disciple of truth

fully human

[144magic]

"life is short" but i'm only 30

[144magic]

"these violent delights have violent ends"

[suffer-rosa]

mi nueva casa

[144magic]

I like you (in a detached way)

[144magic]

was this not me and agnes

[144magic]

just woke up from a heavy nap where I dreamt that I was in my apartment living room while Altair, Vero, and another guy were in my bedroom; then I felt so heavy that I was pulled down to the floor with exhaustion; I even nearly blacked out within my dream. I curled up on the floor trying to rest but realized it would be best in my bed, so I mustered all my strength to move and tell my friends to leave my apartment as I was extremely tired. They left but vero was hesitant, asking if I was okay and if she could do anything but I blew her off; as she struggled to open the door, she murmured something about needing to find a new guy to like; I was glad when she finally opened the door and left so I wouldn’t have to help her. Then I finally sunk into my bedroom and into a deep deep sleep; I almost felt like I was getting sick and I was afraid at the moment, then I awoke from the dream within the dream, and gradually from the actual dream.

I regained consciousness with a melody in my head, which I then translated over into the guitar, and I wrote my first song for Stella. I haven’t written a song in years.

[144magic]

Así empezó nuestro viaje a la Huasteca Potosina; llegamos de CDMX a SLP, luego manejamos a Cd. Valles, donde nos hospedamos. Selva tropical o sierra boscosa, ya ni sé. El punto es que estuvo muy verde y muy verga jaja, me dieron ganas de comprar un terreno para andar paseando por las muchas joyas que ofrece la Huasteca y romantizar la vida de campo, comiendo frutas y haciendo poco. ¿será un sueñó güajiro? creo que sí, pero se vale soñar.

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Real de Catorce deserves its own post; although it was a day trip (with 8 hours driven total), it's definitely in my top two Pueblos Magicos; it felt like no other place I'd ever visited; it felt like we went back in time, and also like I was in a Mexican Revolution movie. Definitely magical; I know I would return and spend the night, maybe even days, just wandering its cobblestone streets and overlooking its cliffs, maybe even on a romantic getaway (which it almost turned into with Agnes). A truly inspiring & romantic place; you never know what's hiding in this country.

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I think there's something to be said about what you miss from a city after you leave; for me, it really was just walking around with no destination. To be fully enveloped in beautiful architecture at every corner was extremely soothing, and it just felt right.

El centro historico de San Luis Potosí (considerado Patrimonio Mundial por la UNESCO) se me hizo bellísimo y tranquilo; no había nada que me gustara más que salir a caminar temprano por la mañana, cuando la ciudad aún iba despertando, o en la noche cuando la gente andaba alegre de terminar su día con una caminata conmovedora.

It's been a week since I got back from the trip, and I'm barely processing everything by posting these photos and writing about it. It had been ten years since I last went, but now I was able to really immerse myself in it's essence. I have family in this city (who I didn't see), so I know it won't be my last time here. Whenever I go back, I know I will remember this trip fondly.

[144magic]

The way their light exposed your shadows

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Life when it’s your last evening in the city and you finally got with your crush

[144magic]

severely pleasant and lovely she’s leading me to love

[144magic]

i do wish to be free of this desire someday

[velvetmysoul]

[greelin]

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

[acertainknot]

His disciples said to him, "When will the repose of the dead come about, and when will the new world come?" He said to them, "What you look forward to has already come, but you do not recognize it."

The Gospel According to Thomas, Logion 51.

[witchrealms]

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