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Of all the things Ougi was grateful for, the fact that she was still able to bike around was definitely high up on the list, to her the feeling of the wind in her hair was one of lifeâs few pleasures. She enjoyed it so much that, on occasion sheâd imagine that she was flying, only to very quickly realize that she was imagining with her eyes closed, which wasnât the best idea when traveling as fast as an old bike could go.
Usually, she recovered without any problems, but there are exceptions to every rule, of course.
âHeads up!â She called out to the unsuspecting pedestrian, as she swerved to avoid him, slamming her foot to the floor and skidding to a halt.
âWhew.â She wiped her brow with her sleeve, before turning to her would-be human crash mat. âAfter a stunt like that, I feel like shouting somebodyâs name. I donât suppose youâre called âTetsuoâ? Or âKanedaâ?â
   What kind of person could ride a bike with such a disregard for others? Concern for strangers would have been the first thing on his mind if he took to the streets in a vehicle. Even something as simple as a bike comes with quite a hefty responsibility.    While recovering from his surprise (or lack thereof), he couldnât help but notice she had used her feet to brake, which in some capacity managed to bother him. So much so that he took another few moments after she spoke to him to ponder the best method of calling her out on it.
    âThatâs one hell of a way to ruin your shoes. I have no idea what sort of guy you take me for, but Iâm no Tits-Oh or Canada.â He grumbled this all with a frown. âItâs Eren. I am, I mean. Is that even your bike? You should really try to use the brake more. And, you know, not nearly slam into people.â
cursedwithfluff:
  Honestly, Nanachi never really bothered meeting most of her new neighbors, figuring that the majority of this cityâs residents were weirdos and freaks anyways. Not that she wasnât one herself, but no need in trying to get closer to people that most likely will only cause her trouble. Thus she hadnât even noticed that some new guy ended up occupying another room in the shabby motel, not too far away from her own room. That is, until one day, returning from buying snacks, she caught a glimpse of this creepy guy peeking at her from the other end of the hallway.
    ââŠ. Nnaaa!!â Seeing his creepy eyes staring at her kinda reminded her of some ghost or zombie, and for some seconds it actually frightened Nanachi. Funnily enough though, that guy appeared to be more scared of her than she was of him. âNnaa⊠donât stare at me like that, it freaks me outâŠâ
   Easier said than done. When faced with something that completely defied his expectations he had no other method of coping besides a stupefied stare. With his mind racing in a hundred different directions, he managed to widen the door some more and take a more honest peek. In doing so, he only made it worse on the fluffy one in front of him.
    â......â    Nothing to say, nothing to do. At a complete loss for words, itâs the faint scent in the air which he can only assume is hers that gives him some reason to talk like a normal person might.     âYouâve got such big ears.â In a way, they were surprisingly cute. But he wasnât about to admit that. âThe talking sheep here are one thing, but youâre a far cry from a chatty animal. Are -- were you human?â
bruises & battlewounds. [closed]
aikonotoska:
A small gasp left her as the cold towel was pressed to her backâ a blessing if she ever felt one. The fire that seemed to be raging and burning her skin up was put to rest, her eyes opening a bit more as the coldness jolted her awake. As per his instruction, Aiko took deeper breaths and sighed in relief as the cold towel was pressed here and there, likely wiping off blood new and old. It wasnât nearly cold enough to numb the pain, but she took what she got.
It was when her bandages were tugged that a new sharp pain surfacedâ the scabs had grown attached to the gauze, and some were taken off with the bandaging. Aiko managed to suppress most of her whines, mostly used to the pain, but also not wanting to cause more trouble. It was the mention of alcohol that caused Aiko to tense up more, her legs drawing closer to her chest. As soon as she felt the first sharp sting, she bit down on a finger.
Tiny whimpers echoed against the tiled bathroom floors and walls, some of the wounds worse than others. She could smell the alcohol and blood and it made her dizzyâ the pain making it hard for her to stay awake rather than passing outâ but Aiko held through. Hopefully next time she could take care of the wounds sooner, and thing wouldnât be so rough. Most of the pain dissipated into a muffled ache by the time her wounds were redressed, a sigh of relief leaving her. It was when the stranger said he was done that nervousness began to trickle back in.
Trying not to move the new bandaging too much, Aiko pulled her dress but up from around her waist, zipping it up halfway on the side before giving up. She was too tired and, with her experience, it might be a futile gesture anyway. Nervously she chewed on her bottom lip, looking down at the bite marks she put on her finger. Her voice was clearer now, more awake after the pain subsided.
âW⊠what do you want from meâŠ?â
    â...Where the hell did you get that impression from?â He rebuked her almost immediately. His pause was only there due to his initial surprise, which was quickly replaced with a dry annoyance at the fact that she just up and assumed he was doing this out of anything other than a sense of obligation.
