🍀This is a completely fan-made translation blog. However, please keep in mind that I'm a busy university student and won't be able to update consistently.
🍀If there are any mistakes, I apologize. I'm still learning, and I do not have anyone to proofread for me.
🍀I'm primarily focused on ALKALOID/Mayoi Ayase, but I'll work on anything that interests me.
🍀My translations are for personal use only, so please do not re-upload them elsewhere without my permission.
Translation Masterlist
🍀 Here you can find event & feature stories along with other miscellaneous translations. Below are links to what I've worked on.
(These are best read on my blog)
────────
☘︎ Event Stories:
Fondness and Summer Love
Putting Into Words
Dynamic Diamond (Mayoi & Nozomi Scene Only!)
────────
☘︎ Feature Scout & Idol Stories:
O Dearest Days (with ALKALOID)
Inner Struggle (Mayoi Ayase Idol Story)
Hop Step Love (with Kohaku)
Surrendering and Letting Go (Tatsumi Kazehaya Idol Story)
Surrendering and Letting Go | Tatsumi Kazehaya Idol Story
Character(s): Aira, Hiiro, Mayoi, Tatsumi
📍Location: Star House | 🌡️ Season: Summer
Hiiro: Hmm. There's a penlight in this photo, along with all sorts of other merchandise… But you've collected all of this after coming to Mega Sphere, right?
Aira: W-Well, yeah, but...
Tatsumi: Normally, I have no right to comment on anyone's personal hobbies. And it pains me to say this, knowing the passion and effort you've put into acquiring these things, but---
Aira: Wait, don't finish that sentence!
Tatsumi: Aira-san...
Aira: I get it, alright? I went a little overboard and splurged on way too much merch.
But I can't help it! Limited-edition merch keeps dropping one after another, and when the sold-out stuff I'd given up on gets restocked--- how can I not buy it!?
Tatsumi: Still. If this keeps up, both the floor and the bed will be taken over by your merchandise, and you'll have nowhere to sleep, Aira-san.
Aira: Don't worry, there won't be any new merch releases for a while anyway. So, I'm gonna start organizing my stuff now.
Hiiro: Hmm, I feel like you said something similar yesterday...
Aira: Hey, enough with the unnecessary comments!
Tatsumi: I'm not saying you have to part with all your things, but why not cut down on the amount, at least?
Given that the state of the room hasn't changed since yesterday, I'm guessing there's probably no extra storage space, right?
Aira: Uugh, you're sharp...
Tatsumi: Upon first glance, some of the packaging looks to be far too big for the stuff inside. I think if you just tossed those out, it'd make the room a lot tidier.
Aira: That's out of the question! The packaging is part of the merch, y'know!? Plus, it's there to protect the other things from getting damaged.
I absolutely refuse to toss it out! No matter how much you insist, I won't hear you out on this one, Tattsun-senpai.
Hiiro: Aira, should I not throw away this sparkly tape either?
Aira: Obviously! Sure, the silver tape wasn't something I bought as part of any merch, but you normally can't get your hands on this unless you went to a live. It's a precious keepsake, y'know?
Tatsumi: Hmm, this is rather difficult… With this much stuff, even if I lent you my space, it'd be hard to put all of your merchandise in neatly.
Hiiro: There's also a limit to how much can be delivered back to the ground.
Tatsumi: It’s still manageable, for now, but as life goes on, your things will inevitably pile up. When that happens, you’ll almost certainly run into trouble finding space for it all.
As expected, there's no other option but to declutter…
Aira: Uuu, these things are all sooo precious to me, but I have to get rid of them just 'cause there isn't any room…
...Oh!
That's it! I'll just throw out everything except my merch!
I might as well eat the snacks I've got stocked up right now, and if I cut down on daily necessities, I won't have to part with my precious merch, right... ♪
Hiiro: I see. Since you can always eat out, it might actually be a practical option.
Tatsumi: Please have some self-control. If you eat that many snacks all at once, it'll be bad for your health, Aira-san.
Hiiro: Now that you mention it… Hm~m, I guess I can't just overlook this after all.
Aira: N-no way... I was so close to getting Hiro-kun on my side~
Tatsumi: I'll help you out, Aira-san, so how about we do a little decluttering together?
Mayoi: Ah, um… May I help as well?
If we tidy up that shelf over there, it should be able to hold a few more items, and I think that's something even I could manage.
Tatsumi: Having your help would be greatly appreciated.
Mayoi: (Aaah, please, don't smile at me like that. I'm the kind of unsightly creature who would only run to save my own skin during a crisis…)
(I've got to make sure I don't get caught up in decluttering… Because I'm just a cowardly guy pretending to help when my real intentions are to retrieve the precious treasure I've stashed away on the sheeeeelf!)
Hiiro: It’s reassuring to have you around, Mayoi-senpai. Well then, I’ll help out, too.
…Hm? What's this? A box of a completely different style from the other merchandise appeared.
Tatsumi: Hmm, is this another one of your things, Aira-san?
Aira: Eh? Mmmm~ I don't remember having anything like that...
Hiiro: Not knowing who the owner is is a problem, so should we open the box and check?
Mayoi: (W-wait a minute!)
(That's my precious treasureee!)
Tatsumi: This… appears to be a collection of photos of Shinobu-san. And there seem to be quite a lot of them too.
Hiiro: ...Hm? That's a strange photo, isn't it?
Shinobu-kun doesn't seem to be looking at the camera or even aware that it's there in this photo.
Tatsumi: …In other words, there's a possibility the photo was secretly taken?[1]
Mayoi: N-no, that's not it at aaaaall! I merely cut a clip from the 24-hour live stream and edited it to look like an instant photo. I absolutely didn't take it secretly---
Ah! I mean, no, never mind, it's nothing.
Aira: (…Sorry, Mayo-san! I’ll make sure to help you later, so please keep Tattsun-senpai and Hiro-kun busy for a little longer…!)
Tatsumi: Aira-san, please put the stuff you just hid under the bed back where it belongs.
Aira: I got busted!?
Hiiro: Tatsumi-senpai, what should we do about these photos?
Tatsumi: Hmm. There are indeed a lot of them, but unlike Aira-san's merchandise, they don't take up that much space.
However, even if it wasn't secretly taken, how would Shinobu-san feel if he learned that someone was secretly storing this many photos of him?
"Decluttering" means letting go of your attachment to material things. I’m sorry, Mayoi-san, but even these photos have to go…
Mayoi: (This is bad…! If this keeps up, I'm definitely going to get dragged into the decluttering too!)
(In order to protect my precious Chieftain collection…!)
(Whispering) Aira-san, would you be willing to team up with me on this? The two of us could form the "Anti-Decluttering Alliance."
Aira: (Whispering) Of course, I'm right behind you! The enemy is strong, but we absolutely can't surrender, you hear?!
Mayoi: (Whispering) Yeah, Let's do our best, just the two of us…!
Hiiro: Hey, Tatsumi-senpai. There seems to be a scrap of paper on the ground near your feet.
Tatsumi: This doesn't look like a bookmark. This is…
Aira: ---! Can I see that scrap of paper?
I knew it! It's the ticket stub from that live I lost back then…!
I’d saved it as a keepsake from a live, but I’d forgotten where I’d put it and was really worried.
Tatsumi: Looks like it was tucked inside a brochure and fell out while I was moving stuff around.
In other words, if we hadn't decided to declutter, we never would have found this ticket stub.
Aira: Uugh, that might be true, but…
Mayoi: We mustn't give in. What Tatsumi-san says is certainly true, but… If we fold now, we'll never see our stuff here again.
Aira: Y-yeah, you're right! We're the only ones who can protect our stuff. We've gotta stay strong!
Tatsumi: …(Taps Aira-san's shoulder)
Aira: Eeek!
Tatsumi: Since we've hit a dead end, I have a proposal.
Would you prefer that Hiiro-san and I handle the decluttering on our own, or that you two handle it? Which will it be?
Aira and Mayoi: We'll handle it ourselves!
Tatsumi: A splendid decision. God certainly will be watching over the choice you two have made.
Well then, shall I help out with the decluttering, too? … ♪
────────
Translator’s Note:
-> [1] What Tatsumi refers to here is 盗撮; tousatsu, which refers specifically to the unlawful act of non-consensual photography.
Aira: Jeez. I was so worried about you yesterday, y'know?
After you went missing, I was running all over Seisoukan looking for you. It was such a hassle!
Mayoi: I'm sorry. I never thought that incident would actually turn out to be a misunderstanding on my part… and because of that, I dragged everyone into this mess.
I-I'm so terribly sorryyy!
Hiiro: That was quite a powerful apology just now, Mayoi-senpai.
Mayoi: H-Huh...?
Aira: Hiro-kun~ Your puzzling way of thinking will definitely not get through to Mayo-san, y'know?
Hiiro: Oh, whoops. I must've slipped in some knowledge I picked up from a manga.
Anyway, Mayoi-senpai, you’re an important member of ALKALOID. If you just up and leave without saying anything, it'd really trouble us, alright?
But since you've apologized sincerely, I won't press any further.
Going forward, if anything happens, please don’t hesitate to talk to us first. That’s all I want to say, so let’s just leave it at that for now.
Mayoi: U--Understood. Thank you for your leniency!
…Um so. After reflecting on how things went yesterday, I have a suggestion.
Aira: A suggestion?
Mayoi: Ack, no, e-excuse me! That was terribly presumptuous coming from the person who started this whole controversy in the first plaace…!
Aira: No, no—I wasn't tryna blame you or anything. I just thought it was rare to see you volunteering for something, Mayo-san.
Also, you do realize there's no controversy, right? If you ask me, it's more like you went viral.
