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Seen You Somewhere - Dean x Reader

Summary:

You meet the Winchesters on the night you’re supposed to die, and somehow never leave.

Years later, you find out why Dean’s always looked at you like he’s seen a ghost when a time slip throws you straight into a motel room, where two little boys are trying to survive on their own.

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester x Reader (Platonic)

Rating: T / M (for violence, language, emotional themes)

Warnings: Child neglect, emotional abuse, child abuse, injury, angst soooo much angst, comfort, john winchester 🤬, protective dean, protective reader, innocent sam (yes they're warnings because your heart is going on a goddamn ride.)

WC: 7,500+ (I ADHD'd hard and ended up writing a 2k+ words build up to ensure everything was 'perfect'. Pardon.)

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A/N: Soooo, I'm posting a fic here after years. Have been absent for this long so idk if it'll even reach people but let's just say I adulted pretty hard and ended up having the kind of trauma that took years to get under control. However , I am very happy and proud of myself to have reached the point where I'm able to write about my boys again. After a few years of not being able to sit alone with my thoughts, I was able to gather them and turn them into a story. This one's for the girls who've always wanted to protect Sam and Dean. Here goes nothing. I did take the creative liberty to push the bunker earlier into the show. You'll know why as you read.

You were not the kind of person people saved. You made a life out of not needing saving. That was the short version. The long version was that you had come to the United States on a promise you planned to keep, and when the promise collapsed under the weight of a factory fire and a boss who vanished with payroll, you learned to treat pride like another monthly bill. You did not want to be a disappointment to the people who had held you in their hopes. You could not imagine telling them you had failed. So you kept working two jobs, juggling night shifts and overtime, and you stopped asking for help.

That is why you were on the loading dock the night the ritual was happening. You went because you were the only person left who could do inventory quietly between the night shift and the morning crew. You went because the rent deadline was a week and a half away and you had to find the lost skein of invoices before someone lost their year-end bonus and then your rent money with it. So you went to the creepy, dark warehouse that people, at night, apparently heard sounds from. You did not go because you were brave. You went because panic was cheaper than poverty.

The room smelled wrong before you saw the candles and the patterns - sigils, you knew what they were. It smelled like something dead but sweet. It smelled like someone had very wrong intentions. Very, very wrong intentions. There was a girl, tied and unconscious. Maybe. You had your phone in your back pocket. You had your keys, but you had your hands full of boxes. And before you could put anything down, the floor creaked underfoot. Noise traveled like a flare. The man who had been crouched at the center of the sigils looked up and smiled as if you were his cue. The kind of smile that carried kindness that was not meant.

You made a run but you did not get far. You cornered yourself in the alley behind the loading bay and felt small and very ridiculous. The man moved toward you with a casual hunger. He smelled of damp and thrift store cologne. You did not want to know the things he was capable of. Magic or otherwise. You bared your teeth because that was what you had available as a strategic response. It, clearly, did not work. The last thing you wanted to hear before you died was a man huffing out a breathy laugh to belittle your useless attempts at protection.

The car headlights cut the fog like a knife. Maybe you wouldn't have noticed how beautiful that muscle car was if you didn't desperately look at it to save you. The car screeched to a hurried stop in the street. You hoped they were the good guys, god you hoped. Two men stepped out. One looked like he had been in other people’s nightmares and hid demons in his basement. The other looked like he had not slept properly since adolescence and used intelligence and sass as a defense mechanism. They were both younger than you’d expect heroes to be. They did not look like superheroes. But they looked dangerous for their age.

The shorter one shoved the man in the alley with a force that landed him hard against the brick. He moved with clean danger and no hesitation. Without ceremony, he reached in, grabbed your elbow, and pulled you toward the Impala like you were the only important thing on the street.

“Get in,” he said. No sweetness. No requests. Emergency.

You did not ask why. You did not need to. Oh hell no, anywhere was better than here. You climbed into the backseat, looking back for the boxes you abandoned. You thought about the invoices and the late notices and the fact that your landlord had stopped responding to your requests. You thought about the girl in the basement who would not have a future if nobody showed up, “There's a girl in there, you have to save her!”

Sam - the taller one, was the one who asked your name three times within the first fifteen minutes. He asked it with a softness you could not resist. The other one, Dean cleaned his hands on the hem of his jacket and looked at you like he recognised you. “Y-Y/N. I came here to restore the inventory. Some extra work needed to be done today. Didn't know someone- something was in there.”

After the scene was handled, the girl was rescued and the man arrested. But you had a feeling, the man wasn’t the real threat. Your two saviors drove you to a motel and bought you dinner. Dean slid the slice of dessert to you, as if pie would fix the raw edges of what had come apart. Sam sat across from you and asked questions, there was a kindness in his voice you stopped expecting from men. And suddenly, you wanted to know the mother who raised him. Dean kept leaning back in his chair, chewing on a toothpick, still studying you with a knowing look. He had a beautiful face. He was the older one of the two, you noticed. He was older than you too, you thought. Maybe you were peers with the younger one. Dean said one thing that lodged.

“You have a face I swear I have seen somewhere before,” he told you with the easy rhythm of a man who flirted his way through fear and confrontations.

You laughed, suddenly, because you did not know what else to do. How could your brain not short circuit when someone who looks like him tries to flirt? He was cute, you concluded. Face and otherwise. You felt attracted to him immediately. Maybe that's what happens when the girl who never needed saving is finally saved. The girl who had to protect herself finds a man who grabs her by the elbow and takes her to protection, “Maybe in your dreams. Who knows, I could just be your dream girl.”

You kept your chest steady and told him you had not slept properly in a week. You did not tell him your parents thought you had become a success. You did not tell them the threadbare daily lie that hung between you and the people you loved. You did, later, accept the motel key when Sam held it out like an offer.

They could have turned you loose. They could have told you to go sleep on your own and to call if things got worse. Instead, Sam said this quietly, like a man who had already added and subtracted everything and preferred to be thorough. “We do not take people in unless we have to. We have to watch you until the case is solved. Until we know if you were intended as a mark. If it is safe we will help you figure out what comes next. We'll drop you home."

Home. Your heart dropped at the word. You had no home. Your rent was gone before you could earn it because a jackass screwed in the head decided to do voodoo at your workplace. But you concealed it as best as you could.

Dean looked at you then with a set of eyes that wanted a dozen different things and settled on one that would shape you. Jesus, his eyes were beautiful. “You do not have to do any of this if you do not want to, but if someone is using you or targeting you, you will be safer with us for a little while.”

You did the math quickly and, for once, you chose pragmatism over pride. You felt like puking for that, but one couldn't know the things survival can make you do when it comes to it. You said yes because you were tired and because the alternative was the anxiety of being alone with a sealed fate of death, or worse. That was the moment the road folded you into them and that would change the rest of your life. For better or for worse.

They never told you more about the case. Or the one after that. Or the one next to that. They didn't. They never brought up if you should leave, neither did you. You were out of the horror conversations, the gore conversations and the past conversations. Until you barely escaped a translucent figure throwing a vase at you in a cheap motel room.

Training started right away. You were driven to a ruin that turned out to be a fully functioning old English home on the inside. They called it the bunker. Sam drilled you on sigils and mythology until your tongue cramped. He corrected your Latin with the kind of patience that had been forged in libraries and grief. You wondered how much grief his kind eyes have carried. Dean taught you how to move. He taught you how to clear a room and how to listen for small sounds in a motel that were not the television. He put his callouses on your knuckles once and muttered that you must not freeze before you used them. Oh, so he noticed that you tended to freeze. You practiced stitches on oranges because there were no cadavers in the bunker, Dean told. Sam scolded him for the joke as you learned to load a clip without breathing aloud.

You were not a hunter by background, but hunters are practitioners. You learned to practice. You also kept working the margins of your own life because pride was another kind of debt - applying for jobs, calling your mother in a voice that hid the stress, budgeting the motel coffee price like it mattered. You were not melodramatic about your survival. You treated it with a practical, neat ferocity. And you treated it privately.

You were careful, and you were not a child. You did not break easy. That surprised both Sam and Dean. Dean began to pay attention to the small rituals you carried. He noticed the way you hovered your fingers over your phone each time you got a call from your landlord. You were talented in your field, he noticed, but selling it short. Your struggles were not hidden as well as you thought they were. Sam began to translate small concerns into plans. They were not soft about their offers. They made them clear, efficient, and attached to action. They asked you to move in for good, and you refused.

Weeks went by with the three of you working the case. Evidence stacked and then stalled. Leads fizzled. Men who called themselves believers were arrested and then laughed out of jails. The day you were supposed to leave at the end of the case, the lead handler called and said the investigation had a new direction. Someone higher up had pulled a thread and the pattern suggested there was more organizing behind the scenes. The game was bigger. You were a person caught in it. A person who happened to fit all the boxes for a ritual sacrifice. You shuddered.

“You need cover,” Sam said in the bunker kitchen, morning light cutting the counter. “You need someplace safe while we go through the next sweep. If you go back, you go on the grid and they can find you.”

Dean did not look up from the toaster, the casual flirting gone and a rare command in his voice. “You will be staying here. The bunker is the safest place you have.” After a bit, his eyes softened and he added, “You can help if you'd like. We will want you around for pattern spotting.”

You knew why he did that. They offered you a home, in return you offered them a hand. That's all you had to give, and that's all they had the heart to take.

You could have said no again and gone back to figure out life and rent and shame. Instead you let Dean drive you back to your apartment, grabbed a suitcase with all that you had and dropped the last of your doubts on your, now former, kitchen bench. You picked back the three of them because once you learned how to work, for a while something had to keep you from burning out that usefulness with fear. You let the Winchesters be a shelter, practical and efficient. That was not codependency, you decided, it was logistics. This life had rules. You learned them fast.

Years passed. Eventually, you fit into that pattern like a new piece in a machine. You were the one who asked the right questions during interviews, the one who sat with a witness and turned their fear down in the tone of your voice. Sam and Dean softened like men who had long ago stopped pretending they did not want to protect somebody that way. You taught them to listen to the way someone folded their words and they taught you to keep eyes on exits without shaking.

And Dean? Somewhere between the late-night stakeouts and the quiet mornings in diners, something changed. The teasing never stopped, but it softened. His eyes started staying on you a little longer after a hunt, his jokes landing less like armor and more like habit. He’d brush your shoulder when he passed you a cup of coffee, and you’d catch yourself waiting for it. The road built the kind of intimacy that never needed naming - patching each other up in motel bathrooms, splitting takeout when there was only one fork, holding eye contact a beat too long after near misses. He still called you trouble. You still called him reckless. But there were nights you fell asleep in the backseat of the Impala with his jacket over you, and he’d drive slower without realizing it. Dean didn’t do declarations, and you had stopped chasing them long before you met him. By the time Sam started pretending not to notice, you already knew. The two of you just kept choosing to stay

Then the world shifted the way it only ever does for people tied to the Winchesters. There's only so much comfort and safety they're allowed. You’d been riding shotgun in their life far too long, safe enough to call it dangerous from a distance. But the universe has a way of tapping you on the shoulder and saying, guest privileges are over.

The walk back from the diner should’ve taken five minutes. You’d done it a hundred times. Same cracked sidewalk, same flickering streetlight outside the old repair shop. But somewhere between the lot and the bend in the road, the air changed. The wind went still, the sound of traffic faded, and the night grew too quiet. You glanced around. Same shoes, same paper cup in your hand, but the street was different. The signs looked different, the paint duller. Even a neon from a gas station that wasn't supposed to be there.

Up ahead, a motel glowed faintly through the mist. “Sunset Pines.” You knew that name. Last year when Sam and you worked a poltergeist case, you passed by this motel. He pointed to it bitterly, a place they used to stay in when they were kids. A place with little good memories. It now looked different though. It looked newer, and it was surrounded by trees and land instead of the other motels that you saw last time.

You walked closer, slow at first, then faster, not sure what pulled you in. A television played softly through an open door, a laugh track cutting through the quiet of the morning. You stopped at the threshold.

Two boys sat inside. One was small, asleep on the bed, curled under a blanket too thin for the cold. The other sat by the window, comic book in his lap, keeping watch with a frown too old for his face.

The older boy had the exact chin you had seen a dozen times in photographs and momentary, bewildering flashes on the hunt life. He was seven or maybe six. He looked small on a body that would later look much larger. Your mind scrambled for logic. Maybe you’d hit your head. Maybe this was a trick. You looked down, then around. The world was solid. The hum of the old TV, the faint smell of detergent, the thin whistle of wind through a cracked window. All real.

You didn’t step closer. You couldn’t. You just watched. Dean sat stiff and alert, the kind of alertness that doesn’t belong to kids. His jaw was set, his eyes cutting from door to window to the sleeping boy beside him. He was small but ready. You’d seen that stance before, in the man you knew. The same posture, the same weight in the eyes. Eyes. The same green eyes. The most beautiful you had ever seen, and now the most tired little eyes you had ever seen. He was just a baby, God.

Your stomach turned. You needed to think. If this was real, you’d fallen into a time you shouldn’t exist in. If it wasn’t, then you were trapped in a vision that felt too detailed to ignore. Either way, you stayed. Watching. Waiting. You told yourself it was because you needed to figure it out, not because your chest was already tightening with the kind of protectiveness for two souls you didn’t yet want to name.

A half hour passed before anything moved. Sam stirred. He pushed himself up, groggy and clumsy, mumbled something about being hungry, and tried to hop down from the bed. His foot caught the blanket. He tumbled forward, head first. Dean shot up, reaching, but he was too far. The kid hit the corner of the table with a sharp sound that made your heart stop.

