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2:43Am

Ive never told anyone that I miss you. Lately, youre in all my dreams, I wake up crying. I miss your dumb vitamins and your dumb documentaries. I miss the way your face lit up when i came home from work after a long day. How youd run my bath and make me tea when i didn't feel good. Bioshock infinite, you taught me how to play that. Do you remember, when i barely survived the robots and you laughed as i ran around frantically. Its been six months since i heard your laugh. Six months since we made brownies in our pajamas. In a world full of uncertainty you were the only thing i was sure of. I miss you i miss you i miss you. For years i made excuses for what you did but i couldnt do it anymore. No more movie dates, late night trips, or secret hottub vacations. No more grocery shopping at 3am, or playing Skyrim together. Hopefully soon ill forget your phone number. Were better as strangers.

3:16Am

I want to drink until i forget how it felt to look over and see you in my passenger seat, tapping along to the radio. The sun setting drenched you in gold. You were my always. Ive been doing better lately, and im starting to think of you less. Im starting to forget you. I want to drink until i forget how you said my name. Until i forget our apartments, our holidays, and our daily routines. Missing you is starting to make me sick. I heard you joined the Navy, I hope you dont destroy yourself like you destroyed me. Your name tastes bitter. Come home.