Tatsumi: Fufu. Last night’s post was also something Mayoi-san suggested himself, actually.
Although yesterday's situation was rather troublesome, if it resulted in Mayoi-san becoming more positive, then I suppose it was a necessary trial. As they say, when life gives you lemons, make lemonade.[1]
Hiiro: Umu. So, what's your suggestion? I'd like to hear it!
Mayoi: Right. Actually, this is something I've been thinking about since last night---
As part of the main event for ALKALOID's Fan ThanX, how about sending message cards to our fans?
Tatsumi: Message cards...?
Mayoi: Yeah. I've received support from fans during lives, and I realized it gave me strength.
However, it also showed me how much power written support has.
Mayoi: At the same time, I realized it wasn't just me. Everyone is facing their own challenges while still doing their best to get through each day.
I wasn't the only one who was scared.
So, as ALKALOID, we should express our "gratitude" to everyone who has supported us up until now by sending our "support" to the fans.
Thinking about the Love Letters everyone received… If we sent out message cards using this same concept, wouldn’t it make for a Fan ThanX fitting of ALKALOID?
Aira: I see. So we're sending Love Letters to all our fans, right?
Yeah. I think that's a great idea! What do the rest of you guys think of Mayo-san's suggestion?
Hiiro: Fufu. I'd have to agree. Mayoi-senpai can be a bit shy, but he always puts a lot of thought into things.
Aira: Ah! That's what Hiro-kun wrote on one of the playing cards ♪
Mayoi: I still remember it perfectly. Thank you for that... ♪
Tatsumi: Right then. Now that we’ve settled on a plan, shall we work together to come up with what to write and how we’ll distribute it?
After all, we can't express our gratitude and support without any proper preparation before the big day.
Let’s make sure our fans feel the same warmth we felt through Love Letter Playing Cards too… ♪
📍Location: ALKALOID ThanX Festival Stage
A few days later. The day of the Fan ThanX
Hiiro: "Hey, everyone! Thanks so much for attending ALKALOID’s Fan ThanX today!"
"Did you guys receive the Love Letters? We put our hearts into every word we wrote."
Aira: "Those Love Letters are sooo love-y[2], aren’t they? ♪"
"This whole thing was Mayo-san’s idea!"
"We wanted to give back to everyone for all the support we’ve received on social media… Can you guys feel our gratitude?"
Tatsumi: "…Fufu. It would seem that everyone is quite pleased. Well done, Mayoi-san ♪"
Mayoi: "Yeah. However, it wasn't just thanks to me."
"We’re here now, thanks to all of you who keep cheering us on."
Hiiro: "Umu. Mayoi-senpai's absolutely right."
"Here at this wonderful Fan ThanX, I’d like to say it once again."
"Just a year or two ago, we were nobodies. But thanks to everyone out there, we’ve made it this far."
"It's because of you, who recognized and supported ALKALOID, that we're able to see this colorful view."
"Thank you so, so much!"
"The happiness we have now isn't something to take for granted. From our hearts, we'd like to offer our thanks through this song."
“♪~♪~♪”
Aira: (Ufufuu. The Fan ThanX is really heating up!)
(I know I put Mayo-san through the wringer with unfamiliar work, but I'm still glad I made the suggestion.)
(‘Cause we've got amazing fans cheering us on! There’s no reason to worry, right? ♪)
(Not to mention, I've got friends standing on stage alongside me…)
(No matter how dark or painful things get, as long as I’m with everyone in ALKALOID, together we can light up the world. That’s the gratitude I feel!)
(This incredible opportunity doesn't happen every day… so let's get all fired up! Until the very end!)
“♪~♪~♪”
Tatsumi: (I’m glad we’ve come this far again as ALKALOID.)
(If I hadn't met you all, I’m certain I wouldn’t have been able to stand on stage. That's why I am deeply grateful for our fateful encounter.)
Tatsumi: (I pray this moment we've created together, with all our fans, lasts just a while longer.)
“♪~♪~♪”
Mayoi: (Hiiro-san, Aira-san, Tatsumi-san, all the fans, and Producer-san---)
(Thank you so much for making this a lovely Fan ThanX event.)
(Until now, I’ve only ever watched circles of happy-looking people from afar.)
(I believed there was no way I'd ever be able to fit into those circles.)
(But then, ALKALOID and all the fans accepted me for who I am.)
(Even now, with the recent situation on social media, I thought that if I were to speak my mind, I'd only cause trouble for everyone.)
(But there are people around me who truly understand---)
(So I’ll put it into words little by little. Starting with this live, I’ll share what I really think. Something more true to myself… ♪)
"Please keep your eyes on me--- on us."
"This is ALKALOID. My pride!"
"And all of you who’ve been supporting ALKALOID--- you’re my pride too…!"
Mayoi: "Today, I’m truly grateful for that, and from the bottom of my heart, I’ll sing. So please stay by our side forever."
"We'll keep walking alongside you all from now onward… ♪"
“♪~♪~♪”
────────
Translator’s Note:
-> [1] While Tatsumi doesn't actually mention lemons, he does say "災い転じて福となす; wazawai tenjite fuku tonasu," which essentially has the same meaning: to turn misfortune into fortune.
-> [2] A variation of Aira's popular catchphrase, ラブい (rabui). It combines the katakana ラブ (rabu; love) with the adjective-forming suffix い (-i) so that it sounds like the English word "lovey."
★ The second half of the story, where the members are expressing their feelings, loosely references what's written on their cards during the Kotonoha Cantabile music video.
Kohaku: Whoa. So this is the new shopping mall?
I thought it was big from the outside, but the inside's real spacious, too.
Aira: Yep, yep, it sure is spacious ♪
They were doing construction forever, so I figured something really amazing was getting built. I never imagined it’d be a large shopping mall---What a surprise!
…Hold up. Is today your first time ever coming here, Kohakucchi?
Kohaku: Yeah. If I'm gonna visit this place, I'd wanna come with ya first, Love-han.
I'd probably get all turned around if I went by myself. But if I'm with ya, it'd be a fun li'l adventure, right?
Aira: Kohakucchi~...!
Uuu, I'm so touched you think of me like that. You really should've invited me when it opened, if that's how you felt.
'Cause I already came here before to hang out with everyone in ALKALOID...!
Kohaku: Huh, so that's how it was?
Well, that's fine. Your friends in ALKALOID mean a lot to ya, after all.
It'd be a li'l weird of me to tag along all by lonesome, right?
Aira: It wouldn't be weird at all! It was like how today's a perfectly private outing. And besides---
You're just as important and special to me as everyone in ALKALOID is, Kohakucchi ♪
Kohaku: Oh no, no. Puttin' me in the same league as your unit is beyond what I’m worth.
But thanks a lot. You're a special friend to me, too, Love-han… ♪
Right then. Wouldn't do us any good standin' here chattin' forever, so let's get movin' soon.
Hey, Love-han. Since you've been here before, are there any particular stores you're wantin' to hit up?
Aira: Fufufu, I’m so glad you asked ♪
There's this one super large idol store inside the mall!
When I came here with Hiro-kun and the others before, I skipped over it 'cause I didn't wanna burden everyone, but...
This place has a reputation among otaku for having a wider assortment than any other store on the ground.
Kohaku: Wow. I guess 'cause it's a store inside the Mega Sphere, they’re puttin' a lotta effort into it.
Looks like that place'll cheer ya right up, Love-han. Alright, let's go ♪
📍Location: Mega Sphere Tower
A few hours later
Aira: ♪~♪~♪
Kohaku: Kokoko ♪ You're ina really good mood, Love-han.
Aira: Yep! I bought a whole shopping bag worth of idol merch, so I'm super fired up now!
Nothing beats that moment when you're tossing goods one after the other into your cart, without caring about the budget or consequences… ♪
Plus, I even scored a Mega Sphere store-exclusive acrylic stand! Today's been a huge win~ !
Let's go together again sometime, Kohakucchi ♪
Kohaku: Sure. If ya don't mind havin' me, I'm down fer it anytime.
...Well, everythin' worked out. It’s hard to believe ya were ever cryin'---you're practically back to your normal self now.
Aira: Yeah, 'cause of you. Thanks so much for taking me out.
Kohaku: Don't mention it… Anyway, I reckon It's time I start askin' 'bout it. Remember how ya said ya were bein' harshly critiqued an' then ya cried outta shock earlier.
What was the deal with that, anyway?
Aira: Oh um, that...
...I don't know.
Kohaku: Huh? Even after bein' so down, ya don't even know why yourself?
Aira: Mhm... Producer-san handed me a list of things to fix, but...
Thinking about what might be written there scares me, so I've just kept it in my pocket this whole time.
I've always been that way…
Even when they handed back our tests at school, I was too scared to face the reality of getting a failing grade, so I’d just throw them away without ever looking over my answers.
Kohaku: Oh... Well, I can't say I blame ya fer not wantin' to look at the bad results, though.
Unlike school tests, this is a proposal fer a stream, ain't it? Ya can't jus' throw it away an' be done with it. Ya hafta see what's inside first.
Aira: I know...! I know, but...
The thought of my entire proposal getting rejected from start to finish... Is tough, y'know?
It's like being told that all that time and effort I spent thinking about everything was a huge waste...
Kohaku: What're ya sayin'? There's absolutely no way it's a waste.
After all, ya put some serious thought into it an' went all out makin' it, didn't ya, Love-han?
Even if it's covered ina buncha bright red ink from all the corrections--- That jus' goes to show how seriously Producer-han took your project.
If she didn't care, she'd just ignore it an' let the stream run as is. The fact that she's goin' outta her way to leave feedback is proof that she has expectations for ya.
