As you think, so shall you become.

This blog is dedicated to my Alter Ego in another Universe.

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Sa Unang Pagkakataon

Ito ay isang kwento ng isang Lalaki, lalaking naghahanap ng liwanag mula sa kanyang madilim na buhay Pag-Ibig. Isang lalaking gagawin ang lahat para sa taong mahal nya, ibibigay ang lahat para sa taong nagpapasaya sakanya subalit sa kabila ng lahat, naiiwan syang mag-isa. Dumating ang araw na napagtanto nya sa kanyang sarili na ang Pag-Ibig na hanap nya ay mukhang hindi para sa kanya talaga, kaya sya ay nagpasya na gumawa ng huling hakbang upang subukan ulit hanapin ang taong kukumpleto sa kanyang napakalungkot na daigdig. (Fast Forward).

Nagtagpo ang kanilang mga mata sa loob ng isang silid aklatan sa isang pasyalan sa may norte. Habang sya ay  naghahanap ng Komiks naramdaman nyang may mga matang nagmamasid sa kanya sa hindi kalayuan, dug dug dug dug dug naririnig nya ang pintig ng kanyang puso dala ng kasabikan na may halong kaba dahil sa unang pagkakataon makikita nya ang taong pansamantalang nagpapasaya sakanya ngayon.

Habang binubuklat ang bawat pahina ng babasahin na kanyang hawak, habang binabasa nya ang bawat dayalogo ng mga kakaibang taong nakaguhit doon magmula sa karakter na bakal, sa isang gagambang tao na nakamaskara at sa isang taong may hawak na hugis bilog na bakal na ultimong balute sa katawan. Mga kakatwang isip na nilalang na parang nagsasabi sakanya na “Huwag kang magalala,lahat ay naayon sa Plano ng nakakataas” napakaraming pumasok sa isipan nya na parang may fiesta sa kanyang ulo.

Ibat-ibang boses ang kanyang naririnig,ibat ibang lengwahe ngunit sa kabila ng lahat nangibabaw ang tawag na bumuhay sa kanya. Ang mga katagang "Shhh! Hi!" Mala anghel na boses mula sa isang dilag ang kanyang narinig, pinagmasdan nya ito ng mula ulo hanggang paa, at ng umabot ang kanyang paningin sa mga mata neto, nakaramdam sya ng kakaiba. Nakaramdam ang kanyang puso ng kakaibang saya at ligaya. Ngunit sya ay nawalan ng nautal sya at hindi nya mabuka ang kanyang bibig. Sya ay nabighani sa taglay nitong kagandahan, ang mga mata nila ay nagtagpo sa unang pagkakataon. Ang puso nya ay muling nabuhayan ng loob. .......

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When I woke up today, I feel that something terrible will happen I dont know where, when or what. Its just that something freaking bad will happen.

And this. I messed up, my relationship, myself. Its just that someone is yelling at me that. Hey you fucktard you are a curse, damn you. Like, Im a “salot” to anyone. Like, I realized that yeah maybe I am. Maybe I am.

I pushed my girlfriend away, because I dont want her to get hurt again. I dont know. I try to change but still i dont know why I keep on hurting her. Like someone please punch me to the face. Sigh.

I didn’t deserved her, she didn’t deserved someone as fucked up as me. She deserved someone better. Someone that ….. sigh. I messed up a lot in this relationship. It was perfect, maybe I’m not the right person for her. From the 1st time that we’ve been together up to I leave her for my job here. I am full of shits. I dont want to leave her, but still I do this for our future. Sigh.

I have a problem, I dont want that soon I will hurt her feelings thats why I decided to set her free. Go away, memories come and go. But, inside of my heart is crashing down. I dont want us to end like this. Maybe, she is right. The reason why all my relationship fails is because of me. Im sorry.

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igwang panawn na tiga isip ko kun ika na talaga an tinaw sako kan Dios. kun ika na an simbag sa mga panga-dyi ko. igwang mga bagay na minsan maraot sa buot kong maaraman. abo ko magbasol ta amu ini ang ginusto ko man. amu padabaun tayka,kaya gabos gusto kong gibuhon. garing dae ko aram kung makaya...

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Hey can you hand me the Tissue please? If you know what I mean. Hehe

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He's Back!

Finally. After like 26839475 years of being so busy and being some kind of a human being, I got a hold of this kid (tumblr account) right here. So, first thing first. I miss you guys, I miss writing nonesense shits, I miss taking photos, I miss Pork like I can change anything right now for a big bowl of adobong baboy. Literally, I miss everyone. The moment I made a big decision in my life, from being a former photographer (not pro) in the PH turned Visual Merchandiser slash Sales Accociate in a hostile territory overseas (KSA). Luckily, I can use my creativity styles in my workplace today. But, to tell you the truth? I am not Happy. I am so grateful that God gave me this opportunity. But if you are doing something and you are lonely? Why still continue? Well, Im kinda bored though. I think my mind is like a stagnant water in a creek. Just lying there, with minimal function. And I already memorize all the things in everyday life. Like its a wheel, repeatedly turning. Im not happy. Thank God I have an awesome significant other to keep on cheering me up. Now, just keep on going, appreciate everything that God gave me. Have more patience because honestly here? In this country when I set my foot here I said to myself. Theres no turning back now. Whatever happens, so be it. So keep on moving more work and enough doing bullshits. Hopefully soon I can come back from where I belong and start something that I can truly enjoy. :)

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Dear Future Life Partner,

Hi! I’m Ed. I’m just informing you that I will be your Life Partner for the rest of your life.

