Relapsing For The Billionth Time 😗✌️

Hw:rn Lw:95 Sw: no clue Cw: fat 5’1” UGW 88 Lbs lost: gained

[444skiinytea]

Went to recovery gained easily 10-20 pounds can see where the fat is I wanna kill myself cos of it I tried so hard but hate myself even more

[skinnymeto]

🕊

[euphoric-empty]

~ delicate ~

[the-empty-thighss]

skinny.

[444skiinytea]

Had 3 3000+ days in a row definitely gained back my week of fasting and hard work so I’m gonna just liquid fast for like 2 days and take a bunch of laxatives

[thatoneorbitch]

IG: ms.sunspot

[444skiinytea]

My depression makes me lose my appointment and smoking weed makes me lose it too so I’m just fucking chilling!!! Like all that ontop of losing it from my ED and my selfcontrol its so easy to just not eat.

[rainbow-skinny]

[id-die-skinny]

Favorite model.

[444skiinytea]

I’ve lost 6.4 pounds this week by doing a coffee/liquid only fast I allow myself a coffee with cream in the morning and maybe in the afternoon if I really need it I may break the fast with either fresh fruit or a light soup but I’m only 1 pound away from my lowest weight

[444skiinytea]

OMG OMG OMG I FIT INTO MY GOAL PANTS!!!!! They’re lowrise vintage Levi’s so they have zero stretch and they’re sooo little and used to be a struggle to get them on and they fit so well I buttoned it with ease and the zipper zipped up without my having to suck in and lay down! This is progress! It fits me at my hips and thighs so it’s not like I’m just debloated in my stomach or something the only way they’d fit is if I lost fat and I definitely did! They’re the smallest bit snug at my thighs but they’ll fit better next week when I’m another 3-4 pounds thinner I’m so happy I’m crying.

[an-invincibl3-summer]

Using today’s gym selfie as another excuse for a before and after, cos I’m just so damn proud 💅🏻

[petiteskinnyanorexic]

My collarbones are the only thing I like with myself

[444skiinytea]

Did anyone else start leg bouncing as a way to burn calories and now cannot sit down without inherently shaking their leg and have people ask if I’m anxious

[444skiinytea]

I’m built like | . | when I wanna be ).(

[444skiinytea]

The idea of eating is scary rn like coffee is safe for me but food?? Chewing?! Nononono I’m seeing my best friend tomorrow and I’m gonna have to hide the fact that I’m dodging meals ugh so annoying. But I don’t have an appetite so it shouldn’t be difficult it’s not like I’m fighting temptation or anything

[alwaysforeverthin]