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the moon is pearl aqua in japan today. jonghyun is the moon now, watching over us. (source)

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blue night radio ♡ 170401 translation: cosmicsticks theme of the show today: you have to be happy even without me.

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[+2,832, -32] It’s cold today, dress warmly on your way to heaven. You worked hard.

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jonghyun: is there anyone, from our blue night family, that is crying alone?

not crying of pity, but asking, “why am i living like this?” is there anyone that is feeling uselessly sentimental and guilty?

don’t be like that. i hope you think those bitter days of crying alone are the most beautiful days of your life. you’ll realize with time that your life is actually, pretty alright. i promise you. i’ll write you a guarantee!

the most beautiful thing in the world is right now, this moment, you. don’t ever forget.

today’s closing song is boohwal’s “friend, do you know? (친구야, 너는 아니?). until now, it has been blue night, this is jonghyun.

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blue night radio ♡ 160411 jonghyun: i think “i miss you” is such a good phrase. it’s said often between lovers, but also with friends as well. “hey, i miss you~” or “i’ve been so busy, i want to have a drink with you. i miss you~.” it’s a phrase that you can say comfortably and, perhaps, it might be one of the easiest phrases someone can say to deliver how much they think about or long for another person. sometimes there are things you cannot say because you feel embarrssed. “i miss you” doesn’t feel like too much of a burden to say, and you can still convey your heart (by saying it). (source: thatcoolcatmeow)

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(151018) @jonghyun.948: double repeat i was hyappyy ᆞ yu workyed hyard i love you. (source: sylvinie89) he actually uploaded the same video… twice. according to thatcoolcatmeow he’s at the wrap party for his concert series, he’s happy and everyone worked well. he made… a lot of typos in the caption for his first upload, the only thing coming out correctly being: “i love you”. the caption on the second upload said only that.

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jonghyun emulated the best of things and growing up with him was such an endearing and special experience that i always knew would only be between us two and for him to have that connection with so many other people is so beautiful yes i am sad but reading through old blue night posts and hearing his voice… im feeling a lot of things a lot of love a lot of appreciation… he was so charming and relatable but could word himself so eloquently when he wanted to god he sent us so much goodness and peace from his heart i hope hes found some for himself too

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한숨 (breathe) - lee hi composed by: kim jonghyun + wefreaky lyrics by: kim jonghyun arranged by: philtre (planet shiver) translation by: @ikon0t7 take a deep breath; so that either side of your heart becomes numb. exhale one more time. until you feel the slightest of pain; it’s alright if you feel so full of air; that you feel, nothing’s left inside you anymore. no one’s blaming you. it’s alright ot make mistakes sometimes. it happens to the best of us. the words, “it’s okay” - they may be nothing but words, but isn’t there a day that i can, do something about somebody’s sigh? that deep breath of sorrow. i can’t understand your innermost thoughts; but that’s okay. i’ll take you in my embrace. i’ll take you in my embrace. to others, your sigh may seem like one of tiredness, but i know that you spent an entire day so different that the smallest breathe is hard to breathe. don’t think of that any longer; take a deep breath. but, isn’t there a way that i can do something about somebody’s sigh? that deep breath of sorrow; i can’t understand your innermost thoughts. but that’s okay. i’ll take you into my embrace. you’ve done so well.

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some jonghyun moments i never want to forget

standing up for lgbt students and minorities at large by amplifying their voices, but doing so respectfully (dec 2013)

reflecting on his appreciation for hero movies… ‘i have to protect my world’ (mar 2013)

receiving boxes of listerine after a joke comparing his deja-boo suit colors to listerine flavors went viral, during base promotions (feb 2015)

comforting a fan who was self-conscious about her name with a handwritten note at a shinee fansign (may 2015)

going to comfort a crying key during shinee’s concert at tokyo dome, but ending up crying himself (early 2015)

speaking playfully with a male listener on blue night radio (may 2015)

mentioning his gratitude for fans and listeners in creating a safe space with blue night radio (july 2015)

discussing his conversation with taemin about “gender roles, prejudices and negative views about artists, etc.” when writing pretty boy for taemin ft. kai on blue night radio (aug 2015)

personally supporting radio guest baek young ok on blue night radio in her efforts to bring sanitary pads to low-income girls (mar 2017)

there are so many more moments to include but i wanted to hold onto these for sure. jonghyun, you were a celebrity like no other. i cant imagine a world without you. i wish you’d gotten to known how many hearts and minds you touched with your voice, your songwriting, and just by being yourself.

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experience key’s (now infamous) instagram post in it’s full subbed glory. (source: shinelikeoxygen)

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Jonghyun was one of the most thoughtful artists I’ve ever followed. His support for the lgbt community and his advocacy for mental health has been a beacon of hope in an industry that denies both. I can’t even put in words how much he will be missed and how much this hurts.

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blue night radio ♡ 170327 translation: fantaemsie

(to a listener’s message) jonghyun: when your tears are falling just let them shed. i wish you’ll think of it as if that weight inside your heart is getting out of your body drop by drop, like that.

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blue night radio ♡ 170403 source: cosmicsticks jonghyun: i try not to say things that i don’t mean. we’ll really meet again (someday). (…) blue night, i am jonghyun …, it was awkward at first but i got used to it. now that familiarity is ending. (…) i really thought about how i should do the last ending. i’ll do it like i usually do but, before that, i’ll add in a line. this has been blue night. i am jonghyun. i’ll rest and come back. everyone, be well too. please come and rest tomorrow too. (after the pd turned off the microphone jonghyun signaled him to turn it on again to say as his last words …) i love you all.