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𓆩♡𓆪 masterlist:
pre-relationship stage with them - Gepard, Aventurine
Aventurine x The Nameless!reader
being in a relationship with Aventurine
taking care of cat!Aventurine
nsfw headcanons w/Aventurine
giving Aventurine Ruan Mei's cat creations that resemble the two of you
Aventurine trying (and failing) to be a dom
nsfw headcanons w/Sparkle
sickness headcanons with Aventurine
kissing Aventurine's body
Aventurine x Halovian!reader
bodyguard/assassin!reader x Aventurine
Aventurine x soft!dom reader
you being used against Aventurine as his weak spot during the 2.1 trailblaze quest
spy mission with Aven goes wrong
being roommates with Aventurine
being their therapist - Topaz, Ratio, Aventurine
Aventurine struggling to accept your gifts
bodyguard!reader "dying" in the dreamscape to protect Aventurine
HnK au /w Aventurine
poly with Aventurine and Ratio /nsfw
Aventurine helping you when you have period cramps
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tw/cw: I HIGHLY recommend reading the fic above, but I think this can be read as a standalone, mentions of death, this is from Aven’s perspective, letter formatting, aven’s backstory spoilers tho not too major, references this and this fic
note(s): I wrote this on paper bc it made the experience feel more real, also I’m NOT sorry for springing this angst onto you guys without warning, tags: @walpurg @sh1-n0bu @rxzennia @honkai-star-thirst @fantasymen
Summary: A letter you shall never read.
(word count: 1.1k)
ׂ╰┈➤ [𓏵]- your name
>you’ve picked up ‘Aventurine’s letter’!<
-Would you like to read it?
>yes.<
>Despite some scribbles, you manage to piece together what he wrote.<
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To [𓏵]. Dear [𓏵]. My dearest [𓏵].
I should have known better than to hold out hope when you didn’t return. Darling [𓏵] You, who never left a single text of call unanswered, you didn’t even manage to read any of my texts, much less receive them, considering I’m holding the remains of your phone as I write this. Your warmth is still there, surprisingly, since you barely used it. Did you try to send me a reply in your last moments, my dear?
[𓏵]. Do you remember the day we first met? Diamond had told me you were a danger to anyone that you deemed stood in your way, and that included the IPC. He wanted me to keep you under control, like a dog, and this sounds horrible now that I write it out loud, but at that time, I had no qualms about it. After all, you were going to just be another asset in my pocket, another gambling chip.
But when I saw you, coming out of that lift and standing there, listening to Diamond’s orders, I gazed into those eyes, and I knew I could never do that to you, even if my life was at stake.
I wanted to tell you a secret, and you had promised me you’d come back to me, to listen to what it was. But you didn’t come back. You truly are cruel, darling [𓏵]. You once told me you’d never break a single promise, yet you shattered the final one you’d ever make. But even so, I feel the need to tell you what it was, even if you’ll probably never hear it.
I think know i fell in love with you that day, [𓏵].
And I want to say sorry. I’m sorry those gifts I gave you, the ones that are probably sitting in your room untouched, were given to you with no thought behind them. I wanted so bad to keep you by my side, I forgot that I wanted to love you just as much. I don’t think I’ve ever learnt how to properly love someone, [𓏵], and I’m sorry I will never be able to have the chance love you properly anymore.
Now that I think about it, I think my fears of you not reciprocating my feelings were stupid. Topaz told me I was scared over nothing, and she was right. I think you’ve always loved me, and she told me I’m too dense to realize that. I missed a lot of signs, like how you somehow remembered my coffee order down to the dot just right after our first coffee break together without me even mentioning it to you.
And I remember that time you made me breakfast on my birthday morning, and you cancelled all my appointments so I could relax? Your memory really is something else, [𓏵], I’m sure I’ve never mentioned when my birthday was beyond a passing comment when we passed the arcade at the mall. To think all I did for you birthday was just pile more expensive gifts on you alongside extravagant dinners, I feel ashamed of it now.
