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Ellie you can call me el or ellie Bo bellie
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description: Dae-Ho teaches Nam-Gyu how to play Gonggi.
Nam-Gyu sat cross-legged on the cold floor, watching Dae-Hoโs hands move with an effortless grace that almost irritated him. Five small stones danced between his fingers, flicked into the air, caught in rapid succession. It was over in secondsโtoo fast for Nam-Gyu to even process what had happened.
Dae-Ho smirked, placing the stones neatly in front of Nam-Gyu. โYour turn.โ
Nam-Gyu frowned. โOkay, what the hell was that? Did you just glitch?โ
Dae-Ho chuckled, leaning back on his hands. โItโs just Gonggi. Basic stuff.โ
Nam-Gyu scowled at the little stones like they had personally offended him. โYou call thatย basic?โ He picked up one of the stones and rolled it between his fingers, already skeptical of his own ability to pull off whatever the hell Dae-Ho had just done.
Dae-Ho nudged him with his knee. โCome on, Iโll walk you through it. First, toss one stone in the airโโ
Nam-Gyu followed the instruction. The stone went up.
โโand before it falls, grab another one from the ground.โ
Nam-Gyu reachedโtoo slow. The stone smacked him right in the forehead.
Dae-Ho bit his lip, tryingย so hardย not to laugh. Nam-Gyu turned to glare at him. โDonโt.โ
โI wasnโtโโ
โYouย were.โ
Dae-Ho cleared his throat, putting on his bestย serious instructorย face. โTry again.โ
Nam-Gyu did. And again. Andย again.ย He kept failing, but Dae-Ho was patient, guiding his hands when needed, offering advice in that calm, infuriatinglyย gentleย way of his. It made Nam-Gyuโs chest feel weird.ย Warm.
Eventually, Nam-Gyu managed to grab a second stone mid-air. He gasped dramatically. โOh my god. Iโm a natural.โ
Dae-Ho snorted. โYeah, okay, prodigy.โ
Nam-Gyu shot him a playful glare before tossing another stone, but his mind wandered as he watched Dae-Ho effortlessly demonstrate another round.
Dae-Ho had mentioned he played this a lot growing upโwith his sisters. Andย ifย Dae-Ho,ย the supposed worst out of all of them,ย could play likeย this...
Nam-Gyu shuddered. โHey, uhโฆ if you were the weakest link, how terrifying were your sisters?โ
Dae-Ho raised an eyebrow. โOh,ย terrifyingย is an understatement.โ
Nam-Gyu gulped.
Dae-Ho chuckled, tossing a stone and catching it without looking. โJi-Yeong was the best, obviously. She could play Gonggi with one hand while writing with the other. And Hye-Jin? She used to gamble with the neighborhood kids and wipe the floor with them. My oldest sister, Sun-Mi, could probably beat both of us blindfolded.โ
Nam-Gyu stared. โAnd the fourth one?โ
Dae-Ho smirked. โOh, she didnโtย play.ย She just stole our snacks when we were too busy focusing on the game.โ
Nam-Gyu groaned, rubbing his temples. โYour family is insane.โ
Dae-Ho just shrugged. โYouโre dating me, soโฆโ
Nam-Gyu scowled. โNotย the flex you think it is, soldier boy.โ
Dae-Ho grinned. โYou love it.โ
Nam-Gyu huffed, tossing another stoneโand this time, he actually caught it right. A small victory, but a victory nonetheless. He grinned.
i know this might be controversial, but enough is enough.
as someone who grew up in the rigidityโand, at times, oppressive natureโof roman catholicism, i am so tired of the religious!reader trope where theyโre portrayed as so innocent theyโre practically a child. we were not innocent. we knew the names of our bodies, the weight of shame, and the crushing complexity of guilt. i knew that my vagina was a vagina.
the sheer amount of extremely innocent!religious!reader fics is unsettling. they turn the reader into this caricatureโwide-eyed, naive, almost infantilized, complete with pigtails and an oversized cross necklace perfect for a porn video thumbnail.
for meโand for a lot of other lesbians iโve bonded with over religious traumaโit was never about innocence. it was about guilt. guilt over pleasure, guilt over sin, and all the ways we punished ourselves for being human.
we werenโt these overgrown children teetering around in purity. we were messy, complicated, and burdened by shame in ways that were far more nuanced than these portrayals ever capture. enough, please.
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