Nothing serious but important-ish
Honestly, I've been meaning to type this all out for a while, but only now I've felt like doing it.
First off, I want to apologize for my extreme lack of activity here, and I will explain that absence right now.
After 6 happy years of being in the scp fandom, I think I may have started to move on from it. Dont get me wrong, I ADORE the fandom and EVERYTHING this community has to offer, but I just havent been having fun thinking about any scp stuff for a long while.
I thought my Derdekeas fursuit being finished would fix that, but it hasn't. Coupled with the fact that I have been close to another fandom/game for a while, I havent interacted with scp in general for a long while.
Genuinely, its just hard to stay attached to something that feels like a chore now. I feel obligated to read every fucking tale and article to have an excuse to like a character, even though I know that isnt really the case!! No matter how many times people tell me its okay to not read tales, I will never be happy with myself. I cant read. I have no interest in reading despite being an a fandom that relies so heavily on reading, I hate it.
What does this mean for the future?
I will NOT be deleting this account, getting rid of my fursuits, or stop posting all together. I do not hate or despise scp, I have just moved on to focus primarily on another thing. I love my favs, nadox, derdekeas, ect. And I love my friends who I met through the community. This whole post is just an explanation for my absence and continued absence until I eventually will come back to scp. Trust me, I know I will come back. I think I just need a long break over half a decade of it all.
My fursuits especially, are like my babies. I wont be selling or giving them away and will try to still give them the most love possible. Maybe if I wear them more, ill post those pictures/videos. I need people to understand though, that I am NOT going to stay in character. My suits and their personalities are not in the eyes of their actual characters, thus my own personality comes through in the way I represent them. There are of course ground rules, I will be keeping the suits themselves completely sfw, no exceptions. Just stating this now for anything in the future.
There is a small possibility i will make more scp suits in the future, but for now I already am starting work on a new one from another fandom.
Final thing, I will not change the theme of this account. This blog started as scp and it will stay scp, no new fandoms. For my close friends (hi lilypad), if you want to follow my silliness for whatever reason across fandoms, I will message u with my other accounts info. I very much prefer to keep my fandom accounts separate.
Anyways, I just wanted to say all that! Thanks for reading, ill be back soon <3