    âListen, if I wanted anything from you -- it would probably be for you to take better care of yourself. Just looking at the way your body was all beaten up turned my stomach over a couple of times. You seem pretty delicate, so donât take on more than you can handle.â    Brushing the dirt off himself, he stood up and adjusted his hair, which had managed to make a mess of itself as he had cleaned her up. His hands stank of alcohol and were, in all likelihood, dirtier than he could see in this darkness. He regret touching his face so much, but he couldnât help it -- heâd wash his hands later, for now he offered her one to help her up and off the ground so she didnât fall over in her fever.
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   As tempted as he was to go exploring outside of his room, he had reason to keep himself locked up. Outside was a sea of untested waters full of stranger things than just strangers. He had spotted something covered entirely in fur, and at first had thought it to be simply an animal, perhap someoneâs pet, before he caught a better look and was proven otherwise. Since then, he had had his back against the door, weakly slumped against it.    Before long, the image in his head had become almost violent. There was no longer a pet, there was only a beast. In place of soft fur, there was a matted coat. Instead of bunny ears, they were now pointed and hound-like. He imagined dagger teeth and poison stingers and -- wait, that couldnât be right.    He couldâve kicked himself for getting so far ahead of himself. To set this right, there was no choice but to stare that thing in the face and recognize it without his initial perception clouding his thoughts. Opening the door, he peaked outside, only to see it -- her? -- just a ways away, facing his direction.    His voice shook.
    âHe...llo there, neighbor.â
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   There was so much to digest he didnât know where to start. For once, there was an overwhelming amount of things to do as opposed to just having a handful of end goals to focus on. He supposed that, like with anything, the best way to get a head start was to grab a book and study it. While directing himself towards a library, his head was filled with thoughts of his days training, enough to the point that it served to distract him from the modernity of this city.    Soon enough, he found himself passing through an odd door that seemed to open of its own accord. He hardly had any time to breathe before passing through a metal arch and causing it to beep loudly. Jumping, his eyes caught onto what must have been a librarian, and quickly he scrambled to right himself, speaking up nervously.
    âIâm gonna need some books. Lots of books.â
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aikonotoska:
Was she being comforted by him in some strange way? Aikoâs brows knit together at the others words, but didnât have the energy to question it. This stranger was⊠strangely kind for how serious he seemed to be. It was weird. She⊠almost wasnât used to it. Still, there was nothing more she could do, just watching the other mill around for the first aid kit. Her breath slowed a bit. Staying still helped.
She watched as the stranger walked behind her, before dropping her head again. Everything felt hazy now, her adrenaline kicking in and numbing the pain slightly. Exhaustion was beginning to creep in when the other spoke up. Aiko couldnât help her heart race a bit more, hands clenching slightlyâ but it made sense. With a shaky breath, Aiko reached to her right side, undoing a small button and unzippering the top of her dress. It was hard to get the strap over her head, but finally the top half of her dress pooled at her waist.
It felt strange showing these wounds to anyone but him but at this point Aiko was desperate. The wounds needed to be cleaned and patched up again, and it was hard to reach on her back. Even her stitches were crusted with blood, bruises peppering her shoulders and around the gashes.
âSâokâŠâ Her voice was weak, eyes starting to droop closed. She was so tired. âM⊠AikoâŠâ
    âI have no idea what youâre saying, just so you know.â He only said this to have something to say, otherwise he would have been dead silent. âThereâs blood everywhere. No wonder youâre falling over. Hey, do me a favor and take a really deep breath. Canât keep them shallow while Iâm doing this. Youâre gonna want to feel awake.â
   At least, thatâs what he thought. Whatever was coming out of his mouth now was really just strung together with no tact whatsoever. It wasnât very often he had to do something like this for someone, much less a girl. Hell, if it was a guy heâd be having a much easier time. But given the circumstances he was almost glad to have someone this small to focus on and take his mind off the sheer absurdity of the setting, if only for a moment.    With no clue where to even begin, he supposed it would be best to clean it all off first. This began with a cold towel to her back -- hopefully waking her up a touch -- and ended with the very same towel being stained red (he hoped no one planned on using this thing later). In the middle of doing that he had torn off her bandages and gently cleaned up the areas that had the most damaged, amazed at just how bruised one little girl could get.
