WeirdoOnTheBus

Non-binary musician from South Los Angeles. Listen to my music at: WeirdoOnTheBus.com Sideblog: @in-the-real-world-id-nvr-kiss-u

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Finally back home from plasma n sippin on yummy coconut water for rehydration. Things went well despite having to go alone. Long line again but no matter, I watched a David Lynch documentary on my phone and the time flew by.

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Lame start to the day.. my friend wz supposed to come with me to plasma but she bailed. No one ever has the balls to do plasma with me! It's not that scary!!!

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i thought todays creative energy would be spent on personal projects, but i instead felt compelled to make a gift for my friend. i also gave her the last of my cigarettes and she literally jumped for joy. (heart rubber band found on walk this morning, unrelated but cute)

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damn. foodbank isnt running ths week. 2 close to the holiday ig. its fine tho, i mean im out of foodstamps but i hav enuf protein powder to keep subsisting off my lil shakes. anyway it give me more time 2 work on creative stuff. still bit of a bummer tho, i was looking forward to eating expired sushi 4 dinner..

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ive been writing more and drawing more. collecting old stories of internal world adventures. it feels like it could be good to format these like little comic pages. i also have the notion to go further with it and make a visual novel but that might be too ambitious too early. i only just started drawing again. i also dont know ren.py but ive programmed lots of other stuff and i kno the basics of python so it prolly wouldnt b that hard to pick up, probably a fun challenge too. idk just ideas

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🤍Based on your likes!

*epileptic sissy hypno gif*

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divinci resolve rly is a good program and ive gotten vry comfortable working in it everyday. so glad i took the time to learn it instead of just pirating premier again

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got my patreon name updated! i'm weirdoonthebus2 pretty much everywhere now.

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also i have free posts on there now too! any exclusives that have since been released ive made them free on there. so now its liek actually useful so if ppl cant afford it but still wanna follow the page u can, and ull get a lil feed of all my free stuff

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got my patreon name updated! i'm weirdoonthebus2 pretty much everywhere now.

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talked with my therapist and care team today. i have the ok to stop taking my antipsychotics.

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speaking of Lain..

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mercury retrograde started. altering my ambient noise synth for mercury with chorus effects so it sounds like the background of serial experiments lain

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Mannnnn I came so close to breaking out of my dreams. Tht was the whole point of the special meditation last nite. Full moons make lucid dreaming /Astral projection easier. I came so close. I was on the hill overlooking the city, basically the view from the Hollywood hills if uve ever biked up there or anything. Was looking out at all the buildings and they were just Grey rectangles. A bunch of default blender cubes with no materials. I was like "thts not rite... ugh schizophrenia is annoying" like fuck!! Girl u were right there! Just poke ur palms ffs

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blessed stawberry moon night 🌕

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i didnt know u cant change ur name on patreon... i wanted to switch it to weirdoonthebus2 but i cant. id have to remake the whole thing to get a new name. which lesbihonest i should just do now before anybody actually signs up for it. just annoying im gonna have to post everything again, but i guess its not that bad.

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i broke my little toe by dropping my ritual candle on it just moments after waking up this morning. its def broken, very swollen and bruised. but also liek, oh well, u cant rly do much of anything for broken toes (iv broken most of my toes at one point or another lol). anyway funny coz the thing im most looking forward to today is doing a ritual meditation outside at sunset for the full moon (strawberry moon) and that very candle will be the focal point of it.

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made some music today despite my guitar breaking (just used the electric instead). pretty happy with it. its a re-recording of an older song for a new project i have in mind. u can listen to it on patreon if ud like.