Today I did things. This weekend, I did lots of things. Things that I haven't done ever and things I haven't done in a long time and felt things...I don't think I can even bare to think about losing. A feeling that is sure as ocean waves that swell and crash in the middle of the night by a cliff as it does in the middle of the day by sea cave. These swells that are in my heart when I am around you will be the same as it is when we sing our hearts out in your car as it does when I will probably ask you over and over again if you are gonna be with me forever. Whether I am capable of calling out to you or seeing you materialize in front of my very eyes, you come and hug the tears out of me.