    âIâd be surprised, if I wasnât so...â Horrified? He shuddered to think what had happened to her, but judging from her demeanor he didnât think she would answered even if he asked. âIâm gonna use the alcohol, now.â
   Meaning, this was gonna burn quite a bit. He had a gut feeling she was used to the pain by now. The color of the bruises and areas around each cut werenât young. It had to have matured over some period of time, and he couldnât imagine how tough it must have been just to walk. That she even got down the stairs was a grand feat all on its own.    He applied a fresh, alcohol-soaked towel to the most at-risk areas with very hurried movements before taking a deep whiff and immediately regretting it. His nose flared from the burning smell, but he had enough sense left in him to properly wrap the wounds -- which upon closer inspection had some very amateur stitches in them -- with bandages. With hope in his heart that he hadnât screwed something up along the way, he pulled himself back away, the mental image of his father finally fading away from his mind.
   âAll right.â He said this with a peppiness otherwise foreign to him. âI think itâs done. You can, uh, put your clothes back on.â
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aikonotoska:
The first question that came to Aikoâs mind was âwhat does he want from meâ. It was normal, people always wanted something in return, no act of kindness would ever go unpaid. But she was in no mood or condition to do anything, despite the others insistingâ maybe he would let it slide or, or let her repay him later. All Aiko knew was that if she didnât get help now, she would likely pass out and end up at an actual hospital. At least this guy wasnât asking any questions about how she ended up the way she did.
Begrudgingly Aiko nodded, her fake smile dropping quickly. Pain made her comply. Walking slowly, Aikoâs hand dragged against the drywall that lead into the bathroom, a small cough leaving her lips. Even if all he did was put water on it, anything was better than nothing.
The tiles were harder to walk on, but the ceramic sinks felt so good on the palms of her hands. Her entire body felt like it was burning up with a fever. It was terrible. Why did she stop taking the aspirin? Leaning against one of the off-white and stained sinks, Aiko breathed heavily, legs wobbling beneath her. She couldnât stand anymoreâ the pain on her back was too much, and as gently as she could, Aiko slid down to sit on the floor. The tiles felt cool on her calves and thighs beneath the skirt of her dress.
âSorryâŠâ Why was she apologizing? It⊠just felt right.
   âWhat the hell are you apologizing for? Youâve done nothing in the past minute youâve been here to warrant it. Feeling bad for falling over?â He couldnât blame her for that much, she looked awful enough to warrant it. âDonât be. In fact, this just makes things easier. Hold on.â
   Truth be told, he wasnât quite sure what he was going to do. He knew something had to be done, but the details were something he could figure out in the near future. But for now he was only able to spout some assuring words while searching around for a convenient solution to this.    He found exactly what he was looking for labelled in clear red letters âFIRST AID EMERGENCY KITâ in a container attached to the wall. Upon opening it up the rest came to him quickly. Anyone knew the basics of first aid in the military. Not that it mattered much given the circumstances, but all the same in any sort of accident these matters were of the utmost importance. Eren especially felt the need to live up to the standards his father had set being an almost heroic doctor in what was once his hometown.    Slumping next to the girl, he gave her a quick once over before finally deciding to speak up once more.
    âI -- I think youâll need to take off your top. From what I can tell, youâre pretty screwed up all over there. Hard to do that while youâve got a dress on. Iâd say sorry, but Iâd feel like a hypocrite after getting on your ass about it earlier. ...Sorry.â
   It really did just feel right to say it.
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aikonotoska:
Why did everything feel so hot? The only source of coolness was from the wall, pressed against her shoulder and temple, but it didnât last long. She felt too hot, too dizzy, nauseous. Werenât the wounds supposed to be better? Maybe skipping on taking the aspirin was a bad ideaâ she had gone so many weeks with taking a handful every day, and the pain of the wound was really sinking in now. This was bad, she needed water, cold water, and her aspirin. Where did she put it again?
The sound of anotherâs voice startled Aiko from her haze of pain, head snapping up to look at the other. Her heart stuttered for a momentâ the black short hair, put-off expression, deeper voice⊠For a second she thought it was him. But He was gone now, and living, of course he wouldnât be here. Still, Aiko remained tensed and ready to run back to her room at any given moment, if that was even possible for her.
Sweat beaded at Aikoâs temple, gently falling down her jawline. If she wasnât leaning on the wall, she would have probably fallen. Using the drywall as support, she tried to put on her best smile, but she was never good at faking them. Her breaths came in short, pained pants as she responded, trying to talk as clearly as possible.
âCanât see a doctorâŠâ Aiko swallowed thickly, tongue feeling like cotton taking up her whole mouth. âUmâ excuse me⊠I have to go to the bathrâmâŠâÂ
    âYeah, my dad would kill me if he saw me let a wounded girl go off on her own.â
   While he didnât quite insist on it to begin with -- though he would have very much liked to! -- the more he thought about it, the less tolerant he became for phony smiles and self-destructive behavior (himself the exception). He could spot one from a mile away and it made him sick. Something about it just rubbed him the wrong way. He didnât like it. Even if it were a stranger with a strange face and stranger problems, something had to be done.
