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have they made a guidebook about learning how to feel human again yet orrrrr?

#behind in life #chronic anxiety #isolation #156.txt

I NEED this generation to start being snobs about music genres. I cannot handle several more years of y'all labeling a song breakcore just because you hear some fast drums

#ppl be like ''breakcore!!1!1!'' and it's literally just simple drum n bass #like it can be the most plain unseasoned white bread example of dnb and there's a kid out there calling it breakcore #not hating either. just a big peeve of mine and i get exhausted when i see it 😴#my 2015 obsession with the subgenres of vaporwave made me like this #156.txt #old man yells at cloud #drum and bass

something about NCT just hits different when you're pulling an all-nighter

#it's currently 7am and i have not slept. i do not plan to sleep until i've done the hardest part of the work #hopefully i can finish the bulk of work by noon then take a nap.#it's not due until 11pm but i can't sleep now because i'll lose my momentum. starting is the hardest part for me and i know my anxiety will #-get the best of me if i don't do the heaviest load now 😫#anyway i'm counting on nct to keep me awake and productive #all nighter #uni stuff #nct #156.txt

it really sucks how alienating modern fandom is when you're not interested in shipping. my romance fatigue is at an all time high...

#i've always been on the outskirts of fandom since the 2000s but still #no rest for the wicked huh? sigh #romance repulsed #romance fatigue #i dont hate it hate it. there's just no break from it ever

ngl 2020 depressed me had the best music

#i hate to say it but i always feel like my best music is the stuff i listened to and discovered while depressed

it feels like everyone is living life but me. all my friends have transitioned into adulthood (some even married), yet here i am immature with no life experience. i'm in my mid20s, but I don't feel like an adult in the slightest

#i know this is probably just me feeling moody ant night and bc my period is coming soon but this will still true when the sun comes up #and still true when im in a good mood and not thinking about this fact #sigh. emotions are just painful and the internet isnt even fun like it used to be #behind in life #156.txt #vent