Instead of seein' it jus' as criticism, think of it as advice on how to produce somethin' even greater. So, grit your teeth n' face it head-on.
Aira: Okay...
…But it's still kinda scary to look at it by myself. Could you look over the list with me, Kohakucchi?
Kohaku: Of course. I told ya, didn't I? I'm stickin' right by ya' the whole day today.
Aira: Thanks. Alright, I'll take a peek.
Aira: Haah, I'm so nervous… I'll gather my courage and open it veeeery slowly~…
Kohaku: What's it say, Love-han?
Aira: …Let's see. The overall time allocation for the stream--- I forgot to tell Producer-san the time needed, and
'Cause the reference materials for the new costume weren't attached, she asked for them to be added---
Eh… Really!? Is that all there is!?
Kohaku: It's no use tryin' to fool me. Lemme see that.
…Ya weren't lyin'. There are a few other minor corrections sprinkled in here n' there. But it's mostly jus' praise, sayin' how overall, it's well done an' how ya did a good job.
Aira: W-Whaaa~…! So that means I imagined the worst-case scenario in my head and got all worked up over nothing…!?
If I’d only read it properly, this wouldn’t have happened… Sorry I dragged you into all this.
Even during my feature live, you helped me out. [1] I’ll forever be in your debt, Kohakucchi~
Kohaku: Sayin' you’ll "forever be in my debt" is a bit of an exaggeration. There’s no hierarchy between us, y'know? We’re friends, so we’re equals.
'Sides, we got to hang out at the mall together today. If anythin', it's been a win fer me, not a loss ♪
Aira: Uuu… I'm really happy to hear you say that, but…
I feel like you're always the one spoiling and looking out for me, Kohakucchi. It's just a little frustrating, I guess…
...If you're saying we're equals. Then I want to be able to hold my head up high and stand tall, just like you.
I want to show my fans the "me now" through my solo stream.
So, I’ll fix the things Producer-san pointed out and implement all the ideas I’ve been wanting to do. I’m gonna pull off the most spectacular stream ever that’ll blow all the fans away!
Kohaku: Kokoko ♪ That’s more like it. I’m lookin’ forward to the show, Love-han ♪
Aira: Alright! I'm gonna give it my all, delivering my love... ♪
────────
Translator’s Note:
-> [1] This is likely in reference to Aira's Feature Scout 2 story, "Love Expands, Happy Follows," where Kohaku reassures Aira that he's a capable idol now and tries helping him with his photos.
Aira: Hey, Producer-san, sorry to keep you waiting! Today's meeting is about the solo stream, right?
I never expected it'd happen so soon, so I was really surprised when I got the message.
Naturally, I've watched all the solo streams released so far ♪
As an idol fan, I really look forward to them every time.
You know how a countdown appears on the screen right before a stream starts? The heart-pounding feeling while waiting for it to hit zero is the absolute best… ♪
Aagh no! I let my otaku side slip out...!
Uh... Well, I've already got a pretty good grasp of the project's concept from past streams, and...
I’ve looked over the proposal you sent me beforehand, so I’m all set!
The theme is "The side of myself I want to show now," huh? …Ever since I heard about it, something's been on my mind.
So... Please! Let me direct the solo stream myself…!
As you know, I've been learning a lot about putting on lives.
Well, my knowledge and skills are still pretty lacking, but...
With each new experience, I feel like I’m improving little by little. …O-or so I think, anyway!
Aira: That's exactly why I wanna handle my own stream this time around---from the direction to the entire production.
Of course, I know that the way you present yourself on a regular stage is totally different from a stream behind a screen.
With streaming, since you can't rely on the real-time energy and excitement of the venue, camera work is super important.
Especially when switching shots! If you cut to a wide shot, the moment you strike your signature pose, it'll lose its effect, and the viewers will be left scratching their heads.
But on the bright side, the fact that the camera can get super close and show every little detail really clearly is one of the strengths of streaming… ♪
Those are the kinds of effects that you can only pull off on stream, so I wanna use my skills to make my vision a reality.
...I doubt I'll be able to make something perfect.
No matter what, there'll definitely be parts that look rough around the edges or a bit awkward compared to the pros.
But you know… I kinda think that sense of not being fully put together is what being "me now" is all about.
After all, this is a new challenge for a rookie like me. I bet even my fans, who always cheer me on, aren't expecting it to be a huge hit without any hiccups along the way.
If anything, whenever I'm scrambling desperately to get ahead, I feel like people just smile and think, "That's so Aira Shiratori."
Aira: Ah! Of course, that doesn't mean I'm planning to make excuses right away and slack off, y'know!?
I'm gonna give it my all, just in my own way!
Anyway. Thinking it myself, making it myself, and delivering it myself---
I wonder if that approach will lead to "The side of myself I want to show now"…
...Ugh, that bad habit of mine slipped out again! I went off on a tangent without thinking. Ahaha...
…I've been rambling on pretty passionately this whole time. I think what I'm saying is starting to sound kinda cocky, huh.
I guess that's why they say you should leave directing to the pros.
This solo stream is way too important for both my fans and me to be messing around like this… Now that I think about it, maybe this whole thing is reckless.
If I want to direct so badly, the obvious thing to do is to try my hand at it on my own stream, right…!?
Ugh, I'm sorry! I really got carried away---
...Huh?
Wait, really!? I get to do whatever I want!?
Sweet! Thanks, Producer-san!
Now that it's decided, I've gotta whip up that proposal right away! I'll run it by you as soon as it's done, so look it over when you get a chance, 'kay? ♪
Just 'cause I'm a beginner doesn't mean you should go easy on me, y'know? If something's off, don't hold back.
Ufufu, I'm gonna make this the most love~y[1] solo live ever… ♪
📍Location: Shared Space
A few days later
???: Uwuaaah~! I'm done for, My life is over…!
Kohaku: …Hm? What's this-- I thought I recognized a familiar, pitiable voice.
Aira: *Sniff*-- Hic.. Hic..
Kohaku: Sure enough, it's Love-han. What's gotcha chirpin' away ina place like this?
Aira: Uuu.. Kohakucchi~…
Kohaku: Huh? No way. You're cryin' fer real...!?
Now, now, don't cry. Here, use this hanky. You'll ruin that cute face of yours, y'know?
So, what happened? Cryin' like that means it's gotta be somethin' pretty serious, right?
...Don't tell me ya' got mixed up with some delinquents or somethin'?
They got some real nerve puttin' their hands on ya.
Tell me who an' where. I'll return the favor. [2]
Aira: Wait! No, no, nobody did anything to me, really!
If I had to say, I guess it's my fault...
I submitted a proposal for my solo stream to Producer-san, but it got rejected.
I know I told her not to hold back on the critiques, but…
I was so confident in what I handed in that I didn't think she'd find anything to correct. The shock's got me pretty down…
Kohaku: ...I see. That's some real bad luck.
Well, anyway, I'm jus' glad nobody did anythin' weird to ya.
Aira: Uh-huh… Sorry for causing such a fuss. Hope I didn't worry you too much.
Kohaku: No, no. I don't really mind, y'know.
...
...Say, Love-han. If you're up fer it, wanna go somewhere fer a bit right now?
Sittin' ‘round here mopin’ ain't gonna do ya' any good, will it?
I'll stick right by ya' the whole day today. So, how ‘bout we go someplace ya’ like fer a change of pace? ♪
────────
Translator’s Note:
-> [1] A variation of Aira's popular catchphrase, ラブい (rabui). It combines the katakana ラブ (rabu; love) with the adjective-forming suffix い (-i) so that it sounds like the English word "lovey."
-> [2] The literal translation of this (お礼参り; oreimairi) is "to visit a shrine" or "to give thanks". However, it's also slang for getting revenge.
Mayoi: Uumm, sorry. I'm not sure we're on the same page here...
Please look at the post I made.
"I’m a little nervous about going to a new worksite tomorrow, but I’ll try my best."
"It's a dazzling industry, and to be honest, I'm really nervous about interacting with all those dazzling people…"
Lots of people are responding to this post, right? So what part of this isn't a controversy…?
Tatsumi: Mayoi-san. Have you checked the replies to that post?
Mayoi: There's absolutely no way I'd be able to check it! If my eyes were to even glance upon the replies, I'd immediately be torn to shreds by all the insults and criticism hurled at me...!
Tatsumi: There's no need to be afraid. What's written there could never hurt you, Mayoi-san.
Mayoi: Uuuuueh~! I get it! If you’re this insistent, then I’ll check it out for myself…!
Mayoi: "I totally feel you!" "Hang in there!" "I’ll also do my best at school tomorrow."
"Mayo-tan’s unfiltered side is the best." "Ayase-kun's true feelings! I'm soo happy!" …
You all feel the same way I do…?
Tatsumi: Indeed. While I was trying to locate you, I checked social media to see if I could find any clues. From what I saw, the replies under your posts were all quite supportive.
Your genuine, heartfelt words touched everyone's hearts, Mayoi-san.
On stage, you may seem like a dazzling idol, but deep down, you’re still terrified of work you’re not used to, but you're pushing yourself to get through it--- that’s how it came across.
Mayoi: But… I made a negative comment about work, right? Didn't Aira-san specifically tell me not to do that?
Tatsumi: Fufu. Did you think your comment might've offended some people? Because there's no way it would.
Your true self has already made its way into the hearts of your fans.
The countless replies you just read are proof that posts like that are distinctly you and that people could relate to that.
Your days spent as a member of ALKALOID have clearly reached your fans--- that’s really what it comes down to ♪
Mayoi: ........
…Uuu! Everyooonnneee, thank you so, sooo muuuchh….!
I--I…I'm soooo luuuckyyy ueeuuu…!
