency room.

Key turned his head to the side to be able to keep them on Jonghyun once again. He needed to keep himself awake if not just to save his life but also to please the other who had requested he kept his eyes open. Jonghyun would, without a doubt, bring him back and kill him himself if Key couldn’t hold on. It was kind of amusing to be honest, but the raven haired male knew it would hurt too much to even try and laugh.

The hand placed upon his face was so warm and Key instinctively leaned into it. The words the other said squeezed and tugged at his heartstrings and he had to bite down on his bottom lip that had started quivering yet again. Of course, Key had missed Jonghyun too. Every day he had been forcing himself to keep as busy as possible because every second of downtime he had was plagued with thoughts of the elder male that he found himself so attracted to. His dreams were filled with images of Jonghyun… and his deep voice… The words just wrapped around him comfortably.

Key whispered out the directions to Jaerim’s place, pausing every few moments when he temporarily forgot that he was even speaking. He honestly couldn’t be gladder that Jaerim had lived so close to the festival. There was still a chance for him to make it. He was also incredibly thankful for the fact that Jonghyun was there to help him. So thankful… A smile crept its way weakly onto Key’s face as he thought of the other. He was so happy to have Jonghyun there with him. He felt safe in the other’s presence like everything would be okay. He felt okay. So okay that it would be alright for him to just close… his eyes… for just a little bit…

“Thank you, Jjong,” he whispered as his eyes fluttered until they closed completely. He hadn’t even been able to say the other’s full name before everything started to fade; the pain, the noise, the thoughts. Within seconds there was nothing and Key had slipped into unconsciousness against Jonghyun’s wishes. A fresh pair of tears fell down his cheeks.

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To be perfectly honest, this wasn’t the first time Key had been so near to death. Many times before he had gotten himself caught up in some mishap that left him begging for his life only to either be spared or saved from retribution in some sort of hospital setting. Every other time such a thing would happen, Key probably couldn’t have cared less if he had died. Sure, it would’ve sucked but if it was his time then so be it. He didn’t have many real close friends. No one he wanted to stay alive for. Not until now, at least. Staring up into Jonghyun’s eyes at the elder male wiped the tears from his face and murmured consoling words left Key in a pained daze of sorts. He didn’t want to die yet. Not when Jonghyun was in his life no matter how many times he would deny wanting to have anything to do with him.

Focus. He just needed to focus on Jonghyun and nothing else. Focus on Jonghyun… Focus on anything to keep himself in the moment. Focus on how thankful he was that the other was there to help him. Focus on how attractive the other looked when so determined. Focus on how strong the other would have to be to lift him up...

“Ahhhh!!!” A wave of new pain crashed over him as the elder picked him up off the ground and Key couldn’t help but cry out momentarily before biting his tongue to shut himself up. He wrapped his okay arm around Jonghyun’s neck for support and continued to stare at him. Key was afraid that if he looked anywhere else, Jonghyun would somehow disappear as if this was all just his imagination. He needed Jonghyun to stay with him.

Breathing heavily through his nose and letting out pained whimpers here and there, Key pulled his bottom lip in between his teeth to chew on it in an attempt to distract himself while also focusing on committing every detail of Jonghyun’s face to his memory almost as if it would be the last time he’d ever see him. Strong, chiseled jawline… Big, brown eyes… Perfectly imperfect nose… Lush, plump lips… Before he could even attempt to stop himself, a new set of uncontrollable tears began to stream down his face as so many thoughts rushed through his head. He had been such an asshole to Jonghyun before and the guilt was finally catching up to him in what could possibly be his last moments if they didn’t get him help soon.

“Jonghyun, I’m sorry,” he muttered softly the moment their eyes locked once more. Jonghyun wanted him to keep talking presumably to make sure he was still alive and with him… So what better time to apologize for everything? His voice was barely audible even with the two of them being far enough away from the catastrophe at the fair. “I’m sorry I’m such an ass to you… I’m sorry I push you away… I’m sorry we’re enemies… I’m sorry I try to hate you… I’m sorry we can’t just be happy and alive together.” Key shook his head gently and frowned, his bottom lip trembling as he sniffled and fought back more tears. “I’m sorry I made you come save me.”

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