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Im not taking my loreposts down because i like them and theyre fun but also do not address them because if theyre perceived ill die

exxcidio

she's so cute awhhh awee

Hello!

I've been trying to learn about the history of certain parts of this place, and I've started an Archive with this goal. I'm inviting people slowly to come by and perhaps do a small interview with me if they're comfortable. I'd love to have you by, but if meeting in the Archive worries you I can always meet up at a different neutral location instead. I hope we can manage to meet soon, I'm already rather curious from the tidbits I've heard so far. Thank you for your attention.

Hm, I would be curious to see what information you wish to achieve by speaking with me. Perhaps I could come by pay you a visit.

#hyperspace #lore #in character

icynx

Shame.

Shame I felt after dragging unrelated people into a situation that was completely my responsibility, my consequence to deal with.

Shame I felt after seeing how the chain of events continues and passes drags others into it, as if I bring unfortune everywhere I go.

“It will be your fault”

Maybe it already is.

The people who have trust in me end up losing things valuable to them.

Permafrost.

You lost the one thing people seem to value the most surrounded by snow. Ironic, isn’t it?

But isn’t it freeing, too?

dnaayu

Devious duo (NOT A SHIP)

harveywhispy

HI MANEPEAR

exxcidio

this took me so long bruh😭😭

jbdtm

If I stripped you down to nothing what would you be in the end? What’s really at your core?

a misunderstood kid that just wanted to be loved

peachy-p3aches

Misunderstood

jbdtm

would you say something else? all i ever wanted was love or to be loved.

peachy-p3aches

I’d say that you’re right about being a child, and I think that was probably pretty understood about you. There’s a different between wanting and doing, and you don’t do much worthy of love. But at the end of the day it’s always about you isn’t it? Im not actually sure why I asked you what’s at your core because of course you wouldn’t know. At the very core of your being you are a self centered person jb, at the end of the day it will always be you. You will cause your own downfall, you will always be too focused in your past to look ahead or even to your left or to your right.

And I realize this because I’m the same, but at least whenever I’m drowning I make an effort to swim. You sit there in the water and you either drown or you wait until someone will drag your body out. But then again, what do I expect from you? You could’ve had a fresh start and instead you stay stagnant. You are stagnant. Change starts with you, if you wanted to be loved then start by truly trying to love.

I thought I told you this all those months ago, that you will make yourself miserable unless you try. You are so fixated on the idea that if you stay standing still then that’s your “healing” then that’s your “trying”. Of course you’re miserable here because you don’t let yourself feel anything but miserable. Of course you’re suffering because you refuse to do anything but suffer you go around in these cycles of “improvement” where you get a new friend, a new team, and then you return to the state you think you’re most used to of making yourself miserable over and over again looking for anyone to help the poor poor jb. And you get no where

Your claims of improvement aren’t true, you aren’t growing. You are withering, those flowers in your head must of finally reached your frontal cortex and are choking any rational thought you have that isn’t feeling sorry for yourself.

avo0930

WE ALL LOVE PZ !!!

meowaouu

fem flamefrags!!

i didn’t know you could change text colour on here isnt that cool

icynx

Under the light of the moon, a flower shall now bloom

Together till the end of time

I’ll be yours

And you’ll be mine

Thank you, for being my friend

for those that are perhaps.... not in the know.... how would you summarize your past on hyperspace

My past on hyperspace has been interesting to say the least. When I joined I ending up teaming with sin and we formed arcadium, I will admit it was fun when it lasted but it did end up falling apart.

After that I stayed solo for a while and was allied with celestials but a little after celestials had fallen and I got closer with jb, and mads they had extended their hand to invite me into their team. Unfortunately it did also come to an end.

That’s basically it you will probably learn more about me as time passes as there is some stuff I left out. What good is it if I reveal everything?

#hyperspace #lore