Tatsumi: You're quite choked up with tears. Allow me to lend you a handkerchief... ♪
Now then. Please don't ever disappear on us. You're a magnificent idol, no matter what you say--- You're one of us.
You are indispensable, Mayoi-san. That goes for Hiiro-san and Aira-san, too. Every single one of you matters.
The four of us are what make ALKALOID. Let’s share our joys and sorrows, our pain and suffering--- all of it. Together.
Mayoi: Yeah... ♪
Tatsumi: Well, then. This marks the end of our journey. We'd better head back before the final train departs.
Hiiro-san and Aira-san are waiting for us at Seisoukan.
Mayoi: U-Um, wait. Before that... Could we do something?
Tatsumi: Is something wrong?
Mayoi: Ah, no. It's really nothing, but...
I thought that since we'd gone this far, we might as well take a few more photos of the sea and post them on social media.
The view from earlier was really beautiful, and because I caused trouble for everyone, I figured I could at least apologize through a post…
Tatsumi: I see. That's a wonderful idea.
I'm sure everyone will be delighted to hear that you've overcome this hurdle… ♪
📍Location: Seaside
Tatsumi: Mayoi-san. Could you come a little closer?
We both won't fit in the photo if we stand apart like this, will we? Here, move toward me a little more.
Mayoi: Th-that's way too close! If you get that clingy, it'll cause problems!
Tatsumi: That's fine, right? Since that's the relationship between you and me.
Mayoi: Huh, what kind of relationship is that, exactly…?
Tatsumi: Not to mention, you probably feel the need to apologize for troubling everyone, right? I'd say the right thing to do is to show Hiiro-san and Aira-san, who aren't here, that you're safe, so they can finally relax ♪
Mayoi: Th-that's… true.
...I get it. Now that we've come this far, the only thing left to do is to be honest, right?
As for the caption---I’d like to write it using my own honest words.
"I'm sorry yesterday's post caused a bit of a stir, but the work wrapped up without a hitch."
"At the end of the day, I went to see the sea with Tatsumi-san. "
"To all of you who have supported me, allow me to say from the bottom of my heart, 'Thank you,' for making it possible for me to overcome today’s hardships."
Mayoi & Tatsumi: … ♪
Mayoi: The sea sure is beautiful, isn't it?
Tatsumi: Yeah. The night sea is quite mystical.
Mayoi: But at the same time, it’s also scary. The ebb and flow of the tide, steeped in the darkness of night, is no different from some unknowable monster.
What would become of us if it lost control…? Humanity couldn't even stand a chance against nature's raw power.
…I rather like that limitless feeling, though. It makes you realize just how small and insignificant humans are.
When you suggested we go to the beach, was it so you could show me this view, Tatsumi-san?
Tatsumi: Indeed. Since you mentioned wanting to go somewhere far away, I thought that some time out in the great outdoors would help clear your mind.
You see, even the Bible has a passage about parting the seas. God is always watching, and He knows paths can be paved after hardship.
Mayoi: …I see. That does sound a lot like what I'm going through now.
But is this okay? You came all this way for me. It must've been a hassle for you.
Tatsumi: No, not at all. Besides, I have tomorrow off, so it's nice to let loose once in a while.
Everyone has times when they don't want to go home or moments where they'd like to set off on a journey. As for why I decided to come along, that was simply my own whim.
Mayoi: ...I truly appreciate it.
Tatsumi: That said, it’s quite nice to suddenly embark on a journey at night like this.
You could say I'm just excited to be doing something out of the ordinary. Or that it's comforting to be in such an unusual setting.
Since we're on this journey, how about we take some photos?
Look. The moon floating high in the night sky is quite beautiful.
Even if I try taking a photo of it for social media, its true beauty can't be captured.
I'm sure our fans would be happy knowing they're looking up at the sky and seeing the same moon.
... ♪
Mayoi: (…P-Phone…)
Tatsumi: Say, Mayoi-san. Are you willing to talk to me now?
What's been troubling you, and what made you think that you should disappear from our lives?
I was thinking it might have something to do with social media.
Mayoi: W-What makes you think that…!?
Tatsumi: It may just be my imagination, but when I took out my phone to take photos, you appeared to have a sad look on your face.
I figured making posts for the Fan ThanX was becoming a burden for you.
Mayoi: ...
Tatsumi: ...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to presume to know how you feel. I overstepped.
Mayoi: No. Actually, I'd been meaning to talk about this with you. So it's not your fault, Tatsumi-san...
How about we go check out that cave over there? Nobody will be able to hear us.
Then... I think I'll admit how I ended up like this---
Back to the present
📍Location: Abandoned Cave
Tatsumi: Since we’re here, could you tell me one last thing? ...What was troubling you, Mayoi-san?
Let’s hear it, then call it a day.
All suffering in this world is but a trial for the sake of rest.
Mayoi: ...It's all my fault.
I said something careless and caused a huge controversy on social mediaaa…uuu…!
If it weren't for this, we could've had a fun Fan ThanX. I'm terribly sorry for dragging everyone down!
Tatsumi: ...?
Umm... What exactly do you mean by controversy?
Mayoi: Eh.
Wait—I assumed everyone already knew about it. My post yesterday blew up like crazy, didn't it…?
The notifications kept pouring in, and during the commercial shoot, everyone was acting kind of distant. It was likely because of what I said, right…?
Tatsumi: …Fufu. Ahahahaha ♪
I see, so that’s what happened. Please rest assured. There’s nothing to worry about ♪
Mayoi: ...?
Tatsumi: By the way, now that we’re here, it feels like we’re the only two people left in the world. The air is so still and clear--- it was definitely worth following you all the way to this cave.
Behind the internet and the stage, there are countless fans out there. We idols must never forget that.
In the same vein, could it be human instinct that makes us see everyone on the other side as the enemy?
We're scared because of the unknown. We cannot believe because of the unknown---
However, there are friends by your side who will always believe in you, Mayoi-san.
It’s more than just us, ALKALOID, who believe that, you know?
📍Location: Front of Train Station | 🌡️ Season: Summer
Mayoi: ...
Hah. Where... What time is it...?
I have no memory of what happened after the commercial shoot ended. Was I wandering around town, still dazed? Or had I been sitting here, lost in thought…
In any case, it seems this whole controversy was a shock beyond my wildest imagination. I feel like I'm not even myself anymore. I suppose I just couldn't face reality, which is why I've ended up here in the first place.
Uuu, my phone's still vibrating! I'm too afraid to check it!
I hope the storm blows over soon…
...Huh?
Wait, no. This is a message from everyone in ALKALOID. There's also a message from Producer-san...
...I must have worried you all, huh? This entire situation must've blown up even more ever since I disappeared because of the controversy…
Perhaps if I say even a few words, it could put their minds at ease---
B-but how could I show my face again and answer them! The mistake I made was far too severe...!
Everyone’s very kind, so they'd likely forgive me. But I couldn’t possibly take advantage of their goodwill…!
Despite Aira-san's warnings, I ended up breaking the rules all too easily. If I'm readily forgiven, there's still no way I'd be able to forgive myself...!
(Everyone wrote me such precious words for Love Letter Playing Cards.)
(Even now, I keep them close to my heart. They were wonderful friends, filled with compassion, who treated even someone like me with kindness.)
(I'll absolutely never forget the blissful days we spent together as the four members of ALKALOID.)
(Goodbye---)
Tatsumi: Mayoi-san? It's you, right?
Mayoi: T-T-T-Tatsumi-san!? What are you doing here? How did you know where I was…!?
Tatsumi: I was searching near the area of the filming location. Everyone split up and were randomly checking places you might've gone.
…Fufu. It is a bit too perfect to be a coincidence, isn't it?
Mayoi: W-Well...
Tatsumi: Mayoi-san. Please listen to me for a moment.
God never gives us trials we are unable to overcome. He also sees how you were pushing yourself to keep posting on social media.
...So, why don't we head back to Seisoukan?
Mayoi: No. I'm afraid that's not possible…
I'm sorry you went to the trouble of coming here. But I'm an insignificant nobody, so please just forget about me.
I can't forgive myself. So, there's no way I can face the rest of ALKALOID.
I came to this realization because of my social media posts. I’ve only been taking advantage of everyone’s kindness without making any progress.
That post is the cause of all of this. I’ve been nothing but a burden ever since we formed our unit--- I can't take it anymore.
I just want to disappear somewhere far away…
Tatsumi: ...Mayoi-san.
That's fine. If that's what you wish, then I have no objection to your choice.
Go wherever you like. If that’s what it takes to save you.
Mayoi: Huh...?
You're not going to stop me, Tatsumi-san?
Ah, no. It's not that I want you to stop me or anything!
Still, I thought the kind-hearted Tatsumi-san would've said, "That’s not true," as usual…
Tatsumi: Fufu. You think highly of me, don’t you, Mayoi-san? Indeed, if it were the usual me, I might've said such platitudes.
But isn’t that precisely why you’re here--- because it became too hard for you to accept our kindness?
Saying sweet words like that would be admitting that I haven't been listening to what you're saying.
However, instead of trying to stop you, Mayoi-san, I have just one request.
Mayoi: A request?
Tatsumi: Yeah. If you're saying you want to disappear, then… could you take me along on that journey, too?
I'll go wherever you go. Let's set off on a journey, somewhere far, far away.
Mayoi: ...
Hiiro: Alright. How about we break for a bit?
Aira: I'm exhausteeed~ Today's lesson was way harder than usual.
Hiiro: Umu. That's because this isn't just any ordinary live; it's a Fan ThanX.
Not that we're usually slackers, but we've got to give it our all so that our gratitude comes through during the live.
Aira: Hiro-kun, you're actually Spartan without even realizing it, y'know? My knees are shaking so much that I can't stand.
