Hopefully this is the last username change I make for awhile lol. So I used to be @i-can-fix-her-13. Now I’m @we-made-it-this-far-kid and I think I’m going to transition to mainly being a twenty øne piløts blog. I had a different tumblr account in middle school and high school that was mostly tøp based lol. But they were/ are the band that literally saved me life in middle school and high school and gave me an online community that made me feel seen and heard. Someone I was in a tøp group chat with literally helped me with my first ever panic attack so there’s that. Even though I took a step back from the fandom I still feel like I could have that community again. And I don’t feel a sense of community in the Swiftie fandom anymore. I don’t know how to else to explain it but it feels like everything is a competition or if you don’t agree with the majority on a taylor opinion, you kind of get excluded or it feels that way to me. I became a Taylor fan to feel a belonging because she used to be for those of us who were “weird” and stuff. Now I feel like the Swiftie community (not all of y’all Swiftie mutuals I love y’all) but it feels like the fandom is for the popular girls who made fun of me for liking her. I don’t know if that makes sense to anyone else but yeah. I feel like Taylor herself is kind of helping that as well. But anyway all of this to say, this is becoming more of a twenty øne piløts blog with Taylor swift and other interests of mine mixed in.
Tagging mutuals (also sorry for those who I forgot to tag): @windemerep3aks @iwanttobelieve11 @bruhmantics @asteracaea
