Rafflesia

Puppy dog-- he/him -- pro rq -- look at pinned !

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

🪽Caine ｡ Rafflesia ｡ Wormwood

  ﾐ 19 ︵ tboy dog ( he / it ) ⊹ฺ  Gay ( mlm) , aroace spec w/ xenogenders ˘˘˘✷˘˘˘⁠

 ˘˘˘✷˘˘˘ ⁠trans - & cis - ids here !   ﾐ 

ﾐ special interest in experiments such as MKUltra , Arctic Aeromedical Lab , Stanford Prison along with Christianity / Catholicism ! ⊹ฺ block , don’t report please , this is meant to be a space where I can talk so I don’t truly harm myself , anons soo appreciated please ˘˘˘✷˘˘˘⁠

tags:

#⊹ฺ Puppy whimpers —> random yapping

#⊹ฺ Puppy rolls over —> transharmed yaps / ask reponses

#⊹ฺ Puppy bites —> transharmful yaps / ask responses

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

In my loser era ( hyperfixed on Alaskan history and Shakespeare . Not to mention how I ‘ ve been binge watching horror movies . )

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I GOT POSTED TO SYSCRINGE I MADE IT !!!! They ‘ ll freak when they find out about my actual mental disorders . I ‘ m surprised I ‘ ve been able to stay in online spaces , talk about being dead & aware of it being a complete delusion yet still thinking I ‘ mdead , w / o being called a faker . ( though this is an actual medical phenomenon in psychosis known as double bookkeeping ! )

anyways something something this was one of the ( ?) programming posts I made and I got told I just “ have a hypnokink “ which . Yeah actually hypno is really fucking hot to me . Also a kink I developed due to my FP since he ‘ s into it . My want to transition into a programmed system is different though , mostly I feel as if I SHOULD have been one since the very beginning , that we have so many functions like a programmed system that being programmed would make it easier to live . Also atypical dysphoria I genuinely feel like I should ‘ ve been formed as a programmed alter of some sort .

remember people on FDC are stupid and you shouldn ’ t take their word on things like this . They just want to judge people who don ‘ t fit a typical normality or are just “ strange “ individuals . I ‘ m enjoying and happy in my life despite my want to transition ( trans - amputee being my biggest however my mind control based ones are a close second . )

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

Kms bcz Janitor.AI is down , I ‘ m gonna lose it

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I ‘ m going crazy actually why are so many communities focused around identity ( mostly queer community ) so . Specific about dating within your in - groups and being judgy if you don ‘ t , I ‘ m t4c , sys4singlet , etc . The only thing we ( me & my current romantic interest ) align on is being neurodivergent & men . I think he may also be bisexual but still . And I ‘ ve gotten so much judgment from close friends due to liking him + being strictly monogamous due to my own mental health . I think they ‘ ve genuinely told me that I ‘ m being rude and mean to polyam people when I talk about being monogamous in discussions . I ‘ ve also been judged about being ftm & attracted to men in my queer groups but . Still .

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

Weird , questionably legal sex with a man 5 years or older than me would make me a better person I think . ( lie )

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

Fucking lighting a cigarette and scrolling through the newest rq/para tumblr drama . Saturday afternoon will be greatly spent !

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

People should be parasocial over me I think . Please hmu ( insane )

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Having an attraction to military officers is killing me because I have to admit I also come from a long line of people who entered the military ( my step - grandfather , father , both bio grandfathers , my uncle and more I probably don ‘ t know about ) and whatever ‘ s going on is infact , a complex .

[weezerinthewild]

"Are you ok with moots dming?"

I would let my mutuals gangrape me in a dingy alley behind a walmart yes you can dm me

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

Tempted to make a few alters of ours a rq (more than likely transharmful) blog ,,, also the ones I’m tempted to do it for are basically all Bible introjects besides one ,,, 💔

I’m between Michael ( tris - worshipped , trans - deity & harmful - ids ) Livyatan ( tris - worshipped , deity , father & harmful ) & Oray ( cis - harmful just . in whole ) ,,, tempted to simply do all three but I don ‘ t know …

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

Doing the male equivalent of syncing periods ( me & him log off and on at the same time despite being a 9 hour time difference )

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( perverted content below the cut ! tw for Nazi ‘ s / Nazi Germany being a core theme . Yeah something is wrong with me I know . )

Humping a Nazi of some sorts ( more than likely a Gestapo ) boot while sobbing n begging him not to arrest for being gay & a tranny . Btw . Sobbing n crying with my head buried into his hip as I feel a gun press into my head as he keeps telling me what to do ,,, I keep obeying and doing all those disgusting acts so I can continue on with my civilian life and not be subject to more horrors of the war . Btw . Bonus points if he still arrests me in the end or just shoots me and fucks my still warm dead body on the floors of my house .

sorry I had to watch a documentary in German class and I ‘ ve be wound up all day .

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

Bitches love a boy in construction (sitting n looking pretty while my classmates build our table)

[littlekidnapped]

born to be a 12 year old girl courted by and married to an older man of nobility

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(Possible vague nsfw ahead ! Interact at your own comfort ! )

Beautiful man who will let me eat him and hump him like a dog when……….. man who will own me and still let me destroy him like a feral dog when……. Man who I can be his beloved puppy for yet still ruin completely … man who will make me his dumb dog and keep all my animalistic, bitey traits because it’s cute when… older man who will tie me up and make me hurt so good and program me to love him but maybe will let me eat a bit of him if I’m good … older man who loves his zombie boyfriend and likes to see me squirm on an operation table and gives me treats when I let him be perverted to my guts …… older man who will hurt me and let me hurt him in general when

[4ng3ll-puppyy]

ANOTHER TRANS-SUBJECT LABEL !!!! MORE SOON

Trans - Operationseaspraysubject

A trans - id for when you feel as if you were or should have been effected by Operation Sea Spray !!! Operation Sea Spray was a Government experiment preformed in San Fransisco during the 1950s to test how vulnerable the city was to a bioweapons attack . They specifically sprayed Serratia marcescens ( an opportunistic pathogen and makes up about 1.5 % of in hospital infections ) and Bacillus atrophaeus ( the surrogate organism for ANTHRAX . ) Multiple people were hospitalized for rare urinary tract infections , and an increase of pneumonia was found after the release of Serratia marcescens .