I'm xillylicious with cheese

name's xill | 19 | any/it/xilly | hyperfixations are my life | aroace genderqueer creature with unfunny jokes and full of whimsy mind | ݁ ˖Ი𐑼⋆

[kissmychainsaw]

[aegowhimsy]

I experience an ungodly amount of aesthetic attraction. maybe to make up for my lack of romantic/sensual/sexual attraction

[necro-nesia]

[x1llymaxd]

been thinking about my real life lately instead of daydreaming and giving zero fucks

[kosmogrl]

[atomiceyeball02]

Miku with Miku on it

[cirsqn]

CinnaMiku🩵🌟

[patronsaintofweepingmothers]

UNTITLED (2010), MONTMARTE

[tenshijachijoujachissokushi]

A friend posted something earlier that really reminded me of a lot of stuff that happened when I was younger. I used to be a really friendly person and I would make a lot of jokes, laugh a lot, and often try to mirror the behaviour of the people I was around. Eventually I started getting comments from my friends saying I was a really flirty person, but it was never like that at all, I was just trying to make them smile or laugh.

There's a really specific time I remember, I must've been around 12 or 13, I'd bought something in a shop and I was chatting to the cashier a little and made a few jokes. After that the friends I was with wouldn't stop talking about how hard I was "flirting" with that guy. The guy was at least twice my age. I think it was around that time I kinda stopped being as chatty because everyone seemed to take it in the wrong way, and I started to become afraid of the way others percieved my behaviour.

It actually really irritates me that a lot of people take friendliness as flirtiness. Why is it their first thought that someone "likes" the other when they just try to make someone laugh? Why do people get so caught up in the fact that someone must be "interested" in another simply because they are kind to eachother?

I want to make compliments without it being seen as flattery, I want to make people laugh without it being seen as flirting, I want to say "I love you" or "I like you" without it being a confession of love.

[sickworldrainbow]

[twoheadedfag]

@softclitoris us

[zalupk228]

[roses-are-repulsed]

Just because a relationship isn't labeled as romantic doesn't mean that you, as a romance repulsed person, can't be repulsed or uncomfortable at the idea of being in any sort of committed relationship. You don't have to be comfortable with the idea of being in a QPR just because it's not "inherently romantic". You don't have to be comfortable with the idea of marrying for benefits because it's "Not like a romantic marriage". You can still be made uncomfortable by these things. these things can still trigger your repulsion. it's not you saying that these are inherently romantic. Feelings like this aren't as clear cut and just claiming something "isn't romantic" doesn't magically make those feeling disappear and you shouldn't be forced into being okay with or entering those types of relationships just because they "aren't romantic" and so "shouldn't trigger you"

[yonakachan]

🫧Deep Sea Girl🫧

[overdoseparty]

[aro-ace-culture-is]

aroace culture is getting upset over the phrase 'just a friend'. you're not 'just a friend'. i'd do anything for you. you're not 'just' anything. you're my friend. and the world would a crumble and break before i tell you you're 'just' a friend.

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[xxooxp]

[cocaine-lover666]

noko from shinsei kamattechan (tsundere album cover redraw )

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