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The Gay on My Birthday

I once hung out with a gay on my birthday, and everything weighed less. They are a blessing, always leaving me guessing at what they are going to say next. On a drinking iced tea spree, as she says let's get drunk. They took a chunk out of my isolated heart, and let me find a fresh start. She's smart, and I'm always left sad when we have to part ways. I will always praise their name, they are never lame. All I can say is I'm glad I stopped the gay in my art class, who opened up my heart.

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Thank you, Mr. Crow.

That crow you see perched on the telephone line, is the only one that truly knows me. I've broken bread with it, when it was close to dead. I remember distinctly, it was a cloudy day with brown bread. As I drowned in self pity and depression, I like to think I'm gritty. I was in need of freshening up, but that crow showed me friendship. As I sat down on stone, it flew up to me and sat down with me. It had a chat, and didn't look at me as if I was deranged. I have changed, but our friendship has never ended. Thank you Mr. Crow.

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Lost in Space

I want to travel in space, to be gone without a trace. The numbing silence in the spaceship, forgetting all about my shortcomings. Humming away, like a drummer boy. A secret stash of playboys, each of them my toys. Looking at each and every star, speeding past like them as if I was in a slow driving car. You wouldn't be able to send me a message, having to keep guessing as to my whereabouts. As a kid, I hated Brussels sprouts. I want to take a different route, and fight this bout alone. I want to own up to my choices, and throw the first stone into the lake of life.  

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The Redheaded Drifter

I'm a redheaded drifter, who is a mental health burden heavy lifter. I feel sold on life, but I feel mighty old. I feel so out of touch, as if I'm on a crutch. Sometimes it's too much, all I need is a soft touch to the soul. I've been called a troll, but I rolled with it. I know I'm a piece of a gold, not silver. I look in the mirror, and see a stand-up man. A swearer like a sailor, I take in my surroundings and keep finding new friendly faces. You move with such grace, with that said, case closed.

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Modern Technology is a Bitch

I have yet for people to truly know me, to show me who I should be. I want to be like my father, who's liked and admired, yes that's the plan. Cell phones are known to be useful, such as google maps and counting your steps apps. Displaying a lack of human interest can lead to people preying upon you, when I really just want you to stay with me and keep me sane, especially when I feel drained. So make the most of today, no, you don't have to pay me to hang out. I'm just lucky I sprang out of bed, to a world full of loving people, just had to shove the people looking at their phones, into the arms of a potential lover. I don't care if I blow my cover, I just want to have a friend.