Zoe Quinn

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Brennan isn't sure why he is so nervous because Zoe is usually the one person in the world he doesn't feel like this around. She's kind, gentle, and is the most lovable person that he's come to know of yet. He follows Zoe's lead as she takes his hand and leads him to her bedroom. It's not the first time he's been up there but this time the intentions are different to anything they've done in the past. Brennan's hand cups Zoe's face as she leans in and kisses him softly. "You don't need to over-think anything with me. I don't want you to think that you need to be perfect or that I'm going to be perfect in return either. We're new to this side of things. It's going to be messy, a little chaotic in places, but it's also the next level to our relationship." Brennan's thumb caresses over the girl's cheek as she mentions she's been watching porn to learn different moves and positions they could possibly test out and see if they like. He blushes at the thought of it. "I'm not going to be as fast or as rough at those guys this first time." Brennan knows the best way is to test out what works and doesn't. "Kiss me then, I want to kiss you right back." With that, he leans forward and deepens the kiss between them. His fingers roam over the girl's bare shoulders knowing their clothes need to come off soon. "Shall we help each other take off each others clothes?"

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Zoe smiled at Brennans words, she knew she didn't have to be nervous around him, but him comfirming that made her feel much better about it. She kissed him again and nodded her head pulling away as he asked if they should take each others clothes off. " Yeah that's a good idea" she said blushing a bit as she started pulling his shirt off. But it was a little awkward and clumsy, especially when she was struggling getting the t shirt off over his head, it was kind of stuck and Zoe made a face as Brennan had to kind of fix it and take it off himself. " that's some really stubborn t shirt" she said and giggled awkwardly, her cheecks flushed looking like two big red christmas balls.

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It was like a complete halo was over Brennan's head once Zoe opened the door and saw him standing there, with flowers in his hand and that angelic smile looking up at her. Zoe's face lightened up seeing the flowers, that was so sweet of him, he was so caring and thoughtful and always made her feel so appreciated and cared for. And as he mentioned her looking extra beautiful tonight was just enough to make her want to make a victory scream, he noticed her extra effort, what a guy, a gay that actually noticed, what more could she ask for?

"Thank you, Brennan.... you look extra alluring tonight as well, I must admit" She responded to his compliment, feeling her cheeks flush a little underneath her makeup. As he handed her the flowers, her smile widened as she took them from him and slowly smelled them, taking in the fresh aroma of them." Thank you, they are gorgeous," She said taking the flowers as she walked back into the apartment, letting him in to follow her as she found a vase to put the flowers in. She loved both his flower type and color choice, he knew her so well, she'd never really had a favorite type of flowers, but still Brennan was able to pick something that she instantly loved looking at, she could stare at them flowers for hours.

As they entered the living room, Brennan seemed a little awkward, something most definitely brought up by nerves, and Zoe knew exactly the feeling, she was nervous too, and when he asked her, she was not shy about telling him at all, opening up to Brennan and being completely honest about her feelings with him came unbelievably naturally, she wasn't sure if it was just him, or it was them, but either way, admitting she was nervous was not hard at all. " Yeah, I'm nervous as shit" She admitted to him" How do we even start? " She said and giggled nervously.

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Brennan didn't know if it was right or not for him to bring anything. Coming over to Zoe's with the intention of sleeping together seemed like a fuck boy move - even though it's what they had planned out to the date. Still, Brennan couldn't go with nothing. Zoe needed some gift from him. He'd noticed how she gone and looked extra pretty for him tonight too which was sweet. She didn't really need to do anything though. She was gorgeous with or without make-up.

He smiled as she mentioned that he also looked great tonight too. Brennan had brought a new outfit for the occasion, had groomed himself on his face and body, and covered his body in a nice scent. He didn't know what to expect or what she would expect from him. The most ideal version of himself seemed the best to give to Zoe. Brennan watched as Zoe took the flowers from him, smelled them, and walked into the house to find a vase to put all the flowers into. He'd spent a while at the florist trying to pick out the perfect bunch. He knew which flowers were Zoe's favourites and the colours which she always seemed drawn too whenever they went out somewhere. The bunch of flowers was beautiful - just like Zoe.