Dean’s voice cracked. “Sammy!” He scrambled, panic rising fast. “Hey, hey, you’re okay, right? You’re okay?” His small hands fumbled, unsure whether to lift or press, tears already thick in his voice. “Come on, Sammy, look at me.”

You didn’t think. You ran. You were inside the room before Dean could decide whether you were a threat. He turned, startled, ready to defend, but your focus was on Sam. You crouched beside them, soft and quick, scanning the small red mark forming at his temple as he cried slowly - as if trained to keep his pain quiet. You brushed his hair aside gently. “He’s fine,” you said, voice calm. “Just scared himself.” You scooped him up, and you would be lying if you said your heart didn't melt at the familiarity, the motherhood you felt as you held in your arms your future best friend with the gentleness he always deserved, and put him back up on the bed.

Dean blinked at you, breathing hard. He wanted to argue but didn’t. You reached into your coat pocket, tore open a napkin, pressed it to Sam’s head. “It’ll sting a little,” you told him. “But it’ll be fine. No hospital trip today.”

Sam’s sniffles faded to hiccups. “It hurts,” he said in a small voice.

“I know.” You smiled faintly and poked at his bicep, “You’re tougher than it, though. I can tell.”

He looked at you, curious, eyes still glassy. Dean hovered beside him, trying not to look scared, though his lip trembled. You handed him the napkin. “Hold it here. Not too tight.”

He did as you said, glancing up only once. “Who are you?”

You exhaled slowly. “My name is Y/N,” you said. “I heard the noise.”

He nodded, but didn’t relax. You recognized the guarded tone, the readiness to bolt. He was so small, but already practiced in self-defense that wasn’t physical. It broke something quiet inside you.

You stayed crouched there until Sam’s breathing steadied. The mark was already fading. He leaned into Dean, tired again. You rose carefully. “He’ll be fine,” you said softly. “Keep him lying down for a bit.”

Dean hesitated. “Thanks,” he said finally. He didn’t say it like a kid. He said it like someone who’d learned what gratitude cost. “We’re fine, though. You don’t have to stay.”

You nodded. “Sure. I’ll just sit outside. In case.”

You sat on the curb outside their room. The air had a stillness to it, thick and strange. You didn’t know what you were waiting for, maybe for the world to click back into sense. But nothing changed. The street stayed quiet. The motel lights faded in the sun. You looked at your reflection in the vending machine glass, at the faint tremor in your own hands.

Inside, Dean peeked through the blinds now and then. He thought you didn’t notice. You let him think that.

A few hours passed like that. The boys talked, played, drifted in and out of naps. You stayed where you were, close enough to hear if anything went wrong. When Sam woke and started crying about wanting something to eat, Dean came outside, still wary but desperate. “You know how to work that?” he asked, nodding at the vending machine.

You smiled faintly. “Yeah. What do you need?”

He fished a handful of coins from his pocket, most of them too light. “Doesn’t take all of these,” he said. “It ate the last one.”

You put one of yours in, pressed the button, and the clatter of a soda can echoed like a small victory. You noticed there were some granola bars and got three of them as well, handing two and the soda can to the kid next to you. Dean’s face softened. He grabbed those, muttered, “Thanks,” and turned before you could say more.

After that, the distance between you started to shrink in small, quiet steps. You brought them food from the diner, said it was leftovers they could help you finish. Dean accepted half with suspicion and half relief. Sam lit up when you handed him a packet of fries. It wasn’t much, but for that hour, they were kids. They laughed. Sam spilled ketchup on the blanket and Dean yelled at him before grinning anyway. You told them a story about a raccoon that used to steal sandwiches from your window when you were in school, and Sam laughed so hard he hiccuped.

You learned quickly that Dean didn’t know what to do with adults who were kind without a reason. He kept checking the clock on the nightstand, glancing at the door as if the act alone would summon his father back.

You didn’t point it out. Instead, you reached for the crumpled napkin Sam had dropped, smoothing it flat on the table. “You two always travel this much?” you asked, pretending it was just conversation.

Dean shrugged. “Mostly.”

“Your dad’s in the area?”

“Working,” he said shortly, then added before immediately regretting, “He hunts. For his job.”

“Sounds tough,” you said.

He looked at you like you might laugh, like you might ask questions he didn’t want to answer. But you didn’t. You only smiled and said, “Sam told me he likes cartoons.”

Sam perked up. “I like Scooby-Doo! The one with the ghost pirates.”

Dean groaned. “We’ve watched that one a hundred times.”

“Because it’s the best,” Sam insisted.

“Pirates aren’t scary,” Dean argued.

“They have swords,” Sam said, affronted.

You grinned. “I don’t know, I’d be pretty scared if my sandwich got stolen by a ghost pirate.”

Sam laughed so hard he knocked over his drink. Dean sighed, grabbed the napkin, and mopped up the spill like someone used to it. His face softened, just a little, when you helped.

“Sorry,” you said lightly. “I was trying to make him laugh, not flood the room.”

“He does that,” Dean muttered, but there was a ghost of a smile tugging at his mouth.

For a while, it felt almost normal. Sam sat cross-legged on the floor, sorting the sugar packets you’d given him into a pile. Dean perched on the edge of the bed, one foot tapping the carpet. He looked his age when he wasn’t talking or frowning.

You saw his shoulders finally drop when Sam asked, “Can we go outside?”

He hesitated, eyes flicking toward the window. Then he nodded. “Okay. Just by the door.”

You followed them out into the bright afternoon. Sam ran ahead to chase the reflection of a bird in a puddle. Dean watched him the entire time, his jaw working like he was timing how long it would take to run if something went wrong.

“Hey,” you said gently. “You don’t have to keep track every second.”

“Yeah, I do.”

You didn’t argue. You only said, “Then maybe I can help you do it.”

That earned you a look. Not trust, not yet, but something quieter. A consideration.

There was a cracked basketball hoop by the parking lot, the net hanging in tatters. Dean found a half-flat ball under one of the cars. You took turns shooting, both terrible, both pretending not to care. Sam clapped every time you missed.

“You’re really bad,” he said between giggles.

You pointed at him. “You’re only saying that because you can’t reach the hoop.”

“I can too!” he said, running to grab the ball. He threw it with both hands. It bounced off the rim, hit the ground, and rolled into Dean’s foot.

Dean smirked. “See, Sammy? Needs more muscle.”

Sam puffed his cheeks and threw a small punch at Dean’s arm. You caught Dean’s quiet laugh, your own smile softening. You recognised this laugh, you'd always recognise this laugh.

The game turned into tag. Then into hide-and-seek. You joined in without thinking. Sam hid under the picnic table. Dean tried to act like he was too old for it but ended up crouching behind a vending machine and laughing when you found him anyway.

“You’re bad at hiding,” you teased.

“Not when it matters,” he said automatically, then caught himself. His smile faded for a second, the weight of too much habit creeping in.

You crouched beside him. “It doesn’t have to matter right now,” you said softly. “It’s just a game.”

Dean didn’t answer, but he didn’t move away either.

Later, when the sun began to lean west, you bought them ice cream from the diner freezer. The kind in plastic cups with wooden spoons. Sam licked the edge clean. Dean ate slower, serious about it.

“This is good,” he said after a moment.

You grinned. “Better than vending machine granola?”

“Way better,” Sam said with a full mouth.

Dean smiled, just barely. For the first time during the day not as a guardian, not as a big brother but as a kid who got to enjoy ice cream for no special reason.

The rest of the day felt like a breath you didn’t realize you’d been holding. Sam drew pictures on the motel notepad with a pencil stub you found in your bag. Dean wrote his name beside his brother’s, letters too sharp, too practiced. You told them about your favorite song on the radio. Sam told you about a dream where they lived in a house that never moved.

“You’d get bored,” Dean said.

Sam shook his head. “No. You’d get bored. I’d have a dog.”

You met Dean’s eyes. “Then you’d have a dog too,” you said.

He shrugged, but you saw it, that small glint of hope he’d forgotten how to hold.

As the light started to shift gold, Sam grew quieter, heavy-eyed. Dean sat cross-legged on the bed again, rubbing at his own little eyes.

“You should probably go,” he said, not looking at you. “Dad gets mad when people stick around.”

You nodded slowly. “I figured he might.”

“He’ll think you’re… I don’t know. Weird or something.”

You smiled a little. “That’s all right. I’ve been called worse.”

Dean’s mouth twitched. He was trying not to smile back. “You talk funny,” he said.

“I’m from far away.”

“Like California?”

“Farther.”

He thought about that, eyes drifting back to Sam, who was already dozing against the pillow with his new stuffed bear tucked under his chin. The sight softened something in his face. He nudged Sam’s shoulder gently to make sure he was breathing steady, then sat back.

“Do you have kids?” he asked suddenly.

You hesitated. “No. Just friends I worry about.”

He nodded like that made sense. “You’d be good at kids. I think if mom was here, she'd be like you.”

That hit you like a truck and you felt that familiar sting in your eyes. You cleared your throat. “That’s nice of you, Dean.”

He shrugged again. “Sam likes you. He doesn’t like most people.”

“Well, Sam still likes you more.”

That got a real smile. Quick, shy, gone almost as soon as it appeared. You could have sworn he wanted to ask you to stay but didn’t know how.

Instead he said, “If you want, you can have the chair. I’ll keep the light on till Dad’s back.”

You looked around the room, the cracked wallpaper, the twin beds, the curtain fluttering in the window, and felt something tighten in your chest. You didn’t belong here, but you didn’t want to walk away either. The urge to protect your best friends has always been strong but when they were just kids? Leaving them alone just didn't feel right.

“I’ll sit outside for a bit,” you said softly. “Right by the door. Just in case you need anything.”

He nodded, serious. “Okay.”

You stepped out into the cooling air and sat on the curb, arms wrapped loosely around your knees. Inside, you could see Dean through the half-drawn curtains, flipping the comic pages with care so he wouldn’t wake Sam. Every few minutes, he glanced toward the door, checking that you were still there.

You smiled at that, small and sad. A little boy shouldn’t have to be that watchful, but if your being here bought him a few hours of peace, it was worth every strange, cold, impossible minute.

The sky deepened to orange. Streetlights blinked awake one by one. You caught yourself whispering a quiet prayer to a universe that probably wasn’t listening. Let them have one quiet night. Let the morning be kind.

Then, from somewhere down the road, a car engine grumbled low and familiar. The sound made the hairs rise on your neck.

The Impala.

You saw its headlights sweep across the parking lot, the black paint flashing silver in the dusk. Dean’s small silhouette straightened behind the curtain. Sam stirred on the bed.

Your heart sank. You rose before you even thought about it. The calm was over.

John Winchester was home.

John’s eyes were on the curtain when he came in, but his hands were already scanning the room like he expected to find answers there. He stepped through the doorway and the first things he registered were small and precise. A napkin crumpled at the foot of the bed. A soda can dented and sticky in the trash. Sugar granules on the windowsill, faint and pink as if someone had been eating cotton candy. A shallow footprint in the dust by the door that was not Dean’s size. The vending machine button was stuck halfway in. He noticed the wrapper from the diner. He noticed the way the blanket was folded in a way that had not been done by a child.

His brain did what it always did. He made it about control. People in the dark were threats until proven otherwise. He had a life where leaving people to learn safety by fear meant they learned fast. He had convinced himself that the shape of discipline he used was necessary, “Who was in here?”

Dean’s voice wavered. “Dad, she helped when Sam fell.”

“You opened the door,” he said. His words were not loud, but they had edges. “You put him at risk.”

“I didn’t leave him,” Dean said. “Sam fell. She helped.”

John took a step forward. “You disobey. You pay attention. You do not bring strangers into this room.”

That was the line he always walked back to. He wanted to be a man of standards. He wanted to be the kind of father who could make his boys strong by not making them soft. In his head that had logic. In his life, you could not afford to be trusting.

Y/N was outside the door, she recognized that voice. Not because she had ever met John Winchester, not even because Dean would tell stories about the man's heroicism and Sam would clench his jaw in frustration at that. But because she recognized that voice from her own childhood, from when she would fall silent in order to not earn another hit. She recognized that voice from once yelling back, she recognized it from her own defiant gaze when the punches were aimed at her head as the man in front of her told her to look down.

You stepped in before the next sentence could become a strike.

John turned so fast the floorboards creaked under his boots. He hadn’t expected anyone else here. His voice dropped into that hard, dangerous quiet men use when they’re used to control. “Who the hell are you?”

You said your name. You said the rest in plain language. You told him you had been there when Sam tripped, how you had to press the napkin against his temple because Dean’s small hands couldn’t keep enough pressure, how you had bought a soda from the machine because the kid could not reach the slot, how you’d bought food because the boys hadn’t eaten since morning. You told him Dean had been trying to look older than a boy. Your voice was steady.

He listened, but his jaw was set. His voice came low. “You shouldn’t be here.”

“I was,” you said. “Because you were not.”

“That’s none of your business.”

“It became mine when a 7-year-old decided he wasn't a good brother because he wasn't tall enough!”

“They're my kids. Stay out of it.”

“All children are our children, sir! Except not even your own children are yours.”

John’s face darkened. “You don’t get to talk about my family. You don’t know what kind of life this is.”

“Oh, I know exactly what kind of life this is,” you snapped. “I know what kind of man teaches his son to stand still and take blame that isn’t his. I know that tone you just used. I grew up hearing it. If you need to break a kid to feel like a man, maybe you're not one after all!”

