Sheep Sheep Sheep.. Its Time For Sleep..

Sammy Lawrence • He/It/Ink/[REDACTED] • Fictionkin NPD • BPD

[yourlocalcomposer]

Hello there, I am Samuel ‘Sammy’ E. Lawrence.

Welcome to my sanctuary (Full intro below ‘more’

I use He/It/Ink/[REDACTED] mainly •

Transmasc - Agender - Xenogender •

Homosexual - Autosexual - Aromantic •

Sammy Lawrence Fictionkin •

I have NPD, BPD, and SZPD •

I also switch between saying ‘Sammy Lawrence’ and ‘me’ when referring to Sammy Lawrence (I’m just conflicted on which to use sometimes-)

I can’t force myself to make an actual DNI list so I’ll just block •

I will say I’m iffy on the following (still allowed to interact freely I’m just somewhat uncomfortable because of being Sammy Lawrence-) :

Roleplay blogs that include me •

Sammy Lawrence x OC/Self shippers •

Susie Campbell x Sammy Lawrence shippers •

—————- Once again, I’m only uncomfortable about these, it’s not a DNI so don’t worry about being blocked /gen

Tagging (They’re named after songs that (sometimes) relate to me (or Norman for one-):

‘#🎶: Composer Struggles’ [Fictionkin venting/complaining]

‘#🎵: Can I get an Amen?’ [Writing]

‘#🖋️: Sheep Sheep’ [Memes]

‘#🪓: Sammy Jam’ [Fictionkin memories]

‘#🎥🎶: Projections’ [Normmy/Prophetionist (Probably spelled wrong sorry)]

‘#🪕:Instruments of Cyanide’ [Reblogs]

‘#✒️⚫️: Art of Darkness’ [Drawings]

[ More to be added ]

[yourlocalcomposer]

Happy 9th anniversary of BATIM

going to drink 9 gallons of ink

[aita-blorbos]

aita for turning all my employees into ink monsters?

i, joey drew-

AITA?

YTA

NTA

JAH

NAH

ESH

INFO

Voting ended onSep 4, 2025

[yourlocalcomposer]

B3NDY title reveal(Spoilers just in case? Idk spoilers also in tags)

Ok ok so title of the 3rd (and final it seems) mainline Bendy game was revealed and I have 2 thoughts about it:

1: Oh my god Bendy and the Ink Factory is such a cool name??

2: Going off the name and it being the final mainline game it’s probably gonna relate to stopping one of the main issues at the source, relating to the ink in the studio (explaining the name, similar to how the Ink Machine in the first game is important and directly relating to the Ink Machine) (My wording is probably weird I swear I know what I’m trying to say-)

[johndearest]

brah whats his problem🤦🤦🤦

[yourlocalcomposer]

I wish I could curl up next to Norman to sleep but, I can’t…

[yourlocalcomposer]

i cant reblog the post directly, but i am not a fan of mr drew. the stuff he put us through was. Not great, to say the least

i am curious about how you feel, if you're comfortable gettin into that (/nf)

-🔑 (i dont want anyone i know irl to see me sending this lol i hope thats ok ToT)

(Bit worried that I had accidentally messed with some setting that messes with reblogs but I’ll check tomorrow)

I’m not fully sure how to explain it but, I can give a basic outline of my feelings towards him;

My more, ‘main’ feeling per say, is hate. I remember killing so many of my co-workers all because of him, the attention..it was..a very effective way to get me to listen to him. Basically he manipulated me and I can’t let that go, ever.

Yet, probably as a result, I also can’t make myself hate him at the same time. I needed that attention, I still do, even if it destroys me again. Hell maybe that’s part of (my) reason for worshipping Bendy, attention from someone with more power than me.

It’s ~3 AM for me so my thoughts may be a bit weird to understand but that’s a short version until I can (possibly) make an actual thing about what I remember

(Don’t worry it’s fine! I understand /gen)

[devildarlindumbass]

Reposted from here because I simply had to

[yourlocalcomposer]

Hello,

guess who returned to the bendy series-

Now, I’m curious about something

Fictionkins with kintype(s) from the bendy series: How do you feel about Joey Drew?

Personally I have very..conflicted feelings

[yourlocalcomposer]

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME IN DREAMS COME TO LIFE-

The ironic(?) thing is, I looked closest to the ‘Dreams Come to Life Animation’ version on Youtube-

[devildarlindumbass]

What is this guy's problem

[yourlocalcomposer]

It him!! The projectionist!!

I accidentally forgot about this for a few days -

I do not know how to draw humanoid characters well so forgive me for weird anatomy(I know his other arm isn’t visible I didn’t feel like drawing it-)

[yourlocalcomposer]

I am about to make a huge mistake drawing like this because I usually use an outline but this is (mostly) without a guide on where to draw-

[yourlocalcomposer]

More recently I’ve realized something, I don’t exactly *hate* Joey Drew.

However the reason for that I hate

( Mentions of toxic (work) relationship (I guess? I’m assuming it is toxic? ) below )

I didn’t hate him because I wanted his attention.

I needed his attention.

Its all because I was treated as a favorite, the attention given to me was because I was his favorite employee (at least seemingly)

However, in the end, that ended up being a terrible thing

(Somewhat vague because that’s all I fully know as of now)

[yourlocalcomposer]

Is this meme still relevant- /rh (or /rt because I don’t know which is usually used for rhetorical questions aaaa-)

I have the updated employee handbook so I could actually make BATIM bacon soup (though I don’t like onions and celery(I’ve never even eaten celery I think-) so who knows)