Its so humbling coming back after being able to eat normally
Its like a switch in my brain and suddenly Im disordered af
I just need to STAY disordered af please- 😒😒 I can change my entire appearance in a year if I just stay committed

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Its so humbling coming back after being able to eat normally
Its like a switch in my brain and suddenly Im disordered af
I just need to STAY disordered af please- 😒😒 I can change my entire appearance in a year if I just stay committed
Wish I could stress-starve as much as I stress-eat
You know its getting bad again when I start listening to this banger
https://open.spotify.com/track/6yZ2uz57VpBCglQ1bcAp3q
This might be a bit controversial but does anyone else get a physical reaction to a ship they dislike.
Like, I don't care that you ship that ship, do whatever you want, but when I see that ship I get a scowl on my face.
Like you dislike the ship so much it's a deal breaker for you, like even if the fic has another ship you like, if that ship is in it, even as a background relationship, you click off.
Even worse if it's one of the most popular ships in the fandom. Like so many people ship it but I don't, so many fics I can't read because I hate the ship that much.
Is this a safe space to say this?
Like I said, I don't care what people do or who they ship, do what you want and I have enough brain cells to not interact with stuff I don't like.
I just want to know if people hate certain ships as much as I do, or if I'm just weird.
I desperately need to lose weight omfg. I don’t know why I can’t lock back in!!!! What happened to me having any ounce of self control
Look how skinny I used to be wtf