Tatsumi: Fufu. However, we're steadily making progress as we prepare for the big day.
Back then, you probably couldn't keep up with such rigorous lessons, but now you're able to push through to the end without quitting, Aira-san.
This, too, is a result of all the hard work accumulated so far.
Aira: Tattsun-senpai is just the kindest~ No wonder I wrote on your Love Letter that you're full of kindness and love ♪
Tatsumi: Fufu. It's all a result of your hard work, Aira-san.
...By the way, it seems Mayoi-san's running quite late. The lesson room reservation time has already passed the halfway point.
I tried contacting him between lessons, but I still haven't heard anything back.
Aira: I see. Maybe the commercial shoot's just running behind schedule?
With commercials, you have to shoot for hours and take dozens of takes just to get that one perfect shot, right? It's possible the director isn't satisfied with the footage yet.
Hiiro: Hmm... It's rare for Mayoi-senpai's work to run this late, considering how skilled he is, though.
Anyway, there’s only so much the three of us can do right now, so how about we wrap things up after another hour of lessons?
I'll contact Mayoi-senpai. Then, we'll practice as a group of four, starting tomorrow.
Tatsumi: Alright. Please do, Hiiro-san.
...
Aira: Hm? What's up, Tattsun-senpai? Something on your mind?
Tatsumi: ...No, it's nothing, though I've got a bad feeling something might've happened to Mayoi-san.
Aira: Ahaha. You're such a worrier, aren't you, Tattsun-senpai? I mean, really, there's no way something like that---
Hiiro: Turns out Tatsumi-senpai's intuition wasn't misguided after all, Aira.
Mayoi-senpai just messaged the group chat.
Aira: Huh, you're kidding!? No way such a coincidence---
"I'm sorry. The commercial shoot ran longer than expected, and I'm also feeling under the weather, so I'll have to miss today's lesson." ... "I'll be back tomorrow." ...
Tatsumi: It's worrying, but if that's the case, I suppose there's nothing to be done.
How about the three of us work on refining what we've practiced so it'll be easier for Mayoi-san to catch up when he returns?
Hiiro: Good call. There's no time to waste. We've got to do everything we can right now.
Aira: …Ah, in that case, I should post about our lessons on social media.
We actually planned to take photos as a group, but Mayo-san couldn't join us today. So, we'll do what we can with what we've got!
Hiiro: Alright, let's all gather up---
Aira: Peaceee ☆ Yay~ !
📍Location: ES Lobby
A few hours later
Hiiro: That limited-time early-summer omurice was really delicious, right?
What did you think, Aira? About the early-summer desserts.
Aira: Yeah. It was light and tasty.
That said, you really do have a weakness for omurice, don't you, Hiro-kun? Even after such a rough lesson, you still managed to scarf down that large portion until the very last bite. That stamina of yours is monstrous.
Tatsumi: Fufu. Watching the two of you banter is always such a joy. Seems like I got an unexpected bonus while visiting Cinnamon to take photos of our dinner.
Thanks to that, we ended up leaving later than planned… Hm?
Producer-san, are you heading home as well?
Hmm. So, another unit's Fan ThanX ran into problems, and you were helping them out?
You've worked hard. We've also received quite a bit of help from you with the Love Letter Playing Cards activity.
Aira: Huh? Why are you lowering your head, Producer-san?
You're saying you feel bad about always having to rely on us for help…?
No, no, it's not like that, honest! It's all thanks to you, Producer-san!
If anything, I mostly just post on social media and leave the actual venue stuff up to the others. But I’m really grateful, y'know.
Hiiro: The reason we’re able to focus on the project is all thanks to Producer-san. I’m the one who should be lowering my head! (sliding prostration)
Aira: Uwaah!? He bowed down crazy fast!?
Hiiro: I thought this would be the best way to express my gratitude as deeply as possible. Since prostrating oneself is said to convey the highest level of respect.
Also, adding acceleration to it is something I read about in a manga.
Aira: I think it'll actually backfire if you do that kind of thing without warning. I mean, what kinda advice is that, anyway…?
Tatsumi: In any case, you may rest assured we're making steady progress.
Mayoi-san is apparently worn out from filming a commercial, so he's not here today. However, he said he'd be back tomorrow, so---
Hmm...? You were out observing the commercial shoot this morning, Producer-san?
During filming, you had a chance to talk with Mayoi-san, and he seemed a bit off, so you were concerned...?
Aira: He mentioned he wasn't feeling well, so that might explain it.
Huh? You're saying Mayo-san seemed to be troubled by something?
Seems like he was in worse condition than we thought. Maybe we should stop by a drugstore or something and pick up a few things before heading home?
Well, it'd be nice if we could ask Mayo-san himself, but it doesn't look like he's responded to any of Tattsun-senpai's texts…
Hiro-kun, do you know Mashiro-senpai's number? He's roommates with Mayo-san, isn't he?
Hiiro: Actually, I was just about to try contacting him. If we call him, he'll be able to tell us what's going on, I think.
Hello? Is this Tomoya-kun? It's Hiiro Amagi!
Tomoya: "Ahaha. Yeah, I can tell from the display on my phone. Anyway, what’s up? Did you need something?"
Hiiro: "Fufu. I'm still not used to calling you by your first name yet. Tomoya-kun."
I really wish we could continue having a nice, friendly chat, but that aside... I was wondering if Mayoi-senpai is asleep right now. He hasn’t replied to any messages.
I heard he wasn't feeling well, so I thought I'd pick something up for him if he's awake.
Tomoya: "Hmm...? Ayase-senpai isn't here, though."
Hiiro: Huh? He hasn't come back home yet...?
Tomoya: "When I got back from work, there wasn’t anyone in the room. I didn’t even see him at Seisoukan, so maybe he’s still out somewhere."
Hiiro: …Thank for the help, Tomoya-kun. Well then, I'll try looking for Mayoi-senpai some other way.
Tatsumi: ...It seems some rather unusual things have taken place, haven't they, Hiiro-san?
Hiiro: Umu. Looks like Mayoi-senpai hasn't returned to Seisoukan yet.
Aira: I wonder what happened… It's already pretty late, and he's still not home…
Tatsumi: That bad feeling I had earlier might've been trying to warn me of this.
Let's go looking for Mayoi-san. I'll head to the filming location, so could the two of you search around Seisoukan and ES, please?
Hiiro: Sure thing. Aira, I'll start looking around ES, so you can handle Seisoukan, alright?
Aira: Got it!
Tatsumi: Are you offering to help, too, Producer-san? Well...
No, you're right. In that case, I'll graciously accept your offer.
Still, I couldn't possibly ask a woman to search the streets alone at night... Would you mind contacting the staff who were at the filming location today?
…Thank you in advance, Hiiro-san, Aira-san, and Producer-san.
Let’s pray that no harm has befallen him.
Tomoya: I'm home~ …Oh, someone's shoes are here.
Good work today. Looks like you’re already back, Ayase-senpai.
Mayoi: ...Welcome back, Mashiro-san.
Ah, I see Ibuki-san's with you, as well…
Ibuki: Yep. I bumped into him by coincidence while hangin' out on Saison Avenue~
We did a li'l shoppin' and then headed back home together~
Tomoya: Oh, right--- I actually have a little something for you, Ayase-senpai ♪ There was an Okinawan goods fair going on, and everything looked really delicious, so I bought some snacks for the three of us.
It was called, umm… Sandaa… Andaa…?[1]
Ibuki: Sata Andagi![2]
Tomoya: That's it. I've heard the name of it before, but whenever I try to say it, I can never quite remember.
Ibuki: Nyahaha. For folks on the mainland, it might sound pretty unfamiliar~
It's a simple fried snack, but the flavor varies dependin' on who's makin' 'em~ So, I'm lookin' forward to tasting these ones~
(Whispering) …I'm tryin' to fill the silence with small talk, but…
Hey, hey, Mashiro-san. Doesn't Ayase-san seem a little off?
Tomoya: (Whispering) So, you think so too, Taki?
I don't know how to put it, but he seems pretty depressed. It's probably best not to pry, however…
We're sharing a room, so it wouldn't be fair to just leave things like this.
Um, Ayase-senpai, did something happen while we were away?
If you're willing, you can talk to us. We want to help our senior.
Mayoi: Eh? Uhmm, well, uh...
It's a personal matter, or rather... It's really no big deal.
Ibuki: If it's no big deal, then ya' can talk 'bout it even more, right~ ? I wanna hear it, too~
Look, look, have some sweets--- it'll cheer ya' right up. We'll talk casually, like two friends makin' small talk~
Mayoi: S-Sure... Well, uhm…
Remember how streams were running 24 hours a day on MegaStream?
Now that it's all over, I feel utterly alone… and devastated.
Tomoya: Eh........ HUHH!?
But why? We were basically being watched the whole time?
As for me, I was actually relieved when it finished. Even though it was for the fans, I was constantly on edge all day long.
Ibuki: Same here~ I adapted quickly, but it’s not exactly comfortin' to be watched 'round the clock, y'know~
Interactin' with people durin' streams is fun in itself, but every single day? Yeah, no thanks~
Was it fun for ya, Ayase-san? If so, why not try doin' your own stream?
Mayoi: N-No! That’s not what I meant…
It’s not that I’m sad about being unable to stream anymore. You see… I-I’m actually troubled by the exact opposite…
It’s unbearably painful to know that I won't be able to continue doing oshikatsu [3] anymore…!
Tomoya & Ibuki: Oshikatsu...?
📍Location: Shinobu Sengoku's Dorm
A few hours ago
Mayoi: (It's over... It's finally over...)
