Zxicxs♥

| Soaring among the Unicorns |

[zxicxs]

I dont think it's possible to live this long while being dead

[yms1]

what doesn't kill you makes you stay on tumblr for 13 years and counting

[limboismyheaven]

Why do people never hear it when you clearly as possible state that you’re at the end of your rope? If I say i want to die, don’t Tell me to try harder, holy goddamn shit

[zxicxs]

Who would i be without me?

[thememedaddy]

[tree-whispering]

everybody say happy birthday pumpkin

[zxicxs]

Healing from the aftermath of destruction,

It itch, pulsing with a constant ache.

Sutured along the veins.

Every movement comes with a sting.

How did it get this bad?

[zxicxs]

I miss this. I dont mind reliving this because it feels like its the only thing

[zxicxs]

They say respect needs to be earn. They say treat others the way you want to be treated.

Have I not treat others nice enough? Did I not respect others enough? Or am I just not deserving of any?

[zxicxs]

2023; i am still not enough. I am still just a scapefuckinggoat

[zxicxs]

Sometimes I wish I was rape to validate the pain and shame I feel. I've been violated so many times. I've been groomed. I've been used. I just wish they just break me entirely so I don't have to pick myself up anymore.

I want out haha

[zxicxs]

Rape doesnt validate anything. It doesnt. It fucking doesnt.

[ins-0-maniac]

I dont see the point in my own existence

[the-queen-of-sorrows]

What I hate most about wanting to kill myself is that I am too much of a coward to go through with it.

[from-books-with-love]

“So please, I ask: incinerate me. Let the sky be my open grave.”

— Ada Limon, Bright Dead Things.

[theimperiumchronicles]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

"I am destroying myself so other people can't," she said, "and it's the worst kind of control but it's the only form I know."

— (via sofijasofia)

[nicostiel]

❄️ Grooving 🕸️

[ariapmdeol]

hey so tumblr just added this thing (community labels) and by default ALL these category filters are set to remove anything labelled with these from your feed entirely (not just blurred).

Please remember to go into your settings and adjust them to what you prefer! if you're under 18, you won't be able to adjust them as they are set to Hide until you turn 18

this is what it looks like in settings (i have everything set to Show, the default is Hidden)

[godivaghoul]

for me and my fellow risqué artist I'm boosting this!

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]