    âUh. Come here.â He said this while pointing to the bathroom entrance, himself stepping inside the doorway. âIâll be your doctor for tonight. Canât let my dad roll in the grave because I didnât wanna fix someone up. Iâm sure itâs something that can be remedied. Probably. Anyway, come on.â
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aikonotoska:
Despite being in heaven, a place where everything was supposedly perfect (it wasnât) and angels roamed (sheep did instead), Aiko realized that her new home still had itâs ups and downs. She knew it certainly felt better than when she was alive, but the wounds she carried throughout her travels in Japan remained. They were no longer as infected as they were beforeâ which was a relief, Aiko knew that if she hadnât taken her own life a blood infection would have gotten her soon thereafter⊠But still, the gashes beneath now dirty gauze were starting to throb again, angry and red. She needed to clean them again, and the only sinks were publicly used.
So she waited until night, when less people would roam the hallways of the Moonpie Motel, and headed toward the bathrooms. She knew the wounds were still trying to scab and scar and likely fused to the gauze in the processâ taking it off would be painful. She felt like crying. Why did there have to be pain here too? Perhaps she was being ungratefulâ the wounds were healing faster than before but⊠Aiko simply wanted them gone. Heading down the stairs, her tongue rubbed between two teeth, in the gap where one was lost due to her step-mother. Her eye was still red too, but less angry, now.Â
âMmmâŠâ She felt dizzy, and leaned against a wall a few feet away from the entrance of the bathrooms. There was nobody around soâ it would be okay. It was okay to have her hair tied and leave the wounds to cool in the night air. It would be easier to clean. She just⊠needed a little time to rest before getting there, to make the dizziness go awayâŠ
   He didnât feel very awake. There was a certain part of him that didnât really even want to recognize the possibility he wasnât just dreaming. It took up enough of his mind that he had said spare few words since his awakening, and what might have otherwise been a very violent reaction was otherwise stifled by the sheer hilarity of it all. After all, it was hard to be aggressive when you were surrounded by locations almost entirely named with an alliteration.    Still, there was some comfort to be found. The place he had found himself shacked up in wasnât exactly rundown, but it wasnât pristine, either. The walls were thin, his patience thinner. He took the time then to live up to the job heâd be given, if only for a spare few moments. He watched a waterbug sputter through the bathroom door before crushing it under his feet and kicking it into some corner. His silhouette would become clearly from this angle, which he held for a few seconds before letting himself sigh.    The feeling of someone elseâs presence made him stiff up immediately. He nearly whipped his head around before thinking better of himself. No need to make conversation, just head inside the bathrooms and no one would have any chance to bother him--
  --Or so he thought.   A quick glance in the dim light showed a much more awful picture than heâd initially expected. From the glum look on her face to the way it clearly pained her to even stand, the damage on her body was about the realest thing heâd seen so far. It sobered him up, to say the least.
    âHey.â He said this entirely unsure of himself. âYou look like hell. Thinking about going to a doctor anytime soon?â
   This was either a dream or a very cruel joke. One of the two. He hardly knew what hit him before coming to in an unknown room to a damn sheep giving him his mail. He could hardly believe it when the first time heâd ever been personally addressed this way was from a barn animal. It didnât take him long to start denying the reality right in front of him. Could you blame him?    By the time he had figured out the name of the location he awoke in, he was practically seething. This was just about the biggest farce heâd been a part of in the entirety of his life. The only way to really settle in was to accept the absurdity of it all. Before long, he had shut himself up into his room and resolved to go into the outside world too many times to count. His neighbors must have thought he was a maniac.    Eventually, he came out. It took a nap and an overwhelming sense of hunger to do it, but he did. All caution could be damned in the face when there wasnât anything in his room to eat. He was counting on there being a kitchen somewhere in the building, otherwise he was gonna have a tough time of it.
   He came out of his room yawning and surprisingly forgetting to lock the door behind him. Whatever there was in there wasnât as concerning as getting some food in his stomach. He found himself standing centered in the hallway with a very puzzled expression, no idea where to go even if he was certain there was a kitchen around. Not wanting to make himself any more of a fool than he already was, he asked the nearest person by for directions as curtly as he could manage.
    âYou, uh, know where the kitchen is? Iâm so starved I could eat my own leg.â
   Um... I guess an RP ad to start off? Just like for a starter. No cap.
I look inside myself and see my heart is black I see my red door, I must have it painted black Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue I could not foresee this thing happening to you If I look hard enough into the setting sun My love will laugh with me before the morning comes
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