That got his attention. He turned fully toward you, a challenge already rising in his chest. “You think I wanted this for them? You think I like leaving them alone? I’m doing what I have to. They’re alive because of me.”

“They’re alive despite you,” you said. “And that’s the problem.”

Dean took a step back, eyes flicking between you both, fear and awe mixing in his face. Sam’s little fingers clutched the blanket tighter, seeing the two adults he's ever known at each other's throats like that.

John took a step closer, looming. “You don’t have the faintest idea what it takes to keep kids safe in this world.”

You met his stare without blinking. “Safety isn’t the same as silence. You’ve built your whole life around making sure these boys fear you more than they fear the monsters out there. That’s not parenting. That’s control.”

He stiffened, fury flooding the cracks in his face. “You think yelling at me helps? You think you can walk into my life for ten minutes and know better than me?”

You didn’t move. “I don’t have to know your life to know the sound of a child who flinches before you finish a sentence.”

That broke something in him, not enough to stop him, just enough to make his voice drop. “Dean needs to learn. He’s the oldest. He has to know better.”

“He’s seven,” you said, and the words came out like fire. “Seven, and you’ve already made him believe his worth depends on how little he needs. You’ve made him your second-in-command instead of your son. And you’re proud of that because you think it’s noble. It isn’t. It’s cruel.”

John stepped forward. “Watch your tone.”

“Or what?” you said, your voice low, trembling with restraint. “You’ll hit me too? Because hitting kids wasn't enough?”

The room went dead quiet. Dean froze. Sam’s breath hitched.

John didn’t move, but the shame in his eyes flickered, unsteady and raw. You took another step forward.

“I know men like you,” you said, voice tightening. “Good men, broken men, men who swear they’re doing their best. You love your sons so hard it turns into violence. You think the bruises on their hearts make them strong. But what they’ll remember isn’t your protection. It’s the way you made them small. It’s the way you made love feel like walking on glass.”

John’s voice cracked. “You don’t know what it’s like to bury someone you love and still have to keep going.”

Your voice softened, but not kindly. “No, I don’t. But I know what it’s like to survive someone who confuses pain for love. You, out of all people know how much pain there is out there, the least you can give your kids is a home that doesn't have it. They deserve better, John, and you still have time to be that.”

John’s shoulders dropped a little. The fight drained, replaced by something older, heavier. You thought he didn't even notice you knowing his name. He looked at Dean, who was still standing too close to Sam, too ready to take a blow meant for someone smaller.

You turned to the boy and crouched so you were eye level. “You did good,” you said softly. “You took care of him. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Dean’s lip trembled. “Dad says–”

“Your dad’s scared,” you said gently. “He loves you a lot but he’s scared, and sometimes when we're scared we don't know what to do with it and we turn it into anger and call it strength. But it's not your duty to carry it, even when you love him.”

You cupped each of your boys’ cheeks with your hands as they looked at you with big, scared eyes, “You both are each other's greatest strengths, each other's best friends. Never forget that.”

John let out a long, uneven breath behind you. His voice, when it came again, was quieter. “You think I’m a monster.”

You turned toward him. “No. I think you’re a man who forgot what his kids sound like when they laugh.

“You don’t need to fix everything tonight. Just don’t make him scared of you when you walk through the door. That’s all I’m asking.”

For a moment, John didn’t speak. Then he muttered something under his breath, an apology that never quite formed, just dissolved into silence.

You didn’t stay to watch it. You brushed Dean’s shoulder gently as you passed. “You’re okay, sweetheart. Take care of your brother.”

Dean nodded, small and shaky, and whispered, “Thank you.”

As you left, you heard John slump back into the chair. You could only hope your little crash out worked but you didn't turn to see.

The first thing you saw when you opened your eyes was Dean’s face. Your Dean. Older Dean.

He looked like he hadn’t breathed in hours. His hand was still on your arm, thumb brushing absent circles over your skin like he’d been doing it without noticing.

“Hey,” you rasped.

His shoulders dropped in relief. “Hey yourself.” His voice was rough, almost unrecognizable. “You’ve been out for hours.”

You blinked, confused. The ceiling above you wasn’t a motel. It was stone and steel. The bunker.

Sam’s voice came from the table. “We found you outside. Right at the gate. You were lying in the dirt.”

“Outside?”

“Yeah,” Dean said, sitting back but not moving far. “We thought–” He stopped, shaking his head. “You scared the hell out of me.”

Your throat was dry. “I’m sorry. I don’t… I don’t remember how I got there.”

Sam exchanged a look with Dean but didn’t push. “You need rest.”

He left quietly, the door clicking shut behind him.

Dean stayed.

He didn’t speak again, didn’t ask questions, just sat there beside the bed. You could feel his gaze even when you pretended to sleep. It wasn’t suspicion. It was something softer, the kind of fear that if he blinked, you’d vanish again.

It was well past midnight when you finally got up. The bunker was quiet, the hall lights dimmed to a low hum. You walked barefoot, the cool floor grounding you as your head spun with what you remembered - or thought you did.

Sam’s door was cracked open. You stepped inside, quiet as a breath. He was asleep, sprawled on his side, face buried half in the pillow. For a moment, you just stood there, watching him. Older, taller, but still somehow the same boy who used to giggle when ice cream dripped down his hand.

You crouched beside the bed. A strand of his hair had fallen across his forehead. You brushed it back gently and froze.

There it was. A thin, almost invisible scar near his temple. A line only you would recognize.

Your hand hovered over it. You could still see the little boy crying, Dean fumbling with the napkin, you taking it from him to stop the swelling, teaching him how to do it right. The world tilted.

A quiet laugh slipped from your lips, shaky and full of disbelief. “Told you you were tougher than that,” you whispered.

You didn’t hear the footsteps behind you until it was too late.

Dean’s voice came from the doorway. “You’ve said that before.”

You turned sharply. He was standing there, barefoot, hair a mess, wearing a flannel that looked like he’d thrown it on just to come find you. His eyes were sharp but soft, searching.

“Couldn’t sleep,” you said.

“Yeah, me neither.” He nodded toward Sam. “You were checking on him?”

You hesitated. “Just… making sure he was okay.”

Dean stepped closer, his voice low but steady. “You said that before too.”

You frowned. “What?”

He stopped right in front of you now. “That same line. You told him that when he was a kid.”

Your breath caught, “I don't know what you're-”

Dean didn’t look confused. He looked like a man who had finally solved a puzzle that had haunted him for years.

“You lied,” he said quietly. “You remember what happened.”

You didn’t answer. Your throat was too tight.

He exhaled, almost a laugh, but it broke halfway through. “I used to think I’d made her up. The woman who helped me when Sam fell. The one who stayed till Dad came back. I told myself it was some kind of dream. A kid’s brain trying to make something ugly look better.” He paused, eyes locked on yours. “But it was you, wasn’t it?”

You didn’t look away this time. “Yes.”

The silence between you stretched. Neither of you moved.

Dean’s voice softened. “You were there.”

“I was,” you whispered.

“How?”

“I don’t know,” you said. “I was here. Then I wasn’t. And when I saw you…” Your voice cracked. “You were so small, Dean. Trying to be a man when you were barely old enough to tie your shoes. I couldn’t walk away.”

Dean’s jaw clenched, his eyes glassy. “You told him off. My dad.”

Your lips parted. “You remember that?”

“I remember everything.” His voice dropped. “You stood between him and me.”

You swallowed hard. “He was angry. You looked so scared.”

“I was.” His voice was almost a whisper. “But you weren’t.”

“I was,” you said quietly. “But I wasn’t gonna let him touch you.”

Dean’s breath hitched. He ran a hand down his face, laughing softly, painfully. “You know, I spent years trying to figure out why you felt so familiar. Every time I saw you, it was like déjà vu. Like I’d been waiting for you to walk in a room. I’d tell Sam, ‘I’ve seen her somewhere.’”

“I know,” you said.

His eyes found yours again. “Sunset Pines.”

You smiled faintly, tears gathering. “Yeah.”

Dean let out a shaky breath, his shoulders sagging. “That day… I kept it with me. All of it. The fries. The granola bars. You telling me I didn’t do anything wrong. That was the first time I ever believed it.”

“Good,” you whispered.

“You called me a sweetheart. I needed to hear that. That's when I started calling others that when they needed to hear it.”

At this point, you were very sure you had tears in your eyes. You remember his big green eyes looking up at you like you handed him the best present ever when you called him that.

“You got me a pie too,” He said, awed.

You chuckled, “That one you made up.”

He took a step closer, stopping only when you were almost touching. His voice lowered, unsteady. “You gave me a day that felt normal, good. I didn’t even know what that meant back then.”

Your eyes filled. “And you gave me one too.”

Dean smiled, a tired, broken thing. “Guess I really had seen you somewhere.”

Your laugh cracked through your tears. “Guess you had.”

He leaned in, his forehead resting gently against yours. “You saved me twice, Y/N. Once when I didn’t even know what saving was.”

Your voice was barely a breath. “You saved me too.”

“You'd make the best mom ever,” He said and you could have sworn a tear slipped down his cheek before he looked down.

After a moment of silence, you spoke, “I think I know why I went there.”

Dean’s ears perked and he looked up at you for answers.

“When I first met you, you and Sam were so different. Sam was such a gentleman, and he was so kind. I needed kind when I was so scared for my life.”

“I'm sorry-” He started.

“No, hey, no. I didn't say this to make you feel bad. I was just not used to kindness from men, if anything I had only seen their cruelty. So when Sam held me and softly told me that it was okay, I remember thinking that I’d love to meet the mother who raised him.”

Dean's eyes fell, an unspoken grief in them.

“And I think I finally did. You raised him well, Dean,” A gasp escaped his lips.

For a while, you stayed there in the quiet. Sam slept peacefully behind you, the faint sound of his breathing steady and calm. Dean’s thumb brushed over your cheek, grounding you in the moment.

And when you finally looked up at him again, you saw it in his eyes, the boy you’d met that day, and the man he’d become, both staring back at you like they’d been waiting for this to make sense.

And for the first time, it finally did.

[yetanotherreader]

DEAN/JENSEN FIC RECS PLSSSS (dad / eventual stepdad)

im a SUCKER for single parent fics. please suggest some dean x reader / jensen x reader with single parent themes. if the kid involved is a girl there's nothing like it i love girldad dean 😭🫶🏼

girl mom!reader x dean? i know that man's gonna fall in love twice. I've read a lot of them here on Tumblr but the search feature here has gone to trash and I just can't seem to find anything for those keywords.

[polkadoli]

stop putting ur shitty ass oc in the x reader tag

[yetanotherreader]

Hard reblog!!

[yetanotherreader]

The List of Crimes - Dean x Reader

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Word Count: 1.2k+

Summary: After finally confessing their feelings, Y/N decides Dean deserves honesty. She gives him a list of reasons not to be with her.

Warnings: Discussion of insecurity, references to emotional neglect, for once Dean Winchester getting pushed away.

A/N: Pls don't overthink the sea and the apartment, this is part of a bigger fic that keeps running in my head at all times. In that fic, Dean and reader live in an apartment by the sea. So yeah. There's no more context. This is a comfort fic probably for my own self but many others who've gone through emotional neglect to the point they have started questioning if they're even lovable. Because you are.

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The sea outside the apartment was restless that night.

Dean leaned against the kitchen counter, arms folded loosely.

Y/N stood near the dining table, pacing in slow circles like she did whenever she thought and talked at the same time.

They had already crossed the point of confession days ago. Angry words in a fight that ended up spilling their feelings. The word was out. The truth had been laid out between them. They were in love with each other. Okay. Nice. But.

But instead of moving forward, Y/N had started doing something else entirely.

She was building a case.

Against herself.

Dean had seen it coming. But he hadn’t stopped her yet. He was waiting to see where she was going.

Y/N stopped pacing and looked at him, arms folded.

“You considered you could maybe do better?"

Dean didn’t even blink.

“No.”

She rolled her eyes like he was being deliberately difficult, "I’m serious.”

“So am I.”

She exhaled sharply and ran a hand through her hair, “You’re not listening.”

“Oh I’m listening,” he said calmly, “That’s the problem.”

She stared at him for a moment before turning away again, walking toward the balcony.

When she spoke again her voice was steadier, more analytical, "I have patterns.”

Dean pushed off the counter slightly, trying not to interrupt but failing, "Humor me."

“I get attached fast,” she continued. “I ask questions. I want to know what someone’s thinking, what they’re doing, how their day went.”

She glanced back at him, “You already noticed that one.”

Dean shrugged, “Yeah.”

She pointed at him immediately, “Exactly.”

“That’s not a crime.”

“To you maybe.”

“To anyone normal.”

She shook her head, "You're not normal. That’s not how people see it.”

Her tone shifted slightly.

Less argumentative.

More matter-of-fact.

“I need communication.”

Dean’s eyebrows lifted slightly, “What a monster.”

“Dean.”

“I’m serious,” she said. “I like hearing from the person I’m with. A text. A call. Something. Not once a week.”

Dean’s expression didn’t change, his tone remained mocking. He was upset that this was the conversation they were having after he laid bare his heart to her, “Hey, so, that’s called a relationship.”

She ignored the comment and kept going.

“I like reassurance sometimes.”

“Uh-huh.”

“And I ask questions.”

“You’ve mentioned.”

“And apparently,” she added dryly, “that counts as being desperate and unbearable.”

Dean’s jaw tightened slightly. Whoever put that thought in her head would not see the next sunrise if he ever got his hands on him.

