The Curby

The fear of death, is the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at anytime. Stay hungry. Stay foolish. Live to allow others to live. I basically FSU. --- There's no blank spots on the map anymore, anywhere on earth. If you want a blank spot on the map, you gotta leave the map behind.

[4andrewmorris]

[4andrewmorris]

Up down.

[4andrewmorris]

Thing do turn around.

Right after rh chag was offered a merger for the company I abandoned.

They have 12m ebitda, are raising 100m, and we asked for a third.

I've been kicking myself for the past few trying to get this model out for a vc deal. Almost have most of it done this week. So close. Almost all the work finally came through, breakthrough, this week.

Keep pushing

[4andrewmorris]

Hes grime, scum.

[4andrewmorris]

As I left for bosnia, I left everything else behind.

I gave all my business, sidehustles and opportunities away and shifted all of my focus to one venture there.

I budgeted enough for the year, lease signed. Head rested against the window of my uber.

I felt like I had nothing else to think or worry about. I felt free.

After only a few minutes on my ride to the airport I get a call on my phone....

On my Uber ride to the airport, I get a call from the police, and a few minutes later an email from an architect.... I had amassed $34,000.00 in expenses in that uber ride.

As I landed in bosnia those expenses added up to $92,000.00. Ninety two thousand dollars.

A squatter moved into my apartment and my lease couldn't end. 6-12 months at $8,500.00 per month in rent. $12k for some bullshit. $6k for being honest. More for the attorneys. And I thought I left everything behind.

And I thought I budgeted enough for the year. I did. I did.

Aside from this slap in the face, I'm forced to be more driven than ever.

I will get by. I will survive. I will thrive.

[4andrewmorris]

You wanna hold on to 5 things at once.

1) business

2) law

3) academia

4) travelling

5) fitness

6) real estate

1) Law has been a bitch dragging you down in every other aspect here, you like it, you like the idea of it, but you'd rather fly with those other things. you wanted to setup a world where business was running itself and law was a hobby, how are we getting there?

2) Business is pretty much running itself, your on vacation now and have not put in more than 30 minutes into even discussing, all the while milestones are being met.

3) Academia you think is very important for the world and it is what's driving you to do well in business, you only need to do well in academia so as not to lose the network of influence you have accumulated so far. To maintain my relevance I need to keep my knowledge growing at constant rate in comparison to peers, this aspect requires significant upkeep. You will need to dedicate at least half an hour a day to this.

4) You are travelling now, but some day you want to travel in 1 month periods 3 times a year, or 2-3 week periods 5-6 times a year. You current efforts in real estate do not allow for that to happen. We need to discuss transferring all earnings from real estate into business, so that all income can be absolutely passive or we need to figure out a way to automate the business, we have to remove foresight, or we have to remove time. In order for me to perform the latter I need to advance my understanding of cre financing so that I can make serious arguments.

5) Fitness is absolutely crucial. Now you can afford a trainer twice a week, you should not compromise on anything for this. This is your self care and nothing out prioritizes you. With this budget we will be able to subtract from the schedule and start getting a clear picture.

6) see 4. I think rather than working 10-6pm and getting home at 8pm, I should work 9-5pm get home at 7pm this should give me an hours worth of time to study real estate and then academics.

7) on moving away from home: I want to keep my house in KP, if I move away, I will lose that house... Family will deem it unnecessary and get rid of the house. My staying in the house is keeping it unsold. I don't want my mother moving into an apartment by herself even with an aid and I nor anyone else will care for her in an apartment, so we must keep the house. I will have to buy the house...or find another one. But staying at the house removes a lot of time from my studying, it would be easier if I lived nearby work, which I can afford but same problem. I think the best thing might be to hire a driver so that I can study on the move. I will have to think about this more in depth on Sunday. I think also there are distractions at the house. I think if I clean the house up there'll be less distractions. I can hire some maintenance people.

After I solve all my problems I will entertain texting her.

In the meantime, mad Murphy's.

So to answer the first question. Stabilize business, help mylser, help around the house, become an attorney.

[4andrewmorris]

Okay so I made money, spent it.

Close to making money again. Not gonna spend it. Learned the hard way. I don't regret spending the money though. What was it for? Having a good time.

Now I'm about at rock bottom as I've ever been. Not sure how I'm going to pay rent. I know that I will figure it out, but not exactly sure how. I could afford a cheaper place, but I like living in this apartment.

I'm not exactly sure where I'm going with the art thing but I think it's worthwhile to dabble in.

