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I wish I could still do that one substance I liked I miss it sigh maybe I am a loser

I get BITCHES I make MONEY I have WEED

All that matters to me is that I’ve made it this long with way less resources and knowledge then I have acquired since making it this far

I run into traffic like a deer just to stare at your eyes innocently one last time

Yall have NO clue how bad my addictions are or how deep the rabbit hole goes

At what point have I ruined my life enough to give up and stop trying to be better ?

Save the emberessment, fuck an autistic guy

I think all that matters at this point in life is money, t4t sex, and substances

At least until HE dies

caffeine doesnt affect me because im the one true god i think

If you run in a circle long enough your bound to go back around

Half of what I say is meaningless, but I say it so the other 50% can reach you -Khalil Gibran

Mfs snort a line and then do a over the phone interview

i am as doomed as a middle schooler

I often feel like a dog with clipped ears or a de-clawed cat, maybe a bird with cut wings or a fox with one eye

Like something was taken from me that I will never get back, but it had healed and I have adapted

No that’s not signs of schizoaffective I’m a boss and when your a boss you just do things sometimes

Do you guys wanna hear about my self mutilation compulsions

I kinda miss being an alcoholic sometimes I’m too predictable now it’s like hey look he’s here on time and standing up

soul