I’ve always wanted to know your heritage, but i don’t think I’ve ever told you mine. I would have told you when we went back home, sworn uou to take it to your grave, but now, I’ll only be able to tell my history to your headstone. I think you already know I’m a Avgin from Sigonia-IV, the last of my kind. We are scorned and spat on throughout the cosmos, and I would have thought it would have made you shun me as well.
But that night, you killed that business man after he threatened me. How he somehow knew so much of my past, I have no clue, probably a Masked Fool looking to spite me. But you killed him anyways despite the world of trouble it could have landed you in, without missing a beat. I knew, saw the way it haunted you. How it made your beautiful eyes so we wide, so terrified, almost. Perhaps you thought I’d hate you for reverting to your old ways after me promised me you wouldn’t. Would it be a comfort to you to know that even if you had killed the whole of the cosmos, i wouldn’t have cared?
I wasn’t always the only Avgin, that was probably common knowledge. I have had a sister. You know, you would have liked her. We have the same hair color, and I think we have the same eyes. You told me once, after that round of two truths, one lie, after you drank about seven shots of whiskey from losing, that my eyes were like gems laid on a golden beach in the sunset’s light, and you told me they were such a beauty that you’d kill to keep for your own eyes to enjoy alone. To think I once would have sold these same eyes that you seem to worship and put on a pedestal.
Oh [𓏵]. So many things I want to say, but I can’t. To think I’ll have to return home alone, without you by side, reminding me not to trip over that pesky step on the porch. The cats will be devastated, I’m pretty sure they love you more than they love me. I wonder if they’ll be as heartbroken as I am, silly little things.
That memokeeper told me you were smiling even when your eyes held no life in them anymore. What thoughts were in that smart head of yours, hm? You once asked me what my best memories were, as they were what played in the brain for seven minutes after death. Did those memories contain me? That earring I gifted you, she told me she found it in your blood on the ground. Even in death, you couldn’t bear to be separated from it. I can’t find the strength in me to hold it, let alone think of even finding someone to repair the pieces to its original state.
It would feel like I have lost another part of you I’m so desperately hold onto.
I have many regrets, [𓏵], after all, I’m a tragic man. But the one that stands out, the one that kills me inside every passing second, was that I never said I loved you. I’m sorry, I left you waiting for so long, and now, you won’t even be able to hear me say it out loud. When I join you on the other side, if the Aeons have mercy on me, I’ll make sure it’ll be all you hear till the end of time.
I love you, [𓏵]. I already miss you so much it hurts. I love you, [𓏵].
“Verian. The head of the IPC’s security affairs. Please let me know if you have any queries or needs from the department.”
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“I’ve always been a weapon. It’s in my nature. Since I was a child, I was rampagingly violent to the evil. It hasn’t changed no matter what anyone says.”
WU I'M SO SORRY YOU DID NOTHING WRONG AND I HOPE THIS MFS WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE
I haven't been active lately (and probably won't be for a few more days) cause I'm dealing with some financial stuff, but I'm here for you if you need me 💔
A loud slam of a gloved hand on the table as Verian's eyes were just short of meeting Aventurine's desperate ones.
"I've heard enough."
"You planned to sell me out to the IPC when I was a threat, huh?"
The Stoneheart shook his head rapidly, trying not to let the stinging tears in his eyes fall down his cheeks as he tried to grasp his bodyguard's clenched fist with his own shaky ones.
"Enough, you scum."
Aventurine almost recoils at the way Verian dismissed him so harshly, the buildup of tears bursting as he let out a weak sob, unable to bear how the man he loved wholeheartedly could be so cruel.
"I wasn't going to, I was never going to, Verian, please, you have to listen to me-"
Verian pulled his hand away, the loud clink of the ruby earring that matched Aventurine's falling to the floor as it laid dully on the ceramic tiling.
