number seven.

[whitcviolin]

      please read.       side - blog ( grace ). & side - blog ( luther ).

[amourmemes]

❥    feeling   things   ,   a   sentence   meme   .

what are they called again ? emotions ? ugh .   ( taken off of pinterest )

❛  you were dead.  yet, here you are.  ❜ ❛  speak your mind even if your voice shakes.  ❜ ❛  you inspire me to be nothing like you.  ❜ ❛  every day i wake up more tired than i’ve ever been.  how long will i stay like this?  ❜ ❛  fuck you’re cute.  ❜ ❛  don’t get attached.  ❜ ❛  i am fire.  i am hatred.  i am consuming.  ❜ ❛  there is a certain amount of truth behind everything that people do.  everything they do tell you a little something about them.   ❜ ❛  i wanna fucking date you, stupid.  ❜ ❛  which is it?  are you in love with a person or an idea?  ❜ ❛  you will get better.  maybe not today, but someday.  ❜ ❛  there’s a reason i never told you all of this.  ❜ ❛  let’s get drunk and tell each other everything we’re afraid to say sober.  ❜ ❛  i wanna see what happens when i don’t give up.  ❜ ❛  yeah you’re cute but are you good for my mental health??  ❜ ❛  … and then i just snapped.  ❜ ❛  i still repeat the things you said to me in my head.  ❜ ❛  your hands are scarred from murder, and yet i trust them completely.  ❜ ❛  shit.  i think i have feelings.  ❜ ❛  i believe in annoyed at first sight.  ❜ ❛  what did it mean to you?  any of it?  ❜ ❛  can someone please be proud of me?  like fuck, i’m trying.  ❜ ❛  i sometimes wonder if things only get better so that they can get worse again.  ❜ ❛  hey, sometimes you gotta kill a guy.  ❜ ❛  i broke my rules for you.  ❜

[whitcviolin]

      ooc. i know it's been a while but i'mma genuinely try to work my way back here ! i'mma drop most threads -- if there's something you really wanna continue , please dm me. otherwise , i'mma start from scratch. love you all !!!

[whitcviolin]

stand by lovelies. imma work my way back on here. ❤️

[lanturn-left-this-blog-deactiva]

The person I reblogged this from is someone I enjoy seeing on my dashboard.

[whitcviolin]

@blndnglghts / andy.

“of  course  you  like  my  taste.”andy  commented  with  a  simple  shrug  of  her  shoulders  as she  watched  the  other.  endings  ,  they  were  the  finale  and  they  couldn’t  be  dull.  they  had  to  pack  a  PUNCH. 

“well  ,  you  need  something  electric  and  i  maybe  able  to  help  with  that.  leave  everyone  with  a  shock.”

      GRIN    COLORS    FEATURES    AT    THE    PROPOSAL    ;    it’s rare that the instrument works with others    ,    almost never on a mission.    but this girl    ?    oh    ,    this girl is entertaining    !    just what she needs on these boring errands.    electricity & music    –    what a combination    !

      ❛    i believe that something electric is necessary    !    ❜    accent seems to have dissipated    ,    preparing to get into character.    ❛    let us go.    we must meet our new friends.    ❜    some kind of academy    ?    they can take them.

[theseancekid-a]

@whitcviolin sent 🗣️ for an incorrect quote (no longer accepting)

[mstinteresting]

@whitcviolin  sent:  🗣️ (incorrect quotes) 

[theseancekid-a]

@whitcviolin gets a tarot spread!

[lanturn-left-this-blog-deactiva]

The person I reblogged this from is someone I enjoy seeing on my dashboard.

[whitcviolin]

elastixhearts / lila.

               Having a family at all was still a strange concept to her. She’d only ever had her mum and that had been enough for her. Despite what she had even found out about her, Lila still mourned her death. She just didn’t know how to share those feelings with anyone else, afraid that it was wrong to feel that way about someone who used her her entire life.  ❝ That would be really nice actually, ❞  she replied after a moment, eyes barely glancing up to look at Vanya. She wasn’t even sure if she could look any of the Hargreeves’ in the eye after what she’d nearly done to them.  ❝ I don’t know if I have anyone to talk to really. Except Diego, but sometimes it can’t be all boyfriends all the time, you know? ❞

      TENDER    SMILE    DRIFTS    TO    VIOLIN’S    LIPS    ;    listening to the mimic    ,    attempting to provide everything she needed.    legs pull up to her chest    ,    curling in on herself to get more comfortable    ,    they may stay on the ground for a long while.    a quiet hum passes through soft lips    ,    eyelids closing as she leans back against the wall.    ❛    you    –    you can talk to me    ,    if you want.    you don’t have to    ,    i mean    ,    we can just    –    sit here if you want.    but i’m here    ,    however i can help.    ❜    plus    ,    diego could be    .    .    .    a lot at times.    so    ,    she understands the reservation.

