Cast into the dark
Sometimes I forget this blog even exists lmao. It's fading into the dark. I've joined the dark side.

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Cast into the dark
Sometimes I forget this blog even exists lmao. It's fading into the dark. I've joined the dark side.
Art by The-SixthLeafClover
I'm still alive, as if anyone would notice lol.
It feels likes been ages since I've posted here. I kinda just moved to my new blog and love it there haha.
Art by sandara
Just Love...
Never be ashamed to be interested or to like/love something because others will say something bad. They don’t live your life and if they don’t like what you do, then their lives are as dull as their minds.
Never feel ashamed to be who you are. I myself accept everyone and love them. Rid your world of the evil called hate. Rid your life of those who look down on you for liking something special. Rid your mind of the uncertainty. Just love what you want, love it with full open arms and you’ll find happiness, I promise. Love who and what you want. Most importantly, love yourself.
Hey guys, I made a Ko-fi page! If you enjoy my work and want to see more, consider adding to the tip jar? Any support, however small, is a tremendous help. And feel free to send me a message about what you like seeing.
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@introspectiveavian :3 here you go. :D
Who or what exactly am I?
So many people ask this question but I'm still searching for the answer. The new blog feels like a good change but its not enough, I gotta do more.
Project Rainfall
This is my first story related post on this new blog but it’s a little something I wrote up recently for a currently unnamed novel. This story takes place long before my other novels, following a young silver dragon by the name of Osiris. in this section, it’s part of the intro which would make him 9 years old. In this world, when a dragon reaches 9, they’re ready to find and unlock their own special ability (any kind of magic power). His father is abusive and is getting impatient that Osiris can’t seem to find his power and so is forcing him to stay out in a thunderstorm until he finds it, if he doesn’t find it then he’ll disown him and kick him out. Anyways, onward to this thing, it has been slightly edited to fit here. Also, this is very much a rough first pass, there may be errors.
“Stop! You know I hate when you do that!” Osiris shouted.
“What are you going to do about it?” His father asked
“Quit it or else!”
“Hah! Or else what!? What the hell could you possibly do?”
“You don’t want to know! I’ll… I’ll do something you won’t like!”
“Bring it on, you little punk, do your worst!” He said then lightly slapped his claw across Osiris’ face.
“Quit it! I’m warning you!” Osiris’ voice squeaked.
“Quit it! I’m warning you!” He repeated, mocking him. He then slapped him harder.
Osiris lowered his head down and showed his teeth, taking a few steps back. He growled then burst forward towards his father and jumped up to slam into his head. At the last moment, his father grabbed around his throat and stopped him. He began squeezing tighter and tighter, slightly stabbing his claws into his throat, causing him to bleed slightly.
“I could kill you right here and I wouldn’t lose any sleep over such a disappointment such as yourself. You’re not my son. You’re nobody.”
“If I’m not….. your son, then you’re not my father and I hate you!” Osiris shouted.
His father instantly got angry and with all his strength, threw Osiris down onto the ground. Osiris coughed and got back up onto his feet and flapped his wings to throw off the mud.. He rushed towards his father once again while his father turned and slammed his tail across his side, throwing him back. Osiris jumped back up roared very loud as his eyes began to glow a bright violet. He stood there breathing very loudly as saliva dripped from his mouth. His wings unfolded and his tail whipped side to side.
“Hah hah! You did it son! You found your ability! That’s my boy!” His father shouted in excitement.
Osiris stood there without speaking a word. He just kept breathing and staring at his father with his glowing violet eyes while saliva kept dripping from his mouth.
“What’s wrong, son? Aren’t you happy that you did it finally?”
Osiris began screaming at the top of his lungs. His voice slowly became more and more distorted as time passed. The glowing from his eyes began to spread to his body, eventually engulfing him. His voice began to crack as lightning flashed across the sky. All of a sudden, multiple bolts of lightning struck him but it never vanished. The lightning stayed still while what appeared to be flames forming on top of it. The entire sky flashed again then an explosion formed around Osiris, it was very large, hitting his father, his mother and their home, throwing them back. There was a shockwave that when it hit the house, it destroyed it as if it was made of paper. The lightning and the glowing around him faded away. He looked around in horror as he realized what he just did. He saw his mother and father laying beside each other and rushed over to them. His father was burnt to the crisp and lifeless while his mother had wood from their home stabbed through her stomach. She was gasping for breath and coughing up blood.
“Mother! What did I do!? Gods no!” He shouted in fear. “Please be alright! This can’t be happening!”
“Osir….. Osiris… this wasn’t….. your fault.” She said and coughed, each breath got more and more shallow. “Osiris…. my son, don’t… be afraid. Be strong…. be my strong little… boy. I love you….. mommy……….. loves–“ She collapsed, followed by her final breath.
He stood there for a moment then placed his claw on her and shook her.
“Mo…. mother? Wake up, mother! Oh gods, please no! No!” He cried. “Please, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to do this! No no no please no!”
Blog leak
It seems that content from my other blog is ending up here lol. Its crazy right? Lol jk. This isn't a art blog but I may sometimes relog from my other(thefurrcollector) which is getting full of art already haha
commission for @yiffin-thyme!
In my time of silence
In the silence, I've listened to my thoughts and bettered myself. This gave me inspiration to better more aspects of myself. I'm now ready to create new worlds in a whole new level of detail. Not only will my readers see what I see, they will feel what I feel. I'll guide you to peace and fantasy.
One more commission! This time it’s SoulLugia11′s Fell. I put a lot of detail into the fur on this one.
See more portraits here: https://cheepcheeppeepcheep.tumblr.com/search/dragon-portrait
I think u might be trying too hard. Take things slow and it'll be easier to manage. If you've got some good friends, just go talk to them and let em help, you don't want to worry them right? Always remember this: No matter how alone you feel, someone out there is going through the same pain. Don't let it stop you. Peace, fam.
I always try too hard lol I fix peoples problems and let mine fester because it helps me when I need to write. This is just a rough patch. The thing is, I do feel alone and it scares me. I know people have these problems but I can't seem to find any answers. I'm not even sure who this is but if you're worrying about me, please don't. I'll be here forever and I'll continue to help people. I just need time to get through this. Thanks for the concern (I think concern? lol) it feels rather nice.
In Solitude
I’ve been thinking lately about everything. just simply thinking over and over until something makes sense. I needed to be alone from everything and everyone. this wasn’t something personal to anyone. I’ve realized that I’m cracking and I’ve no way to fix it this time. My only solution is to go dark, meaning this might be my last post for a little while, I will assume a new role and identity and just continue from there. I can’t let anyone follow me. though I’ve found peace with my voices, i find myself feeling empty and sad and it’s impossible to explain. I’ll be here but within the shadows, so just keep moving forward.
If you're a snake, why not bite me already and end my suffering. Bring me peace
Change
I've reached the end of whatever this whole thing is. I can't continue like this anymore. My grip on everything is slipping and I feel its time to give in and fade into the blackest darkness I can find. I might vanish from here and everywhere else but I'll be back in another form. Isolation is the only cure for this feeling.
Okay but how do you casually tell someone their existence is the highlight of your day?
You say: “Your existence is the highlight of my day.”