He didn’t say anything.

She kept pacing.

“And I like… stupid things.”

Dean tilted his head.

“Such as?”

She gestured vaguely with one hand, “Dates.”

He blinked, “Wow.”

“Flowers.”

Dean rubbed his mouth with his hand, “Scandalous.”

She glared at him.

“You’re being annoying.”

“i’m being realistic.”

“Dean, listen to me.”

Her voice wasn’t angry anymore but it was firm, there was resignation in it, “I like being courted.”

The word hung in the air for a second.

“And that’s childish,” she added quietly.

Dean’s expression shifted slightly to a softer one. But she kept talking before he could say anything.

“I like enthusiasm,” she continued, “I like someone being excited to see me.”

She shrugged one shoulder, “And if they’re not, I notice.”

Dean finally spoke, softly this time, “Yeah. Most people would.”

She ignored that too, “And if someone disappears for days, I ask where they were.”

“That’s called concern.”

“And that gets labeled clingy.”

For the first time she stopped pacing.

She leaned back against the table, arms folded again.

“So,” she said like she's just finished a presentation and is professionally concluding, “you see the issue.”

Dean looked at her for a long moment. She was talking about her feelings like they were corporate bullet points. What even made her so dissociated? Then he pushed himself fully upright and walked toward the table.

Slowly.

Deliberately.

He took her hand in his. His voice was quiet, “You done?”

“For now.”

He nodded once.

“Good.”

Then he moved again, leaned his hands on the table across from her, “Because that was the most ridiculous list of crimes I’ve ever heard.”

Y/N opened her mouth to argue.

He cut her off immediately, his forehead creasing like it usually does when he raises his eyebrows to make a point.

“You want communication,” He held up a finger.

“That’s normal.”

Another finger, “You want reassurance.”

Another.

“You want someone to actually show up and act like they like you.”

Another.

“You want dates.”

Another.

“You want flowers.”

He leaned closer slightly, "Kid, that’s not high maintenance. That’s basic.”

She scoffed, “That’s not how people see it.”

Dean’s voice went flat, “No. You had one guy tell you that.”

She stiffened slightly.

He didn’t soften, “That doesn’t make it reality. He was a douche, I'm not.”

Y/N shook her head, “You don’t get it.”

“Oh I get it.” He straightened up again, “You’re trying to convince me you’re difficult.”

She crossed her arms, “I am difficult.”

Dean snorted quietly.

“You argue with me for fun.”

“That one's not a flaw.”

“No,” he agreed. “That part I actually like.”

Her expression faltered for half a second.

Dean noticed. He always noticed.

“You know what I heard just now?” he continued.

“A woman saying she wants someone to treat her like she matters. And believing that's too much to ask for.”

She looked away, “That’s not what people had heard before.”

Dean’s voice hardened, “Then those people were idiots.”

She laughed under her breath, “You don’t know what it’s like.”

He went still for a moment.

Then said with an amused expression. The kind he makes when he's trying to water down a hard blow, “Actually I do.”

That made her look up, realizing the ridiculousness of her statement.

“You think I don’t know what it’s like to feel like you’re asking for too much just because you want someone to give a damn?" He chuckled.

The words landed harder than she expected, “I didn't mean-”

Dean shrugged one shoulder, “But here’s the thing.”

He leaned back against the table now, mirroring her posture.

“You’re not warning me about you.”

Her brows furrowed slightly.

“You’re repeating what someone else told you.”

The room went quiet.

Y/N stared at the floor for a second before muttering, “You deserve someone easier.”

Dean’s head tilted slightly, “Why?”

“Because people like me get exhausting.”

He studied her face.

Then said calmly, “That’s funny.”

She frowned.

“What is?”

“Because from where I’m standing,” he said quietly, “you’re the least exhausting person I know. You're not easy, and thank God for that. You deserve real effort."

She looked up at him again.

Confused. How could he see her like that?

He shrugged again.

“You know what actually sounds exhausting?”

“What?”

“Someone who thinks asking for the bare minimum is a character flaw.”

Silence fell between them again.

The ocean outside kept moving.

Y/N finally shook her head slightly, pushing away from the table.

“You have a way with words.”

Dean smirked faintly.

“But I just can't unlearn all of it just like that, Dean."

"I have time."

"It's not that easy."

"I am also a patient man."

She started walking toward the hallway, not wanting to argue and lose again.

Dean watched her go. Then added casually behind her, “By the way.”

She stopped but didn’t turn around, “Yeah?”

“Next time you make a list like that,” he said lightly, “maybe include the part where you’re loyal, stubborn, funny, and the only person I know who can argue with me for forty minutes straight without repeating herself.”

A small pause.

Then he added, “Try harder next time. This wasn't enough to make me stop loving you.”

Y/N didn’t answer.

But the corner of her mouth twitched before she disappeared down the hallway.

Comments and reblogs are highly appreciated! <3

[deanwanddamons]

Just reblogged a post from 2012 - so in 2026 I’m going to ask the question again….

How many Supernatural fans are STILL on Tumblr??

Reblog this once - let’s see how many of us are still here!

[holylulusworld]

Still here. 😂😂

[yetanotherreader]

Still hunting em fics

[yetanotherreader]

Seen You Somewhere - Dean x Reader

Summary:

You meet the Winchesters on the night you’re supposed to die, and somehow never leave.

Years later, you find out why Dean’s always looked at you like he’s seen a ghost when a time slip throws you straight into a motel room where two little boys are trying to survive on their own.

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester x Reader (Platonic)

Rating: T / M (for violence, language, emotional themes)

Warnings: Child neglect, emotional abuse, child abuse, injury, angst soooo much angst, comfort, john winchester 🤬, protective dean, protective reader, innocent sam (yes they're warnings because your heart is going on a goddamn ride.)

WC: 7,500+ (I ADHD'd hard and ended up writing a 2k+ words build up to ensure everything was 'perfect'. Pardon.)

A/N: Soooo, I'm posting a fic here after years. Have been absent for this long so idk if it'll even reach people but let's just say I adulted pretty hard and ended up having the kind of trauma that took years to get under control. However , I am very happy and proud of myself to have reached the point where I'm able to write about my boys again. After a few years of not being able to sit alone with my thoughts, I was able to gather them and turn them into a story. This one's for the girls who've always wanted to protect Sam and Dean. Here goes nothing. I did take the creative liberty to push the bunker earlier into the show. You'll know why as you read.

You were not the kind of person people saved. You made a life out of not needing saving. That was the short version. The long version was that you had come to the United States on a promise you planned to keep, and when the promise collapsed under the weight of a factory fire and a boss who vanished with payroll, you learned to treat pride like another monthly bill. You did not want to be a disappointment to the people who had held you in their hopes. You could not imagine telling them you had failed. So you kept working two jobs, juggling night shifts and overtime, and you stopped asking for help.

That is why you were on the loading dock the night the ritual was happening. You went because you were the only person left who could do inventory quietly between the night shift and the morning crew. You went because the rent deadline was a week and a half away and you had to find the lost skein of invoices before someone lost their year-end bonus and then your rent money with it. So you went to the creepy, dark warehouse that people, at night, apparently heard sounds from. You did not go because you were brave. You went because panic was cheaper than poverty.

The room smelled wrong before you saw the candles and the patterns - sigils, you knew what they were. It smelled like something dead but sweet. It smelled like someone had very wrong intentions. Very, very wrong intentions. There was a girl, tied and unconscious. Maybe. You had your phone in your back pocket. You had your keys, but you had your hands full of boxes. And before you could put anything down, the floor creaked underfoot. Noise traveled like a flare. The man who had been crouched at the center of the sigils looked up and smiled as if you were his cue. The kind of smile that carried kindness that was not meant.

You made a run but you did not get far. You cornered yourself in the alley behind the loading bay and felt small and very ridiculous. The man moved toward you with a casual hunger. He smelled of damp and thrift store cologne. You did not want to know the things he was capable of. Magic or otherwise. You bared your teeth because that was what you had available as a strategic response. It, clearly, did not work. The last thing you wanted to hear before you died was a man huffing out a breathy laugh to belittle your useless attempts at protection.

The car headlights cut the fog like a knife. Maybe you wouldn't have noticed how beautiful that muscle car was if you didn't desperately look at it to save you. The car screeched to a hurried stop in the street. You hoped they were the good guys, god you hoped. Two men stepped out. One looked like he had been in other people’s nightmares and hid demons in his basement. The other looked like he had not slept properly since adolescence and used intelligence and sass as a defense mechanism. They were both younger than you’d expect heroes to be. They did not look like superheroes. But they looked dangerous for their age.

The shorter one shoved the man in the alley with a force that landed him hard against the brick. He moved with clean danger and no hesitation. Without ceremony, he reached in, grabbed your elbow, and pulled you toward the Impala like you were the only important thing on the street.

“Get in,” he said. No sweetness. No requests. Emergency.

You did not ask why. You did not need to. Oh hell no, anywhere was better than here. You climbed into the backseat, looking back for the boxes you abandoned. You thought about the invoices and the late notices and the fact that your landlord had stopped responding to your requests. You thought about the girl in the basement who would not have a future if nobody showed up, “There's a girl in there, you have to save her!”

Sam - the taller one, was the one who asked your name three times within the first fifteen minutes. He asked it with a softness you could not resist. The other one, Dean cleaned his hands on the hem of his jacket and looked at you like he recognised you. “Y-Y/N. I came here to restore the inventory. Some extra work needed to be done today. Didn't know someone- something was in there.”

After the scene was handled, the girl was rescued and the man arrested. But you had a feeling, the man wasn’t the real threat. Your two saviors drove you to a motel and bought you dinner. Dean slid the slice of dessert to you, as if pie would fix the raw edges of what had come apart. Sam sat across from you and asked questions, there was a kindness in his voice you stopped expecting from men. And suddenly, you wanted to know the mother who raised him. Dean kept leaning back in his chair, chewing on a toothpick, still studying you with a knowing look. He had a beautiful face. He was the older one of the two, you noticed. He was older than you too, you thought. Maybe you were peers with the younger one. Dean said one thing that lodged.

“You have a face I swear I have seen somewhere before,” he told you with the easy rhythm of a man who flirted his way through fear and confrontations.

You laughed, suddenly, because you did not know what else to do. How could your brain not short circuit when someone who looks like him tries to flirt? He was cute, you concluded. Face and otherwise. You felt attracted to him immediately. Maybe that's what happens when the girl who never needed saving is finally saved. The girl who had to protect herself finds a man who grabs her by the elbow and takes her to protection, “Maybe in your dreams. Who knows, I could just be your dream girl.”

You kept your chest steady and told him you had not slept properly in a week. You did not tell him your parents thought you had become a success. You did not tell them the threadbare daily lie that hung between you and the people you loved. You did, later, accept the motel key when Sam held it out like an offer.

They could have turned you loose. They could have told you to go sleep on your own and to call if things got worse. Instead, Sam said this quietly, like a man who had already added and subtracted everything and preferred to be thorough. “We do not take people in unless we have to. We have to watch you until the case is solved. Until we know if you were intended as a mark. If it is safe we will help you figure out what comes next. We'll drop you home."

Home. Your heart dropped at the word. You had no home. Your rent was gone before you could earn it because a jackass screwed in the head decided to do voodoo at your workplace. But you concealed it as best as you could.

Dean looked at you then with a set of eyes that wanted a dozen different things and settled on one that would shape you. Jesus, his eyes were beautiful. “You do not have to do any of this if you do not want to, but if someone is using you or targeting you, you will be safer with us for a little while.”

You did the math quickly and, for once, you chose pragmatism over pride. You felt like puking for that, but one couldn't know the things survival can make you do when it comes to it. You said yes because you were tired and because the alternative was the anxiety of being alone with a sealed fate of death, or worse. That was the moment the road folded you into them and that would change the rest of your life. For better or for worse.

They never told you more about the case. Or the one after that. Or the one next to that. They didn't. They never brought up if you should leave, neither did you. You were out of the horror conversations, the gore conversations and the past conversations. Until you barely escaped a translucent figure throwing a vase at you in a cheap motel room.

Training started right away. You were driven to a ruin that turned out to be a fully functioning old English home on the inside. They called it the bunker. Sam drilled you on sigils and mythology until your tongue cramped. He corrected your Latin with the kind of patience that had been forged in libraries and grief. You wondered how much grief his kind eyes have carried. Dean taught you how to move. He taught you how to clear a room and how to listen for small sounds in a motel that were not the television. He put his callouses on your knuckles once and muttered that you must not freeze before you used them. Oh, so he noticed that you tended to freeze. You practiced stitches on oranges because there were no cadavers in the bunker, Dean told. Sam scolded him for the joke as you learned to load a clip without breathing aloud.

You were not a hunter by background, but hunters are practitioners. You learned to practice. You also kept working the margins of your own life because pride was another kind of debt - applying for jobs, calling your mother in a voice that hid the stress, budgeting the motel coffee price like it mattered. You were not melodramatic about your survival. You treated it with a practical, neat ferocity. And you treated it privately.

You were careful, and you were not a child. You did not break easy. That surprised both Sam and Dean. Dean began to pay attention to the small rituals you carried. He noticed the way you hovered your fingers over your phone each time you got a call from your landlord. You were talented in your field, he noticed, but selling it short. Your struggles were not hidden as well as you thought they were. Sam began to translate small concerns into plans. They were not soft about their offers. They made them clear, efficient, and attached to action. They asked you to move in for good, and you refused.