He didn't get nervous around Zoe that much nowadays but knowing what was going to happen between them both tonight had his heart racing inside his chest and his palms sweating. He secretly wiped his hands against his jeans - not wanting them to feel all gross. A laugh escaped from him."Why are you asking me like I'm some natural at taking a girl to bed? Your my first too, remember?" Brennan didn't have a clue. This was new for him too. Zoe's giggles were relaxing him. He didn't need to be too serious. Tonight was supposed to be fun for the both of them.

If Zoe wanted him - she would want him in his most natural state. Brennan's hand reached down and took Zoe's into his own. His thumb lightly caressing over Zoe's. "Shall we go up to your room and see what happens from there?"

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"I like the way you think" Zoe says and nods with a soft smile as she took Brennan's hand and led him to her bedroom. She closed the door and smiled over at Brennan. She looked at him, looking into his eyes before pulling him close and kissing him softly. " You know, I think I've been overthinking this all day, and I've been feeling kind of stressed about it, but now that you're here...its like you have this way of just soothing me so effortlessly...and...I already planned like...moves and possitions id watch..." She whispered as if someone else could possibly hear her" porn" She blushed when she said it" but now i just...i dont want to plan ....i just want to kiss you..." she said and leaned in kissing him again.

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Brennan didn't feel the slightest bit embarrassed about still being a virgin at this age. He just hadn't felt that romantic connection with anybody before Zoe. Sex was an important level in being intimate with someone and he hadn't want to give his body over just anybody. He wanted his first time to be special and not something that he would look back on in the future with regrets. He knew too many people that had regretted giving themselves over to someone who didn't deserve it at the time. Of course the whole talk about sex made him nervous too. What even with Zoe who he adored and loved deeply if he didn't deliver? Brennan didn't want to let Zoe down. Brennan was also not the most confident person in a room. He doubted himself - maybe too much sometimes.

Conversations were important and coming to a decision to make the next step together instead of waiting and waiting. It seemed like the most ideal situation for the both of them. Zoe was a planner and Brennan could do his research and make sure he could walk into the bedroom prepared for whatever was to come. It all started from one handsy night on Zoe's couch when the both of them got a bit bold. Brennan knew that his body was starting to want Zoe like that too. She was the most beautiful woman that he'd ever seen in his life. How couldn't he want to take things further between them both? Saturday was the night. The night everything would go ahead.

He could feel his nerves building and his anxiety running through his veins from the moment that he woke up in the morning until the second he arrived outside of Zoe's apartment and knocked his fist against her door. He wouldn't come back out this apartment tonight. Brennan was at Zoe's with the intention of sharing their first time. Maybe it was a bit much but he brought flowers with him too. He didn't know if that's something that people did but he wanted to Zoe feel appreciate by him.

Brennan's face lit up in a smile as his girlfriend welcomed him into a hug that he reciprocated straight away before she let go again. He pulled back to walk inside her apartment but look quickly over his shoulder as he noticed Zoe's make up and hair all done gorgeously. "You look amazing by the way. You always do but tonight - especially." He turned his whole body to face Zoe's again as he offered the bouquet of red and pink flowers to the girls hands. "Here, those are all for you."

Brennan's hand dove into his pockets as he awkwardly shuffled from foot to foot. "So, are you as nervous as I'm feeling right now or?"

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It was like a complete halo was over Brennan's head once Zoe opened the door and saw him standing there, with flowers in his hand and that angelic smile looking up at her. Zoe's face lightened up seeing the flowers, that was so sweet of him, he was so caring and thoughtful and always made her feel so appreciated and cared for. And as he mentioned her looking extra beautiful tonight was just enough to make her want to make a victory scream, he noticed her extra effort, what a guy, a gay that actually noticed, what more could she ask for?