(That dreamlike time when I could keep watch over Chieftain's movements, 24 hours a day...)
(No matter how many times I reload the browser, the word "LIVE" won’t return… The screen won’t update anymore.)
(Although it was a fleetingly short month, those days were truly blissful for me.)
(A new viewpoint--- quite different from the one you get when peering down from the ceiling...!)
(It had become part of my everyday life. I just can't seem to move on from this dreadful loss.)
(I'm terribly, terribly sad... As if a gaping hole has opened up inside my heart...)
Mayoi: (That’s why--- to fill that void, I’ve broken a taboo and have come all the way here…!)
(If I secretly install this small camera, I’ll be able to secretly watch Chieftain's private life agai---)
(Aaaaah! No, stop this, Mayoi! You mustn't do it! Such a disgraceful, vile act is absolutely unforgivable!)
(But... if I don't do this, I won't be able to quench my thirst...!)
(I wouldn’t commit such a shameful violation as to tamper directly with Chieftain's personal belongings. I'm merely getting a tiny glimpse of his wholesome private life from afar.)
(His unguarded sleeping face, and the adorable expressions and gestures he makes when happily talking with his friends…)
(Aahh, just the thought of it brings a smile to my face! Fufu, fufufufu… ♪)
(Now, turn those fantasies into a reality! Sometimes, it takes a little courage!)
(No pain, no gain...!)
(---Huh!? Those footsteps!)
Shinobu: I'm home~ ...Hm?
Nobody's here… I thought I sensed someone's presence.
Was it just my imagination?
📍Location: Mayoi's Dorm
Flashback over
Tomoya: ...Uhmmm, so.
It sounds like Ayase-senpai was caught red-handed… was that it?
Mayoi: Hiieeee!? N-No, that didn't happen!! I disappeared before I could finish installing the camera!
Ibuki: Nyahaha, you dodged a bullet there~ If someone had found out, you'd've been in big trouble with the police or gotten sued~ ?
Mayoi: You're right… Uuu, I just barely avoided facing Chieftain in court…
Tomoya: Well, you could say that your good side prevailed in the end… I guess.
But this still doesn't solve your problem, you know.
How can we cheer you up? Is there some way to fill that void without doing something shady…? Hm~m?
Ibuki: Why don't we just ask Sengoku-san himself to let us officially install a camera?
Tomoya: No way, logically speaking, that's never going to work.
Even if Sengoku gives the OK, his roommates, Suou and Kanzaki-senpai, definitely wouldn't let it slide.
If we open that can of worms, it'll become a massive disaster in the future.
Mayoi: Ah... I suppose that's only natural, right...
I know in my mind. I must give it up.
However… I cannot forget that earnest expression I saw through the screen, the one I never get to see when we're face-to-face…!
Sigh. I'll just have to make do with this for the time being.
Ibuki: With what?
Mayoi: Fufufu. It’s "Chieftain's 24-Hour Stream: Best Moments ~Permanent Collection Edition~"!
Tomoya: What is that exactly?
Mayoi: This is a compilation I've personally edited with plenty of my own feelings, featuring every precious movement of Chieftain during the stream.
Besides this, there are about ten other varieties, such as the "Surprise and Shock edition," "Dignified Training edition," "Munch-Munch Mealtime edition," and so on… ♪
Tomoya: I...I see...
…Well, look at that--- you seem to be doing just fine. I was worried for nothing.
Ibuki: Nyahaha ♪ Still, I'm relieved~ Turns out our fears were unfounded, eh~ ?
Mayoi: Mashiro-san, Ibuki-san. If you'd like, how about we watch them together right now?
If I may, I can provide a thorough explanation of every detail as we do so. Ufufu ♪
Tomoya: I'll have to pass on that one.
Ibuki: Same here. I've got other things I wanna do, y'know~
Mayoi: Waaaiiiit, come on! Give me at least five minutes! Just the opening summary, even!
Burn the precious sight of Chieftain into your memories, pleeeeeaaaseee!
────────
Translator’s Note:
★ The title, Inner Struggle (葛藤ストラグル; kattou sutoraguru; conflict struggle), could possibly have a double meaning. When Mayoi's name is written with Kanji (迷い), it can mean indecision/hesitation. So, the story's title mirrors Mayoi's conflicting feelings and name.
-> [1] Tomoya says サンダー アンダー; sandaa andaa, which sounds vaguely similar to the pronunciation of sata andagi (サーターアンダギー).
-> [2] Sata andagi is a sweet, Okinawan deep-fried dough snack. More on that here.
-> [3] Oshikatsu (推し活; lit. lifestyle to support a favorite) is a fan activity that generally consists of spending incredible amounts of time and money to show love and support to a specific celebrity, idol, or fictional character. More on that here.
────────
Mayoi: (Ugh, I wish I could just disappear...)
(I'm terrified to even look at the comments on my post, but the notifications have been pouring in nonstop.)
(The staff and my co-stars all seem rather awkward, too…)
(…Wait! This cold, distant feeling… Was this what Kagehira-san was talking about--- how people act when you're caught up in controversy!?)
(I knew I shouldn't get involved in a scandal online, but because I didn't want to get dragged into one, I naturally put up a wall against others. This was exactly what Kagehira-san and his group experienced.)
(We're about to start filming, but I wonder if I'll be able to get through it in this kind of environment. I'm really nervous…!)
Huh, how serious am I about this shoot…?
Ah, they've asked me to provide a brief comment for the morning news program? Uhmmm. Well, um...
...I-I will do my very best.
(I hope that was okay. My mind went completely blank, so I wasn't able to come up with anything meaningful to say.)
(Well, I suppose it's good it wasn't a negative comment. As Aira-san had mentioned, keeping up your image is important.)
📍Location: Meeting Space
Flashback - One week ago
Aira: Hiro-kun and I are a team, so I'll be the one to come up with the ideas. But what kind of posts are Tattsun-senpai and Mayo-san planning to make?
If nothing comes to mind, don't be shy to ask. You don't have to do exactly what we do, but I'm sure I'll be able to give you some pointers, 'kay? ♪
Mayoi: Ummm, I see... I don't really know much about social media, so I've got no idea what to post.
But I'd like to know one thing--- What kind of posts can I make without getting into trouble?
Aira: Are you feeling nervous, Mayo-san? It'll be fine!
The basics for posting on social media are: "Don't say negative things" and "Don't badmouth others!"
There are some finer details to remember, but just make sure to follow those two points for now!
As long as you've got that down, the rest is fine-tuning ♪
📍Location: Saison Avenue
Flashback over
Mayoi: (Don't say negative things, don't badmouth others...)
(Knowing that, I really regret posting carelessly on social media.)
(The post I made yesterday... it violates both of the rules Aira-san had mentioned.)
(It was quite thoughtless of me to write something like that in the draft to begin with. I wonder how I should apologize to everyone…)
...Huh? Did someone call my name just now?
Wh-w-w-what is it? Do you have business with me again…!?
...Oh, it's you, Producer-san? What are you doing on set?
Ah, no. It's not that I mind... Actually, since there was no one I knew, I was feeling a bit uneasy, so to speak. But this is a relief...
While helping out with the Fan ThanX, you were curious about what ALKALOID was up to...?
Uumm, could it be that you came here to observe me…
Ah, "It looks like filming is about to start"…! I'm sorry I couldn't say anything more than a quick hello. I'll be off now…!
(You're definitely here because of my post on social media, aren't you, Producer-san...)
(It'd be quite nice if the others[1] happened to be working nearby, so our schedules would work out conveniently. But I suppose I'm being too optimistic.)
(I can't burden Producer-san with any more worries, after all.)
(At least for now, let's stay strong and push through the shoot.)
(Fortunately, I don't have anything else scheduled today besides this. So, I just need to survive for the time being...!)
(If I can get this over with, then I'll finally be at peace… be at peace… at peace…)
(I can do it, right…?)
Mayoi: Ufufu, ufufufu… ♪
Ibuki: What're ya lookin' at, Ayase-san~ ?
Looks like some kinda cards, but if ya get that close to look at 'em, you’ll strain those eyes of yours~ ?
Mayoi: Ah, I'm sorry. I must have subjected your eyes to a repulsively unpleasant sight.
Actually, everyone in ALKALOID tried this activity called Love Letter Playing Cards, and it turned out to be rather enjoyable.
I was reflecting on those precious memories as I looked at these cards.
Ibuki: Ohh, Love Letter Playing Cards. That's the thing that was trending on social media not too long ago, yeah~ ?
Mayoi: Aah. P-Please don't looook. It's so embarrassiiing...!
Ibuki: But ya must've had fun, right? I kinda wanna try it out with Hasumi-san and the other guys, too ♪
Mayoi: Is that so... Yeah, it really was fun. Very much so.
Ufufu. You should try it out with everyone in AKATSUKI, too, Ibuki-san. Expressing your feelings sincerely, face-to-face--- I’m certain you’ll find it quite delightful ♪
Ibuki: Nyahaha~ I wonder what sortsa things Kanzaki-san's gonna write~
Thanks, Ayase-san, for telling me!
Mayoi: No, no. There's no need to thank me. After all, Producer-san and Hiiro-san were the ones who introduced it to me.
Tomoya: Hey, sorry, but I've got to get up early for work tomorrow, so could you two lower your voices a little?
Well, if the conversation gets livelier, I'll just put in some earplugs or something…
Mayoi: Aah, I'm terribly sorry, Mashiro-san! Forgive me...! You were supposed to be sleeping, but I've disturbed you...