Weeks went by with the three of you working the case. Evidence stacked and then stalled. Leads fizzled. Men who called themselves believers were arrested and then laughed out of jails. The day you were supposed to leave at the end of the case, the lead handler called and said the investigation had a new direction. Someone higher up had pulled a thread and the pattern suggested there was more organizing behind the scenes. The game was bigger. You were a person caught in it. A person who happened to fit all the boxes for a ritual sacrifice. You shuddered.

“You need cover,” Sam said in the bunker kitchen, morning light cutting the counter. “You need someplace safe while we go through the next sweep. If you go back, you go on the grid and they can find you.”

Dean did not look up from the toaster, the casual flirting gone and a rare command in his voice. “You will be staying here. The bunker is the safest place you have.” After a bit, his eyes softened and he added, “You can help if you'd like. We will want you around for pattern spotting.”

You knew why he did that. They offered you a home, in return you offered them a hand. That's all you had to give, and that's all they had the heart to take.

You could have said no again and gone back to figure out life and rent and shame. Instead you let Dean drive you back to your apartment, grabbed a suitcase with all that you had and dropped the last of your doubts on your, now former, kitchen bench. You picked back the three of them because once you learned how to work, for a while something had to keep you from burning out that usefulness with fear. You let the Winchesters be a shelter, practical and efficient. That was not codependency, you decided, it was logistics. This life had rules. You learned them fast.

Years passed. Eventually, you fit into that pattern like a new piece in a machine. You were the one who asked the right questions during interviews, the one who sat with a witness and turned their fear down in the tone of your voice. Sam and Dean softened like men who had long ago stopped pretending they did not want to protect somebody that way. You taught them to listen to the way someone folded their words and they taught you to keep eyes on exits without shaking.

And Dean? Somewhere between the late-night stakeouts and the quiet mornings in diners, something changed. The teasing never stopped, but it softened. His eyes started staying on you a little longer after a hunt, his jokes landing less like armor and more like habit. He’d brush your shoulder when he passed you a cup of coffee, and you’d catch yourself waiting for it. The road built the kind of intimacy that never needed naming - patching each other up in motel bathrooms, splitting takeout when there was only one fork, holding eye contact a beat too long after near misses. He still called you trouble. You still called him reckless. But there were nights you fell asleep in the backseat of the Impala with his jacket over you, and he’d drive slower without realizing it. Dean didn’t do declarations, and you had stopped chasing them long before you met him. By the time Sam started pretending not to notice, you already knew. The two of you just kept choosing to stay

Then the world shifted the way it only ever does for people tied to the Winchesters. There's only so much comfort and safety they're allowed. You’d been riding shotgun in their life far too long, safe enough to call it dangerous from a distance. But the universe has a way of tapping you on the shoulder and saying, guest privileges are over.

The walk back from the diner should’ve taken five minutes. You’d done it a hundred times. Same cracked sidewalk, same flickering streetlight outside the old repair shop. But somewhere between the lot and the bend in the road, the air changed. The wind went still, the sound of traffic faded, and the night grew too quiet. You glanced around. Same shoes, same paper cup in your hand, but the street was different. The signs looked different, the paint duller. Even a neon from a gas station that wasn't supposed to be there.

Up ahead, a motel glowed faintly through the mist. “Sunset Pines.” You knew that name. Last year when Sam and you worked a poltergeist case, you passed by this motel. He pointed to it bitterly, a place they used to stay in when they were kids. A place with little good memories. It now looked different though. It looked newer, and it was surrounded by trees and land instead of the other motels that you saw last time.

You walked closer, slow at first, then faster, not sure what pulled you in. A television played softly through an open door, a laugh track cutting through the quiet of the morning. You stopped at the threshold.

Two boys sat inside. One was small, asleep on the bed, curled under a blanket too thin for the cold. The other sat by the window, comic book in his lap, keeping watch with a frown too old for his face.

The older boy had the exact chin you had seen a dozen times in photographs and momentary, bewildering flashes on the hunt life. He was seven or maybe six. He looked small on a body that would later look much larger. Your mind scrambled for logic. Maybe you’d hit your head. Maybe this was a trick. You looked down, then around. The world was solid. The hum of the old TV, the faint smell of detergent, the thin whistle of wind through a cracked window. All real.

You didn’t step closer. You couldn’t. You just watched. Dean sat stiff and alert, the kind of alertness that doesn’t belong to kids. His jaw was set, his eyes cutting from door to window to the sleeping boy beside him. He was small but ready. You’d seen that stance before, in the man you knew. The same posture, the same weight in the eyes. Eyes. The same green eyes. The most beautiful you had ever seen, and now the most tired little eyes you had ever seen. He was just a baby, God.

Your stomach turned. You needed to think. If this was real, you’d fallen into a time you shouldn’t exist in. If it wasn’t, then you were trapped in a vision that felt too detailed to ignore. Either way, you stayed. Watching. Waiting. You told yourself it was because you needed to figure it out, not because your chest was already tightening with the kind of protectiveness for two souls you didn’t yet want to name.

A half hour passed before anything moved. Sam stirred. He pushed himself up, groggy and clumsy, mumbled something about being hungry, and tried to hop down from the bed. His foot caught the blanket. He tumbled forward, head first. Dean shot up, reaching, but he was too far. The kid hit the corner of the table with a sharp sound that made your heart stop.

Dean’s voice cracked. “Sammy!” He scrambled, panic rising fast. “Hey, hey, you’re okay, right? You’re okay?” His small hands fumbled, unsure whether to lift or press, tears already thick in his voice. “Come on, Sammy, look at me.”

You didn’t think. You ran. You were inside the room before Dean could decide whether you were a threat. He turned, startled, ready to defend, but your focus was on Sam. You crouched beside them, soft and quick, scanning the small red mark forming at his temple as he cried slowly - as if trained to keep his pain quiet. You brushed his hair aside gently. “He’s fine,” you said, voice calm. “Just scared himself.” You scooped him up, and you would be lying if you said your heart didn't melt at the familiarity, the motherhood you felt as you held in your arms your future best friend with the gentleness he always deserved, and put him back up on the bed.

Dean blinked at you, breathing hard. He wanted to argue but didn’t. You reached into your coat pocket, tore open a napkin, pressed it to Sam’s head. “It’ll sting a little,” you told him. “But it’ll be fine. No hospital trip today.”

Sam’s sniffles faded to hiccups. “It hurts,” he said in a small voice.

“I know.” You smiled faintly and poked at his bicep, “You’re tougher than it, though. I can tell.”

He looked at you, curious, eyes still glassy. Dean hovered beside him, trying not to look scared, though his lip trembled. You handed him the napkin. “Hold it here. Not too tight.”

He did as you said, glancing up only once. “Who are you?”

You exhaled slowly. “My name is Y/N,” you said. “I heard the noise.”

He nodded, but didn’t relax. You recognized the guarded tone, the readiness to bolt. He was so small, but already practiced in self-defense that wasn’t physical. It broke something quiet inside you.

You stayed crouched there until Sam’s breathing steadied. The mark was already fading. He leaned into Dean, tired again. You rose carefully. “He’ll be fine,” you said softly. “Keep him lying down for a bit.”

Dean hesitated. “Thanks,” he said finally. He didn’t say it like a kid. He said it like someone who’d learned what gratitude cost. “We’re fine, though. You don’t have to stay.”

You nodded. “Sure. I’ll just sit outside. In case.”

You sat on the curb outside their room. The air had a stillness to it, thick and strange. You didn’t know what you were waiting for, maybe for the world to click back into sense. But nothing changed. The street stayed quiet. The motel lights faded in the sun. You looked at your reflection in the vending machine glass, at the faint tremor in your own hands.

Inside, Dean peeked through the blinds now and then. He thought you didn’t notice. You let him think that.

A few hours passed like that. The boys talked, played, drifted in and out of naps. You stayed where you were, close enough to hear if anything went wrong. When Sam woke and started crying about wanting something to eat, Dean came outside, still wary but desperate. “You know how to work that?” he asked, nodding at the vending machine.

You smiled faintly. “Yeah. What do you need?”

He fished a handful of coins from his pocket, most of them too light. “Doesn’t take all of these,” he said. “It ate the last one.”

You put one of yours in, pressed the button, and the clatter of a soda can echoed like a small victory. You noticed there were some granola bars and got three of them as well, handing two and the soda can to the kid next to you. Dean’s face softened. He grabbed those, muttered, “Thanks,” and turned before you could say more.

After that, the distance between you started to shrink in small, quiet steps. You brought them food from the diner, said it was leftovers they could help you finish. Dean accepted half with suspicion and half relief. Sam lit up when you handed him a packet of fries. It wasn’t much, but for that hour, they were kids. They laughed. Sam spilled ketchup on the blanket and Dean yelled at him before grinning anyway. You told them a story about a raccoon that used to steal sandwiches from your window when you were in school, and Sam laughed so hard he hiccuped.

You learned quickly that Dean didn’t know what to do with adults who were kind without a reason. He kept checking the clock on the nightstand, glancing at the door as if the act alone would summon his father back.

You didn’t point it out. Instead, you reached for the crumpled napkin Sam had dropped, smoothing it flat on the table. “You two always travel this much?” you asked, pretending it was just conversation.

Dean shrugged. “Mostly.”

“Your dad’s in the area?”

“Working,” he said shortly, then added before immediately regretting, “He hunts. For his job.”

“Sounds tough,” you said.

He looked at you like you might laugh, like you might ask questions he didn’t want to answer. But you didn’t. You only smiled and said, “Sam told me he likes cartoons.”

Sam perked up. “I like Scooby-Doo! The one with the ghost pirates.”

Dean groaned. “We’ve watched that one a hundred times.”

“Because it’s the best,” Sam insisted.

“Pirates aren’t scary,” Dean argued.

“They have swords,” Sam said, affronted.

You grinned. “I don’t know, I’d be pretty scared if my sandwich got stolen by a ghost pirate.”

Sam laughed so hard he knocked over his drink. Dean sighed, grabbed the napkin, and mopped up the spill like someone used to it. His face softened, just a little, when you helped.

“Sorry,” you said lightly. “I was trying to make him laugh, not flood the room.”

“He does that,” Dean muttered, but there was a ghost of a smile tugging at his mouth.

For a while, it felt almost normal. Sam sat cross-legged on the floor, sorting the sugar packets you’d given him into a pile. Dean perched on the edge of the bed, one foot tapping the carpet. He looked his age when he wasn’t talking or frowning.

You saw his shoulders finally drop when Sam asked, “Can we go outside?”

He hesitated, eyes flicking toward the window. Then he nodded. “Okay. Just by the door.”

You followed them out into the bright afternoon. Sam ran ahead to chase the reflection of a bird in a puddle. Dean watched him the entire time, his jaw working like he was timing how long it would take to run if something went wrong.

“Hey,” you said gently. “You don’t have to keep track every second.”

“Yeah, I do.”

You didn’t argue. You only said, “Then maybe I can help you do it.”

That earned you a look. Not trust, not yet, but something quieter. A consideration.

There was a cracked basketball hoop by the parking lot, the net hanging in tatters. Dean found a half-flat ball under one of the cars. You took turns shooting, both terrible, both pretending not to care. Sam clapped every time you missed.

“You’re really bad,” he said between giggles.

You pointed at him. “You’re only saying that because you can’t reach the hoop.”

“I can too!” he said, running to grab the ball. He threw it with both hands. It bounced off the rim, hit the ground, and rolled into Dean’s foot.

Dean smirked. “See, Sammy? Needs more muscle.”

Sam puffed his cheeks and threw a small punch at Dean’s arm. You caught Dean’s quiet laugh, your own smile softening. You recognised this laugh, you'd always recognise this laugh.

The game turned into tag. Then into hide-and-seek. You joined in without thinking. Sam hid under the picnic table. Dean tried to act like he was too old for it but ended up crouching behind a vending machine and laughing when you found him anyway.

“You’re bad at hiding,” you teased.

“Not when it matters,” he said automatically, then caught himself. His smile faded for a second, the weight of too much habit creeping in.

You crouched beside him. “It doesn’t have to matter right now,” you said softly. “It’s just a game.”

Dean didn’t answer, but he didn’t move away either.

Later, when the sun began to lean west, you bought them ice cream from the diner freezer. The kind in plastic cups with wooden spoons. Sam licked the edge clean. Dean ate slower, serious about it.

“This is good,” he said after a moment.

You grinned. “Better than vending machine granola?”

“Way better,” Sam said with a full mouth.

Dean smiled, just barely. For the first time during the day not as a guardian, not as a big brother but as a kid who got to enjoy ice cream for no special reason.

The rest of the day felt like a breath you didn’t realize you’d been holding. Sam drew pictures on the motel notepad with a pencil stub you found in your bag. Dean wrote his name beside his brother’s, letters too sharp, too practiced. You told them about your favorite song on the radio. Sam told you about a dream where they lived in a house that never moved.

“You’d get bored,” Dean said.

Sam shook his head. “No. You’d get bored. I’d have a dog.”

You met Dean’s eyes. “Then you’d have a dog too,” you said.

He shrugged, but you saw it, that small glint of hope he’d forgotten how to hold.

As the light started to shift gold, Sam grew quieter, heavy-eyed. Dean sat cross-legged on the bed again, rubbing at his own little eyes.

“You should probably go,” he said, not looking at you. “Dad gets mad when people stick around.”

You nodded slowly. “I figured he might.”

“He’ll think you’re… I don’t know. Weird or something.”

