꒰ა alexis ໒꒱

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[z5mbiegrlz]

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I'm so sorry to share this tragic news - Lex has sadly passed away. I just found out from her parents about 20 minutes ago and I'm still processing it through. They mentioned she left a suicide note, but they threw it away, which is deeply concerning to me. (it was probably about them)

Lex and I have been best friends since we were six years old, and I know she would never want anyone to hurt themselves because of her. She was struggling with something, and I wish she had felt comfortable opening up to me about it.

I'll be managing Lex's social media accounts going forward, so please feel free to reach out to me there if you have any questions or want to share memories of her. This is an incredibly difficult time, but I know Lex would want us to support each other through this. )): I’m so so so sorry guys i can’t even type this properly my whole body is shaking & i can barely think straight.

(This is @l8verson btw)

@meerkatzthings @hrts4urmum @sturnioloshacker @rockstrsjay

[z5mbiegrlz]

what is a random song that alex actually liked that you wouldn’t of guessed she did? 😭 this probably makes no sense

dw it does!!

she liked this song.. 😭😭

[z5mbiegrlz]

how are you doing Jules?

I’m doing alright ig, still in shock about everything.

her siblings texted me earlier saying that lex’s parents don’t even care :/ (fucking psychos)

[z5mbiegrlz]

trying to lighten the mood. what was lex’s favorite the cure song??

I’m pretty sure it was “Just Like Heaven” <33

[z5mbiegrlz]

what were alex’s favorite songs?

i don’t know her top favorite songs but i do know some of her favorites were..

[z5mbiegrlz]

does kimmy know?):

yeah she said she wants to keep her profile picture the same forever even if she’s gone :(( she’s not taking it well at all but i don’t blame her of course i don’t expect anyone to take news like that well

[z5mbiegrlz]

i’ve been listening to her playlist all day its the only way im able to cope :(

same:( well not exactly i have been listening to her favorite beatles songs all day specially something

guys just a reminder im totally fine with you guys putting stuff in her inbox we’re all going through the same feelings and it might help talking about it

[z5mbiegrlz]

it’s so crazy to me that such monsters had such a wonderful, loving, kind daughter. i miss lex so bad she really was perfect she cared so much about everyone and i feel so bad that i couldn’t do the same

her parents didn’t deserve to have such a wonderful daughter like lexy :(

[z5mbiegrlz]

im so lost for words jules my poor lexy bear she never deserved anyone i can’t believe she’s gone i can’t stop shaking

i know adrian i know please dm me my love we can talk about it :((

[z5mbiegrlz]

oh my god i don’t even know what to say about anything of this but you’re so right her parents are fucking psychos like throwing away yours daughter suicide note??? that’s insane it most definitely mentioned them in it i just know it i mean for so long alex has hated her parents saying they’re crazy which i didn’t believe her at first until a week of knowing her because when i came over at her place her parents immediately started SCREAMING at her just cause she dropped a PLASTIC plate?? fucking psychos

yeah they’re fucking monsters i hope they’re happy that they made such a sweet person k!ll themselves im hoping they go to jail or something because this is crazy i can’t even imagine some of the things lex had to go through that she didn’t tell us

[z5mbiegrlz]

https://www.tumblr.com/z5mbiegrlz/761708876995362816/guys-im-so-exhausted-i-dont-know-what-im-doing

why haven’t you told anyone that you’re depressed? :( im really going to miss you

idrk tbh i don’t really like talking about my problems

[z5mbiegrlz]

guys im so exhausted i don’t know what im doing with my life, i’ve officially decided to quit tumblr. social media has been ruining my mental health and its been bringing me back into a depression episode, im sorry. i’ve also been super busy with college and im just so tired of everything i really want to end it all (ifykyk im not going to go into details) but also i don’t.. i don’t really know anymore and i don’t know if im going to be coming back. i love you all so much x

[z5mbiegrlz]

[z5mbiegrlz]

https://www.tumblr.com/z5mbiegrlz/761700632373641216/are-you-okay-alex-youve-havent-responded-to-me

oh my god? why :(

my mental health has been getting really bad lately & i’ve been getting really tired of social media sorry idrk how to explain it

[cleopatragirlie]

𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐞 𝐀𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐚 𝐢𝐧 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐞'𝐬 '𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐞' (𝟏𝟗𝟔𝟔)

[z5mbiegrlz]

[z5mbiegrlz]

are you okay alex you’ve haven’t responded to me since yesterday ?

-🧪 anon

yeahh im fine ig just family problems and i haven’t been feeling the greatest but tbh i’ve been considering deleting my tumblr account