Follow Forever and Goodbye?
So if you're reading this you probably know that I've struggled to find happiness in the RP world lately. I discontinued this blog and started a new one, which is now on hiatus.
I didn't feel like I should do this on that blog because it's got 44 followers and about 200 posts and...just, I have no real attachment to it yet. I do, but not like I did with this one. This is the blog I met 99% of you on. So it belongs here. I unfollowed most of my regulars here because I planned to completely clean it out and then well, I didn't finish. But. I refollowed you guys so because you're going on here. There's only one section here, but if you're listed, you will never again be unfollowed from this blog, you're part of it and I love you.
thatssosmooth (the whole reason I moved Tess here and added other girls and played here so long, and I love you and I hope you get better and I miss you and our things terribly). thatsnarkypsychic, not my first Shawn but honestly my best. Jules loves him, Tess loves him and I love you, Chris. I'm sorry I haven't been a better friend. thetomorrowassassin belongs on here by himself too, even though he's got the same mun, because I honestly didn't think Tess would give as much of a crap about him as she has, but she's crazy about him. Big time.
thefunmcgarrett one of Tess' best friends, Liz is also a friend to me. dontcallmedanno the whole reason I started RPing on Tumblr at all. missingthosetechnicolourkisses one of my best friends ever in life and online, my sister in the south, I love you so dearly, Ams.
oliverthefox and theselfmadehero are two of my newer additions but two of my most loved as well. I've had a lot of fun writing with you guys.
ifyoudiexidie, my Nikita friend. Ross and Michael have been epic and you are epic and I left you that really long anon btw, glad you liked it.
murdermayhemandjack my jack and holy shit i still can't believe you followed back and ever responded to me, seriously.
cravinghuman my hannibal darling, i really adore you and i'm glad to be sharing a state with you!
notyourlittlelady / haole-cop because of OTP: let's steal your dad's boat and OTP: either that or you should marry me.
If you're not on here it doesn't mean I don't love you and I'm not unfollowing anyone once this posts so, consider that your being forever followed.
Is it over, am I done? Maybe, probably not. Quite possibly as Tess but it's really hard to say. The thing is I just want to thread with all her usuals and unfortunately those threads all tend to die off very early on. And sometimes I just see people answering things and sending things and building threads off them and it honestly just hurts to be left in the dark. I know better than anyone that muses are fickle and I'm not pissed off or mad and I don't hate anyone, I'm just sad. Very sad. And that's not good.
So, I might return to the other Tess blog but I might just stick to other blogs.
If you really want me around your best bet is to let me know, really.Send me a message. Skype me. I'm keeping KIK so if you want to play with Tess or Jules on there, message them. It'll be a good way to get my juices flowing and get plot going. I have regular KIK play with one person, it'd be nice to have it all around.
So that's it. Thanks for everything kids. This is officially the last post in this blog, and I may or may not see you in the other one. I hope I do, I really hope I can kick this depression.
