You smiled a little. “That’s all right. I’ve been called worse.”

Dean’s mouth twitched. He was trying not to smile back. “You talk funny,” he said.

“I’m from far away.”

“Like California?”

“Farther.”

He thought about that, eyes drifting back to Sam, who was already dozing against the pillow with his new stuffed bear tucked under his chin. The sight softened something in his face. He nudged Sam’s shoulder gently to make sure he was breathing steady, then sat back.

“Do you have kids?” he asked suddenly.

You hesitated. “No. Just friends I worry about.”

He nodded like that made sense. “You’d be good at kids. I think if mom was here, she'd be like you.”

That hit you like a truck and you felt that familiar sting in your eyes. You cleared your throat. “That’s nice of you, Dean.”

He shrugged again. “Sam likes you. He doesn’t like most people.”

“Well, Sam still likes you more.”

That got a real smile. Quick, shy, gone almost as soon as it appeared. You could have sworn he wanted to ask you to stay but didn’t know how.

Instead he said, “If you want, you can have the chair. I’ll keep the light on till Dad’s back.”

You looked around the room, the cracked wallpaper, the twin beds, the curtain fluttering in the window, and felt something tighten in your chest. You didn’t belong here, but you didn’t want to walk away either. The urge to protect your best friends has always been strong but when they were just kids? Leaving them alone just didn't feel right.

“I’ll sit outside for a bit,” you said softly. “Right by the door. Just in case you need anything.”

He nodded, serious. “Okay.”

You stepped out into the cooling air and sat on the curb, arms wrapped loosely around your knees. Inside, you could see Dean through the half-drawn curtains, flipping the comic pages with care so he wouldn’t wake Sam. Every few minutes, he glanced toward the door, checking that you were still there.

You smiled at that, small and sad. A little boy shouldn’t have to be that watchful, but if your being here bought him a few hours of peace, it was worth every strange, cold, impossible minute.

The sky deepened to orange. Streetlights blinked awake one by one. You caught yourself whispering a quiet prayer to a universe that probably wasn’t listening. Let them have one quiet night. Let the morning be kind.

Then, from somewhere down the road, a car engine grumbled low and familiar. The sound made the hairs rise on your neck.

The Impala.

You saw its headlights sweep across the parking lot, the black paint flashing silver in the dusk. Dean’s small silhouette straightened behind the curtain. Sam stirred on the bed.

Your heart sank. You rose before you even thought about it. The calm was over.

John Winchester was home.

John’s eyes were on the curtain when he came in, but his hands were already scanning the room like he expected to find answers there. He stepped through the doorway and the first things he registered were small and precise. A napkin crumpled at the foot of the bed. A soda can dented and sticky in the trash. Sugar granules on the windowsill, faint and pink as if someone had been eating cotton candy. A shallow footprint in the dust by the door that was not Dean’s size. The vending machine button was stuck halfway in. He noticed the wrapper from the diner. He noticed the way the blanket was folded in a way that had not been done by a child.

His brain did what it always did. He made it about control. People in the dark were threats until proven otherwise. He had a life where leaving people to learn safety by fear meant they learned fast. He had convinced himself that the shape of discipline he used was necessary, “Who was in here?”

Dean’s voice wavered. “Dad, she helped when Sam fell.”

“You opened the door,” he said. His words were not loud, but they had edges. “You put him at risk.”

“I didn’t leave him,” Dean said. “Sam fell. She helped.”

John took a step forward. “You disobey. You pay attention. You do not bring strangers into this room.”

That was the line he always walked back to. He wanted to be a man of standards. He wanted to be the kind of father who could make his boys strong by not making them soft. In his head that had logic. In his life, you could not afford to be trusting.

Y/N was outside the door, she recognized that voice. Not because she had ever met John Winchester, not even because Dean would tell stories about the man's heroicism and Sam would clench his jaw in frustration at that. But because she recognized that voice from her own childhood, from when she would fall silent in order to not earn another hit. She recognized that voice from once yelling back, she recognized it from her own defiant gaze when the punches were aimed at her head as the man in front of her told her to look down.

You stepped in before the next sentence could become a strike.

John turned so fast the floorboards creaked under his boots. He hadn’t expected anyone else here. His voice dropped into that hard, dangerous quiet men use when they’re used to control. “Who the hell are you?”

You said your name. You said the rest in plain language. You told him you had been there when Sam tripped, how you had to press the napkin against his temple because Dean’s small hands couldn’t keep enough pressure, how you had bought a soda from the machine because the kid could not reach the slot, how you’d bought food because the boys hadn’t eaten since morning. You told him Dean had been trying to look older than a boy. Your voice was steady.

He listened, but his jaw was set. His voice came low. “You shouldn’t be here.”

“I was,” you said. “Because you were not.”

“That’s none of your business.”

“It became mine when a 7-year-old decided he wasn't a good brother because he wasn't tall enough!”

“They're my kids. Stay out of it.”

“All children are our children, sir! Except not even your own children are yours.”

John’s face darkened. “You don’t get to talk about my family. You don’t know what kind of life this is.”

“Oh, I know exactly what kind of life this is,” you snapped. “I know what kind of man teaches his son to stand still and take blame that isn’t his. I know that tone you just used. I grew up hearing it. If you need to break a kid to feel like a man, maybe you're not one after all!”

That got his attention. He turned fully toward you, a challenge already rising in his chest. “You think I wanted this for them? You think I like leaving them alone? I’m doing what I have to. They’re alive because of me.”

“They’re alive despite you,” you said. “And that’s the problem.”

Dean took a step back, eyes flicking between you both, fear and awe mixing in his face. Sam’s little fingers clutched the blanket tighter, seeing the two adults he's ever known at each other's throats like that.

John took a step closer, looming. “You don’t have the faintest idea what it takes to keep kids safe in this world.”

You met his stare without blinking. “Safety isn’t the same as silence. You’ve built your whole life around making sure these boys fear you more than they fear the monsters out there. That’s not parenting. That’s control.”

He stiffened, fury flooding the cracks in his face. “You think yelling at me helps? You think you can walk into my life for ten minutes and know better than me?”

You didn’t move. “I don’t have to know your life to know the sound of a child who flinches before you finish a sentence.”

That broke something in him, not enough to stop him, just enough to make his voice drop. “Dean needs to learn. He’s the oldest. He has to know better.”

“He’s seven,” you said, and the words came out like fire. “Seven, and you’ve already made him believe his worth depends on how little he needs. You’ve made him your second-in-command instead of your son. And you’re proud of that because you think it’s noble. It isn’t. It’s cruel.”

John stepped forward. “Watch your tone.”

“Or what?” you said, your voice low, trembling with restraint. “You’ll hit me too? Because hitting kids wasn't enough?”

The room went dead quiet. Dean froze. Sam’s breath hitched.

John didn’t move, but the shame in his eyes flickered, unsteady and raw. You took another step forward.

“I know men like you,” you said, voice tightening. “Good men, broken men, men who swear they’re doing their best. You love your sons so hard it turns into violence. You think the bruises on their hearts make them strong. But what they’ll remember isn’t your protection. It’s the way you made them small. It’s the way you made love feel like walking on glass.”

John’s voice cracked. “You don’t know what it’s like to bury someone you love and still have to keep going.”

Your voice softened, but not kindly. “No, I don’t. But I know what it’s like to survive someone who confuses pain for love. You, out of all people know how much pain there is out there, the least you can give your kids is a home that doesn't have it. They deserve better, John, and you still have time to be that.”

John’s shoulders dropped a little. The fight drained, replaced by something older, heavier. You thought he didn't even notice you knowing his name. He looked at Dean, who was still standing too close to Sam, too ready to take a blow meant for someone smaller.

You turned to the boy and crouched so you were eye level. “You did good,” you said softly. “You took care of him. You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Dean’s lip trembled. “Dad says–”

“Your dad’s scared,” you said gently. “He loves you a lot but he’s scared, and sometimes when we're scared we don't know what to do with it and we turn it into anger and call it strength. But it's not your duty to carry it, even when you love him.”

You cupped each of your boys’ cheeks with your hands as they looked at you with big, scared eyes, “You both are each other's greatest strengths, each other's best friends. Never forget that.”

John let out a long, uneven breath behind you. His voice, when it came again, was quieter. “You think I’m a monster.”

You turned toward him. “No. I think you’re a man who forgot what his kids sound like when they laugh.

“You don’t need to fix everything tonight. Just don’t make him scared of you when you walk through the door. That’s all I’m asking.”

For a moment, John didn’t speak. Then he muttered something under his breath, an apology that never quite formed, just dissolved into silence.

You didn’t stay to watch it. You brushed Dean’s shoulder gently as you passed. “You’re okay, sweetheart. Take care of your brother.”

Dean nodded, small and shaky, and whispered, “Thank you.”

As you left, you heard John slump back into the chair. You could only hope your little crash out worked but you didn't turn to see.

The first thing you saw when you opened your eyes was Dean’s face. Your Dean. Older Dean.

He looked like he hadn’t breathed in hours. His hand was still on your arm, thumb brushing absent circles over your skin like he’d been doing it without noticing.

“Hey,” you rasped.

His shoulders dropped in relief. “Hey yourself.” His voice was rough, almost unrecognizable. “You’ve been out for hours.”

You blinked, confused. The ceiling above you wasn’t a motel. It was stone and steel. The bunker.

Sam’s voice came from the table. “We found you outside. Right at the gate. You were lying in the dirt.”

“Outside?”

“Yeah,” Dean said, sitting back but not moving far. “We thought–” He stopped, shaking his head. “You scared the hell out of me.”

Your throat was dry. “I’m sorry. I don’t… I don’t remember how I got there.”

Sam exchanged a look with Dean but didn’t push. “You need rest.”

He left quietly, the door clicking shut behind him.

Dean stayed.

He didn’t speak again, didn’t ask questions, just sat there beside the bed. You could feel his gaze even when you pretended to sleep. It wasn’t suspicion. It was something softer, the kind of fear that if he blinked, you’d vanish again.

It was well past midnight when you finally got up. The bunker was quiet, the hall lights dimmed to a low hum. You walked barefoot, the cool floor grounding you as your head spun with what you remembered - or thought you did.

Sam’s door was cracked open. You stepped inside, quiet as a breath. He was asleep, sprawled on his side, face buried half in the pillow. For a moment, you just stood there, watching him. Older, taller, but still somehow the same boy who used to giggle when ice cream dripped down his hand.

You crouched beside the bed. A strand of his hair had fallen across his forehead. You brushed it back gently and froze.

There it was. A thin, almost invisible scar near his temple. A line only you would recognize.

Your hand hovered over it. You could still see the little boy crying, Dean fumbling with the napkin, you taking it from him to stop the swelling, teaching him how to do it right. The world tilted.

A quiet laugh slipped from your lips, shaky and full of disbelief. “Told you you were tougher than that,” you whispered.

You didn’t hear the footsteps behind you until it was too late.

Dean’s voice came from the doorway. “You’ve said that before.”

You turned sharply. He was standing there, barefoot, hair a mess, wearing a flannel that looked like he’d thrown it on just to come find you. His eyes were sharp but soft, searching.

“Couldn’t sleep,” you said.

“Yeah, me neither.” He nodded toward Sam. “You were checking on him?”

You hesitated. “Just… making sure he was okay.”

Dean stepped closer, his voice low but steady. “You said that before too.”

You frowned. “What?”

He stopped right in front of you now. “That same line. You told him that when he was a kid.”

Your breath caught, “I don't know what you're-”

Dean didn’t look confused. He looked like a man who had finally solved a puzzle that had haunted him for years.

“You lied,” he said quietly. “You remember what happened.”

You didn’t answer. Your throat was too tight.

He exhaled, almost a laugh, but it broke halfway through. “I used to think I’d made her up. The woman who helped me when Sam fell. The one who stayed till Dad came back. I told myself it was some kind of dream. A kid’s brain trying to make something ugly look better.” He paused, eyes locked on yours. “But it was you, wasn’t it?”

You didn’t look away this time. “Yes.”

The silence between you stretched. Neither of you moved.

Dean’s voice softened. “You were there.”

“I was,” you whispered.

“How?”

“I don’t know,” you said. “I was here. Then I wasn’t. And when I saw you…” Your voice cracked. “You were so small, Dean. Trying to be a man when you were barely old enough to tie your shoes. I couldn’t walk away.”

Dean’s jaw clenched, his eyes glassy. “You told him off. My dad.”

Your lips parted. “You remember that?”

“I remember everything.” His voice dropped. “You stood between him and me.”

You swallowed hard. “He was angry. You looked so scared.”

“I was.” His voice was almost a whisper. “But you weren’t.”

“I was,” you said quietly. “But I wasn’t gonna let him touch you.”

Dean’s breath hitched. He ran a hand down his face, laughing softly, painfully. “You know, I spent years trying to figure out why you felt so familiar. Every time I saw you, it was like déjà vu. Like I’d been waiting for you to walk in a room. I’d tell Sam, ‘I’ve seen her somewhere.’”

“I know,” you said.

His eyes found yours again. “Sunset Pines.”

You smiled faintly, tears gathering. “Yeah.”

Dean let out a shaky breath, his shoulders sagging. “That day… I kept it with me. All of it. The fries. The granola bars. You telling me I didn’t do anything wrong. That was the first time I ever believed it.”

“Good,” you whispered.

“You called me a sweetheart. I needed to hear that. That's when I started calling others that when they needed to hear it.”

