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when you come back i'll still be here

[4squarefan]

NOTHING HAS CHANGED

[4squarefan]

I WANT YOU TO KILL ME

[4squarefan]

NOTHING HAS CHANGED

[4squarefan]

i need to die i need to die

[4squarefan]

my nothing

[4squarefan]

hey do i deserve to live?

[4squarefan]

everythingg is so hopelessssssss haaaaaaaaaaaa

[4squarefan]

i was just wondering

[4squarefan]

hey?????? hey lol. hi . hey ummmmmm ... just wonderi g hahahahahahahahaha

[4squarefan]

hi bro how much longer can i torture you before you kill me? when are you going to straight up kill me? can you kill me? kill me? hey? kill me?

[4squarefan]

i just want help from somebody

[4squarefan]

my sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter

[4squarefan]

i need to kill myself

[4squarefan]

i cant handle the hospital again, so what is there left? what's left? everything makes me want to kill myself

[4squarefan]

is anything worth feeling this way. anything at all

[4squarefan]

i cant handle the hospital again, so what is there left? what's left? everything makes me want to kill myself

[4squarefan]

I KNOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[4squarefan]

it's not one piece missinf from my life lol!!!!! it's something wrong with me!!!! lmfao!!!!!!! it's what's wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[4squarefan]

it's the fact that i'm a parasite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life draining attention seeking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm threatening my own life so you tell me not to do it lol!!!!!! lol!!!!!!!! lol!!!!!!!!!!!! i just wanted to see!!! i wanted to see what you'd say!!!!!!!!! if you'd care!!!! would you even? ? would you? would you care if i died?

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what would you say? what would you say at my funeral? tell me. give my eulogy right now. right now. i want to know what you'd say if i died. it's a closed casket, my face is completely unrecognizable & the picture of me on display is unrecognizable too.