hi! you can call me brendon but keep in mind i am a lady ! she prns and femme Terms Please... ۶ৎ 17+ i refer to myself consistently as an angel and other things i feel connected to, so i actually have a lot of names! feel free to ask if you want to call me something else! :3
i'm not new here, i have an alternate blog But i don't post much there and i want a fresh place to put my pervy thoughts & bad writing .. i am Very uncreative so i Am always open to writing suggestions / rqs Whatevr!
this blog is dead dove: do not eat! i tend to talk about rape, incest and my disorders and addictions... i have bpd, ednos and i like to drink and Cut and smoke. i also lovvvve to rant and bring up other personal issues so watch out for that...
i am big into wentzross, but i also enjoy twice, trash tv, zberg and journaling! i draw sometimes.. i want to post that here too but i haven't ever before so i'm a bit nervous..
i'm a biiiit shy but i love talking to people and am always open to asks, pervy or otherwise >_< i love responding And i'm very talkative , But i am Bad at answering dms so i prefer to Interact publicly! i try to be very active but i usually have work or things to do that distract me, so i may disappear for days on end. do not worry!
tumblr's interface confuses me sometimes So if any of my posts look weird thats why... im just a bit slow .. -_-"
#brennie speaks > my talks
#brennie writes > my bad writing
#brennie borderline > Any posts i hold close in a Strange sense just. My weird tag
#brennie void > things i Deem more sensitive (vents /Rants , Any talk of previously mentioned disorders &Addictions and the More pervish things )
hello this is my yearly reminder that I loved this black jacket and I'm super grateful that Brendon wore just his post-intermission outfit for some of the June festival stops in the summer tour. that meant that photographers who were closer to the stage for the first few songs could capture him in something besides his pre-intermission white jacket for a change. Plus, the indoor venues could get hot, so Brendon would often skip this second jacket during his outfit change for the last half of the summer tour shows and just wear the white ruffly shirt on its own (which was still an excellent look). I was obsessed with this entire look.
shoutout to Emiliano Santillan & Hyunwoo Shin and Jake Oliver for creating this ART:
actually no i Am not letting this get me down! i am still the happiest i've been in a While and i will Continue to live my life! i Like it here even without the reason i came here and i will continue posting because i like it Here.
it's just weird because this time i actually Didn't do anything? so. a bit confused but i know who to blame as per usual and they can't ruin my life any more than they already have!
thinkingabout ryan having sex with pete after his hookups with brendon and he accidentally moansout brendons name instead of petes sopete has to pull out andbeat ryan and then shove his dick in ryans throatuntil the younger boy vomits.because he needs to punish ryan.
my feed sometimes randomly switches over to edtumblr and some of the posts are so corny but they just remind me of this one person's old account i saw where the posts made me laugh! she was so lonely back then, frowney face.
honestly, i'm surprised at how indifferent i am in this whole situation! i'm not paranoid or uncomfortable or angry about anything! i'm so happy and i'm having so much fun, i guess the paranoia's just not my thing. even when i was talking "directly" to you guys via asks, i felt mildly annoyed at worst, but if this happened over the past few weeks when i was still all sad and whiney and missing you guys, i would've vomited so many times out of paranoia! now, i kind of just happen to enjoy the idea of you guys looking at me! i was scared before, for some reason, but now it just makes me all giggly and stuff! i guess it feels nice, because at least it means you care! okay okay, goodnight! 💗 isn't this so fun?
also i think the use of my tag is very very cute like. genuinely! i'm not even being sarcastic or snarky or anything, it made me squeal! that's so adorable! you thought of me? and posted and used my tag? you guys are so cute and sweet and i love it, i love it! thank you for making me smile even more! like that is genuinely so cute and sweet and it made me smile! i'm having so much fun! maybe one of you should stop by and say hi!