At this point, you were very sure you had tears in your eyes. You remember his big green eyes looking up at you like you handed him the best present ever when you called him that.

“You got me a pie too,” He said, awed.

You chuckled, “That one you made up.”

He took a step closer, stopping only when you were almost touching. His voice lowered, unsteady. “You gave me a day that felt normal, good. I didn’t even know what that meant back then.”

Your eyes filled. “And you gave me one too.”

Dean smiled, a tired, broken thing. “Guess I really had seen you somewhere.”

Your laugh cracked through your tears. “Guess you had.”

He leaned in, his forehead resting gently against yours. “You saved me twice, Y/N. Once when I didn’t even know what saving was.”

Your voice was barely a breath. “You saved me too.”

“You'd make the best mom ever,” He said and you could have sworn a tear slipped down his cheek before he looked down.

After a moment of silence, you spoke, “I think I know why I went there.”

Dean’s ears perked and he looked up at you for answers.

“When I first met you, you and Sam were so different. Sam was such a gentleman, and he was so kind. I needed kind when I was so scared for my life.”

“I'm sorry-” He started.

“No, hey, no. I didn't say this to make you feel bad. I was just not used to kindness from men, if anything I had only seen their cruelty. So when Sam held me and softly told me that it was okay, I remember thinking that I’d love to meet the mother who raised him.”

Dean's eyes fell, an unspoken grief in them.

“And I think I finally did. You raised him well, Dean,” A gasp escaped his lips.

For a while, you stayed there in the quiet. Sam slept peacefully behind you, the faint sound of his breathing steady and calm. Dean’s thumb brushed over your cheek, grounding you in the moment.

And when you finally looked up at him again, you saw it in his eyes, the boy you’d met that day, and the man he’d become, both staring back at you like they’d been waiting for this to make sense.

And for the first time, it finally did.

[yetanotherreader]

bringing this one back coz this is soooo close to my heart 🫶🏼

[yetanotherreader]

Sam Winchester as a Girl Dad - Headcanon

Since I published Dean Winchester as a Girl Dad, I've been dying to publish this one. Feedback helps me stay motivated, I'd love if you left your opinions down in the comment section and/or reblog. Pleaseee.

He reads every book he can get his hands on before she’s even born - The Conscious Parent, Gentle Sleep Training, even one on toddler nutrition that you catch him annotating like it’s lore.

When you tease him about it, he smiles sheepishly and says, “Well, I figured someone should know what they’re doing.”

He’s there for every appointment, every late-night craving, every ache. If you so much as wince, he’s already Googling it - “just to be safe.” If you didn't yet, you learn quickly that Sam’s love is silent protection disguised as curiosity.

When she’s born, he goes very still. Doesn’t cry. Doesn’t speak. Probably doesn't even breathe. Just stares like the entire world suddenly condensed into seven pounds of purpose. Then, quietly, he says, “Hi, peanut. I’m your dad.” And for the first time in a long time, you see peace settle over him like a dawn light.

He’s the one who triple-checks the car seat installation. Who wakes up at every sound, even before you do.

Sometimes, in the half-dark, you catch him pacing with her against his chest, whispering, “You’re safe. You’re safe. You’re safe.” It isn’t for her, not really; it’s for him - the man who’s buried too many people, who’s waited for the world to take everything he loves. You stand in the doorway, watching his shoulders slowly loosen as the words start to sink in, until he finally believes them too.

When she gets older, he’s all warmth and patience. He lets her braid his hair while he reads to her from some book far too advanced for her age. She doesn’t understand half the words, but she likes the sound of his voice - calm, steady, home.

You come back one afternoon to find the kitchen a disaster, flour everywhere, Sam and your daughter baking cookies with the seriousness of a ritual. “It’s chemistry,” he insists, eyebrows dusted white, and she giggles so hard she snorts. You grab the camera. He pretends to hate it, but later you catch him saving the photo to his phone.

She takes after him - quiet, stubborn, kind, very sassy. The kind of child who observes first, speaks later. You often catch him watching her when she reads on her own, pride softening every edge in him. “She’s going to save the world,” he says like he means it, and he doesn't necessarily like that.

When she scrapes her knee, he doesn’t panic outwardly. You see his jaw clench like he's holding himself back from crowding he'd space. He crouches, gentle as ever, explaining, “It’s okay, see? You’re healing already. That’s what bodies do.” She nods solemnly, sniffing which you know pierces his heart.

He’s a talker, but when she’s upset, he learns when not to fill the silence. You’ve seen her fall apart in his arms and him just stay still, whispering into her hair, “You don’t have to figure it out tonight. I’ve got you. Dada’s not going anywhere”

And when she’s finally asleep, he sits on the edge of her bed for a while, just staring - still amazed that something this good was ever his.

You’re the only one who sees the way he softens when she says, “Dad, I need help.” He never hesitates. Never sighs. Just shows up. Always.

Sometimes, late at night, he’ll look at you and murmur, “I didn’t think I’d ever get to have this, not in a long time. A home. Her. You."

You smile into his shoulder. “Guess you do now.’

He exhales, long and quiet. “Yeah,” he says. “I'm glad it's with you.”

When she graduates, she gives her speech and thanks her “mom and dad, my two best friends.”

Sam laughs through tears - because for once, he doesn’t overthink. He just lets himself feel.

Later that night, when the house is quiet and the world is finally still, he reaches across the bed for your hand.

“Thank you,” he says softly.

You tilt your head, smiling. “For what?”

“For making me believe that I'm not doomed to lose everything I love.”

[alittlesmartcookie]

This is so perfect😭🥹🥰

[yetanotherreader]

girl dad sam is my religion

[yetanotherreader]

Dean Winchester as a Girl Dad - Headcanon

Because I will kms if i don't post this. It's very old and not beta'ed.

He learns how to swaddle because you taught him, but he keeps pretending he’s the expert when Sam visits. You just watch him from the couch, smiling – the same man who once stitched his own wound now whispering, “It’s okay, sweetheart, Daddy’s got you.”

He gets up for night feeds even when you say you’ll do it, half-asleep, grumbling, “Go back to bed, mama,” as he walks off with her tiny bundle pressed to his chest.

When he changes her onesie wrong-side-out for the third time, you don’t correct him because the look on his face when she coos at him is worth every mismatch.

You hear her giggle from the next room and peek in: Dean’s kneeling on the floor, wearing her toy tiara, narrating a monster-hunting bedtime story with sock puppets. You don’t interrupt. You just lean against the doorframe and breathe in that peace. 

Throughout your pregnancy, you were worried that a baby might bring distance between you both, maybe you'll have to go through postpartum alone. Call them old fears. But Dean breaks his back to be present for both you and your little girl. And maybe, just maybe he falls in love with you harder if that was even possible. He would thank you in surprises, dates and stolen kisses. Do all the chores, take care of her and you all by himself. Put Sam on the duty when he can't. Because he knows her laughter is made of both of you.

He calls out, “Sweetheart, come here!” and both you and your daughter answer in unison. Dean just grins, smug, “Guess I got the two best sweethearts in the world.”

When she scrapes her knee, he scoops her up like it’s the end of the world. You’re the calm one patching her up, and he’s the one pacing behind you muttering, “That’s too much blood.”

She once made you both breakfast, burned toast, syrup everywhere and Dean ate every bite like it was a Michelin meal. You just watched him trying not to gag and said, “You’re setting the bar too high for future men, Winchester.”

You and she share a secret glance every time he gives one of his exaggerated dad lectures, like: “If you even think about dating before you’re thirty…” It’s your shared ritual. You roll your eyes; she hides a smile. Dean pretends not to notice but softens anyway.

Doesn't mean Dean and her don't have rituals of their own. She takes after her dad when it comes to dessert. And gosh, you're tired of pies. They are not.

You’re the only one who can calm him when she storms off shouting, “You don’t understand me!” You touch his arm and he whispers with a dry laugh, “She’s just like you, sweetheart. And her uncle Sammy. All of the world's rebels are in my house.”

Each time she breaks down over a heartbreak, she goes to him first – and you watch from the doorway as he just holds her. Doesn’t fix it, doesn’t joke. Just holds her and murmurs, “I know, baby. I know.”

You wipe a tear before stepping in with pie, your hand brushing his shoulder – steady, grounding, “There's nothing pie can't fix!”

At night, he lies awake staring at the ceiling. “She’s growing up too damn fast,” he mutters. You curl closer. “That means we did good.” He hums, kisses your forehead. “We did great.”

When she graduates, Dean’s the loudest one clapping. You laugh when he wipes his eyes with his sleeve and mutters, “Damn allergies.”

Sometimes he looks at you across the dinner table, just the two of you again, and you can tell he’s seeing all of it at once – the sleepless nights, the first steps, the laughter echoing in hallways.

“Thank you,” he says one night out of nowhere. “For this life.”

gifs: https://pin.it/yrVnbVafK @carry-on-my-wayward-imagines (https://carry-on-my-wayward-imagines.tumblr.com/post/185533193031/dean-67-of-course-thanks-love/amp) - because Tumblr is being a little B and won't let me embed.

[starringrcll]

tears are free falling dawg

[yetanotherreader]

tears were free falling while writing this too

[yetanotherreader]

Dean Winchester as a Girl Dad - Headcanon

Because I will kms if i don't post this. It's very old and not beta'ed.

He learns how to swaddle because you taught him, but he keeps pretending he’s the expert when Sam visits. You just watch him from the couch, smiling – the same man who once stitched his own wound now whispering, “It’s okay, sweetheart, Daddy’s got you.”

He gets up for night feeds even when you say you’ll do it, half-asleep, grumbling, “Go back to bed, mama,” as he walks off with her tiny bundle pressed to his chest.

When he changes her onesie wrong-side-out for the third time, you don’t correct him because the look on his face when she coos at him is worth every mismatch.

You hear her giggle from the next room and peek in: Dean’s kneeling on the floor, wearing her toy tiara, narrating a monster-hunting bedtime story with sock puppets. You don’t interrupt. You just lean against the doorframe and breathe in that peace. 

Throughout your pregnancy, you were worried that a baby might bring distance between you both, maybe you'll have to go through postpartum alone. Call them old fears. But Dean breaks his back to be present for both you and your little girl. And maybe, just maybe he falls in love with you harder if that was even possible. He would thank you in surprises, dates and stolen kisses. Do all the chores, take care of her and you all by himself. Put Sam on the duty when he can't. Because he knows her laughter is made of both of you.

He calls out, “Sweetheart, come here!” and both you and your daughter answer in unison. Dean just grins, smug, “Guess I got the two best sweethearts in the world.”

When she scrapes her knee, he scoops her up like it’s the end of the world. You’re the calm one patching her up, and he’s the one pacing behind you muttering, “That’s too much blood.”

She once made you both breakfast, burned toast, syrup everywhere and Dean ate every bite like it was a Michelin meal. You just watched him trying not to gag and said, “You’re setting the bar too high for future men, Winchester.”

You and she share a secret glance every time he gives one of his exaggerated dad lectures, like: “If you even think about dating before you’re thirty…” It’s your shared ritual. You roll your eyes; she hides a smile. Dean pretends not to notice but softens anyway.

Doesn't mean Dean and her don't have rituals of their own. She takes after her dad when it comes to dessert. And gosh, you're tired of pies. They are not.

You’re the only one who can calm him when she storms off shouting, “You don’t understand me!” You touch his arm and he whispers with a dry laugh, “She’s just like you, sweetheart. And her uncle Sammy. All of the world's rebels are in my house.”

Each time she breaks down over a heartbreak, she goes to him first – and you watch from the doorway as he just holds her. Doesn’t fix it, doesn’t joke. Just holds her and murmurs, “I know, baby. I know.”

You wipe a tear before stepping in with pie, your hand brushing his shoulder – steady, grounding, “There's nothing pie can't fix!”

At night, he lies awake staring at the ceiling. “She’s growing up too damn fast,” he mutters. You curl closer. “That means we did good.” He hums, kisses your forehead. “We did great.”

When she graduates, Dean’s the loudest one clapping. You laugh when he wipes his eyes with his sleeve and mutters, “Damn allergies.”

Sometimes he looks at you across the dinner table, just the two of you again, and you can tell he’s seeing all of it at once – the sleepless nights, the first steps, the laughter echoing in hallways.

“Thank you,” he says one night out of nowhere. “For this life.”

gifs: https://pin.it/yrVnbVafK @carry-on-my-wayward-imagines (https://carry-on-my-wayward-imagines.tumblr.com/post/185533193031/dean-67-of-course-thanks-love/amp) - because Tumblr is being a little B and won't let me embed.

[alittlesmartcookie]

I’m not crying 😭🥰🥺 it’s allergies I swear🥹🥹🥹

[yetanotherreader]

ok dean calm down

[yetanotherreader]

Sam Winchester as a Girl Dad - Headcanon

Since I published Dean Winchester as a Girl Dad, I've been dying to publish this one. Feedback helps me stay motivated, I'd love if you left your opinions down in the comment section and/or reblog. Pleaseee.

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He reads every book he can get his hands on before she’s even born - The Conscious Parent, Gentle Sleep Training, even one on toddler nutrition that you catch him annotating like it’s lore.

When you tease him about it, he smiles sheepishly and says, “Well, I figured someone should know what they’re doing.”

He’s there for every appointment, every late-night craving, every ache. If you so much as wince, he’s already Googling it - “just to be safe.” If you didn't yet, you learn quickly that Sam’s love is silent protection disguised as curiosity.