Ibuki: My bad~ I'm startin' to feel sleepy too, so I'm gonna catch some Z's soon~
Mayoi: Y-Yeah. Tomorrow's an early start for me, too. I need to make a quick post before I go to bed and then get ready for work tomorrow…
(I have a solo commercial shoot tomorrow. I'm a little worried about working at an unfamiliar place, but I'll have to do my best…)
(As for the caption… I suppose I shouldn't mention the commercial shoot, right? Especially since the official announcement won't be released for a while yet. In that case, I'll have to write about something else.)
("I’m a little nervous about going to a new worksite tomorrow, but I’ll try my best.")
("It's a dazzling industry, and to be honest, I'm really nervous about interacting with all those dazzling people…" ---)
(This caption does seem a bit harsh, though. I mean, it’s a Fan ThanX event, so wouldn’t this be disrespectful to the fans?)
(This topic is rather heavy, and I wouldn't want to put the staff through anything unnecessary.)
(Uhhh, Uhmmm...)
(...)
Fade to black
Mayoi: ...Yaaaawnn.
It's morning already... So, I must have fallen asleep, hm...?
Huh, my phone... is lying beside my pillow. It seems I dozed off yesterday while I was writing my caption.
It’s morning now, so I suppose it's too late to post it… What should I do…
I have some time before I need to leave for work. I'd better delete this draft to avoid accidentally posting it--- then I'll start getting ready.
...Huh?
That's odd, I can't seem to find the draft I was writing.
Perhaps I imagined I had written something, but I hadn't actually written a thing?
No, I definitely remember writing it, though. In that case, could I have---
I-I knew it! The number of notifications from my social media… It seems like everyone's reacting to it…! And new notifications are still pouring in, even now!
Auuh, how could this have happeeenneed…!
Could it be that I’ve… sparked a controversy...?
📍Location: Seisoukan Common Room | 🌡️ Season: Summer
A little over ten minutes later
Hiiro: ...I've finished writing.
Mayoi: That was quick, Hiiro-san.
Hiiro: Yeah, looking back on my memories with my friends filled me with so many things I wanted to write about.
It seems Mayoi-senpai's cards are almost filled up, as well.
Mayoi: Um, this is rather embarrassing, so let's save announcing it for later...!
Hiiro: If it's your honest feelings, I don't think there's anything to be embarrassed about, no matter the contents, right?
Mayoi: W-well, even so, embarrassing things are still embarrassing…!
Tatsumi: Fufu. It would seem that Mayoi-san is better at putting things into words rather than communicating directly.
I'm also curious to see the contents, but according to the rules of Love Letter Playing Cards, it'd probably be best to reveal them all at once later. That way, it'll be fun when we play.
I've finished writing mine, so that leaves Aira-san?
Aira: Ughh~ Wait just a little longer!
If I tried writing down everyone’s charm points[1], there’s no way four cards each will be enough…!
Not to mention, you're going to post this on social media, right? Since this affects everyone's image, I have to be extra careful about what I write…!
Hiiro: Mhm. That's very like you, Aira.
That said, I think it's great that you care so much about your friends. How about you try posting about your worries on social media?
Tatsumi: Yeah. Before we even shared about your good points, we’ve already seen a glimpse of them ♪
Aira-san, could you please look this way? I think your fans would be delighted if you recorded and posted a short video ♪
Aira: W-Wait, it's... It's embarrassing...!
I mean, we're announcing it later, right? Until then, no photos allowed~!
Twenty minutes later
Aira: Phew, I've finally finished writing~!
With everyone's eyes on me, I felt like I was back, scrambling to finish my summer homework at the last minute, again. But I'm sure I managed to write something perfect!
I also got the video rolling, so we're all set to go whenever!
Hiiro: Thanks. Alright, then, I’ll take it from here.
Usually, Love Letter Playing Cards are meant to be given to your significant other, meaning there's only one recipient, but this time, all four of us are the recipients.
So, let's flip over the cards, one by one, from the deck and announce what they say, along with who wrote them.
Mayoi: You won't know who wrote it at first, right…?
Hiiro: Umu. But based on the handwriting, you can make some guesses.
Tatsumi: However, it seems best not to overthink it and just enjoy the thrill of the moment.
Hiiro: Here we go. The first card is the Three of Clubs, which says, "He cares about everyone." [2]
Mayoi: Clubs... So, this is for me?
Th-That's not true at all!? I'm the one who's always being taken care of by everyone else...!
Aira: Nope. Wrong!
Your charm point is that you always care deeply about everyone, Mayo-san!
It's the truth. Just the other day, you shared a map with everybody before we went to that new job site for the first time, remember?
That thoughtfulness of yours really comes in handy, Mayo-san ♪
Mayoi: Aira-san...
Tatsumi: Fufu. This is off to a great start, huh?
Writing a love letter to a friend to express your friendship is truly a refreshing idea.
Even thoughts you casually think about every day take on a new meaning when someone puts them into words.
Aira: Yeah. It's super love~y, right?! [3]
Maybe it’s 'cause of the added feeling that they wrote this with you in mind?
I guess it's kinda like receiving a fan letter or something... Getting cheered on at a live show is great, but stuff like this makes you really feel the emotion behind it. It's pretty nice, huh? ♪
Hiiro: To think there are still over fifty more of these wonderful Love Letters left. Nothing could be better than this.
It was Producer-san's brilliant insight that gave us this idea.
Tatsumi: Mayoi-san. How about you come up with the caption for today’s Love Letter Playing Cards video instead of me?
Mayoi: Me…? N-no. I mean, it would be better if you wrote it instead…
Tatsumi: I disagree. Just as Aira-san wrote on your card, the view of someone who "cares about everyone" is what matters most for this project. I’m certain you’re perfect for the job.
Aira: I second that! I'd also love to know how you felt about Love Letter Playing Cards, Mayo-san.
How about starting from the part where I was struggling to write the Love Letters? ♪
Mayoi: O-Okay. In that case...
"Today, I'm doing Love Letter Playing Cards with the others in ALKALOID, and we're expressing our feelings about each other. Here's Aira-san struggling with his part."
W-What do you all think of this kind of caption? Perhaps it sounds too plain…?
Tatsumi: Fufu. I think it's fine to just be yourself.
Mayoi: W-Well then. I'll just press the post button here, and---
Tatsumi: Yeah. As I thought, entrusting it to you was definitely the right move. The likes are pouring in right before our eyes ♪
Mayoi: That's true...
(The happiness I felt has reached my fans through my social media post… How incredibly grateful and joyful I am.)
(Although my existence may be tiny and insignificant, even someone like me can express gratitude to our fans.)
(While my posts have been humble so far, I really need to put more effort into social media.)
(That’s why I wish happiness would spread to many people just like this… ♪)
────────
Translator’s Note:
-> [1] Aira originally says "good points/strengths" (良いところ; yoi tokoro), but I chose to translate this as "charm points" (チャームポイント; chāmupointo) to better fit his style.
-> [2] When this event was still ongoing, the official Ensemble Stars Fan ThanX Twitter account posted about the members of ALKALOID reacting to the cards. However, I've only translated Mayoi's post here.
-> [3] A variation of Aira's popular catchphrase, ラブい (rabui). It combines the katakana ラブ (rabu; love) with the adjective-forming suffix い (-i) so that it sounds like the English word "lovey."
Aira: Ufufuu, this post's been getting some good responses ♪
That's unexpected. Maybe it’s 'cause Hiro-kun’s posts always have so many things to poke fun at that they get a ton of attention… Perhaps he's actually suited for social media, after all?
Oh, but obviously, I'll still be monitoring to avoid any incidents! As long as I'm keeping an eye on things, I'll absolutely make sure no strange things get posted!
I reluctantly okayed yesterday’s butterfly photo only ’cause we’re running out of ideas, but normally, photos of bugs are a big no-no. So, keep that in mind, 'kay?
Hiiro: Umu. Although my knowledge is limited, I’ll do my very best to be considerate. That said, if you notice anything, don’t hesitate to point it out.
I only realized that people in the city have a huge aversion to insects after Aira pointed it out to me. I also heard that, among them, butterflies are relatively tolerated.
From my perspective, I couldn’t tell the difference between them and moths, but when Aira explained that this was just the way city people saw things, I finally understood.
It’s already been a while since I moved here, but I still don’t understand city life the way my older brother does. There’s so much to learn, especially from social media alone.
Aira: Well, your situation's nothing like your older brother's, who's been beaten down by the stormy seas of society, y'know?
Looks like you've still got a lot to learn about the real world, Hiro-kun. Which means you're completely helpless without me.
On that note, Tattsun-senpai gets fans' feelings sooo~ well. Like, watching him puts you at ease.
Tatsumi: No, it's really nothing special. I'm simply posting about the various things I notice in my daily life.
…But now that I’ve been continuing with social media, I’m realizing just how much work it is to keep posting.
If we don’t find new things to talk about every day, we’ll exhaust our material in no time.
Aira: Yeah, this is where the problems start, huh?
At first, you might have a lot to say, but if you post several times a day, you’ll eventually run out of things to talk about.
That’s exactly why I push myself to go out on my days off and plan events. But even then, there’s no guarantee of finding interesting material--- it’s hard.
Mayoi: I see. So that’s why you're always going on trips during your days off.
As for me, coming up with topics on my own… That's the one thing I seem to struggle with the most.
I suppose I don’t have much to talk about every day other than work...
Tatsumi: Sure enough, most of my posts are made during my commute to and from work, too.
The information you can gather along the way is limited, so taking the initiative to seek out information yourself, as Aira-san does, is key.
Hiiro: In that case, how about the four of us do something together next time we're off?
Actually, there’s something I’ve been wanting to do with four people. I’d be really happy if you guys joined in… How about it?
Aira: Hmm, what do you want to do, Hiro-kun? This is rare of you, y'know?
But I guess it's fine. Working on my own has its limits, and your posts did get a reasonable amount of traction.