I hope your doing well, healthy and you cook well because I love to Eat.

Can I ask you a Question? C’mon, Where are you?

Well, obviously I’m not searching for you right now, I don’t know if you’re with someone else right now, I want to meet you to tell you that truth. I want to know what kind of person you are. I hope you are sweet,lovable, thoughtful.

Well, I know God has plans for the both of Us. I can't wait to meet you. And when I finally meet you I know for sure that we will have one Great Love Story.

This is all for now.

-Ed

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Self Portrait.

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Not so Unexpected Journey

Hi! It's me again. Ed's Alter Ego. It's been a while since Me and My mates finished the trail to Mt. Pico de Loro (also known as Mt. Palay-Palay) last Saturday in Maragondon, Cavite. Its a really great experience for me. And what excites me the most is that, It's my first night trek. I remember the day before the Trek, Me and My Cousins are arguing because of our schedules. Me on the other hand I already decided to Join this climb whether I have a Shoot on the day of the Trek. Because I'm so eager to get my hands on it, I decided to train myself for it. I play basketball for endurance and I run for Stamina. The last time I played basketball, I think its 3 days before the hike, I got injured. Mild injury, my teammate accidentally knee my front thigh. It's okay since Basketball is a Physical game. After that incident, I have my thoughts not to climb because of the said injury. But because I love Adventures I made my Decision to join, luckily my injury healed just before the Trek. So, on the day of the Hike, Me and My mates decided to stop by to KFC because were so freaking Hungry, From Makati to Coastal Mall (Pasay). We ordered some Hot Shots and some Fries. Me I eat a lot, but because of being wise I decided not to eat that much because I don't want to ruin that evening because my Tummy is messed up, You don't want to drop that bombs in the woods, especially during night. (If you know what I mean by "BOMBS") Hahaha. Anyway, While eating, Some of our other ("PRO") Mates texted and ask us where were we and that we are going to the site already. So we finish our meals and we meet our Mates by the Bus Terminal. On our way to Maragondon, Cavite while in the Bus, I feel dizzy maybe because I don't have enough sleep that day or I'm just tired. So I did a Quick nap (Powernap), When I woke up were nearly there, It was a long drive By the way.

When we arrive at the Trail, I forgot the name of the Trail, we gathered around for some quick stretching, and guidelines. After we Pray we start the trail. After almost 3 hours of walking,climbing and skipping huge rocks, we finally arrive at the Campsite. (Uppermost part of the Mountain), It was 5:30am that time, The silhouette of the Mountain's Peak was beautiful, I'm so tired that time I don't know if I was able to climb the peak, but because of my eagerness to reach the top, and the fact that when I go there I was able to get stunning photos of one of God's Greatest Creations, I decided to climb with the Pro even it kills me. Haha.

Finally I have a Shot of What they called "Parrots Beak". (Thanks Lightroom) LOL

And here's my mates from the Top of Parrot's Beak! Kamandag Mountaineers!

And here's ME and My Best Friend. Yeah We survived the Trail! We Survived, Thank You Lord for this Adventure, And this stunning Creations! Until my Next Adventure!

“Thousands of tired, nerve-shaken, over-civilized people are beginning to find out going to the mountains is going home; that wilderness is a necessity...”  ― John Muir

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Backstreet Band! Lol.

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Lezgow Guys! Add me up.

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Same Old Sh*t.

I woke up in the Morning, I ate my Breakfast, Help my Mom with the dishes and stuffs. After that I decided to watch the news for the updates about this Super Typhoon thingy called "Yolanda". Suddenly Im scanning the channels when I saw this trial against Janet Lim Napoles (The Queen of Pork Barrel Scam) although I dont know anything about trials/politics/senate hearing stuffs like that, I still decided to watch it. While Im watching this trial (still currently watching it right now) Im looking deeply into Napoles eyes and facial expressions while listening to other whistleblowers(they are the people who complaint about the anomaly inside the use of Pork Barrel) I don't know why I'm looking at her, but one thing I know for sure that she's not telling the Truth, she's Irritated and didn't know what to do. I feel it in my Gut. I feel bad for her, If I were her I will tell the whole truth about what really happened just to save what is left to her dignity. Well I hope TRUTH shall prevail. Anyway, There's this Supertyphoon Yolanda, Earthquakes all over the Country and Same Old BS(if you know what I mean) in Politics. What happened to our Country?? If I can just Hex our country and fix it with Reparo Charms, I will do it with all my Powers. But, yeah only God can judge us. GodBless Philippines! God Bless us All. :)

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Love.

Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable. - Bruce Lee

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Travel.

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Batboy in the Fields.

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And this.