When she’s born, he goes very still. Doesn’t cry. Doesn’t speak. Probably doesn't even breathe. Just stares like the entire world suddenly condensed into seven pounds of purpose. Then, quietly, he says, “Hi, peanut. I’m your dad.” And for the first time in a long time, you see peace settle over him like a dawn light.

He’s the one who triple-checks the car seat installation. Who wakes up at every sound, even before you do.

Sometimes, in the half-dark, you catch him pacing with her against his chest, whispering, “You’re safe. You’re safe. You’re safe.” It isn’t for her, not really; it’s for him - the man who’s buried too many people, who’s waited for the world to take everything he loves. You stand in the doorway, watching his shoulders slowly loosen as the words start to sink in, until he finally believes them too.

When she gets older, he’s all warmth and patience. He lets her braid his hair while he reads to her from some book far too advanced for her age. She doesn’t understand half the words, but she likes the sound of his voice - calm, steady, home.

You come back one afternoon to find the kitchen a disaster, flour everywhere, Sam and your daughter baking cookies with the seriousness of a ritual. “It’s chemistry,” he insists, eyebrows dusted white, and she giggles so hard she snorts. You grab the camera. He pretends to hate it, but later you catch him saving the photo to his phone.

She takes after him - quiet, stubborn, kind, very sassy. The kind of child who observes first, speaks later. You often catch him watching her when she reads on her own, pride softening every edge in him. “She’s going to save the world,” he says like he means it, and he doesn't necessarily like that.

When she scrapes her knee, he doesn’t panic outwardly. You see his jaw clench like he's holding himself back from crowding he'd space. He crouches, gentle as ever, explaining, “It’s okay, see? You’re healing already. That’s what bodies do.” She nods solemnly, sniffing which you know pierces his heart.

He’s a talker, but when she’s upset, he learns when not to fill the silence. You’ve seen her fall apart in his arms and him just stay still, whispering into her hair, “You don’t have to figure it out tonight. I’ve got you. Dada’s not going anywhere”

And when she’s finally asleep, he sits on the edge of her bed for a while, just staring - still amazed that something this good was ever his.

You’re the only one who sees the way he softens when she says, “Dad, I need help.” He never hesitates. Never sighs. Just shows up. Always.

Sometimes, late at night, he’ll look at you and murmur, “I didn’t think I’d ever get to have this, not in a long time. A home. Her. You."

You smile into his shoulder. “Guess you do now.’

He exhales, long and quiet. “Yeah,” he says. “I'm glad it's with you.”

When she graduates, she gives her speech and thanks her “mom and dad, my two best friends.”

Sam laughs through tears - because for once, he doesn’t overthink. He just lets himself feel.

Later that night, when the house is quiet and the world is finally still, he reaches across the bed for your hand.

“Thank you,” he says softly.

You tilt your head, smiling. “For what?”

“For making me believe that I'm not doomed to lose everything I love.”

[yetanotherreader]

Dean Winchester as a Girl Dad - Headcanon

Because I will kms if i don't post this. It's very old and not beta'ed.

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He learns how to swaddle because you taught him, but he keeps pretending he’s the expert when Sam visits. You just watch him from the couch, smiling – the same man who once stitched his own wound now whispering, “It’s okay, sweetheart, Daddy’s got you.”

He gets up for night feeds even when you say you’ll do it, half-asleep, grumbling, “Go back to bed, mama,” as he walks off with her tiny bundle pressed to his chest.

When he changes her onesie wrong-side-out for the third time, you don’t correct him because the look on his face when she coos at him is worth every mismatch.

You hear her giggle from the next room and peek in: Dean’s kneeling on the floor, wearing her toy tiara, narrating a monster-hunting bedtime story with sock puppets. You don’t interrupt. You just lean against the doorframe and breathe in that peace. 

Throughout your pregnancy, you were worried that a baby might bring distance between you both, maybe you'll have to go through postpartum alone. Call them old fears. But Dean breaks his back to be present for both you and your little girl. And maybe, just maybe he falls in love with you harder if that was even possible. He would thank you in surprises, dates and stolen kisses. Do all the chores, take care of her and you all by himself. Put Sam on the duty when he can't. Because he knows her laughter is made of both of you.

He calls out, “Sweetheart, come here!” and both you and your daughter answer in unison. Dean just grins, smug, “Guess I got the two best sweethearts in the world.”

When she scrapes her knee, he scoops her up like it’s the end of the world. You’re the calm one patching her up, and he’s the one pacing behind you muttering, “That’s too much blood.”

She once made you both breakfast, burned toast, syrup everywhere and Dean ate every bite like it was a Michelin meal. You just watched him trying not to gag and said, “You’re setting the bar too high for future men, Winchester.”

You and she share a secret glance every time he gives one of his exaggerated dad lectures, like: “If you even think about dating before you’re thirty…” It’s your shared ritual. You roll your eyes; she hides a smile. Dean pretends not to notice but softens anyway.

Doesn't mean Dean and her don't have rituals of their own. She takes after her dad when it comes to dessert. And gosh, you're tired of pies. They are not.

You’re the only one who can calm him when she storms off shouting, “You don’t understand me!” You touch his arm and he whispers with a dry laugh, “She’s just like you, sweetheart. And her uncle Sammy. All of the world's rebels are in my house.”

Each time she breaks down over a heartbreak, she goes to him first – and you watch from the doorway as he just holds her. Doesn’t fix it, doesn’t joke. Just holds her and murmurs, “I know, baby. I know.”

You wipe a tear before stepping in with pie, your hand brushing his shoulder – steady, grounding, “There's nothing pie can't fix!”

At night, he lies awake staring at the ceiling. “She’s growing up too damn fast,” he mutters. You curl closer. “That means we did good.” He hums, kisses your forehead. “We did great.”

When she graduates, Dean’s the loudest one clapping. You laugh when he wipes his eyes with his sleeve and mutters, “Damn allergies.”

Sometimes he looks at you across the dinner table, just the two of you again, and you can tell he’s seeing all of it at once – the sleepless nights, the first steps, the laughter echoing in hallways.

“Thank you,” he says one night out of nowhere. “For this life.”

gifs: https://pin.it/yrVnbVafK @carry-on-my-wayward-imagines (https://carry-on-my-wayward-imagines.tumblr.com/post/185533193031/dean-67-of-course-thanks-love/amp) - because Tumblr is being a little B and won't let me embed.

[yetanotherreader]

Can I get tagged on Useful? Your story is so good!

That story is on hold for a while, but I'm writing newer pieces of work. Please let me know if you'd be interested in being tagged in those.

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[yetanotherreader]

Hi. Do you have a Supernatural tag list that I could be added to? I love your writing!

This is probably too late for that, but I'm starting a new taglist. Lemme know if you'd like to be added to it. Have written a couple of new pieces. 😃

That includes others. Please let me know if you'd like to be in the new taglist for Supernatural Fics. Primarily Dean x Reader but I'll always be open to writing Sam x Reader, Dean x Sam (Brothers), TFW, and other supernatural characters. Romantically, I will mostly write reader inserts on Dean and Sam. Castiel upon request too.

Speaking of,

Requests open. :)

[yetanotherreader]

Oo maybe like an end verse dean x fem reader. Before the damage that has been done reader and dean were married and living the apple pie life. But they got separated as the apocalypse (or wtv it is) came

As years pass deans the leader of the group and one day when he’s out in the forest with some partners he hears a girl crying and goes up to the woman, but it’s actually reader his wife who’s been missing and thought was dead

Ooooo I do love endverse stories. When I'm doing nothing else, I'm thinking about endverse dean. When I'm doing something, i'm still thinking about endverse dean. I actually just posted an imagine set in the endverse.

Your requests sounds interesting, i might just give it a shot. Stay tuned!

[yetanotherreader]

Imagine getting zapped into the Endverse (French Mistake x Endverse AU)

One moment you are just an office going girl juggling brand revenues, social life and Dean Winchester fanfictions together, and next you're in a place that tastes like rot. Except, you never travelled there.

You come to with dirt in your mouth. The smell is smoke, gasoline, and something metallic underneath. Your lungs burn when you try to breathe.

Everything looks stripped. The trees are black bones. The road nearby is broken, littered with tire husks and the carcass of a sign that once said something human.

You push yourself up and almost vomit. The world tilts like a bad dream.

A sound cuts through the ringing in your ears. The solid click of a gun being readied.

“Don’t move.”

You stop breathing.

It can't be. The voice. The one your mind shouldn’t recognize because this isn’t possible. You turn your head a little, slow enough not to spook whoever’s behind you.

He steps into view.

Dean Winchester.

Only this isn’t the man who cracked jokes between hunts or smiled like he was trying not to. This one looks stripped down to function. Cold eyes. Chapped lips. Hands steady on the gun. Barrel to your head. Your eyes may as well have been out of their sockets.

He looks like he’s already buried everyone he ever cared about and decided not to do it again. Not the burying, the caring.

“Who are you?”

Your throat dries up. If you tell him the truth, you’ll sound insane. You know endverse Dean, he doesn't keep insane around. You barely understand it yourself. You remember your bed, your room, your life, and then… the light. The tearing sound. The fall.

You swallow. “No one.”

His jaw ticks. “Try again.”

You meet his eyes then, because fear isn’t going to help you. “I’m not infected.” You show your hands. “I don’t have anything. No bites, no cuts. Just–” You shake your head, tears prickling at your eyes. “Please, I don’t even know where I am.”

He watches you too long. You can tell he’s searching for a tell, a twitch, a lie. The silence between you sharpens.

He takes a step closer. The muzzle almost grazes your chest.

“People don’t just ‘end up’ here,” he says. “You alone?”

“Yes.”

“From where?”

You hesitate. One wrong answer could end this before it begins. He’d pull the trigger without flinching. You can see that in him.

So you force your voice steady. “North. I think.”

“You think.”

“I walked for hours before I saw anyone.”

It’s thin, but it’s plausible. His eyes narrow. Then, slowly, the gun lowers. Not much. Just enough to show he hasn’t decided what you are yet.

“Camp’s down the road,” he mutters. “You’ll come in for screening.”

Screening. Right. More guns. More questions. Maybe worse. But it’s better than dying here in the dust.

You nod once. “Okay.”

He gestures with the barrel. “Move.”

You start walking, the dirt crunching under your shoes. He follows close, the sound of his boots steady behind you. You look around, there's nothing but ruins. Seeing it on the screen was one thing, but the fear that clutches you in this moment is palpable. You're in the end. The world has ended, and you are there. And this is not your world. Where's your world? Where are your parents, your family, friends, workplace? And why is this man out of your phone wallpaper? Or, are you the one who crossed the phone wallpaper? With each moment, the realisation of what just happened dawns upon you and confuses you even further.

After a few minutes, he stops in his tracks as you hear him speak again. “You shouldn’t have made it this far alone.”

You don’t look back, the fake steadiness in your voice too obvious, “I didn’t plan to.”

He studies you for a second too long, like there’s something in your voice he almost recognizes. Then it’s gone.

“If you’re lying, I’ll know. And when I do, I don’t promise it’ll be quick."

You gulp down the very prominent fear that's on your face right now. You thank god that you're not facing him. Fuck.

When you finally see the gates of the camp through the haze, you realise he never asked your name.

And you never offered it. Perhaps the end of the world doesn't care about names.

You were french-mistake’d to Dean Winchester. Somehow. The deadliest version of him. The Endverse. And in this version, there's no Sam to save anyone from him.

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[yetanotherreader]

Dean x Reader Fic Recs Please!!

Now that I'm officially back in the fandom, I am again looking for some delicious, heartbreaking, heart healing, angsty, fluffy everything under sky-y Dean fic recommendations. I'd love you so much if you guys could drop your favourite fics down here! I'd love to read some long form content but everything works!

Oh, I've also written a looooong one shot called Seen You Somewhere. Just posted that yesterday. Do check it out.

What I like:

- Endverse. My knees are jelly for endverse dean, my daddy issues call for endverse dean, my trauma NEEDS endverse dean. So yeah, endverse dean x reader, yes please!

- MOC!Dean. Once again, I think we've established that I need some angst to function in life. I have a major case of i-can-fix-him syndrome, and an even bigger want for somebody like dean winchester falling for me.

- Early season dean my beloved. Dean in his late 20s is what has kept me breathing (and wet). I live for my boys on the road. Joining them? Yes ma'am!

- AUs. Almost all AUs except teen dean, school dean, freshly out of the teens dean. I think I'm just too old now. I used to dig those back when I was active. I like me some rough around the edges dean AUs. I love soulmate AUs. French Mistake is one of my top tropes.

- Jensen fics duh! Preferably from the SPN timeline because I'm just that obsessed with him from then.

- Everything really. I think i love all Deans. Please drop your favourite fics from the last 5 years. Pleaseeeee.

[yetanotherreader]

happy birthday to the love of my life 💞❤️

im so happy to have found this show and this man. i owe dean winchester so much for keeping me going in few of the scariest moments of my life. thank you, dean, for being my knight in flannel shirt when i needed a friend and family. i love you so much. you may not come on our screens anymore but you're still keeping me going and all i have for you is love and respect. you're a fighter and you inspire me so much. life's shown you its ugliest days but here you were, still fighting, still going. thank you for not giving up even when you felt like it. and thank you jensen ackles for bringing him to life. happy birthday once again, dean. you have so many people who love you and look up to you. and thank you for raising my other best friend so good as well, sammy is who he is all because of you. i hope you're proud of yourself for raising such an incredible human being like sam and for being an inspiration to so many people. also i love your perky nipples lol. 💞❤️