Before we knew it, our efforts to interact with our fans somehow ended up nothing more than a search for new material, huh?
But what are the four of us getting together to do?
Hiiro: Fufu. Leave that to me. After all, it's something Producer-san taught me.
Mayoi: Producer-san?
Hiiro: Umu. It seems she got the idea after seeing our social media. So she made the suggestion.
I might not know much about what's considered common sense in the city, but I'm lucky to be surrounded by good people. So, I want everyone else to share this blessing too.
📍Location: Seisoukan Common Room
A few days later
Mayoi: Thank you for waiting…! I'm sorry, I got held up at work…!
Hiiro: No need to apologize. We were just getting everything set up anyway.
I wonder if you can guess what's spread out across the table, Mayoi-senpai.
Mayoi: Are these… playing cards?
But there seem to be a lot of blank spaces in the designs, aren't there…?
Hiiro: Apparently, this is something called Love Letter Playing Cards [1].
Mayoi: Love Letter Playing Cards…?
Hiiro: It's a game where you show each other your playing cards, and take turns reading aloud what you like about each other written in the blank spaces…
Since each of us has been assigned a specific suit, Producer-san suggested we try pouring our thoughts into writing about the person associated with that suit.
Tatsumi: Using playing cards to confess your feelings--- so that’s why it’s called Love Letter Playing Cards, huh?
Aira: That's perfect! Looks like fun ♪
Alright, the four of us will grab our cards and start writing! We only need to write about four or five cards each, right?
Hiiro: Umu. This is a perfect opportunity to share the thoughts we've been holding onto all this time. I'm also going to write a lot… ♪
────────
Translator’s Note:
-> [1] This is an actual activity called "Trump Love Letter" orトランプラブレター (toranpu rabu reta), where you write some things you love about someone on a deck of cards.
Tatsumi: "We're already nearing the end of today's 'Kazehaya-senpai’s Confession Room!'"
"How was it, Mayoi-san? It’s been a while since we last had a guest."
Mayoi: "Yeah, I was very nervous, but with Tatsumi-san's help as MC, I was able to make it through to the end…!"
"I'm also looking forward to seeing you all at the Fan ThanX announced the other day."
Tatsumi: "Fufu. I'm looking forward to it, too."
"We'll also be posting progress updates on social media, so please be sure to check them out."
"This was brought to you by your host, Tatsumi Kazehaya, and---"
Mayoi: "Mayoi Ayase...!"
Tatsumi and Mayoi: "See you next week... ♪"
Fade to black
Tatsumi: Fufu. We managed to have another enjoyable conversation today, didn't we?
I think your conversation skills have significantly improved since you first appeared here as a guest, Mayoi-san. We're really in sync now ♪
Mayoi: N-no. It was only because we went over everything beforehand and used a script that I felt at ease looking back on it.
There's no way I could speak cheerfully. If I were to serve as a radio host without anything prepared, it'd be a broadcast disaster...!
Tatsumi: A broadcast disaster? You're far too modest. You’ve certainly got a talent for this, Mayoi-san.
Mayoi: N-no way. You’re overestimating me…! Tatsumi-san is always too kind to me!
Tatsumi: It’s not that I'm being kind, you're just humble, Mayoi-san.
Oops. It’s almost time for the next person to use the recording booth. How about we start packing up?
Mayoi: Ah, right. About that...
Tatsumi: Hm? What's the matter, Mayoi-san?
...You've been glancing at your phone a lot recently. Does it perhaps have something to do with social media?
Mayoi: Yeah. Starting today, our Fan ThanX will be officially announced.
In other words, our social media activities will be kicking off today… It seems like Hiiro-san and Aira-san have already posted something, so I’m getting pretty nervous…
Tatsumi: Hmm. Indeed, those two have posted.
Since Hiiro-san and Aira-san had the day off today, it looks like they filmed a vlog of themselves shopping on Saison Avenue.
Seems like they're out buying and eating sweets together. How heartwarming.
Mayoi: Yeah, I think so, too. It seems to be receiving considerable fan response, and Aira-san's strengths are shining through.
However... I’m still worried. I wonder if I can pull off imitating Aira-san...
Tatsumi: Imitating...?
Mayoi: Yeah. Would you mind taking a look at this, too, Tatsumi-san? This is the draft I came up with---
Tatsumi: "Recorded a radio show with Tatsumi-san! Our chemistry was unmatched, right? We delivered a supeeer love~y[1] talk!"…?
Uhmm... So, this was written by you, right, Mayoi-san?
Mayoi: Yeah. Is something wrong…?
Tatsumi: I'm seeing a lot of problems with this. You're certainly skilled at imitating Aira-san's posts, but this doesn't feel like a post from Mayoi-san.
I think referencing Aira-san's posts can be useful for how we manage our social media going forward.
But don't you think your fans are hoping for posts that reveal your true self?
Let's draft a message now as a little practice.
If you're speaking in your own words, it'll be fine. Don't overthink it.
Mayoi: Okaaay...
Tatsumi: (Fufu. You seem to be choosing your words carefully, Mayoi-san.)
(The fact that he’s worrying over the wording shows just how much he cares about the person on the other end. It’d be great if we could convey that thoughtfulness of his to his fans.)
Mayoi: ...Done.
Tatsumi: Ooh. As expected of you, Mayoi-san, you’re already finished?
Let's see...
Tatsumi: "I recorded a radio show with Tatsumi-san today! I wonder how our back-and-forth went? I'd be happy if you enjoyed it!" …
This... seems like you're thinking of Hiiro-san, doesn't it?
Mayoi-san. How about we avoid using other people's words as a reference?
Mayoi: I-I'm s-sorry...!
────────
Translator’s Note:
-> [1] A variation of Aira's popular catchphrase, ラブい (rabui). It combines the katakana ラブ (rabu; love) with the adjective-forming suffix い (-i) so that it sounds like the English word "lovey."
Yamase (Mayoi): (...Summer’s nearly here, right?)
(Every summer, fireflies appear. I’m sure we’ll be greeted by a beautiful view again this year.)
(The five of us used to always go firefly catching together, didn't we? But now...)
(Seiran. You---)
???: "Guess who~?"
Yamase (Mayoi): "...Ueh!?"
Seiran (Kanata): "Fufu. Long time no see, [Yamase]."
"Do you recognize me?"
Yamase (Mayoi): "...Of course I do. Even if your hair’s a little shorter... there’s no way I wouldn’t recognize you."
Seiran (Kanata): "I'm relieved. People often tell me that my [energy] has changed quite a bit."
Yamase (Mayoi): "No matter what you look like, Seiran is still Seiran."
Seiran (Kanata): "Thank you. Hearing you say that somehow puts me at [ease]."
Yamase (Mayoi): "But why are you here? It’s not summer yet, and we haven’t even started preparations for the festival...?"
Seiran (Kanata): "We made a [pinky promise], didn’t we? We said we’d watch the [fireworks] together [next year], too."
"But I couldn't wait. I'm a little early, but I've come back."
Yamase (Mayoi): "..."
Seiran (Kanata): "Hm? Aren't you going to say [welcome back]?"[1]
Yamase (Mayoi): "....Ah!"
"...Welcome back, Seiran."
Seiran (Kanata): "Yeah. I'm [back]... [Yamase]."
One hour later. After filming ended
Mayoi: …We've finally wrapped up filming, huh.
Kanata: Yes~ Good work, Mayoi.
Mayoi: Thank you for your hard work, Shinkai-san. It has a short run, so it went by quickly...
I'm relieved we managed to shoot the final scene at the riverside safely.
Kanata: Fufu. That’s a [scene] you and I [discussed] and ended up including, after all~
Mayoi: Yeah. This scene wasn't in the script, so it might seem like an extra, unnecessary part.
But I just wanted those two to be properly reunited and keep their pinky promise.
Kanata: True. Even though leaving it to the [imagination] whether they’ll ever reunite or not is [nice] too.
I still wanted to properly show [Seiran's] appearance, having returned as well.
There’s no way he’d forget such an important [promise], especially a [promise] made with his most precious [childhood friend].
…That's all. Come on, Mayoi, let's go [puka puka] now.
Mayoi: Eeh? What's this all of a sudden?
Kanata: We made a [promise], remember? That someday we’d go [play in the water] together.
Mayoi: Th-That...
Kanata: Even though [bathing][2] was on the list of [words]. In reality, we only played near the [riverside] for a short while.
I need to [puka puka] right now. So, won't you join me in celebrating [wrapping up]?
Mayoi: I've never heard of a celebration like thaaattt…!
You haven't brought a change of clothes. And besides, it seems a bit chilly today…
Kanata: It's fine. This fabric is waterproof, so even if it gets wet, it'll dry off right away.
Also, the [water] around here is [warm].
Alright, here we gooo~
Mayoi: Shinkai-san!? Producer-san, you've got to stop Shinkai-san!
Huh? So you prepared a swim ring and two towels in case of something like this? And a change of practice clothes, too?
You've really thought of everything. I suppose I should thank you, I don't know what to say...
Kanata: Look, look. Mayoi, over here~
Mayoi: Uuu. I know it's bold of me to say, but I thought I'd come to understand you a little through playing Yamase…
I really can't figure out what you're thinking at aaaalll, Shiiinkaaai-saaannn!
────────
Translator’s Note:
-> [1] This collection of dialogue here can also be interpreted as Kanata's character specifically being welcomed home since "ただいま" (tadaima) and おかえり(okaeri) are used in that context, too.
-> This is one of those tricky words to translate, seen in ch.3, but it essentially means "bathing/showering in (cold) water." Specifically referring to bathing as a means to cool off, not hygiene.
