Back On My Bullshit

21 5”6 Binge free days: 0 CW: 157lbs

[why-did-i-let-myself-do-this]

[why-did-i-let-myself-do-this]

[thewill2bskinny]

why can’t my thighs social distance

[wheelyfit]

I obssess over food

But I’m not underweight yet so I don’t have an eating disorder

I obssess over calories

But I’m not skinny so no one knows the dinner I had with them is the only thing I’ve eaten all day.

I obssess over meal plans and numbers

But no one knows I eat strictly that particular meal because I no exactly how many calories.

No one notices until you’ve gotten “too far”.

[eat-my-self-esteem]

Truth

[nomeatonmybones]

how I’m tryna be this spring/summer 🥺🌸

[nafamnothanks]

Anti-Binge Playlist (TW!!)

☕️You Are What You Eat

☕️Fat Families

☕️Three Fat Brides One Thin Dress

☕️Super Size VS Super Skinny

☕️Any Model Vlog

☕️Fat Logic / Cringe videos

☕️Old Eugenia Cooney Vids - I made this before her recovery- please use common sense and keep your mental illness from affecting her. She is recovering and she can’t afford to relapse.

☕️Too Fat For 15

☕️The Big Ward

☕️Big: Extreme Makeover

☕️Jessie Paege Videos- the statement for Jessie is the same as for Eugenia- be sensitive

☕️America’s Next Top Model

☕️Starlet

☕️Nightmare Before Christmas

☕️To The Bone

☕️Thin Club

☕️Thin 2006 Documentary

☕️Chloe, A Diary Of An Anorexic Girl

☕️Cult Of Thin

☕️Counting Calories With A Ballerina

☕️My 600 pound life

☕️Victoria Secret Fashion Show

☕️Euphoria

☕️The Sweet Life

[johnwillbegone]

These things are amazing, taste fucking peng and you should definitely try them if you can

Calories = 90

Fat = 3.6g

Saturated fat = 1.7g

Carbs = 11g

Sugars = 8.7g

Fibre = 3.7g

Protein = 3.8g

Salt = 0.22g

To compare, here is a tesco brand lolly:

Calories = 221

Fat = 14.4g

Saturated fat = 11.2g

Carbs = 20g

Sugars = 18.8g

Fibre = 0.5g

Protein = 2.7g

Salt = 0.1g

[honigimohr]

where’s my oscar for acting like i’m not falling apart

[why-did-i-let-myself-do-this]

[daiintydreamzz-deactivated20210]

You ever just throw food in the trash and cover it with other trash

[featherlightt94]

Wake up, pee, locate your scale, take a few deep breaths, stand on the scale, your heart stops while you wait for the final number cause that number will determine whether you have a good or bad day

[decidedlyunhappy]

I’ll stop when i can see my chest bones perfectly

I’ll stop when my hips bones poke through jeans

I’ll stop when my legs dont touch no matter how hard i try

I’ll stop when i can count every single rib

I’ll stop when people stare and worry about me

I’ll stop when people regret not caring.

Then i’ll stop.

[flightlessfallingfeather-blog]

[maigredoll]

This is so fucking motivating

[someoneslittlesunshine]

FUCK YES

[eating-disorder-memes]

Credit to @withoutbonesimnothing for the idea

[eaturbrainz]

🥀☠️

[shrria]

[falea0]

the worst thing about losing weight is you can’t really.. do much. you just gotta restrict, exercise(or not lol), and... wait... a day.. a week.. a month.. waiting fucking sucks

[lovelyglitterymentality]

 kills

[angelic-cavity]

and then u get so bored and so fed up with waiting that you say fuck it and BINGE because it’s taking too long