Now the plans? I'm very much of the opinion that time is Everlasting and never changing. In a different way than I've ever thought before. I'm not in any rush. I know if I devote 12 months to X l, I can have Y. I know if I devot myself to z for p I will have T. So my goal is to, for now, study under dr. Nas, get some money for a few years, and focus solely on studying and the software startup.

After the startup is success, I know I can do anything in the world.

Will spend the next two months raising. Then will jump.ship on everything else.

Just need to close things up on the club and that will be the last of it.

[4andrewmorris]

My penthouse on Spring St.

[4andrewmorris]

[4andrewmorris]

We're just a dumb little lock company.

We have no grandiose desires.

We just want to be a dumb little lock company

[4andrewmorris]

What I'm trying to say.

That I'll always.

I'll always love you.

[4andrewmorris]

You ask me.

[4andrewmorris]

The extent to which people believed gods exist was to the extent they believed people exist. They believed people were gods. They drew people and called them gods.

We're not told to believe that people are not gods. We're told to not believe in any other gods. There are no other gods. We are being told that no other people exist. There are no other people.

I am god.

There are no other gods.

People don't exist.

[4andrewmorris]

Venture into the great unknown.

Tie a knot when you need to, and not until then. Hammer yourself in. Like climbing a.mountain

Suspend all disbelief.

Nothing bad will happen.

Let loose.

Don't creep. Or tip toe.

Don't be careful.

Be confident. Be in control of yourself.

Run. Clench your fists.

Act forward. Decisively.

Take hold of your life.

Recognize how much you can affect.

Feel your repercussions.

Engineer the ripples in your favor.

Lasso a chord around your dreams.

Pull them in and march.

Walk blissfully and at peace always.

There is no harm.

Hold hands with Satan.

Don't keep grip away from him.

Stab him when he's too strong.

Rejoice, repeat and continually get a greater control of your life until a new Satan present itself and you are much greater than them. You can step on them if need be, or show them a great time and make them better.

If holding on to Satan leave, only return if it's the greatest opportunity for you but always keep yourself living.

It's better to be alive, then to be a sheep or take a shot when you can. A sheep with good position. A wolf in sheep's clothing.

[4andrewmorris]

There is no one else.

You, god and angels in between.

[4andrewmorris]

[4andrewmorris]

You don't know how much I'll love you.

You don't want to know.

I'll kiss your forehead when we meet.

I'll hold you when we sit together.

I'll kiss your cheeks when you rest your head.

I'll hug you before I leave.

I'll make you handicapped the night before.

I'll tell you your beautiful every morning.

I'll grab your ass when opportune.

I'll buy you flowers at random intervals.

I'll send you love letters in the mail.

I'll give you warmth when it gets cold.

I'll surprise you when you least expect it.

I'll live in your eyes forever.

I'll never forget your smile.

And I'll always hold your soul deep in my chest.

I'll pretend to listen to you for hours.

I'll decide what your eating.

I'll take you on random vacations without telling you.

I won't put up with any of your nonsense.

Don't try to test me, I will leave.

I will have a prenup.

I won't say I love you first.

I will say I love you too.

I think I have to find the balance between criticism and "telling the truth".

I will communicate with you.

I will protect you as best I can.

I won't tell you much about my work, only the success.

I'll take you to Broadway, and a hot air baloon.

I'll show you the INS and outs of japan

I'll go tramping with u.

Let me squeeze your nose.

I'm going to write. Abooqk

I'll buy you clothing I want you to wear.

We will be showstoppers

I'll call you really ugly.

Why are you so ugly.

I'll press you against the wall.

[4andrewmorris]

It's better to marry someone who is with it.

I've been there done that. Thanks God my parents provided.

And I have a story to tell.

A person of or from greater or equal means won't need to over compensate.

I don't want someone coming and being like, woah he's well off, he can provide for me.

I'd rather have someone who doesn't need that. They've also been there done that.

Be happy in my little apartment, let's snuggle, all we need is a good time.

The rat race is for rats.

Cheap vacations, hostels, cool places, living below Means.

Once we're married... Maybe I'll start spending a little. But it's the same thing like a girl with her body.

I don't want someone coming after me for my money, or needing to have a g wagon etc.

I don't want someone who get jealous of other peoples material possessions.

Like seriously... Why are we here. For eachother, or are you here to enhance how other people perceive you. So gtfo.

And I don't need to explain that. I just need to be happy. I just need to do what I went. Do what I do to get there. She can either come along the ride or not, I know where I'm heading and I know where I want to go.

I'll love you with all my heart you don't even know, but I have to go work, chase my dreams, change the world, and have a good time while doing it.