[whitcviolin]

      @headapted    asked    :    i’m not going anywhere without you.

      &    WHAT    IF    SHE    DOESN’T    WANT    TO    GO    ?    what if she knows that she doesn’t belong with the rest of them    –    her family.    the people who isolated her    ,    abandoned her    ;    left her to fend for herself for years    ,    ridiculed by a man claiming to be their father    ,    constantly being put down    –    so ordinary.    (    no.    not anymore.    never again.    )    the man was scared.    scared that he wouldn’t be able to control her.    & he used her sister to keep her suppressed.    a dullness too profound to imagine.    her sister knew.    but she never told her    –    a family secret & the only person that might not have had knowledge of it was    –    five    .    .    .

      ❛    you need to.    ❜    (    on a farm    ,    far away from everything.    )    she can’t hurt anyone here.    ❛    five    ,    i’m not    –    i don’t belong with you guys.    ❜    she doesn’t belong anywhere.    vision lights to a snowy hue    ,    loss of control playing in her veins    ,    the curse of emotionally triggered vibrations.    no    ,    she can’t lose it again.

[whitcviolin]

depthswept / allison.

waiting for a response, she continues to watch her sister. things between them had been tense since the incident and since vanya had come into her own with her powers. it’s been… they needed to clear the air and though she can’t speak, they still needed to talk. letting out a soft breath, allison closes her eyes momentarily when she hears that comment. it’s not what she was expecting, at least not immediately, but she decides to go with it. writing her response, she shows it to the pale girl sat opposite her.

i know and it’s okay. i know you didn’t do it out of spite, that you probably did it as a reflex. but, are you okay?

      FORGIVENESS    TASTES    BITTER    ;    like a bow pushing too hard on strings    ,    creating a loud shriek.    perhaps pardon wasn’t what she was looking for    ;    maybe anger & resentment would’ve been better.    it certainly wouldn’t make her feel this heave in the pit of her stomach    ,    clawing at her from within.    she wants    –    more than anything    –    a relationship with her only sister. it’s all she ever craved.    soft hues lower    ,    another shrug given.

      ❛    i    –    i’m okay    .    .    .    ❜    (    liar.    )    deep breath    ,    voice weak.    ❛    i almost killed everyone    .    .    .    ❜

[whitcviolin]

      bonjour my dears , i'm gonna do some replies & that'll help me decide whether i'm gonna keep vanya & everyone here or if i'll move them to my multi. i do wanna purge some of my drafts , so if there's something you'd really like to continue , please dm me !

[whitcviolin]

      bonjour all my lovelies -- i'm debating if i wanna move vanya , luther & grace to my multi ... i wanted to keep them here , but i suspect i'm not gonna be able to keep up with both -- aka i'm a mess who can't divide time between blogs. would you all kill me if i move ~ ?

[whitcviolin]

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[conduitandconjurer]

𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕦𝕡 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕖 𝕤𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕣𝕒𝕡𝕖𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕕 𝕝𝕖𝕗𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕕𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕟 𝕤𝕜𝕪 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕕𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕕𝕒𝕪𝕤 (𝕭𝖊𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖚𝖗𝖓)

𝕎𝕖 𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕔𝕦𝕡𝕤 ℕ𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕕𝕒𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕖𝕣'𝕤 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕖 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕦𝕡 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕕𝕣𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕒 𝕔𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕠𝕟 𝕒 𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕝 (𝕭𝖊𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖚𝖗𝖓)

𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕝𝕦𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕜𝕪 𝕘𝕣𝕒𝕪 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕙𝕖 𝕝𝕒𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕖𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕕𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕖𝕝𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕘𝕣𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕀 𝕜𝕟𝕖𝕨 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 (𝕭𝖊𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖚𝖗𝖓)

𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕗𝕥𝕤, 𝕎𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕡𝕣𝕒𝕪𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕝𝕚𝕡𝕤 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕜𝕟𝕖𝕨 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕒 𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 (𝕭𝖊𝖋𝖔𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖇𝖚𝖗𝖓)

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