I’m struggling to find the right words to describe you. I don’t think there’s one right way to say how much I love you and how much I miss you right now. Not for lack of trying... I keep saying it over and over again and it’s just not equating to how I, and the rest of the family, is feeling. I keep thinking about the things I loved most about you. To be honest, I think it was your laugh more than anything... it was my favorite thing about you. Especially when you would tell me a story that made you laugh or when you were reminding me to focus on my studies. The funny thing about it was everything you did made me laugh... one time Dad told me how you would put newspapers in your socks late at night because you said it helped keep your feet warm. The way he described it, I couldn’t stop giggling because in my mind I just thought “of course she said that”. I never realized that you were the Tito BoyScout of my heart. I’m really thanking God so much that the last thing I was able to hear you say was name and that you loved me, because I know how difficult it must have been for you at the time. I am going to miss you more than I can even say, but I’m really really happy that you get to see Tatay again. Please say hi for me! I love you so much and I promise to always do my best in this life. Please keep watching over me and the family. RIP Nanay!! 💚 (at Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsqTWPZnGl2wngnpvCY82C1OH2hR1EpxRnSzpo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17ay1majx6urg