"Thank you, Brennan.... you look extra alluring tonight as well, I must admit" She responded to his compliment, feeling her cheeks flush a little underneath her makeup. As he handed her the flowers, her smile widened as she took them from him and slowly smelled them, taking in the fresh aroma of them." Thank you, they are gorgeous," She said taking the flowers as she walked back into the apartment, letting him in to follow her as she found a vase to put the flowers in. She loved both his flower type and color choice, he knew her so well, she'd never really had a favorite type of flowers, but still Brennan was able to pick something that she instantly loved looking at, she could stare at them flowers for hours.

As they entered the living room, Brennan seemed a little awkward, something most definitely brought up by nerves, and Zoe knew exactly the feeling, she was nervous too, and when he asked her, she was not shy about telling him at all, opening up to Brennan and being completely honest about her feelings with him came unbelievably naturally, she wasn't sure if it was just him, or it was them, but either way, admitting she was nervous was not hard at all. " Yeah, I'm nervous as shit" She admitted to him" How do we even start? " She said and giggled nervously.

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Zoe had always been a little insecure about being a virgin still at her age, she was embarrassed and sometimes it made her feel like she was less than everyone who was her age and already had had sex. That's why, when Brendan admitted to her that he was a virgin, relieve washed over her and she had no problem telling him that she was too. Being with Brenan was really something special for Zoe. She had never really wanted to have sex, well, she had wanted it physically, but emotionally she never felt ready...until she met Brendan, with him something just clicked and everything fit, she was ready for him, both body and soul. But even though she was ready, it didn't make her any less nervous.

They had been dating for a couple of months now without having sex, and they were both feeling ready to take it further. Zoe loved how they were open and talked about everything, it all just felt so comfortable and natural with Brendan. So one day, when they were making out on the couch and they both got a little to handsy, Zoe made the bold move to ask if he felt ready to have sex with her, and he said yes, which was perfect, but since Zoe was a planner and didn't like doing things on a whim, she suggested they'd do it Saturday, so they'd have time to prepare and such. When Saturday approached, Zoe was feeling more nervous than ever. She had bought the perfect sexy lingery for Brenan, but now she wasn't even sure if hed like it. He'd never seen her fully naked before, what if he didn't like the way she looked? what if she had no idea what to do when it came to it? what if she couldn't please him? All these doubts and questions just cirkled around in her mind as she went and cleaned her apartment before she started baking to calm her nerves.She took a long time in the shower, shaving everything everywhere and she took a very long time to pick an outfit to wear over her sexy lingery and she swore she made a record in how long time she spent putting her make up on and doing her hair. And then.... then the moment she had been waiting for all day arrived, Brennan was there, on the other side of the door, waiting for her to open it. She cleared her throat nervously before opening the door and smiling brightly seeing her handsome boyfriend standing there with an adorable smile on his face. " Hey, come on in" she said as she hugged him and then moved to the side so he could walk inside.

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​Brennan thanked Zoe as she handed him a hand and cheese sandwich to eat with a lemonade. “Thank you, babe.” He took a bite from his sandwich before looking back at the girl next to him. “How’d you feel about me calling you babe or baby?”

Zoe smiled at the generic pet name, she liked it, she’d thought it was adorable when couples called each other that and she loved hearing him say it. “I like it very much...babe”

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Brennan didn’t know which option to pick. All of the sandwiches looked good enough to eat. Zoe’s selection was amazing. “Hm, I’m feeling ham and cheese, I think. Could you pass me a lemonade too?”

“ Yes sir” she said cheerfully and handed him the ham and cheese sandwich and grabbed a lemonade for him as well” Here you go Mr” 

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His arms wrapped around the girl’s smaller frame as she embraced him tightly and hugged him. Brennan wasn’t use to someone wanting to make him sandwiches and go on a date with him. Zoe planning this whole thing out made his heart happier than he wanted to admit out loud. “You put in all this trouble for me?” It was adorable. “It looks tasty! What options did you make?” “No not for you, for me, I’m hungry” she joked playfully as she picked up two sandwiches and a bottle of lemonade from the basked” We have ham and cheese, and peanut butter and jelly, which do you want?”

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