i don't mean to be all weird but i am really really happy because everything in my life is going really well!!!! for the first time in a while i feel consistently good :3 i drew quite a bit this evening so i should have something cool tomorrow! until i fall asleep, i'm gonna try my brain and hand at writing something aswell.... but generally, it's just so good! i like it here on this platform with mattie more than twt and i feel comfortable, i love my job, i'm having fun with all my interactions recently, i'm getting better at something i've been afraid of for years (driving), and i nearly lost my cat this month but i already mentioned that her surgery went well and she's much better now! and a bit more on the sensitive side of things, i'm clean, i'm sober, i'm losing weight and generally, i'm very comfortable with my appearance which only happens a few months out of each year... i impulsively chopped my hair off earlier this year and i've regretted it ever since, but it's now at a length where i really like the way it looks. and i think all of that is very good for me! i haven't had a real freakout in quite some time too, which is revolutionary in my case! the thing that should be making me feel bad is just really entertaining, so the worst i've felt is mildly annoyed and giggly! but even that is amazing for me, because i'm very irritable and my actions are so impulsive and uncontrollable that my self-control is surprising me every minute that i'm able to stay calm!
i doubt i'll receive anything, but if anyone would like to send me something while i write / sleep that would be awesome! i haven't gotten a real ask in a bit... i kindof wonder who the person from earlier was.... anyways night night.... sleepy time for brennie..... i get to sleep in tomorrow! :3
" in a world of sluts i keep the wet dream alive "
tw!! age gap, might be some consent issues if you squint, transphobia (it's the 2000s), mentions of misgendering
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tags: @wentzurie
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Originally Brendon had only told Ryan about his secret, only because the two kept hooking up. Not that Ryan fully respected Brendon’s secret, accidentally letting the word “girl” slip from his mouth every now and again. But he didn’t care enough about Brendon being a transvestite, he didn’t tell anyone.
Or so Brendon thought.
Because currently, Brendon had his ass in the air. His face was shoved in the mattress; his shirt was bunched up just below his arms. Pete was right behind him. His thumb had slipped into Brendon’s wet cunt as if to test how wet the younger boy had become. Brendon could hear Pete letting out a sound of amusement, calling the boy so desperate to have his cock in him. Brendon’s breath hitched, trying to force the thought of that outside of his mind. He felt ashamed of this entire ordeal.
But Brendon didn’t say anything. After all, Brendon didn’t want to make Pete upset with him. He knew how much Ryan worked for to get them here, or rather got fucked for the band to get here. Brendon didn’t want to ruin anything. After all, Spencer and Ryan were nice enough to let him in their band.
Brendon whimpered as Pete repeatedly dipped his thumb into Brendon’s heat, creating a rhythm. Brendon felt like he couldn’t control his breathing and the sounds coming out from his mouth. Ryan always complained about how noisy he was. Brendon knew that Pete was just toying with him now. Trying to see what would drive the younger boy crazy. And it sucked because it was actually working. Brendon could feel himself sweating.
Right before Brendon could come, Pete had taken out his finger. The older man moved his hands further up to Brendon’s hips, rubbing circles. “How couldn’t I tell before?” Pete mutters as he leans closer to Brendon. Laying flat on the younger boy’s back.
Brendon stutters out a whimper as he feels Pete’s dick rubbing against his cunt. He shuts his eyes close, waiting for it to happen. He tries to force himself to relax. He attempts to tell Pete to wait for a second.
But Pete can’t hold himself back any longer and breaks into the boy. Thrusting into him, enjoying how tight Brendon is. He had expected the boy to be more loose with the way Brendon acts. Pete lets out a groan because of that. His fingers dug into Brendon’s hips enough to be able to leave bruises. But Pete honestly doesn’t care about that. A small little part of him feels slightly guilty for shoving his cock into a boy so young. But like his times with Ryan, he can’t help himself. And the sounds that Brendon was making didn’t help his desire.
Brendon is choking back sounds. He could feel his face wet with tears and sweat. He could feel himself panicking from the entire thing. But he forces himself to imagine that it’s Ryan. But he’s struggling to. He hates how he could feel that burning feeling in his stomach. It makes him want to vomit. At one point, Brendon tries to squirm a bit away. The feeling was becoming unbearable. But Pete just gripped his hip tighter. And Brendon, for some shameful reason, had come to that. But Pete didn’t stop. And Brendon’s body felt more sensitive the second time around.
What felt like hours, Pete finally had slid out of Brendon. He rutted his cock against Brendon’s thigh before climaxing. He was panting, before getting up and zipping up his pants. “You should be happy that I didn’t come inside of you. That would surely ruin your career.” Pete told Brendon as if Pete was trying to convince himself of something. Brendon just sniffled back loudly, he continued to cry. “I don’t know why you’re crying. You got off like twice.” Pete sounded disappointed in Brendon. But for some reason, the younger boy couldn’t bring himself to stop.
