Evgenia

Nickname: Zhenya 🤍Pronouns: they/them🤍bi 🤍 profilepicture is from pinterest

[infinityuserboxes]

[gnomebud]

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[light-daintyyy]

[banshee-xoxo]

tbh it IS for attention I want everyone to be concerned about me for once

[lucyatthegym-again]

I'm literally so bad at having an ed lol

Genuinely how do I keep losing and gaining?

I put the eating into eating disorder

[80calstrawberries]

My aesthetic once I reach my goal weight

[the4n4juggalo]

so you want a coach?

tw: mentions of dubious consent

fine, if you want to put yourself in harms way i can't stop you, let this post be a warning.

a lot of you guys think that sending nudes is special

"im willing to send nude bodychecks so its ok!"

no, it's not

they won't be satiated with that

nude bodychecks are something that is demanded multiple times a week. some coaches dont even care for nudes because in reality they're waiting for you to fuck up, because then they have a reason to punish you.

90% of the time, this will be harming or humiliating yourself in a sexual way. slowly they'll push, making these punishments more extreme and sometimes even more public

and now you feel bound to this person because they have multiple naked pictures of you at their discretion

you try to say no and back away

"but you'll spiral"

"sorry, i thought you cared about being skinny"

your weight loss isn't their main priority

a person with an ed is vulnerable, so they use that vulnerability to make you tied to them send them sexual things as a form of punishment

and in return they watch you lose your curves and slowly become even more attracted to you as you start to look more and more like a child

running this blog has made me come across people like that. constantly. it's the same formula every god damn time

but if you being skinny is really worth sacrificing your entire identity, then go ahead

- anon

[ainsworthy]

doing it for my 8yo self who is still waiting for her turn to be beautiful 🤍

[c0ll4rb0nes66]

[winters-angel]

Oh well 🎀⭐️

[evilmeetsioana]

And you don't know how long I could stare into your picture

and wish that it was me

[honeym00nheart]

Fall thinspᡣ𐭩

[stvrlightttze]

Like a scratch record…

[manic-t-boy]

If you put other people down just because you’re insecure, you don’t deserve to let 4n4 help you

[dietange1]

“We will reach our gw this month” GIRL WE BEEN SAYING THIS EVERY MONTH PLS😭

[unepetitpeu]

🌟ving yourself for a boy is icky but the thought of being so small he could pick me up like i weigh nothing, pull me into his lap, carry me when my feet hurt, drag my chair closer with ease, and that i would drown in his hoodies is so sweet to me

[ev1lilminx]

i know the day i hit my goal weight, everyone will like me, someone will fall madly in love with me, all my dreams will come true and life will be bearable again

[nonathenymph]

Being a fashion girly but not being skinny enough for the type of clothes I want to wear is one of the biggest struggles