"It seems you are no different than everyone who wants to use me."
*SLAM*
The gambler fell back into his chair, tears spilling don his face as he wept silently, his hands covering his own face in pure shame and guilt as he begged into the silence.
"Don't go... please, Ver, don't leave me, not again..."
He stared at the wanted poster of Verian that he had first seen when digging into Verian's shrouded in shadows past.
The thought crossed his mind of selling out his bodyguard if he had the slightest whiff of betrayal. But he decided against it. It was neither practical or beneficial. Verian would be better off kept on his leash than to be a vengeful assassin.
But now, he just wanted the man who would pledge his undying loyalty to. The man who would give the gambler the privilege of seeing that gentle side of him in lazy mornings.
He could not bear the thought of going home and only having the company of three cake cats that would be meowing for their other parent.
The coldness that had not been felt in a long time would come back.
I’m gonna rewrite Layla and Agni’s relationship and just Agni in general cuz I’m not satisfied with how it looked hope you don’t mind.
In the rewrite, she’s more distant but still quick-tempered. Agni did not know that King had a child and could honestly care less since it’s not her problem. She first met Layla when she was getting used to her new body.
Agni and Layla started out as mentor and student, with Layla not knowing her teacher is technically her mom and Agni not knowing her student is King’s adopted daughter.
Lyra's: She went from an object/trophy that Nana kept because it was fascinating to someone Nana couldn't see a complete life without her. Jealousy of friends? Jealousy of friends, they are very jealous of each other interacting with third parties, but it is an entirely platonic jealousy (this jealousy does not happen when these people are the main members of Vortex/Lepidoptera).
Saki: Nana tried to kill Saki during their first interaction. It took a while for Nana to see her as a friend, and even longer for her to get used to her presence. Nowadays, Nana thinks of Saki as a sister. Everything Nana is going to do Saki is with her. Saki loves taking Nana fishing with her. Smart 🤝 Smart = doubly smart when together.
Arachne: Their relationship started so out of the blue? They had a mutual friend, and connected through this friend, after some events they stopped being friends with this third person but their relationship still remained. Nana was in love with Arachne for a while (during the time Arachne was dating Perrine). Their relationship faltered a bit when Arachne started dating Perrine, and later again when Nana started dating Perrine, but nowadays the three of them are fine and Nana and Arachne's relationship has returned to its golden age.
N. Tesla: Lyra hated N. Tesla, so by extension Nana hated her too. Although the opinion was a bit biased it was not incorrect, N. Tesla was someone quite two-faced and also very shallow, their relationship only managed to improve when N. Tesla really started trying to change as a person. N. Tesla got close to Arachne very quickly, which made Nana jealous because it had taken her a while to connect with Arachne. Their relationship is good, but it could be better.
Frida: She was one of the first people Nana met in her existence, but their first interaction was brief. After a few millennia the two met again and became quite close, but lost contact again. The third time, which was when Lepidoptera was formed, their relationship really held up. Calm people who when together are surprisingly chaotic. They don't interact that much, but their relationship remains good all the same. Nana is a little jealous of Frida's beauty, and Frida is a little jealous of Nana's skills and intellect.sss
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Also, I'm gonna make a whole separeted ask about Nana's and Perrine's relationship, that's why she wasn't in the last ask Nana's relationship with Vortex/Lepidoptera members.
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i find it so funny how the ashblazing grand duke set is possibly one of Verian's best in slots if focusing on fua dmg, and the entire set is designed around the same man he hates with a burning passion
"If you go for both offense and defense, why not both? Afterall, being a bodyguard means that I have to keep my clients' safety in check and keep up a good fight."
fun fact! Other than the Ten Stonehearts, Diamond and Verian's friends, no one, not even his own family, knows fully of Verian's murderous past. His family only knows their eldest (I changed it, his siter and brother are younger than him) has been through hell after willingly selling himself off so they can survive.
