ItsAllAboutUs

Hi, I'm Ashley...I guess this is my sort of public journal...If anyone stumbles across it, just remember, we all have a story to tell. I hope you have a great day :)

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Can we just lay under the stars  and fall in love all over again...and pretend this never happened? 

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You could still be what you want to...

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Entry 6- 4/18/17

Hey again. Sorry I haven’t had much to say recently…today tho…im wishing people never changed. Watching the one you loved the most change and treat you like so much less then himself hurts a lot. I just wish I could go back…

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I still wait for ya

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*The eyes are a mirror of the soul*

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We’re nothing like the ones we were last year Nothing like the ones we were Like the ones we were last year And we laughed and we knew it would be something this serious.

Blackbear, fuck me up

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*Happiness blooms from within*

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Entry 5- 4/7/17

My dad just got home and its 1:50 and he usually dosent get home till 6. My grandpa is having a hard time breathing and my dad is driving to the hospital )):

I hope hes okay,

Ashley xx

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Entry 4- 4/7/17

Hiii Its a beautiful day because the sun is shinning :) Ok so today im going to describe my idea of a horrible nightmare day.  Its a bright cloudy day...You go for a walk...all of a sudden it starts to rain, then its pouring, theres a storm coming...you look for shelter and theres an old house in the woods...you go in and immediately your heart starts to speed up and you start to sweat and you cann barely breathe because the room.....its.... FOUR HORRIBLE WOOD PANEL WALLS. 

okay yes i know, now your like what? whats wrong with that but omg wood panel for walls is just so horrible i was watching property brothers on HGTV today and ahh the horror i hate wood panel walls If i was trapped in a 4 wall wood panel room with like cobwebs and spiders occupying those said cobwebs like cue the chainsaw/creepy lil girl music-instant panic attack! 

Lol have a great day,

Ashley xx

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Entry 3- 4/6/17

Hi…So todays been really exhausting for me. I haven’t accomplished any school work yet because my mind is sort of overwhelming me. Its hard when someone ignores you, ya know? When all you wanted to do was make it better, and he ignores you…It makes you feel just…I don’t know. That’s the sad part…a lot of my feelings, my depression, anger…Most of the time I just don’t know why I feel this way. And I have a hard enough time expressing my feelings. Sometimes I just feel so worthless. But…I need to stop thinking these negative thoughts about myself…We only have one life. I have to start believing I am worth it and that I ha ve a purpose. So heres to life, heres to my fears, Im not going to settle anymore. Im going to live. Have a great day, whoever is reading this, you beautiful soul ((:

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Before I save someone else Ive got to save myself. And before i Blame someone else, Ive got to save myself. And before I love someone else, Ive got to love myself.

Ed Sheeran, Save myself

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Give me a memory I can use